well i was going to go to the bank today, since i got paid on friday, and the only dys i can get to the bank before it closes are monday and thursday. monday because i don't work, and thursday because they're open late on thursdays for some wierd reason, don't ask me why. but i decided to not go, i dunno.... just didn't want to get dressed and shit to go to the bank, so i guess i'm doing it after work on thursday... i was going to start putting the archives of yb onto smackjeeves since i like the enviroment better, but i kinda forgot all together, so i guess i'll do it next week. i do miss working on comics and the fans yb had. i want to relaunch it and hopefully get new and old fans back... drunk duck i'll prolly keep but most of my attention will go to smackjeeves since it's just a larger comic community and i like the set-up better. i know it'll make kittie happy, she misses doodle, and dante lol.

i went and saw legion with john tonight. it was good to hang out with him. he apparently has an obsession with those prize machines you get like keychains and shit out of. so he spent like 3 dollars on a quarter one and we spent a bunch of time opening them up. he let me have the girly shit. like the jasmine and snowwhite tin boxes, the buttercup hair tie and the blossom necklace. it was funny and made me laugh. he was so impressed he got a goomba screen cleaner for his phone, even if i had to explain what it was to him. heh it reminded me of the one kittie used to have on her cell. the movie itself was alright, lot less fighting then i thought there'd be, but i'd totally see it again. the guy that played micheal was pretty snazzy.

during the previews they had one for the wolfman. i'm very excited! looks pretty good. apparently they're also remaking nightmare on elm street which i have mixed feelings about. it looks good and scary, but i just don't think the new freddy will match up. his voice was wrong which bothered me, and the original freddy was so awesome. on my way home i got tim hortons soup which i was very excited about, they were serving my fav, the cream of broccoli. bt when i called mom she got jealous so i had to go through the drive thru again. :C

started new rp with minnie. continuation of the 'what we shared in the dark' fic. which to this day is still one of my favorite things i've ever written. i should get back on that horse. the people at aarin are getting antsy. they miss 'the doll,' and 'bones broken.' and i think even seven has a following now, it's wierd but cool at the same time.

i was going to post something on bethany's wall about sakuracon. like ask her if she was going to be there this year. but found out that she's no longer on my friends list. she deleted me i guess. i texted kittie, because when i looked at the front of bethany's profile she wasn't listed as a mutual friend anymore, so i guess she was deleted too. she said apparently it was done after rob got in trouble for the breaking and entering thing. i assume that's when she deleted me too, and i just never noticed. i can't say i didn't expect it since kittie and i aren't on good terms at all with someone she's very close to, but it's still sad to see that she's willing to give up a friendship, even a small one. all well, i'm not the type to follow and try and push. if she wants to end it for him, then i hope he's worth it. i have my doubts on that, but i suppose i'm a little biased since he hurt people who are my close friends, as well as myself.

kittie, izzy, liv and ness are my best friends and i'm not trading them for any silver tongued boys or pissed off acquaintances.

never did get to watching sky crawlers today. mom was watching tv most of the day since she can't go out. she's waiting for a call from the union about all the shit that's going on with her work. she won't be able to leave at all tomorrow either, but we're thinking maybe wedsnday for seeing avatar at the IMAX. hopefully they'll get ahold of her tomorrow. though this could all be solved if she broke down and got a cell phone. lol but she's afraid of them i think, plus she hates the phone as it is now. i doubt she'd be too happy carrying one around with her. we want to go see the davinci exhibit at the vancouver art gallery, but we haven't decided on a day yet. it's just it's not ever day there's a showing in vancouver with some of davinci's actual drawings. this show is mostly anatomical drawings. 'the mechanics of man,' i think it's called and it's showing with a surrealist exhibit having to do with human anatomy. exciting stuff!

Chu,
Brit

i'm in a wierd place i guess. i get a call from kittie yesterday. apparently she had been trying to get a hold of me. shit went down, bad stuff though people are fine. rob was being a twat bag and ended up punching kittie's bf barry after barry told rob to 'fuck off' and that he and kittie were leaving. rob had been yelling at her and ignoring what she had to stay in defense. so i guess barry speaks up and get's a face full of fist for it. then runs up to the bedroom like a little bitch when he realizes kevin, one of kittie and rob's other roomates, is standing two feet away. barry is a close friend of kevin's gf, and can supposedly do some damage though is a sweety pie.

anyway kittie calls me, upset and still dealing with her anger etc towards rob. we talk, and i truly feel it for the best that she's decided to just say fuck it with him. i know kittie fairly well, it's hard to piss her off, but hurting the people she loves is a sure fire way to do it, and she's not usually one to forgive easily afterward where such things are concerned.

anyway there's more stuff but nothing worth mentioning, or it's just not mine to mention. bethany was on that night and i talked with her. probably not the best of ideas considerring i wasn't in the most sober frame of mind at the time. her whole defending rob thing just hit my switch i guess. i said a lot of things i shouldn't have. business between me and rob, business between kittie and rob etc. but i suppose it's best she have all the info rather than just some partial view he gives her. i suppose i'm just sick of everytime he has a fight it's like almost immediate that bethany steps in to try and smooth things over for him. it annoys me she would be willing after the way he treats her, and women in general in my view. anyway, so we have this big long discussion going through all sorts of things. shit he lied to me about, shit he's currently lying to her about and the like. i dunno if she believed any of it or not, but whatever... she's going to find out sooner or later what a tool he is anyway.

i've mentioned what happened at akicon before. he completely blew me off, even though i was willing to be civil. he never tried to speak to me or even acknowledge my existence, which was fine by me. i just went on being my usual self and made plenty of new con-ish friends anyway. i'm not horribly unattractive or unfriendly. most of the time in social situations am incrediably outgoing. this coupled with the fact i'm usually in costume i suppose endears me to people. i don't get shy in places like that, and being loud and friendly helps in such situations. i'm not going to play shy and hide behind a mask just because i make him feel awkward. i had fun. i don't give a shit if he feels the need to leave a room as soon as i enter.

anyway, after the first night he arrived, i kinda figured how the con would go. and wasn't very surprised when he didn't talk to me or even look at me much the entire time. i will admit, a sick side of me was chuckling that i was making him squirm. bethany had tried to come up to me and blame his behavior at him being nervous about seeing me, or he just didn't know how to react/apologize because his dad's a jerk or some shit. i don't really care. i told he what i believed. if he wanted to talk to me, he would.

so after all these goings on with barry, and bethany speaking to me.... most likely because she couldn't get ahold of kittie. after all of that bullshit. rob messages me and says, and i quote here!

"Im sorry. I really am. I'm willing to talk if you are."

gee, this is a good time. you upset my best friend. you punched a friend of mine, knocking out one of his teeth and causing him to get stitches... yeah i really want to talk about our fucking 'relationship.' i can't answer him now. i'm angry. when i do i'm going to make it blatently obvious that the only reason i'm willing to speak to him is to get rid of his need to exit my presence when i walk into a room. i can be civil, he should be to. we're not friends, and that's not changing.

Chu,
Brit