I appreciate the people who make these things SO much more now. I've been doing this for SIX hours. Maybe more. And... still not even done with Gundam Wing. Let alone my other fandoms. Holy crap. Talk about tedious.

I know it's a pain to follow tags around, even if I label fairly accurately. This is much, much easier for everyone. Except me. Damn, this is hard as hell to do. I knew it would be, but still. It's taking the life out of me. For the record, I fail at summaries and as I get more tired, they fall apart more and more. Feel free to point out any idiocy on my part - misspellings, broken or incorrect links... Slowly, but surely, I'll get everything on here. *Deep breaths*

Oh, and if anyone has any links handy on where I can check out html text modifications, I'll love you forever. My html has never been much more than functional, and I'm staring at the screen going... I know I can make things big and shiny and colorful... somehow... XD

Soooo, I guess I'll date this for way in the future. That's all I have to do... right?

Eventually, this will have the basic outside links to my archives and such along with easy access to all my creative writing on LJ. If you see anything out of place, have suggestions or just want to jump out and scare me, go right ahead. I'm kind of fumbling around blindly, anyways.


This updating system is just so I (and anyone monitoring my progress) can keep track of how close I am to completing this listing. I will try to put an update note after completing the bulk of the work I plan to do at the time.

Update 1: Almost completed archiving Gundam Wing. Some chaptered fics remain. Added 'Arcs' section. Still need to look up text altering HTML. Checked for fics missing the gw tag and found none. Still haven't checked 55_themes for fics that may not be in my journal from 2005. Also noted that several older entries need their tags updated. Considering putting a writing tag on fanfiction as well as poetry and original pieces.

Update 2: Completed archiving current GW pieces. Completed Hikaru no Go section. Added the Fairy Tail tag. Added Fairy Tail section. Added Air Gear section. Added Original, Bleach, NANA, Black Cat and Naruto sections. Still need to check for writing tags. Need to track down original poetry and add original tag to it. Still need to check 55_themes.

Update 3: Realized some Hikago pieces are missing. Will fix later. Also missing the story Matched from Pride and Prejudice.


My LJ Fanfiction Archive
Sorted By Fandom and Length
Alphabetized per section

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Sequel to Steadier Footing and a segueway into a larger piece that will come later.

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This is also posted at DW, which you can find here. Comment wherever you want!

Title: Steadier Footing
Author: hostilecrayon
Rating: PG
Pairing: Unrealized Yosuke/Yu
Warnings: Uh, Yosuke smokes?
Notes: Based off the song Steadier Footing by Deathcab for Cutie, which I was heavily inspired to write after discovering it on sodomquake's mix she made for something Yosuke would give Yu when he left. <3 This particular song made me cry, and then I had to write it. So. Here it is.

( It’s cold out; Yosuke can see his breath turn to fog in front of him, bursting out only to dissipate as quickly as it comes.Collapse )

This is also posted at DW, which you can find here. Comment wherever you want!

In case you didn't know, the MoR contest entries are up for voting here! Somewhere in there, you'll find a story by me - that's right, I finally made it into an MoR contest! Of course, I won't tell you which category or give you any hints at all - what fun would that be? And since Sharon standardizes formatting like scene breaks and other such things that make it easy to find people like me who always use the same formatting, it's going to be tricky! You have to actually know my style to pick me out!

That's what this post is all about! Comments are screened - guess me, get a drabble set in my MoR contest entry's universe! <3

And of course, vote vote vote!

Happy hunting!

EDIT: Also, in the notion of fairness, I won't tell anyone if they're right or wrong until the voting ends. Besides, I can't write in my universe and post it before the voting ends, anyway. =P

This is also posted at DW, which you can find here. Comment wherever you want!

Title: Himerus and Eros
Author: hostilecrayon
Pairings: Waya/Shindou, Waya/Isumi, AkiHika
Rating: NC-17
AO3 Tags/Warnings: Angst, Smut, Rough Sex, Cheating, Fuckbuddies, Unrequited Love, Friends to Lovers, Friendship/Love, Best Friends, Betrayal, Partner Betrayal, Hurt/Comfort, Love, Falling In Love, Community: blind_go, Minor Violence, Heartbreak

Summary: The first time Waya fools around with Shindou, he figures it's no big deal. After all, he's well aware of Shindou's disturbing level of interest in Touya Akira. They could fool around for a while, and if Touya got his head out of his ass and figured out his feelings for Shindou, no harm, no foul. Then one night, Shindou ups the ante from fooling around to sex, and quite suddenly, all bets are off. Waya wants more, and despite Isumi's concerned advice, Waya is determined to get it.

Unfortunately, he's not the only one after Shindou Hikaru, and despite Waya's ferocity, Touya has the advantage.

Notes: My May 2012 blind_go entry, and also my first adventure inside Waya's head. Apparently my Waya muse comes smothered in angst. I want to thank the Fabulous Fandom Five, Ver, Very, Liz and Inoru (the fifth would be me, heh), and so many other people helped me in one way or another, like Snarky Llama, Pye, KRIM, Kelkatan and Daisy. Also Qem, who was my constant reminder that Blind Go is an ANONYMOUS contest and that I probably should work on not oozing spoilers every single time I opened my mouth - not by hushing me, but by telling me, with no little amusement, that she usually puts me on her 'not allowed to guess' blacklist during BG, thanks to BG Chat, where I have always said WAY TOO MUCH. I tried really hard not to spoil her, but I'm pretty sure I still failed, heh. Thanks to everyone who had a hand in this, and also all the love in the world for Trixie and Pye, without which, there would be no BG and consequently, no fic to share (even if it IS angsty as all hell). Hikago is the best fandom on the planet, I swear! <3

The premise of this fic came from one of those moments when your mind jumps from topic to topic based on bizarre associations that only to you, and talking to Ver about potential stories led me to considering Waya, who I've never really written, and definitely not as the main character, and my mind zipped backwards in time to one of the first (if not actually the first) Hikago fics I ever wrote - a sloppy little drabble called Sweet Surrender where Hikaru can't be with either of the people he loves (Touya and Waya), and he's a complete mess. It comes complete with a line of dialogue that is clearly an awkwardly placed song lyric. *Dies* Though that and this are completely different concepts, you have that shitty little drabble to thank for this monster, heh.

Hopefully, this fic is a hell of a lot better than the one that inspired it - but that's for you to judge. :D


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This is also posted at DW, which you can find here. Comment wherever you want!

I wrote this ages ago, but I couldn't post it because it would have been a giant neon sign blinking an arrow right in my direction for Blind Go. Then I kinda forgot about it for a bit, ahaha. This is just a short little romp through Waya's sex life.

NC-17, Waya/Touya, Waya/Shindou, Waya/Isumi

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This is also posted at DW, which you can find here. Comment wherever you want!

If you're looking for my usual fare of fluffy romance fanfiction, run away from this post. This is original fiction written for Chuck Wendig's Must Love Dinosaurs flash fiction challenge, and it has no romance to speak of, and instead has strange, unexplained stuff and a touch of violence and gore. Oh, and a dinosaur, of course.

Just under the maximum limit of 1000 words, rated R for disturbing violence, I give you Rawr the Plush Velociraptor.

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This is also posted at DW, which you can find here. Comment wherever you want!

SERIOUS FOOTNOTE AT THE END. EVEN IF YOU SKIP THE NONSENSE, PLEASE READ IF YOU HAVE TIME. THANK YOU.

Just a listing of all the currently pressing fandom things I started/signed up for.

Rewatch. Every week for like, what, the next four months or something, plus chat. <3
Ihikago Podfics. Four of them.
GW Gift Exchange. ...Haven't even started it, but I'm pretty sure I have an idea I can dump in one sitting when I'm feeling it.
Remix. Pretty sure I've picked the fic I'm remixing already, but still only have shadowy ideas floating around. Soon, it'll come clear.
BG. I'm working on two fics for this.
MoR. Probably needs at least 20K still. Probably more.
Help Japan. I did not forget, and have partial fics waiting for me to finish.
The World Between Awake and Asleep. Not dead, just on hiatus until after May, because ZOMG ALMOST ALL OF THESE THINGS ABOVE ARE DUE IN APRIL AND MAY. SERIOUSLY.
1sentence. Seriously cannot default again, holy crap.

Seriously, I probably forgot things. And there are other sequels/prompt fics/projects I'm still considering 'active' in my mess of a brain.

OH YEAH, AND SCHOOL. AND BABY. AND CRAZY LIFE. AND HANGING OUT WITH TIARA.

Yep. Insane. Just completely psychotic.

I LOVE FANDOM SO MUCH.

(Also, a footnote. I read each and every response to that entry, and I love you guys all so much. I was not expecting a response like that AT ALL, and it's seriously so overwhelming and heart-warming and completely beyond words. I know I did not reply to any of you individually, and I'd probably weep all the tears if I tried to, just out of the amazing feeling of support and acceptance and understanding from you all - it's something I haven't had a lot of in my life, so trust me when I say it bowled me over. I don't think that I'll be posting further on this issue, mainly out of how ridiculously complex this situation is, but just trust me, your words and well wishes and kind offers are not lost on me. I feel so much closer to fandom than I ever have. You guys are my rock, my eternal love, my main source of happiness. I just really wanted to make sure you guys don't feel like I'm ignoring you - I just really need to pretend like things are normal to keep functioning properly, heh. I will never, ever forget this, and the only way that I know how to repay you all is to keep as active as possible in fandom and continue to play with you all. :D Seriously, fandom has made all the difference in the world to me, and I hope we can continue to play until the end of our days and beyond. So much love for each and every one of you.)

This is also posted at DW, which you can find here. Comment wherever you want!

Yeah, so, loss of laptop made it hard to finish. XD So, here I go, making up for it.

Day 9

In your own space, create a fanwork. A drabble, a ficlet, or an icon, art or meta or a rec list. A picspam. Something.

Okay, so, I should have used Beauty and the Pants for this, but hindsight and all. So instead, I'll post the drabble I've been holding onto for ukefied, since BG fic ate my brain and I have only half-written drabbles for my other two prompt while I was pouring almost 8K of my soul out on paper. XD

Ukefied prompted me with FFIV, Edge/Rydia: EDGE JUST DOESN'T KNOW WHEN TO STOP, and I somehow produced a dialogue only drabble.

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Day 11

In your own space, ask for recs. Something as simple as "I like XYZ (where XYZ is a kink, a pairing, a trope, etc) - please rec me some."

This is hard. I've probably read almost all of the good AkiHika out there (which, yeah, I've read that much of it XD) and though I've been out of the GW loop for a while, I still manage to keep up well enough. I WANT Gray/Natsu fics, but hell, are they elusive. What I'd REALLY love to see? An Agito/Ikki/Akito fic from Air Gear. SERIOUSLY. I ship this SO HARD, and there's nothing. NOTHING. I want something with BOTH personalities, with super extra bonus points if Agito tops Ikki and Akito bottoms, and ALL THE LOVE IN THE WORLD if Akito switches to Agito when Ikki is still penetrating him, and gets mad and takes charge. Like, seriously, I feel like I've been waiting forever to see this, and I don't know if I could write it, but DAMN, do I want to read it.

Sigh. All my pairings are either impossible to find or I've already eaten up all that has been given to me. If you know of some smaller GW 1=2 fics I could have missed - the smaller fics seem to escape me sometimes - that's cool. Also, on a friending meme earlier, I squeed with midori_lover about the Ao no Exorcist pairing Rin/Bon, which I've never read (!) so if you happen to have any of those handy, gimmie? :D

I really like vanilla kinks - stuff like a hand obsession (this for Hikago forever <3) or light toy play, or handcuffs, or public sex, hee. I don't get very hardcore, though - if it gets too violent or icky, I run away. XDDD So, uh, just rec me whatever you want from wherever you want! But if it's a fandom I don't know, try to keep it short so I don't get lost? :D


More to come soon~.

This is also posted at DW, which you can find here. Comment wherever you want!

Seriously, the BG hopeful fic I'm writing right now is just too amazing for words. I think it might just be one of the best things I've written. It's not done, so hopefully it stays amazing, and if I can use it for Blind Go, seriously guys, good luck guessing me, because I've totally outclassed myself this time. <3

This is also posted at DW, which you can find here. Comment wherever you want!

Some prompt fills for ukefied. I owe her one more, as of this posting. :D Working on it!

2x1, Duo hits on Heero but Heero is an ESL speaker and just doesn’t get it.

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AkiHika: Touya is so socially awkward

This one kind of morphed into more of an awkward fluff piece. Whoops.

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Sabin/Locke: wrestling match gone wrong

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Apparently DW wouldn't crosspost this because it's too long and I didn't notice. >.>; So that would be why the sequel is posted before it. XD That's the last time I use code from AO3...

Title: Finding the Whole
Author: hostilecrayon
Pairing: Edge/Rydia
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Angst, violence, littlest bit of sap, a tiny bit of language, sexual themes, promiscuous Edge (which was the working title, actually), briefest of mentions of Edge bedding both unnamed men and women (no details either way)
Disclaimer: FFIV is owned by Square Enix, or Squenix, as I like to call them.
Notes: I don't even know. This was supposed to be a short silly fic with just a touch of angst that was just for fun. Somehow, it turned into this nearly 7,000 word monster you see before you, and it is ripe with angst and pain and introspection and Edge learning how to grow up through trial and error. I bled this out in two days, and I have no idea where it came from. So… uh… enjoy?

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Another BG fic I never uploaded. This fic is terrible, literally written at the last minute. OMG, drunk!fic. When I asked blue_cage for emergency last minute prompts, she gave me nail polish and alcohol, thus...

PG, AkiHika

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Ah, the end of 2011. It's been a while since I did any real updates, so I figure, why not? Let's look a little at the year in review and speculate a bit about the year ahead.

My year started out amazing. On January 5th, 2011, my son Jacks John Wilson was born at 8:46PM. That means in five days, he will be one. It has flown by, really. One minute, he was 7 pounds 13 ounces and 19 inches long, and now he's at least 20 pounds and 25 inches long. That means he's more than doubled in weight! He can say mommy, and walk a bit, and he's awesomely adorable.

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Parenting has been a serious challenge at times - I've sworn I'm never having more several times - but it's immensely rewarding. The sleep deprivation is really the worst part of it, heh, since Jacks currently thinks night time is daytime, and I'm hoping I can fix this soon, since school starts in a couple weeks, and I'll be getting up at 6AM. X.x There is nothing quite like the feeling when he comes up and 'gives me love' totally unprompted, which is basically just him laying his head on me for a minute with a big smile on his face, or the feeling when he does something I taught him, like give me a high-five or clap. (Yes, I taught him how to give me five - it was one of the first things he learned to do consistently. XDDD)

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As always, I love all my internet friends forever and ever, especially those of you I've known for quite some time, or talk to often. Some special shout-outs go to: verloren1983 for always being around to put up with my random ramblings and for having way more brain twin moments with me than I've ever had with anyone, blue_cage for all around awesomeness and for making art for Jacks <3, llamabitchyo for being amazing and hilarious and texting with me en masse, kelkatan just because, and leilia for her incredible fortitude in her time of extremely sucky illness. Also, a shout-out for Bugeyes, or Nick Davis, my bromance -1 bro, for being the best Ogeeku friend I've made, for being my CAPSLOCK buddy, and for just being one hell of a smart kid. I wish I could name everyone ever, but that would take the rest of my life, so for everyone else, I love you all!

And with that, I sign off from 2011 and await what 2012 has to bring me! Happy New Year, everyone!

Written for an excellent prompt by wallwalker that took over my brain over at ffexchange on DW. Submitting on behalf of Team Tonberry. The prompt was: FFVI/Any character

They say that the land where Kefka's Tower once rested is cursed - full of strange lights and phantom laughter. They say that the ones who spend too many days there sometimes go mad.

They might be right.


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Title: Bahamut’s Blessing
Author: hostilecrayon
Pairing: Edge/Rydia
Rating: PG-13 for violence
Disclaimer: FFIV is owed by Squenix.
Notes: Sort of a crack concept, which is actually the very first Edge/Rydia fic idea I had. This can be seen as a sequel to Finding the Whole, and though you don’t have to read it first, there are direct references to it. In my head, I consider this to be the third in a series that starts with Finding the Whole – except I haven’t written the second one yet. …Yeah. Working on it. It will largely be smut, so look forward to that!

( Edge rolls to the side, not quite missing the massive claw that was aiming for his face. It catches his shoulder instead, raking cleanly through his armor and piercing his flesh. Blood splatters artfully in an arc across the ground, but he doesn’t have time to think about that as the Dragon King is fast – grudgingly, Edge admits that he is perhaps even faster than he is – and before he’s even found his footing, he is dodging again.Collapse )

Title: Still Frame
Author: hostilecrayon
Pairing: Edge/Rydia (Unrequited)
Warnings: Character death, angst
Disclaimer: FFIV belongs to Squaresoft, or more recently, Square Enix.
Notes: UGH. I don’t know why this bunny bit me. It’s such a terrible bunny, and it makes me sad. I apologize in advance. This takes place directly after FFIV – I didn’t play the After Years, and as such, am completely ignoring its existence.

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Eulogy of a White Dwarf, Conveniently Given By the White Dwarf Himself (With Commentary From His Ever-Present Companion)

...Yeah. I wrote slashy Astronomy fanfiction. For a class. And the teacher liked it. There's two versions here because I flubbed the science in the first one, but if you squint, you'll see some White Dwarf/Companion Star slash. No, really. I'm getting points for this.

I blame sleep deprivation and my teacher, who said to write a story about the life of a star, and to be creative. So... I ACTUALLY wrote a story. Instead of the boring first person things everyone else wrote. Yeah... I have no idea what possessed me.


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Off the cuff, written in chat Fairy Tail fanfiction for missmelon12, prompt of 'dare'. Thus, possible typos and weirdness.

Gray/Natsu, PG, fluffy


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My aunt (who is relatively close to me in age) just randomly tracked down The World Between Awake and Asleep after seeing it mentioned on Facebook. (I generally do not link to my fanfiction there because of family and such.) Well, apparently, she loves it, and wants to read my other stuff (including the Yaoi and Shounen-Ai). ...Who would have guessed?

So I decided to also pimp manga to her, since she said she is always looking for new things to read, which is part of why she tracked my fanfiction down in the first place. (She's going to read Hikago so she can better understand Awake and Asleep! :D) Which of course makes me think, hey, I need some new manga recs. Not that I'll have time to read them for a while, but, you know. So... rec me. As much as you want - the more the better, since I'll be able to reference comments at any time. A sample list of what I've read (but certainly not everything): Hikaru no Go, NANA, Black Cat, Air Gear, Psycho Staff (love this!), Fairy Tail, Prince of Tennis (and its sequel), Absolute Boyfriend, Fruits Basket, Fullmetal Alchemist, Loveless, (some) Naruto, (some) One Piece, Bleach...

So... any new recs? I have some things on a list already, like Love Hina, Get Backers, Darker than BLACK, DearS, Death Note, Elfen Lied, Gravitation, Hellsing, Monster, Pretty Face, Scryed, Rurouni Kenshin (love the anime), Skip Beat (not sure about this one...), Soul Eater, Vandread (again, much anime love), and Yakitate! Japan (<3). I've seen the anime for many of these already. So other than these listed here... Anything?

Remix Madness is so amazing. I've written seven drabble remixes. Yes, seven. It's ridiculous good fun and I wish there were more authors in fandoms I knew offering to allow for remixing. The main Remix goes live tomorrow... I've changed the title three times and am still biting my nails about it. I hope my source author likes it...

SO TIRED. Ugh. Still have a paper to write by Monday night... *Dies*

Title: The World Between Awake and Asleep
Author: hostilecrayon
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Hikaru no Go was created by Hotta and Obata and is distributed by Viz, Shogakuen and Shonen Jump.
Notes: Late because I have a baby and because I was insane and decided to participate in both Remix and Blind Go, as well as doing Help Japan – which has two prompts waiting for me to fill them, so I figured I’d better whip this out before anyone kills me. And of course there are also several other fics gnawing on me. Sigh.

I am not entirely happy with the first half of this, but alas, I couldn’t find a beta to poke it for me who was willing to be spoiled for the ending and also willing to take an ax to my sentence structure, so I guess it goes up as-is. I’m much happier with the second half, even if it is just a little bit cheesy as all hell. I just love playing with canon parallels, and thus, here you go.

Also, please don’t throw tomatoes at me?

Dedicated to Bookshop and SVZ_Insanity.

Part I
Part II
Part III

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So, Ver accidentally gave me a blind_go idea, and suddenly I'm almost at the word minimum with no end in sight. I will either have one decently long piece or I'll totally have time to write more than one! Win!

I really hope this story is to your liking. It's probably not at all what anyone would have expected.

I am dreadfully nervous. This is my first time, so... uh... forgive me?

That being said, a bit over half the required word count - probably going to be longer. <3 I'm really loving the concept, despite feeling the need to apologize for it ^.^;;

Also, a note - if you're remixing me, feel free to do anything and everything your heart desires to. I'm super excited! Don't you worry about me - I'm sure I'll love anything you come up with!

I love my flist. You guys are so amazing. A million hugs to you all.

Feeling a bit better. I've been so tired and scatterbrained lately it's a wonder I manage to do anything right. With a teething baby, that's not likely to change any time soon. ^.^;;

Got some writing done! Not a ton, but some, working around baby time, and I now have the first quarter or so of Awake and Asleep written. It's going to be good fun! Yashiro, Hikaru and Akira are all vying for me to tell scenes from their POV, so it's been a little slow going trying to sort it all out. Then you have all the others asking when its their turn again. Waya is a darn loud one, and he almost convinced me until I realized there's really no reason for him to be at the Go Institute, since he's not a Pro or anything in this. Sure, I could make up a reason, but he'll have to wait his turn, haha.

I'm starting to think of the song Gateway Drug by the Spill Canvas as Akira and Hikaru's song. I mean, really listen to the lyrics. It's sooooo them. <3

Ugh, mental pieces don't want to fit together. *Plows ahead* So much to do!

Sorry for being such a whiner lately. I'm working on that.

Do you like my Hikago layout?! blue_cage made it for me. <3 I'm very much in love with having my first ever custom layout!

So, I still have some school things to do, but the paper is done, anyway, and I need to be getting on with Remix. Still kinda idealess - but I suppose it's because I'm largely unfamiliar with the idea, heh. I have blind_go ideas, too, but I'm thinking about just working a bit on Shidougo and the next part of Awake and Asleep. Hmmm.

My head is kinda full but putting it into words seems to escape me. Been doing the flit back and forth between things thing and getting nothing much done at all. Jacks is almost three months old! He'll be three months on the fifth. <3 I'm also already looking forward to Hikago day, 5/5, even if it's more than a month away, heh. That's probably kind of silly of me, but hey, whatever.

I wonder if I can write with such a full head. Guess I'll find out.

Sorry about that mental day and thanks for all the poems and hugs! You guys are amazing. Ray and I were kinda fighting and I was tired and my dot started and I was taking care of the baby and it was too much, heh. There's been a lot going on at the same time as there has been nothing going on and I find myself dropping in and out of depression. But one must carry on, right?

Part of the problem is that my best friend Tiara might be moving across the country and I barely get to see or talk to her now, so that's going to make it a lot harder, and she's moving in with my other best friend, marceblackguard (Marci), which probably means I'll be speaking to them both a lot less, since there's a romantic element there. I've been feeling really isolated lately and I'm afraid that will make me feel it a lot more.

Today I'm going to my sister's house, where my step-mom is too, so Jacks will be seeing his aunt, uncle, grandma and his three cousins! It's a big day for him, since he's rarely seen more than two people other than mommy and daddy at a time, and his grandpa (Ray's dad) and his girlfriend will be there, too, so there will be a lot of pass the baby happening (even if we live with his dad, heh, because we stay in our room mostly, so they only see him in short bursts here and there). He's two and a half months now, and such a cute, happy baby - though he's killing my back because he likes to be held pretty much the whole time he's awake. And of course, I oblige my little sweetheart.

So... I'm still working on Shidougo (Without the Go), which is taking a long time because of a couple reasons. First, I did a bunch of sleeping recently. Also, with as much as I have the baby in my arms, I have to type one handed, and I generally just chat on messengers, since it takes so long to say anything and wouldn't really be all that good for writing. And the third reason is that it's a little over 2,200 words and I'm only now flirting with the main plot concept, because my muse is evil. And apparently, long winded, much like myself.

Getting excited about blind_go and Remix (remixers_lounge)! I've already got some tentative ideas for Blind Go. <3

Now I'll leave you with pictures, because I love showing off my baby!

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I'm offering fiction for auction at help_japan, so please bid if you can!

Let us help Japan!

Here is my auction: http://community.livejournal.com/help_japan/2978.html?view=1451426#t1451426

I'm leaving it as a raw link so you can easily copy and paste it - tell anyone who enjoys my fandoms!


I am offering: One-Shot fanfiction of at least 500 words - more as the bid increases. Mature themes available if desired. Gen or romance.

Fandoms:

Hikaru no Go (Best at AkiHika and WayaSumi)
Gundam Wing (Best at Duo/Heero and Trowa/Quatre)
Fairy Tail (Best at Gray/Natsu)

Additional Info: Feel free to contact me, and I'm pretty flexible, so I may be able to write something other than what I've listed. However, I will not write non-con and probably will deny dub-con requests, as well. Any other requests should be acceptable.

WHERE IS MY WRITER'S THESAURUS?! WHERE WHERE WHERE?!

SDA;LFKHSN;GHAJGH

WHY CAN'T I FIND MY 40 DOLLAR THESAURUS? GREATEST BOOK EVER? BOOK I REALLY SHOULD KEEP NEXT TO ME AT ALL TIMES BUT DON'T BECAUSE I'M SO DUMB?

WHERE IS IT?!?!?! I WANT IT RIGHT NOW! RIGHT NOW!

Ugh, I'm so upset. I almost never use the thing because I forget about it and it's HUGE and bulky, but it really is the best book on the planet and I want to use it right now and I'm so distraught!

In other news, I'm writing a Hikago 'drabble' for qem_chibati (for guessing correctly who I was in Blind Go) that went way past what I consider to be 'drabbles gone wrong', which is basically drabbles that got too long, heh. Well, this one DEMANDS to be quite a bit more than 1,000 words and so... that will come out... eventually. Because, ugh, my muse hates me and I now must write much more, heh. It will be called Shidougo (Without the Go) (I'm pretty sure, anyway)and that's really the only miracle here - I managed to title it before I even began writing it. Titling for me is a serious source of stress and angst and usually either comes at the end or forced in the middle. Which is always a problem because not having a title for something makes me want to pull out all my hair. XD

THESAURUS! *Cries* WANT NOW!

Geh.

Okay, posting this before my laziness reaches epic proportions. These are the five super short drabbles I wrote for blind_go during the mini round. I wrote them all the same day, starting 5 hours before the deadline and actually handing one in during the last two minutes. Also, I started up a game of Let's Five! in the chat (fanfiction style!), and sadly, that is like four times longer than all my fics put together.

So... enjoy.

Hikago, AkiHika, ratings up to a soft R, crack, more crack, one Dr. Horrible fusion, one Sai-centric drabble, too!


EDIT: OMFG SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! blue_cage made a test run podcast to warm up for ihikago of Dr. Horrible's Sing-Along Blog and OMFG AWESOME! http://www.mediafire.com/?3i1nq1zb06o7xu0


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Here's the bonus Let's Five! stuff.

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Title: Are We Boyfriends?
Author: hostilecrayon
Pairing: AkiHika
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Hikaru no Go was created by Hotta and Obata and is distributed by Viz, Shogakuen and Shonen Jump.
Notes: The plot bunnies are just biting like crazy lately. Someone suggested I should write a sequel to Are We Friends? So… here it is. It’s silly and terrible because I’m sleep deprived. You’ve so been warned.

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Title: The World Between Awake and Asleep
Author: hostilecrayon
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Hikaru no Go was created by Hotta and Obata and is distributed by Viz, Shogakuen and Shonen Jump.
Notes: So, you thought I died, right? Or that somehow my memory of this story was erased or something? Well, actually, I got pregnant and then I had a baby. He’s super adorable and now I can get back to updating as much as is possible with a baby. You all should thank Lacygrey for this update, because though it’s been on my mind, she actually kicked me into gear. I owed her a story, and when asked for a prompt, she gave me the tall order of the next chapter of this.

Thank you to the many many reviewers of this story, you guys flatter me too much. It’s very appreciated - I even got goosebumps a few times! Some of you mentioned poor formatting on ff. net in the first two chapters, and that was not me - the website destroyed my story and I missed it somehow. I’ll fix it eventually. It removed my italics and my scene breaks. Those of you who guessed about Sai - not telling! But I will say that one person somewhere had the right idea. Not saying where or who. I was also asked if this will be gen or romance - it’s meant to be very canon-like, and as such, will probably not have overt romance in it. I guarantee nothing, but of course it will have a ridiculous amount of subtext, just like canon. Once it’s finished, you may be able to persuade me to write romantic side stories, because I’m a sucker and a sap. But not until then!

If you have more questions or if I forgot something you already asked, let me know.

Dedicated to bookshop and svz_insanity, and many thanks go to schnickledoogr2 and verloren1983 (Ver-Bear!) for their epic help with random stuff.

Part I
Part II

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When I'm writing a fic, and I get an idea and go *GASP* 'I'm such a terrible person! YES. This is PERFECT.' ...you know it won't end well.

The next part of The World Between Awake and Asleep is coming very shortly, and I've already got a devastatingly terrible idea for part IV...

Look forward to it!

Title: Computer Woes
Author: hostilecrayon
Pairing: AkiHika
Rating: PG
Notes: This sort of ran away with me. I had to force it to end, which means I’m not entirely satisfied with then ending, heh. Written for blue_cage’s prompt of ‘reasons why Hikaru is banned from browsing Akira’s PC’.

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Title: Are We Friends?
Author: hostilecrayon
Rating: PG
Pairing: AkiHika friendship (with shounen-ai if you squint real hard)
Notes: For Ver, because she guessed me in the Blind_Go mini round. The prompt was ‘secret friends - Shindou suddenly gets hit with the realization that him and Touya are friends.

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