{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jackiemag","title":"jackiemag","subtitle":"jackiemag","author":{"name":"jackiemag"},"link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/jackiemag.livejournal.com\/"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/jackiemag.livejournal.com\/data\/atom"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"service.feed","type":"application\/x.atom+xml","href":"https:\/\/jackiemag.livejournal.com\/data\/atom","title":"jackiemag"}}],"updated":"2013-07-06T19:52:48Z","entry":[{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jackiemag:1041","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/jackiemag.livejournal.com\/1041.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/jackiemag.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=1041"}}],"title":"Happy Birthday","published":"2013-07-06T19:52:48Z","updated":"2013-07-06T19:52:48Z","content":"Happy Birthday, Liberty Sun!<br \/>- &quot;Jackie Mag&quot;"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jackiemag:950","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/jackiemag.livejournal.com\/950.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/jackiemag.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=950"}}],"title":"Rub Me the Right Way","published":"2012-02-20T03:54:59Z","updated":"2012-02-20T03:54:59Z","content":"<br \/><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/jackiemag\/pic\/00002h4r\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img alt=\"Rub Me the Right Way banner\" height=\"320\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/jackiemag\/pic\/00002h4r\/s640x480\" style=\"border-bottom: 0px solid; border-left: 0px solid; border-top: 0px solid; border-right: 0px solid\" width=\"640\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><\/a><\/span><\/span><br \/><br \/><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\">Story notes:&nbsp; This is a post 513 story with a glimpse into Justin&rsquo;s life in New York told from the point of view of his female roommate.&nbsp; I believe that the characters are true to the series, but I&rsquo;m sure I&rsquo;ll get a difference of opinion from a few folks.&nbsp; <\/span><\/span><span style=\"font-family: wingdings\">J<\/span><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\">&nbsp; There are some sexy scenes and one f\/m\/m scene, so be warned.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">Teaser synopsis:&nbsp; Justin is living his life in New York and has a roommate he adores named Janice.&nbsp; How do Justin and Janice relieve their sexual tension?&nbsp; How does their relationship affect Brian&rsquo;s long distance relationship with Justin?<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -<br \/><br \/>I can&rsquo;t believe the wedding day is here!&nbsp; It all seems such a whirlwind.&nbsp; I met Justin two years ago and we&rsquo;ve become so close.&nbsp; I really love him.&nbsp; He&rsquo;s such a wonderful guy.&nbsp; Hopefully, everything will fall into place today and we&rsquo;ll see the happiness we&rsquo;ve been waiting for.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">I should introduce myself.&nbsp; I&rsquo;m Janice Carter.&nbsp; I met Justin two years ago when he first came to New York.&nbsp; I&rsquo;ve been friends with Daphne Chambers ever since summer camp <i>years <\/i>ago.&nbsp; (I don&rsquo;t want to say <i>how many<\/i> years, gosh.)&nbsp; She hooked Justin and me up.&nbsp; Justin needed a place to stay while he pursued his career in art and I needed a good roommate to help with the rent.&nbsp; My previous roomie, Nico, just moved to the upper west side with his new rich boyfriend, leaving me to fend for myself.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">Justin and I hit it off right away.&nbsp; We had a good connection from the start.&nbsp; I&rsquo;d been working for years at a local eatery called <i>Carlo&rsquo;s Italian<\/i>.&nbsp; I got him a bus boy job.&nbsp; Not glamorous, but it was a foot in the door.&nbsp; He started out there and he was able to put up half the rent, although it was a <i>lot<\/i> of hours of clearing tables.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">When I wasn&rsquo;t working as a waitress, I was studying massage therapy.&nbsp; It can be a pretty lucrative field if you get certified.&nbsp; Now that I&rsquo;m certified, I&rsquo;ve been working for about a year at a local spa\/salon named <i>La Boheme<\/i>.&nbsp; The clientele are gay and straight, men and women.&nbsp; I love them all.&nbsp; Technically, I guess you could say that I&rsquo;m bisexual.&nbsp; I have enjoyed the pleasure of being with a few ladies in my time.&nbsp; But, lately I&rsquo;m more drawn to men.&nbsp; Nothing beats a good stiff &hellip; well, you know.&nbsp; <\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">So, anyway, about Justin and me.&nbsp;&nbsp; We met when he moved in.&nbsp; I took down a shelf unit I had mounted to one wall and he took over that area with those bloody huge canvasses of his.&nbsp; I love the guy, but does he really have to make paintings so fucking <i>huge<\/i>?&nbsp; I tried to talk him into doing 12&rdquo;x12&rdquo; sized paintings, but nooooo.&nbsp; He just laughed at me.&nbsp; He&rsquo;s so exasperating sometimes.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">He had a rough time when he first moved to New York.&nbsp; He had been engaged to Brian, but then they broke it off when they mutually decided that Justin needed to chase an elusive art career in the big city that &lsquo;was his for the taking&rsquo;, if you believe that <i>Art Forum<\/i> article.&nbsp; Justin really missed Brian and I could hear him crying softly to himself the first few nights.&nbsp; Brian hadn&rsquo;t called him yet and Justin was too proud to be the first to call.&nbsp; Who can figure out what goes through the heads of those two?&nbsp; After about a week of Justin being miserable I decided it was time for me to do something.&nbsp; <\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;OK.&nbsp; Enough of this self pity, Justin.&nbsp; I&rsquo;m giving you a massage.&rdquo;&nbsp; I set up my massage table.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;What?&nbsp; No.&nbsp; I don&rsquo;t need a massage.&nbsp; Thanks.&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;Shut up.&nbsp; Take your shirt off.&nbsp; On the table.&rdquo;&nbsp; I wasn&rsquo;t taking <i>no<\/i> for an answer.&nbsp; <\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">He obliged.&nbsp; &ldquo;Yes&rsquo;m.&rdquo;&nbsp; He had a half smile on his face as he took his shirt off.&nbsp; He&rsquo;s got a great body.&nbsp; Just sayin&rsquo;.&nbsp; Toned.&nbsp; Slightly hairy, but this fine, blond hair on his arms and legs, and right above his pants, you know where, and it was surprisingly soft.&nbsp; Beautiful pale skin.&nbsp; Enough muscle tone to have something to work with.&nbsp; Not scrawny.&nbsp; Have ya ever tried to give a rub on a person who is skinny and bony?&nbsp; It&rsquo;s like trying to get the last piece of chicken off of a chicken leg when you&rsquo;ve already been pulling at it for five minutes.&nbsp; There&rsquo;s nothing there.&nbsp; Not with Justin, though.&nbsp; He&rsquo;s a dream to work with.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">I gave his back the full waist up workup that night.&nbsp; We didn&rsquo;t know each other well enough to remove any other clothing and I sure as hell wasn&rsquo;t going to ask him to drop trou.&nbsp; <\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">After I was done with the massage and he was fully relaxed, he sat up and said, &ldquo;Thanks, Janice.&nbsp; That was awesome!&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;Feel better?&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;Yeah, I do.&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;Anytime.&nbsp; I can use the practice and your body is <i>my<\/i> canvas.&rdquo;&nbsp; I gave him a hug.&nbsp; I was glad that I could help him. &nbsp;Minutes after that, he got a text from Brian.&nbsp; <\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><b><i><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\">BUSY?<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">Justin phoned him back and they reconnected.&nbsp; Thank God.&nbsp; <\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">The weeks went by and Justin got into his routine.&nbsp; Mornings he&rsquo;d paint while I went to massage therapy school.&nbsp; Then we&rsquo;d work lunch and dinner at Carlo&rsquo;s.&nbsp; He&rsquo;d bus tables and I&rsquo;d waitress.&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; About every other night, I&rsquo;d give him a massage.&nbsp; I moved from just his back to his back and chest.&nbsp; Then I started doing his feet and legs, too.&nbsp; He&rsquo;s got great feet and I could really get to him with foot massages.&nbsp; After a few hours of bussing tables, he found foot rubs to be very pleasurable.&nbsp; Every now and then he&rsquo;d return the foot rub favor.&nbsp;&nbsp; I also got good at massaging his hand &ndash; the one that was always cramping up after that jerk hit him.&nbsp; <\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">About 6 weeks after Justin moved in with me, Brian came into town for a visit.&nbsp; My first impression?&nbsp; HOT!&nbsp; Oh, my God.&nbsp;&nbsp; Those eyes, that hair, that smile &hellip; all intoxicating.&nbsp; But what got me really itching were the shoulders.&nbsp; Man, how I&rsquo;d wanted to sink my thumbs into his back!&nbsp; Just a sec.&nbsp; I have to catch my breath.&nbsp; Anyway, Brian visited.&nbsp; After some initial chit chat with me, he whisked Justin off to a fancy hotel for three days.&nbsp; Something about white robes and room service, I didn&rsquo;t catch all of it.&nbsp; I&rsquo;m sure they just fucked like bunnies for the entire time.&nbsp; Good for them.&nbsp; Did I mention that Brian is HOT?<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">Justin was much better after that first Brian visit.&nbsp; He managed to get a couple of his paintings in a gallery in Soho.&nbsp; Things were looking up, for sure.&nbsp; He&rsquo;d phone home and talk to his mom.&nbsp; We&rsquo;d both call Daphne and put her on speaker phone.&nbsp; She&rsquo;d always laugh at how well Justin and I got along and commented often about us being &lsquo;two peas in a pod&rsquo;.&nbsp; The calls with Brian were the ones that he loved the most.&nbsp; I could hear them talking dirty to each other and other not-too-mysterious-if-you-ever-had-a-big-brother noises.&nbsp; <\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">The BEST such phone call, though, occurred during an evening&rsquo;s massage.&nbsp; It was late, like midnight, and I was giving Justin the full treatment.&nbsp; Now, this was months after he moved in and we were very comfortable with each other.&nbsp; I&rsquo;d be OK to walk around in my underwear and he was OK with stripping completely for a massage.&nbsp; I&rsquo;d throw a towel over his perky ass and work his back and legs.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">I was standing there working a knot out of the back of his right thigh when his cell rang.&nbsp; It was Brian, so he picked up.&nbsp; I was concentrating on my task at hand.&nbsp; Soon, though, I picked up that he and the Pittsburgh boyfriend had steered their conversation over to <i>What are you wearing?<\/i> &ndash; ya know &ndash; dirty talk.&nbsp; He was already making yummy noises from all of the rubbing I was doing.&nbsp; I thought, what the hell, I&rsquo;d give him a phone call to remember.&nbsp; I removed the towel from the aforementioned perky ass and began rubbing it.&nbsp; It&rsquo;s a bunch of muscle, you know?&nbsp; Especially on Justin &hellip; more muscular than one would think.&nbsp; So, anyway, I&rsquo;m rubbing his butt and he gives me a sideways <i>What the hell are you doing<\/i> look.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">I just winked at him and whispered, &ldquo;Pretend I&rsquo;m Brian.&rdquo;&nbsp; <\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">With gay boys it&rsquo;s all about ass and cock.&nbsp; Well, I wasn&rsquo;t going to go down on his lovely dick, but there was no reason not to stimulate the nether regions.&nbsp; I slicked my hands up with plenty of massage oil.&nbsp; As his somewhat distracted conversation continued I rubbed closer and closer to the center.&nbsp; He was digging it, big time.&nbsp; I was all of the way from the small of his back down to his perineum.&nbsp; He never let on to Brian that I was doing what I was doing.&nbsp; Justin put the phone on speaker and set it down, probably so he could fully relax.&nbsp; That suited me fine.&nbsp; I wanted to hear what Brian was saying.&nbsp; (Did I mention, he&rsquo;s hot?&nbsp; Love the voice.)&nbsp; And I wanted to coordinate my actions with his words.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">Then, it happened.&nbsp; When Brian&rsquo;s sultry voice was telling my moaning roommate that he was &lsquo;pushing himself inside&rsquo; I took action and my finger slowly entered Justin&rsquo;s hole.&nbsp; I&rsquo;d never done anything like that before, but, damn it was hot!&nbsp; Justin snapped his head back.&nbsp; You have to know that I have long, strong fingers and really short nails that I clip so as to not scratch the clientele.&nbsp; Well, anyway, this was a very erotic thing for me and for Justin, too. &nbsp;As Brian continued his <i>&lsquo;I&rsquo;m fucking you&rsquo;<\/i> talk I continued my own version of that with my finger.&nbsp; Justin was writhing at the combination of words and actions.&nbsp; He rolled a little to his left side, so I moved to the left side of the table, still continuing my actions.&nbsp; He was moaning full out now.&nbsp; Damn it was hot!&nbsp; He grabbed onto his cock and stroked himself as Brian was leading them both to the climax.&nbsp; Then, the final words were spoken as Brian yelled his orgasm over the phone and Justin was right there with him.&nbsp; <\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">Justin was breathless, &ldquo;Oh, my God, Brian!&nbsp; That was <i>so<\/i> good.&rdquo;&nbsp; He looked over his shoulder at me and smiled.&nbsp; I pulled my finger from him, winked, and went into the bathroom to wash up.&nbsp; From there I proceeded to my own bed and drove myself to my own wonderful climax.&nbsp; I didn&rsquo;t care if he heard &ndash; I yelled that one let me tell you.&nbsp; I was there for his, and, I like to think partially responsible for it.&nbsp; He could damn well listen to mine.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">I could hear Justin snickering, still on the phone with his boyfriend.&nbsp; He said, &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t know, I think Janice is having her own good time.&nbsp; We must have inspired her.&rdquo;&nbsp; Apparently, my vocalizations made it to Pittsburgh.&nbsp; I giggled.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">They ended their conversation and I could hear Justin rustling around a little.&nbsp; Then there was a knock on my bedroom door.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">I assembled myself, and then answered.&nbsp; &ldquo;Yeah, come in.&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;Hello, Janice.&rdquo;&nbsp; He entered wearing some sweatpants.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;Hey, sexy.&nbsp; How was your evening?&nbsp; Have any fun?&rdquo;&nbsp; I asked knowingly with a smile.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;Um, yeah.&nbsp; I got this phone call from my hot boyfriend and it was like he was in the room with me, ya know?&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;Really?&nbsp; That&rsquo;s cool.&nbsp; Heck, <u>I&rsquo;d<\/u> like to have your boyfriend in the room with me.&nbsp; I can only imagine what wonderful things he&rsquo;s capable of.&rdquo;&nbsp; I was still reclined on the bed.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">He smiled at me and crawled up my body.&nbsp; &ldquo;You know, if you want me to fuck you all you have to do is ask.&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">I laughed.&nbsp; &ldquo;Yeah, like that&rsquo;s going to happen.&nbsp; I know you did Daphne once, but that was a favor for her first time.&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;She told you about that, eh?&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;Yes, and as much as I appreciate that you are pretending to offer, we both know that you don&rsquo;t want any pussy.&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">He crinkled up his nose and shook his head, all the time with a grin on his face.&nbsp; &ldquo;Not really.&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;It&rsquo;s OK.&nbsp; I won&rsquo;t take it personally.&rdquo;&nbsp; I smiled and kissed him on the cheek.&nbsp; &ldquo;But, you had a good time tonight, yes?&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">He flopped onto his back on the bed.&nbsp; &ldquo;Oh, man.&nbsp; That was incredible.&nbsp; Phone sex with 3D.&rdquo;&nbsp; He looked at me with a twinkle in his eye.&nbsp; &ldquo;Thanks.&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;Sure.&nbsp; Just for the record that was my first <i>full service<\/i> massage.&rdquo;&nbsp; We both laughed.&nbsp; &ldquo;But it doesn&rsquo;t have to be my last.&rdquo;&nbsp; I waggled my fingers in the air.&nbsp; &ldquo;Just let me know the next time he calls.&nbsp; I&rsquo;ll be ready.&rdquo;&nbsp; He held my hands together over my head as if to restrain me. &nbsp;I continued. &nbsp;&ldquo;That was totally hot.&nbsp; As you probably heard, it affected me, too.&nbsp; I guess Brian heard my &hellip; reaction, eh?&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;Me, Brian, our neighbors, the guy who sells newspapers on the corner &hellip;&rdquo; Giggle.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">He leaned up on one elbow and looked into my eyes as he stroked the side of my face.&nbsp; He kissed me.&nbsp; It was a nice, tender kiss.&nbsp; Man, if he wasn&rsquo;t gay I&rsquo;d have had my tongue down his throat.&nbsp; Fuck.&nbsp; I told myself that one of these days I&rsquo;ve got to get a <i>straight<\/i> guy for a roommate.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - BJ<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">Brian visited about once a month and Justin went back to &lsquo;the Pitts&rsquo; about every three months.&nbsp; They maintained their loving relationship.&nbsp; I could see the way they looked at each other.&nbsp; The love in the air was measurable and I am so happy for Justin that they were keeping it up, so to speak, during his time away from Pittsburgh. <\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">Justin didn&rsquo;t tell Brian about that first intimate massage.&nbsp; That was just our little secret.&nbsp; As was the time after that and the time after that.&nbsp; Yeah, we managed to do a full, ahem, massage almost every time Brian called for phone sex.&nbsp; Not that the boy needed my help, but, we both found great pleasure in doing things our way.&nbsp; Eventually, he suggested that his blue dildo would be an interesting and fun alternative (he was very right), so we\/I started using that.&nbsp; <\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">After about nine months of Justin and me living together, Brian surprised Justin with a visit to New York.&nbsp; I was walking around in my pj&rsquo;s one night when the door buzzer went off.&nbsp; <\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><i><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\">&ldquo;Hey, it&rsquo;s Brian.&rdquo;<\/span><\/i><\/span><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"> The voice said.<\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;Oh, hey.&rdquo;&nbsp; I said.&nbsp; &ldquo;Come on up!&rdquo;&nbsp; I buzzed him in.&nbsp; &ldquo;Justin, it&rsquo;s your boyfriend.&rdquo;&nbsp; I was so excited for him at the surprise.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;Brian?&nbsp; Oh, my God.&nbsp; I&rsquo;m a mess.&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;You&rsquo;re hot, honey.&nbsp; And he&rsquo;ll think so, too.&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">I was holding the door open and then Mr. Gucci breezed past me as he said, &ldquo;Hey, Janice.&rdquo;&nbsp; He walked straight up to Justin and they kissed and hugged their hellos.&nbsp; <\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;Hey, Brian.&rdquo;&nbsp; I smiled at the pair.&nbsp; &ldquo;Well, I can see I&rsquo;m not needed here, so I&rsquo;ll just go do something exciting like fold laundry or something.&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">Justin was hanging on his boyfriend.&nbsp; Brian straightened up and removed his lover&rsquo;s arms from his neck.&nbsp; &ldquo;Easy there, Sunshine.&nbsp; I&rsquo;m a little stiff from my flight.&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">My ears perked up.&nbsp; &ldquo;Stiff?&rdquo;&nbsp; I got a slow smile on my face.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">He continued.&nbsp; &ldquo;Yeah, airplane seats are not meant for anyone over six foot tall.&rdquo;&nbsp; He put his hand on the small of his back.&nbsp; Brian is about 6&rsquo;2&rdquo; and I can only imagine him trying to stuff himself into an airline seat for an hour and a half.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">Justin could read my thoughts and smiled at me.&nbsp; I waggled my fingers and licked my lips at the same time.&nbsp; He laughed.&nbsp; &ldquo;Hey, Brian.&nbsp; Why don&rsquo;t you let Janice give you a massage?&nbsp; She&rsquo;s <i>very<\/i> good.&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">I could not hide from Justin my anticipation at getting my hands on his hot boyfriend.&nbsp; &ldquo;Yeah, Brian.&nbsp; I can help you.&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">Brian raised an eyebrow and looked at Justin&rsquo;s &lsquo;sunshine&rsquo; grin and my smiling face.&nbsp; &ldquo;Well, I suppose&hellip;&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;Great!&rdquo;&nbsp; I got my table out and had it set up in 15 seconds.&nbsp; &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t just stand there, tall, dark and handsome.&nbsp; STRIP!&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">He smirked at my command.&nbsp; A nod from my roommate and Brian decided to comply.&nbsp; Justin took Brian&rsquo;s jacket and lovingly helped him remove his shirt.&nbsp; I got my oils and a towel out, dimmed the lights and put on some relaxing music.&nbsp; He got down to his designer underwear.&nbsp; He gave me a wary look as he hooked his thumbs in the waistband.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">I said, &ldquo;You can leave them on &hellip; I don&rsquo;t care.&rdquo;&nbsp; I handed him the towel.&nbsp; &ldquo;Of course, I can better access your lower back if you &hellip;&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;What the fuck.&rdquo;&nbsp; He stripped off the underwear, tossed the towel back at me, and lay down on the table.&nbsp; Justin snickered.&nbsp; I was very impressed by Brian&rsquo;s huge &hellip; resolve &hellip; I think.&nbsp; OK, that and the size of his dick.&nbsp; Daphne had told me that she&rsquo;d gotten a glance herself, but nothing beats seeing him in person.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">As soon as he was on the table I had to stop and admire the image before me. &nbsp;And if I thought Justin had amazing feet for a man, I couldn&rsquo;t wait to touch Brian&rsquo;s feet, or everything else for that matter. <\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">I started in with the massage.&nbsp; I threw the towel over his nice ass and worked his back muscles.&nbsp; I was in heaven.&nbsp; The <i>I-get-to-touch-a-beautiful-man-with-a-great-body<\/i> version of heaven.&nbsp; I was lost in what I was doing.&nbsp; I wanted to lick him all over almost as much as I wanted to dig my hands into his muscles.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">Justin started to talk.&nbsp; &ldquo;Yeah, Janice has been great.&nbsp; She practices on me all of the time.&nbsp; She loves my body, don&rsquo;t you Janice?&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;Yep.&nbsp; Sure do.&nbsp; I learned a lot practicing on you.&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;Then again, there are some things that Janice does with me that no one else enjoys.&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">I looked up at him with my best &lsquo;What the fuck?&rsquo; face.&nbsp; &nbsp;Brian was face down on the massage table so he couldn&rsquo;t see.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">The little shit kept talking.&nbsp; &ldquo;Certain &hellip; favors &hellip; not for her regular clientele.&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">Brian had been relaxed, but lifted his head to ask, &ldquo;Like what?&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;Stop it, Justin.&rdquo;&nbsp; I warned him.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;Let&rsquo;s just say she adds a new dimension to phone sex.&rdquo; Said the smiling blond.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;Shut up, Justin.&rdquo;&nbsp; I said.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;Oh, really?&rdquo;&nbsp; Brian&rsquo;s interest was piqued.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">Justin got down on his knees so he was face to face with his boyfriend, who now had his chin resting on his hands.&nbsp; Justin proceeded to describe, in a slow and sensual fashion, move for move what he and I would do during their intimate phone calls.&nbsp; It culminated with, &ldquo;&hellip; and after I come, she goes into her room and gets herself off.&nbsp; Everybody wins.&rdquo;&nbsp; <\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">I was fully expecting Brian to be pissed.&nbsp; I thought he&rsquo;d be mad at me or Justin or both of us.&nbsp; His body was still relaxed, so that was a good sign.&nbsp; He slowly drawled out, &ldquo;That&rsquo;s fucking hot.&rdquo;&nbsp; He then turned his head to look at me.&nbsp; I had my hands on his lower back and lifted them slightly as he turned.&nbsp; He said, &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t get any ideas about giving me the same treatment, Janice.&rdquo;&nbsp; <\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;Yes.&nbsp; I mean, no.&nbsp; I mean &hellip; whatever you want, Brian.&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">Justin snickered at my nervousness.&nbsp; He knew full well that his boyfriend would find our encounters &lsquo;hot&rsquo; and wouldn&rsquo;t have a problem with it.&nbsp; Apparently, and I didn&rsquo;t know this at the time, the two of them often describe their sexual escapades to each other.&nbsp; As crazy as they are about each other, they both play the field a little (Brian more than Justin) and telling each other about tricking was a turn on.&nbsp; Like I said, who knows what goes through the minds of those two?<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">I can just imagine having a boyfriend and telling him, &ldquo;Oh, yeah.&nbsp; So I fucked this guy last night.&nbsp; His dick was this big and &hellip;.&rdquo;&nbsp;&nbsp; Yeah, that&rsquo;d go over <i>real<\/i> well.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">Anyway, after the massage, Brian, in all his glory, stood up, thanked me for the massage and kissed me on the cheek.&nbsp; Then, he took Justin&rsquo;s hand and they excused themselves to his bedroom.&nbsp; I went to my room and put on some headphones to mask any noises emanating from their room.&nbsp; It was no use.&nbsp; Man, they were hot for each other!&nbsp; Still are, as far as that goes.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - BJ<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">About a year and a half after Justin was with me in New York, I came home from work and found the boys lounging around in their underwear and watching a movie on TV.&nbsp; They had that post-coital glow about them.&nbsp; They&rsquo;re so damn cute together.&nbsp; Brian offered to take Justin and me out to dinner.&nbsp; It was nice of him to include me.&nbsp; They dressed.&nbsp; I put on a nice button up blouse, the <i>good<\/i> bra and a denim miniskirt.&nbsp; We went out, had a lot of laughs and a couple of drinks with dinner.&nbsp; We spent most of the time flirting with the waiters and making bets on who could score with one of them.&nbsp; Brian, of course, won.&nbsp; Damn him.&nbsp; I coulda sworn that waiter was straight.&nbsp; You&rsquo;d think after all of these years in this neighborhood my gaydar would be more accurate.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">After we got back to the apartment I assumed that the boys were going to go to Justin&rsquo;s room and work the bed springs again.&nbsp;&nbsp; I saw the two of them whispering and then Justin turned to me and said, &ldquo;Janice, can you give us a quick backrub?&rdquo;&nbsp; I was always up for touching hot guy flesh and it had been over a month since I&rsquo;d had the opportunity with Brian.&nbsp; It was funny; he seemed to want to do two things when he got to the apartment; get a backrub from me and fuck Justin, in that order.&nbsp; Not that he liked my backrubs <i>better<\/i> than his activities with my roomie, but, I think that I limbered his body up for the maximum effect in the bedroom.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">So, anyway, this particular evening they wanted to do a couples massage kind of thing.&nbsp; I agreed and started to get my table out.&nbsp; Brian said, &ldquo;Can&rsquo;t we just go onto Justin&rsquo;s bed?&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;Sure.&nbsp; Whatever you guys want.&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">They walked into the bedroom and started to undress while I got my supplies tray.&nbsp; By the time I got into Justin&rsquo;s room they were both naked and face down on the bed with their heads turned, talking to each other.&nbsp; Beautiful scenery let me tell you.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">I started on Brian first and did his back and legs.&nbsp; Justin was next and I did a similar massage for him.&nbsp; After I was done, Brian patted the bed in between himself and Justin.&nbsp; I smiled warily and said, &ldquo;Yes?&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;C&rsquo;mon over here.&rdquo;&nbsp; He said.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">I sat on the edge of the bed and continued my questioning.&nbsp; &ldquo;Isn&rsquo;t this time now for you and Justin?&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;Nah, it&rsquo;s OK.&nbsp; Lie down.&rdquo; <\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">I scootched up the bed and reclined tentatively.&nbsp; Brian and Justin started to talk to each other like I wasn&rsquo;t there.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">First Justin, &ldquo;You know, Janice is always so nice about giving us massages.&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">Then Brian, &ldquo;Yes.&nbsp; It&rsquo;s very nice of her to do that for us.&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;Then there are those <i>special<\/i> massages I get from her.&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;Yes.&nbsp; I can imagine those must be very pleasurable for you.&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;Oh, yes.&rdquo;&nbsp; He cocked his head.&nbsp; &ldquo;You know, it&rsquo;s too bad we can&rsquo;t do anything for her.&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">&ldquo;Why, Justin?&nbsp; What do you mean?&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">I started to get up.&nbsp; &ldquo;This is getting weird.&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">They both put a hand on one of my shoulders and made me lay down again.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">Justin continued their &lsquo;dialogue&rsquo;.&nbsp; &ldquo;It&rsquo;d be nice if we could give her pleasure in some way.&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">Brian snapped his fingers.&nbsp; &ldquo;I have an idea.&nbsp; Get out the supplies, Justin.&rdquo;&nbsp; I started to get up again, but Brian put his arm across my chest and began kissing my neck.&nbsp; Justin got out the lube and his favorite blue toy.&nbsp; Brian started to unbutton my blouse and was kissing my stomach as Justin lavished more kisses on my face, neck and shoulders.&nbsp; <\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">Then Brian&rsquo;s right hand started to wander and went from my right knee, up my thigh and to my most private places.&nbsp; Now, mind you this is a gay guy, who, by all accounts only ever &lsquo;did&rsquo; Lindsay once in college.&nbsp; So, theoretically, it&rsquo;d been years since he&rsquo;d been anywhere near snatch, but, boy howdy, he found a way.&nbsp; Fuck it felt good.&nbsp; And Justin, my oversexed roommate, is &lsquo;working&rsquo; me from the waist up, caressing me with kisses and licks.&nbsp; <\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">Then the blue dildo comes out as my panties are removed.&nbsp; I couldn&rsquo;t protest because, A.) I didn&rsquo;t want to and B.) The boys have me pinned down in such a way that I can&rsquo;t move much.&nbsp; They knew damn well that I was enjoying all of their &hellip; um &hellip; attentions.&nbsp; I was moaning and breathing heavy.&nbsp; Hold on, I have to take a sec again.&nbsp; Phew.&nbsp; Yeah, it was hot.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">The dildo found its way inside me.&nbsp; Brian had a hold of it and fucked me with it in an aggressive rhythm.&nbsp; Another hand, probably Justin&rsquo;s, touched my clit.&nbsp; I tell ya, the boyz iz talented.&nbsp; After about five minutes of them getting me to the brink, pulling back and starting over, I couldn&rsquo;t take it anymore and orgasmed with a scream.&nbsp; Oh.&nbsp; My.&nbsp; God.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">I was a puddle of quivering flesh.&nbsp; The sheet was wet.&nbsp; I had my eyes closed.&nbsp; I couldn&rsquo;t move.&nbsp; I felt the bed shift as they got off of the bed.&nbsp; As I opened my eyes they were standing at the foot of the bed kissing and caressing each other.&nbsp; They looked over at me and each offered a hand to help me stand up.&nbsp; I needed all of the help I could get, so I accepted.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">Brian had a smirk on his face.&nbsp; &ldquo;How are you doing, hon&rsquo;?&rdquo;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">Justin was grinning, too.&nbsp; &ldquo;Have a good time?&rdquo;&nbsp; He handed me my panties.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">I just stood there, sighed, and said.&nbsp; &ldquo;I love you both very, very much.&rdquo;&nbsp; As Brian laughed, I kissed Justin.&nbsp; Then, I grabbed Brian and planted a full-on kiss on his lips.&nbsp; &ldquo;Goodnight, boys.&nbsp; And, thank you.&rdquo;&nbsp; I slapped them both on their bare asses and departed, twirling my panties in one hand and carrying my massage supplies in the other.&nbsp; I closed the door.&nbsp; I went to the bathroom, cleaned up a little and put fresh panties on.&nbsp; <\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">I decided that they needed some alone time, so I yelled &ldquo;Going out.&rdquo;&nbsp; I went to a local coffee shop with my laptop and gave my friends a Facebook update like they&rsquo;d <i>never<\/i> seen before.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - BJ<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">Anyway, that whole episode was months ago.&nbsp; Since then, Justin decided to move back to Pittsburgh and just do his paintings there.&nbsp; He&rsquo;d established himself with enough contacts in New York to be able to sell his art.&nbsp; I&rsquo;m his New York &lsquo;rep&rsquo; and handle the receiving of the paintings and distribution.&nbsp; He&rsquo;s doing pretty well.&nbsp; He sells enough to keep himself and Brian&rsquo;s son Gus in art supplies with a few thousand extra dollars in the bank.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">Justin is back in Pittsburgh and &lsquo;the boys&rsquo; are back in the same city living happily in the loft.&nbsp; Brian proposed marriage again and today&rsquo;s the day for the big event.&nbsp; Daphne is &lsquo;best maid&rsquo; for Justin and I&rsquo;m a bridesmaid.&nbsp; Brian&rsquo;s best buddy Michael is best man and Ted is a groomsman.&nbsp; The ceremony will be short and sweet. <\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">Oh, and my gifts for being an attendant at the wedding?&nbsp; From Justin I got a 12&rdquo;x12&rdquo; painting that&rsquo;s like a mini version of the ones he gets $5,000 for.&nbsp; It&rsquo;s really lovely.&nbsp; And from Brian, true to his nature, the blue dildo and my favorite lube.&nbsp; <\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman, serif\"><span style=\"font-size: medium\">I love them both and wish them the best.&nbsp; Oh, and my new roommate is a straight guy.&nbsp; He&rsquo;s also my date for this wedding.&nbsp; Things are looking up all around.&nbsp; I&rsquo;ll see if I can rub <i>him<\/i> the right way.&nbsp; Giggle.<\/span><\/span><\/p>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jackiemag:515","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/jackiemag.livejournal.com\/515.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/jackiemag.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=515"}}],"title":"Fiddler's Three","published":"2012-02-06T02:55:45Z","updated":"2012-02-06T03:08:26Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"livejournal"}},"content":"<p><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/jackiemag\/pic\/000015ge\/\" target=\"_blank\"><img alt=\"\" height=\"320\" src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/jackiemag\/pic\/000015ge\/s640x480\" style=\"border-bottom: 0px solid; border-left: 0px solid; border-top: 0px solid; border-right: 0px solid\" width=\"640\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><\/a>&nbsp;<b><i><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">I do not own the rights to the characters from &quot;Queer As Folk&quot;.<\/span><\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p><p><b><i><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">The following scene is imagining what could have happened after Ethan and Justin broke up. Purely fantasy.&nbsp; Somewhat AU, I guess.<\/span><\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p><p><b><i><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">-------------------------<\/span><\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Justin and Brian are in for the evening. Having done 3 nights in a row at either Babylon or Woody&#39;s, they&#39;re taking a night off. Besides, they&#39;re expecting someone. The buzzer rings.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Justin answers it. &quot;Yeah?&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;It&#39;s me, Ethan.&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;Come on up. 4th floor.&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Justin rolls open the door and smiles at Ethan as he makes his way up the stairs. Ethan is carrying a small box with some stuff in it; CD&#39;s, brushes, some clothes.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Justin takes the box from him. &quot;Thanks for bringing the rest of my stuff.&quot; He sets it down on the counter, turns to Ethan and gives him a small hug. Brian watches from in front of the fridge.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Ethan and Justin broke up a few weeks before. Ethan was cheating on Justin and when Justin found out he broke it off. There was a huge blow up, but since then they&#39;ve spoken more cordially. They both knew that they couldn&#39;t see each other anymore. Besides, Justin had gotten back with Brian, after 3 weeks of being ever-present in his work and social life.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Ethan feels a little uncomfortable being at the famous loft. Justin senses that he&#39;s nervous.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;Come in for a while and relax. You remember Brian.&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Brian approaches with his hand outstretched. &quot;The famous Ethan.&quot; They shake hands. He holds no grudges towards the young man. He got Justin away from him, fair and square. &quot;You should stay for dinner. It&#39;s just spaghetti. Relax, take your coat off.&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Ethan considers it. &quot;I&nbsp;<i>am<\/i>&nbsp;really hungry. Tips weren&#39;t that great today.&quot; Brian smiles.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;Great!&quot; Justin says. He wants the three men to get along. After all, Ethan meant a lot to him and he wanted Ethan to see his life now with Brian. Justin and Brian had been very happy together since they reconnected. Brian had been attempting to be more of the romantic and they&#39;d spent a higher percentage of evenings alone, which had been great.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Brian pours Ethan a generous glass of wine. They eat together and share some friendly conversation. Ethan is feeling more at ease with the pair and likes to see that Brian is genuinely caring for Justin. A couple of times during dinner Brian reaches over to Justin and they share a tender kiss. Ethan misses Justin, but he knows that he messed up, causing the pair to break up. The promise he shared with Justin was exclusivity. Brian had never made that promise to Justin, so&nbsp;<i>his<\/i>&nbsp;indiscretions were just part of the scenery.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Brian collects the dishes and washes them up. He returns with another bottle of wine. He walks up behind Ethan and whispers in his ear, rather seductively, &quot;More wine?&quot; After he speaks he inhales slowly as if sniffing his prey. He is interested in this handsome young man with the dark eyes.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Ethan says, &quot;No, thanks.&quot; He&#39;s already feeling the effects of the two glasses he had. He doesn&#39;t want to make any bad decisions. He is terribly distracted by the subtle advances Brian is making.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Brian looks up at Justin, and then turns his lips towards Ethan&#39;s ear. He speaks slowly through a smile, &quot;I can see what Justin saw in you.&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Justin observes this with a slight grin. If anyone knows Brian&#39;s moves, it&#39;s him. The breathing and sniffing. The soft whispers in the ear. The subtle brush of the hand. He knows that Brian is trying to seduce Ethan. He wonders if it will work.&nbsp;<i>Who am I kidding? Of course it&#39;ll work<\/i>. Justin starts to get hard thinking of the three of them in bed together.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Ethan is a little overwhelmed and stands up. He is smiling nervously and considering an exit. Justin has played wing man for Brian before, so he knows what to do next. He stands and blocks Ethan from walking away from Brian. Justin puts his hands on Ethan&#39;s shoulders. Justin carefully liberates Ethan&#39;s wine glass from his hand and sets it on the table. Brian is now positioned behind Ethan and has his hands on his waist. Justin leans forward and kisses Ethan passionately. Ethan has missed him and his warm kisses so he obligingly kisses back. As they finish this first of many kisses for the evening, Brian leans in and kisses the side of Ethan&#39;s neck. Ethan can feel the pure sexuality of Brian. He can feel Brian&#39;s erect cock pressed up against him. He is taken in by the sexual heat in the room. He leans his head back and accepts everything that Brian is doing to him. Justin steps back and takes off his shirt. As Justin reaches for Ethan&#39;s face to place another kiss on him, Brian removes his shirt and the rest of his clothes. He walks to the bed, knowing that Justin will lead Ethan there soon.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Justin and Ethan complete the kiss and Ethan takes off his shirt. Justin removes the rest of his clothes, takes Ethan&#39;s hand and leads him to the bed where Brian is reclining, waiting. Justin has Ethan lie down in the center of the bed. Brian leans in to kiss Ethan&#39;s neck and runs his hands over his chest, while Justin removes the rest of Ethan&#39;s clothes. Ethan is seduced by the passionate advances of Brian. Justin lies down next to Ethan and watches closely as Brian makes love to Ethan&#39;s ear and neck. Ethan has puts his head back on the pillow. Brian leans forward and grabs Justin&#39;s face, pulling him toward him for a deep tongue kiss. Ethan watches, even more turned on by the obvious heat between the now-boyfriends.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">As they break, Brian and Justin smile at each other, then their &#39;prey&#39; for the evening. He is lying there, panting with anticipation. The boyfriends then proceed to lick, kiss and suck their way down the moaning Ethan. They stop at every sensitive point; the neck, the nipples and the navel. Finally, they make their destination, Ethan&#39;s fully erect cock. They lick the sides of it simultaneously as if sharing an ice cream cone. Tongues are in full play as they tease and lick the waiting member. Fingers stroke the chest and other sensual areas of the body before them. Ethan feels the waves of sexual feelings wash over him. The wine combining with these feelings is making him positively drunk.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Brian takes the cock into his mouth, the feeling of which makes Ethan gasp. Justin kisses the gasping mouth and strokes Ethan&#39;s nipples at the same time.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Brian gets to his knees and so does Justin. They pull Ethan up to join them in a three way embrace. There is much kissing of necks and touching. Brian reaches for the ever handy lube and puts some on the fingertips of both hands. He reaches forward and, while the embrace continues, lubes up the tight asses of both of the younger men. He has plans. He pulls out two condoms. He puts one on his dick, and then pulls the second one out of the package. Brian positions himself behind Ethan. Justin can see where this is going (this isn&#39;t the first time he and Brian have done a 3-way). Justin turns and offers his ass to Ethan. As Ethan realizes what&#39;s about to happen, Brian hands him the unwrapped condom. Ethan slips it on and pulls the blond&#39;s bubble butt toward his waiting cock. As he penetrates him, Justin gasps with elation. Brian moves ever closer to Ethan and kisses his neck. Ethan leans back into the kiss and reaches his free hand around behind him to pull Brian&#39;s hips up to his. Brian takes the cue and drives his stiff cock into the waiting Ethan. They are fully enmeshed in each other now. Ethan pumps himself into Justin and the rhythm repeats as Brian does the same to Ethan.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Justin gets down on all fours. Ethan leans forward slightly and Brian is upright on his knees. They continue in this position for a while, moaning and breathing heavy with excitement. Ethan is the first to come, pulsing his spasming cock into Justin&#39;s tight ass. This action makes Justin gasp and come, too. Brian can feel how Ethan&#39;s butt changes and tightens when he is orgasming. Brian can&#39;t hold it any longer and he, too, comes, with an open mouthed moan.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">They all collapse on their right side. Brian hands Ethan a tissue to use to dispose of the filled condom. He does the same with his. They lie there, recovering from this amazing sexual encounter. Justin rolls over to kiss Ethan. Brian leans up on one elbow to better view their embrace.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Ethan says, &quot;That was amazing.&quot; He looks up at the smiling Brian. &quot;You&#39;re amazing.&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;I know.&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Justin chuckles. Ethan turns to him, &quot;I see what you see in him. I totally get it.&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Justin offers, &quot;If I could combine your romance with his fucking, that&#39;d be the perfect man.&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">The three share a laugh. Brian forcefully rolls Ethan towards him, grabs his face and kisses him right next to his mouth. He laughingly says, &quot;Why don&#39;t&nbsp;you and I&nbsp;go out and dump&nbsp;<i>his<\/i>&nbsp;ass? Give him a taste of his own medicine.&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Ethan plants a kiss back onto Brian&#39;s cheek. &quot;You&#39;re on!&quot; They share a laugh and look over at Justin, who is now sitting up.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Justin smirks, &quot;Very funny.&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Brian wants to continue the ruse. He looks at Justin incredulously, then Ethan. &quot;He thinks we&#39;re kidding!&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;No way.&quot; Ethan is enjoying this little bit of fun, too. Brian rolls over on top of Ethan and they make out with somewhat fake grabbing motions.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;Whatever.&quot; Justin knows that they&#39;re playing him. He gets up to go to the bathroom. Brian peers up and sees that Justin is leaving, so there&#39;s no need to continue the activities. He pulls back to rest on one elbow again. Ethan looks at the bubble butt walking away and then back at Brian&#39;s smiling face. They laugh. Brian says, &quot;No, seriously, I can see what he saw in you. Tell ya what, you give me some romance lessons; I&#39;ll endeavor to teach you what I know about sex and then we&#39;ll be&nbsp;two&nbsp;perfect men!&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;Anybody could teach you how to romance Justin, but what you know about sex ... I don&#39;t know, man. You ARE sex. Some things can&#39;t be taught.&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;I probably couldn&#39;t ever play the fiddle the way you do. So we all have our talents, I guess.&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Ethan knows that now Brian is pushing&nbsp;<i>his<\/i>&nbsp;buttons. He half smiles. &quot;Fiddle,..really?&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Brian chuckles and looks at Ethan, his eyes dancing with the fun of the whole encounter. He pauses for a second and looks into Ethan&#39;s dark eyes.&nbsp;<i>I really&nbsp;can&nbsp;see what attracted Justin to this guy.<\/i>&nbsp;At this point Ethan is smiling back, enjoying, well, everything. Brian leans forward and gives Ethan a genuine gentle kiss that is returned. Brian knows that this doesn&#39;t strictly follow &#39;the rules&#39;, but he&#39;s doing it right in front of Justin... so it&#39;s not like some hot backroom kiss no one else sees.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Justin re-enters the bedroom and sees the two, &quot;Honestly, guys, give it up.&quot; Ethan and Brian snicker.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Brian sits up and does a bad job of looking hurt. &quot;What&#39;d we do? C&#39;mon, Sunshine.&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">He gets up and walks toward Justin. He puts his arms around him. &quot;Ethan and I worked out a deal. He&#39;s going to teach me how to romance you.&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;Y-you? I didn&#39;t that word was in your vocabulary, much less your playbook.&quot; Justin scoffs.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;No, he means it, Justin. He wants to learn.&quot; Ethan is standing next to the bed now, too.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;Teach me. Teach me.&quot; Brian says in a mock tone.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;First off, be serious about what you&#39;re doing.&quot; Ethan scolds.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Brian lowers his chin and acknowledges the correction. &quot;Yes. OK.&quot; Clears his throat. &quot;What should I do?&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Ethan pauses and looks at the pair and their position. &quot;When you hold him, it&#39;s not all about hips touching hips. Stroke his face. Clear the hair from his brow. Play him like an instrument.&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;I told you, I&#39;d be no good at &hellip; music.&quot; Brian sighs, being careful to not repeat the &#39;fiddle&#39; dig.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;Just try it. Go ahead.&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Brian looks intently into Justin&#39;s eyes. He strokes his face and follows by running his fingers through his hair. He kisses his cheek and smiles sweetly at the slowly responding Justin. &quot;How am I doing?&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;Good. Now kiss his neck and whisper something sweet in his ear.&quot; Ethan offers.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;Like what?&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;Tell him how you feel about him. Tell him you love him.&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Justin pulls away, knowing where this is going. &quot;There&#39;s no way he&#39;s saying that.&quot; Then towards Ethan, &quot;Thanks for your help, but I think the lesson just ended.&quot; Justin walks toward the kitchen.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Ethan is confused. He looks at Brian who is looking down. Ethan asks Brian, &quot;What&#39;s he talking about?&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Brian shrugs slightly, and then says, &quot;I told him when I first met him, I don&#39;t believe in love. My parent&#39;s loveless, hateful marriage probably set the stage for that. Anyway, I can&#39;t say it.&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;How can you not believe in love?&quot; Ethan inquires. &quot;Love is all around. It&#39;s music. It&#39;s life.&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;It&#39;s not&nbsp;<i>his<\/i>&nbsp;life.&quot; Justin observes from the kitchen.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Ethan walks up to Justin, feeling a certain amount of pity. He turns to look at Brian sitting on the steps that lead toward the bed. At first Brian&#39;s head is down, and then he looks up at the younger pair.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;You told me about this, but I guess I couldn&#39;t believe it.&quot; Ethan says to Justin.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;Yeah, well, believe it.&quot;, says Justin.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Ethan walks toward Brian. He can see that the older man is looking for answers. The not-so-serious lesson has become more of a&nbsp;<i>needed<\/i>&nbsp;one. Ethan asks, &quot;What&nbsp;<i>can<\/i>&nbsp;you tell Justin? If you can&#39;t say &#39;I love you&#39;, what can you say?&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;I don&#39;t know, I guess I could say&hellip;&quot; Ethan interrupts him and pulls him by the hand to approach Justin. Brian does so. Justin has his arms folded across his chest, but he lets Brian walk up to him and hold him. Brian has his hands on Justin&#39;s hips. Ethan clears his throat and points to Brian&#39;s hands. Brian remembers the &#39;not just about hips&#39; lesson and moves his hands to the sides of Justin&#39;s face. Justin begins to relinquish and drops his hands to his sides, still not looking at Brian&#39;s face. Brian tilts Justin&#39;s face towards his own. He thinks about what he wants to say and speaks with sincerity.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;I care very much about you. The weeks we were apart were tough for me. I missed you terribly, but I knew that I had to let you find your own way, whether it was with him or me.&quot; Justin is softening with the kind words and puts his hands around Brian&#39;s waist. There is a pause as Brian considers what to say next. He looks at Ethan, who gives him an encouraging nod. Brian finally whispers into Justin&#39;s ear, &quot;I don&#39;t want to lose you again.&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Justin&#39;s eyes well up slightly as he pulls back to say to Brian&#39;s face, &quot;You won&#39;t lose me if I have anything to say about it.&quot; He can see the sincerity in Brian&#39;s face.&nbsp;<i>He&#39;s never been like this before.<\/i>&nbsp;Justin pulls himself up on his toes and kisses Brian. The kiss is tenderly returned and they embrace.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Ethan smiles that his short amount of work with Brian has made such a difference. He turns to walk away and get dressed.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Brian snaps his fingers at the departing man and turns to look at him. Ethan turns to see what is wanted of him. Brian motions for him to approach. As Ethan gets within reach, Brian grabs his wrist and pulls him towards him, still maintaining his other arm around Justin. Brian leans forward and places a grateful kiss on Ethan&#39;s cheek. &quot;Thank you.&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Ethan smiles at Brian, then Justin. Justin gives him a small kiss. Ethan steps back, returning the pair&#39;s arms to each other&#39;s bodies. &quot;My pleasure.&quot; He walks toward the bedroom and gets dressed. As he exits the bedroom he sees that the boyfriends are still standing there, holding each other. One of Brian&#39;s hands is around Justin&#39;s waist, but the other caresses the younger man&#39;s face. They are speaking sweetly to each other. Ethan smiles and sighs. He knows that he will not again be able to woo Justin away from Brian. There is too much between them and Ethan can&#39;t fight it. He mentally relinquishes Justin to Brian and wishes them the best. The two break from their trance and realize that Ethan is leaving.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;Thanks for coming.&quot; Justin says.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;And coming.&quot; Brian smiles at his own humor, then walks up to Ethan and hugs him. He places a kiss on his cheek. &quot;You can stay the night, if you&#39;d like.&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Ethan shakes his head &#39;no&#39;. &quot;You guys need time alone now. My exit music is playing.&quot; Brian nods and walks to the other side of the kitchen in order to let the younger pair say their goodbyes.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Justin hugs Ethan, who whispers, &quot;He&nbsp;<i>does<\/i>&nbsp;love you, you know.&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;I guess I do. It&#39;s just that&hellip;&quot; Justin trails off.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;He&#39;ll say it. Just be patient with him.&quot;<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">Justin decides to change the mood. &quot;When will you be available for another lesson?&quot; He smiles.<\/span><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-size: medium\"><span style=\"font-family: times new roman\">&quot;Anytime.&quot; Ethan smiles back him. They hug, and then kiss. Ethan leaves. Justin locks the door. As he turns he hears the shower being turned on by Brian.&nbsp;<i>A shower sounds like a good idea.<\/i>&nbsp;He walks toward the shower, smiling at the evenings events. One last time making love to Ethan was very satisfying and an incredible way to have closure in their relationship. Justin pauses at the sight of Brian showering through the fogged glass.&nbsp;<i>This is the real deal. This is the one that I want.<\/i><\/span><\/span><\/p><p style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt\"><\/p>"}]}