Jfest tomorrow. i should probably be sleeping since i need to get up early and get ready and all that rot.... but i'm not, because i'm cool. i've been looking like shit these past few days, sleeping badly and all that rot. i suppose you could say i was in a rut. usually when i hit a difficult time i let my personal appearance go a little bit. i mean i in no way regret anything that has happened in the past few months but it has been a tad difficult even if i haven't let on that i've been feeling the burn so much.

i was never that girl that did the whole relationship thing easily. i hate it in fact, but something i can't get past is that i seem to pick horrible guys in general. i tried jerks, i tried overtly sensitive guys that later turn into jerks. but i don't really want to discuss any of that now...

whatever may have passed, well it happened for a reason, and i'm sure it was a very good one. one that i no longer care about. so finally i decided to just say fuck it and make a change. booked my appointment, and now... i'm blond. it's enough of a change for me to be happy, and to make me feel better and a little less stressed with all the goings on.

i miss kittie :C beyond getting my hair done, i also bought a new protective case for my phone. its pink and black and makes me happy. pink makes me happy in general.

so being as jfest is tomorrow. i had to take my time to fix my costume tonight. i fixed the chest strap issure with some magnetic buttons, but i completely forgot about the wear on the leg belts from the previous con. hopefully they'll hold up for one more day before i have to replace them completely. in other news the madam red dress will have to be ordered in a few days, same goes for the wig. i texted olivia with her recommendation on how long it has to be so that she has enough room to work with a hoop skirt and to account for me wearing heels. hopefully she gets back to me soon, but i do know she was schedualed for some medical shit today or tomorrow. i hope it all goes well for her ♥

Chu,
Brit