hey all. so it's saturday, and that means the first day of my weekend off. it was nice to just lay in bed, and finally sleep. sleep is getting more and more difficult lately. i've been getting really bad headaches, so i've been popping more of my dad's pills than i probably should. i try and do it when no one is watching, i don't want the questions. thinking about going to the doctor, but also avoiding it. if it doesn't go away, i guess i'll have to. problem is i think he might chalk it all up to my jaw hurting, and send me to see the dentist. i'm scared shitless of dentists. i haven't been since i was 19, not that it shows. i have perfect looking teeth. besides that, i can't afford it. i guess one more thing to add to the list of pros to working for transit.

been reading a lot. i got the new nalini singh, and i've been tearing through it. unfortunately i can't find my copy of 'branded by fire.' i skipped over two books in the series since the characters she used just didn't interest me. i might go back and read them if i get bored. so far from reading the newest one i didn't miss much it would seem. next new one comes out in june apparently. i don't know why i'm talking about this.

maybe going shopping with izzy tody. i'm looking forward to it. hopefully she can get me out of this slump i've been in. i guess i just have a bad case of the 'holiday sad.' i'm not sure if that's a real condition, but i have it so i'm just going to pretend it is. cards and gifts are welcome for my recovery but not necessary.

i should be using this time to make a new cb. or pick up that package that's waiting at the post office for me. i think it's prolly a wig i ordered. might be a christmas costume for the xmas themed shoot i decided to do on a whim. i'm not sure...

Chu,
Brit

so what did i do today?

-worked
-drove home
-told pico how wonderful she was
-levelled twice in warcraft
-ate a sandwich
-tried to ignore the burning pain up my side.

tomorrow i'll prolly do the same, except replace 'worked' with 'got drunk till i couldn't feel feelings anymore.' yeah, sounds about right. shingles is a virus that goes after the nerves. i learned this from google. so apparently that explains why i feel stabbing needle pain and burning randomly. hopefully it clears up soon and the skin sensitivity goes away by next week. i stopped wearing bras several days ago because of the pain, and today, even wearing a shirt felt horrendous. thankfully my skin still loves flannel sheets, at least for now. trying to sleep is a pain in the ass. i keep waking up randomly, and then i yell at things, and throw stuff.

Chu,
Brit

mmmm lazy day. and pico just jumped because she had a bad dream! oooo poor pico -pets-

anyway... i'm not sure why i'm posting... i found a really cool site for iphone ringtones. originally i was just going to buy them off itunes, but for some odd reason, i can't find any... like i know how to find them, they're just not available, and it pissed me oof. so i googled for free ringtones, and found the site audiko.net which is pretty cool. you can search their library or make your own ringtones on the site, and then direct dl them... all the files are mp4r's if you click that you want it for iphone. since that's the only format that works. you can also use it if you have a regular phone too... i just didn't bother learning how to do that...
so i dl'd jerk it by thunderheist since it's been stuck in my head. i also dl'd i'm on a boat by the lonely island, because it reminds me of kittie, so i set it as her personal ringtone. ilu kittie ♥

so annnyway. i plan to go out tommorrow and deposit my tax check, pay off some of my visa, get money out to pay off dad..... go to winners to find some flip flops/sandals that aren't gay, and match my new swimsuit.
i wanted to go to the beach today since i had it off, but everyone was busy... it was lame. i tried calling olivia but just got her voicemail, i don't know ness's cell, and erica and kittie are both working.... fuck i need more friends. :C

i hope to complete a page of yb tonight, if i can get off my lazy ass and do it. then maybe do another tomorrow so i have the 2 for the week done on days i'm not working XP that way i can just upload them and be done with it... but as i said. i'm lazy...

it started yesterday, but i've been having some chest pain. like some sort of balloon is being blown up inside there, and there isn't enough room... it spasms randomly. at first i thought it was indigestion, but it's been going on all today too, so i have no idea... if it continues tomorrow, i'll prolly go into the clinic while i'm in town.

new mood theme. i created it myself, and it's all soubi. i♥soubi :3 also got some new icons. and revamped my bio in userinfo so it's less lame looking and has my trainer card.

love,
Brit