dear livejournal, i love your greeny-ness. with the leaves and shit... adore it. i'm super nervous for how i'm going to look for sakuracon. like seriously. i just want the dress to be done. i want the entire costume to be finished. but other than that, i have other shit to concern myself over.
thing 1: i have 2 pimples on my chin. okay so maybe to most people that doesn't matter. to me that count as a 'break out.' i can't even pop them, they're under the skin.
thing 2: i have like razor burn/an allergic reaction under my one arm. i think it started as razor burn from trying to shave while i was wearing deodorant, then got worse when i continued wearing deoderant. now it's like a chapped/raw mess... i'm using cortizone, and i'm really hoping it clears up. i want my skin to be great, and it's a frigging strapless gown :C
also i was mailed some $700 from icbc. apparently it was a past due notice from outstanding bills i had never received. i don't really feel like explaining it all right now, mainly because my sleep-eze are kicking in. but needless to say, i love my daddy. he's helping me out ♥

Chu,
Brit

god it is so fucking hot, i am not happy! :C well dad finally got back to me about kelowna and says now we're prolly not going for like 2 weeks like what was planned, we may only be there for 3 days. that is so retarded, why the hell would i go up there for 3 days?! i mean like yeah i'd love to see nikki and the kids, but i want to see my friends too. 3 days is not enough time to see everyone. and his excuse is that he can't afford the hotel. that may be true, but he could have said something about it before hand. i dunno, maybe i'll talk to him tonight about staying like a week...

now he's upset because his car is like broken or whatever. apparently the air conditioner is fucked, so now he has to take my car. he says that he can't drive it, and then later i find out it's because his car is broken. fuck... so i've been stuck at the house all day with nothing but crappy shit to drink and no food. course i can't drive his truck because it's a standard...

i'm so freaking tired. the heat makes me tired, yet unable to sleep. now i'm also pissed off with icbc. i mean first the shit with going to see them and picking up my repair sheet, and now they're being all bitchy about the money they're supposed to give me. i mean i get told to pick up my repair sheet so i can be paid for the accident that was 100% not my fault. and first they forget i'm there and leave me there for like 2 hours, and then they go out to take a look at the car and try and tell me all this bullshit, and when my dad and i call them on it, they discouver they're looking at the wrong paperwork, and they don't even know how much my car is worth. wow thanks, waste of time? yes i think so. and i had to get up early for that shit...

now they're telling me the car is only worth 1200, except 3 weeks before the accident we bought it for 2500. mother fuckers. i have to call them tomorrow and i'm really not looking forward to it. another thing that bothering me is the fact last tuesday i got a lecture from evelyn about how i clen the bathroom. really? i shouldn't be cleaning the bathroom in the first place! why the hell is it my job? i'm the waitress and they have me cleaning their bathrooms, windows, dining room and fridges? why the hell am i doing the same shit that i was when i was in kitchen? and then they have the balls to lecture me about how i clean? i'm your fucking server, i shouldn't be touching the fucking toilets! god it just pisses me off. you don't hear about waitresses at other restaurants having to clean the bathrooms before service. that shit is supposed to be done at night to avoid cross-contamination. then they tell me i'm half assing shit. really? well maybe you shouldn't be giving me all this shit to do when i'm supposed to be serving food.

fuck i'm tired.... and hungry. and now i have a headache...

love,
Brit

called icbc today to work out what's going on with that accident that happened in surrey. turns out the guy did report, and he also has a witness he magically conjured out of nowhere.... there are some conflicts in statements, but i really don't want to go through it all right now

the only reason i'm mentioning it is because my mom is thoroughly convinced i'm lying, and that i'm making shit up in saying it was 100% not my fault. apparently i'm just like nikki and you can't trust anything i say. fuck her... i'm sick of her being a bitch. i need my mom in my corner, if she doesn't want to be. well she can kindly fuck off. i'm sick of having to listen to her just bad mouth me. the only difference between me and everyone else is that she says it to my face. which no matter what people say isn't much better. it just kind of makes me want to punch her. but i can't, because she's my mom...

anyway. yesterday was fun. i went out, spent way too much money. but overall. i am happy. i got my witchblade figure. and then say they actually had another one in sakuramedia. but it was like $20 more, because it's sakuramedia. i dunno. for that one, which i do intend to get... i might just turn to ebay if the comic book store doesn't ship it in. it's cheaper at the comic book store. next time i'm down there, i'll have to ask them if they're getting anymore in the series...


this is the next figure in the series that i want. the masane ultimate form.

then there's 2 more. a human masane and a maria. but i don't like the human masane. i'm depressed there isn't one of reita. but i suppose they have her in the cheaper figurines... :C so yeah. i've been looking at figures again on the internets. i have no idea where i'm putting the mitsuru one. but i shall find a place. i had a hard time with the masane one since it's fucking tall. it wouldn't fit in my shelves.

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I feel so cool.... i also bought a soldier cloud from ffcc figure, and kouya and honey plushies yesterday

love,
Brit

can't sleep. worrying about this icbc appointment is killing me....

love,
Brit