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I know, I know, if I have any LJ friends left, you probably didn't expect me to pick up my journal again since I've been silent for seven weeks, but here I am. The best way I can explain this absence is that I went through a lot of periods of limited or zero internet access so I just had time to log in and do my bare minimum, or I didn't know what to say because my life has been like surfing on shifting sand, and what's true in the morning may be completely off the books by the afternoon, and in the evening everything might change again. I don't even mean my mood swings, I mean actual circumstances. Plans get cancelled and rearranged, opportunities appear, metamorphosize, and vanish, etc. Half the time I don't know where or who I am, and I used to use LJ to help me deal with that, but things are just so up in the air that I don't even have anything to say about it.

Anyway, I hope I'll be posting more in the future, and it would be really nice if the universe I inhabit would be a little more consistent so what I might say about my life at 10:00 a.m. might still be true at 10:00 p.m.