SERIOUS FOOTNOTE AT THE END. EVEN IF YOU SKIP THE NONSENSE, PLEASE READ IF YOU HAVE TIME. THANK YOU.

Just a listing of all the currently pressing fandom things I started/signed up for.

Rewatch. Every week for like, what, the next four months or something, plus chat. <3
Ihikago Podfics. Four of them.
GW Gift Exchange. ...Haven't even started it, but I'm pretty sure I have an idea I can dump in one sitting when I'm feeling it.
Remix. Pretty sure I've picked the fic I'm remixing already, but still only have shadowy ideas floating around. Soon, it'll come clear.
BG. I'm working on two fics for this.
MoR. Probably needs at least 20K still. Probably more.
Help Japan. I did not forget, and have partial fics waiting for me to finish.
The World Between Awake and Asleep. Not dead, just on hiatus until after May, because ZOMG ALMOST ALL OF THESE THINGS ABOVE ARE DUE IN APRIL AND MAY. SERIOUSLY.
1sentence. Seriously cannot default again, holy crap.

Seriously, I probably forgot things. And there are other sequels/prompt fics/projects I'm still considering 'active' in my mess of a brain.

OH YEAH, AND SCHOOL. AND BABY. AND CRAZY LIFE. AND HANGING OUT WITH TIARA.

Yep. Insane. Just completely psychotic.

I LOVE FANDOM SO MUCH.

(Also, a footnote. I read each and every response to that entry, and I love you guys all so much. I was not expecting a response like that AT ALL, and it's seriously so overwhelming and heart-warming and completely beyond words. I know I did not reply to any of you individually, and I'd probably weep all the tears if I tried to, just out of the amazing feeling of support and acceptance and understanding from you all - it's something I haven't had a lot of in my life, so trust me when I say it bowled me over. I don't think that I'll be posting further on this issue, mainly out of how ridiculously complex this situation is, but just trust me, your words and well wishes and kind offers are not lost on me. I feel so much closer to fandom than I ever have. You guys are my rock, my eternal love, my main source of happiness. I just really wanted to make sure you guys don't feel like I'm ignoring you - I just really need to pretend like things are normal to keep functioning properly, heh. I will never, ever forget this, and the only way that I know how to repay you all is to keep as active as possible in fandom and continue to play with you all. :D Seriously, fandom has made all the difference in the world to me, and I hope we can continue to play until the end of our days and beyond. So much love for each and every one of you.)

This is also posted at DW, which you can find here. Comment wherever you want!

Remix is live!

Guess my fic and get a drabble. I bet it won't be hard...

(It might take me a bit to write your drabble , but you WILL get one. <3)

Edit: Silly me, forgetting to screen. XD Comments are screened now. =P

My aunt (who is relatively close to me in age) just randomly tracked down The World Between Awake and Asleep after seeing it mentioned on Facebook. (I generally do not link to my fanfiction there because of family and such.) Well, apparently, she loves it, and wants to read my other stuff (including the Yaoi and Shounen-Ai). ...Who would have guessed?

So I decided to also pimp manga to her, since she said she is always looking for new things to read, which is part of why she tracked my fanfiction down in the first place. (She's going to read Hikago so she can better understand Awake and Asleep! :D) Which of course makes me think, hey, I need some new manga recs. Not that I'll have time to read them for a while, but, you know. So... rec me. As much as you want - the more the better, since I'll be able to reference comments at any time. A sample list of what I've read (but certainly not everything): Hikaru no Go, NANA, Black Cat, Air Gear, Psycho Staff (love this!), Fairy Tail, Prince of Tennis (and its sequel), Absolute Boyfriend, Fruits Basket, Fullmetal Alchemist, Loveless, (some) Naruto, (some) One Piece, Bleach...

So... any new recs? I have some things on a list already, like Love Hina, Get Backers, Darker than BLACK, DearS, Death Note, Elfen Lied, Gravitation, Hellsing, Monster, Pretty Face, Scryed, Rurouni Kenshin (love the anime), Skip Beat (not sure about this one...), Soul Eater, Vandread (again, much anime love), and Yakitate! Japan (<3). I've seen the anime for many of these already. So other than these listed here... Anything?

Remix Madness is so amazing. I've written seven drabble remixes. Yes, seven. It's ridiculous good fun and I wish there were more authors in fandoms I knew offering to allow for remixing. The main Remix goes live tomorrow... I've changed the title three times and am still biting my nails about it. I hope my source author likes it...

SO TIRED. Ugh. Still have a paper to write by Monday night... *Dies*

Title of post = epic album/song by Spill Canvas, yus.

marceblackguard text me at freaking 6:30 this morning, RIGHT AFTER HE CRASHED INTO A WALL. Oh man. He's okay and stuff, but he thinks he has a concussion and is refusing to go to the hospital and I'm like ANGST ANGST. I spent some of the morning with permanent D: face. Marci~! NO COMAS FOR YOU. D:

So so so, OMG, Remix may actually be DONE, I'm contemplating the end to the last scene, I dunno, but even if it IS done, I STILL HAVE TO TITLE IT. THIS MAY TAKE ME THE REMAINING FOUR DAYS. >.>; llamabitchyo is totally doing a quick beta job for me and huzzah for that because ugh, I'm so flail over this, even if the few people who know about it seem to think it's awesome.

...I think I had a whole bunch more to say, but my brain is broken from no sleep and flailing over Remix and dreading my class group chat in less than an hour and ugh ugh ugh.

Also, BG CHAT IS EPIC FOREVER WIN.

*Flail flail* REMIX IS ALMOST DONE. Only a few days left to finish it... I'm in the middle of the last scene!

I added this to my profile: You do not need to ask my permission to remix, podfic, translate, create art for or create secondary fanwork of any fanwork I have posted. You should include a link back to my work, and please share the link to your work with me - I'd love to see it!

I think it's important to let people do with my work what I do via fanfiction all the time. <3

OMG SO TIRED. But but homework and Remix and and... ugh. Baby JUST went to sleep. Seriously. TIRED.

Ganked from missmelon12!

Comment with a character from a fandom I follow and I will give you my:

+ OTP for them.
+ Runner-up pairing.
+ Honorable mention(s).
+ Crack pairing(s).
+ Ship everyone else seems to like, but I don't. (alternately: ship I like that everyone else seems to hate)

My Fandoms: Gundam Wing, Hikaru no Go, Fairy Tail, NANA (I have others but... my knowledge of characters is kind of limited... ^.^;)

So I picked up a freelance job writing articles for a website called Pop N Culture. It's a geek site. Check it out: http://www.popnculture.com/

Right now, it's just a experience gig, but if they get enough advertisers and traffic, I'll actually get paid to do this. Amazing, right? They also get con press passes. So... sometime in the future, I may be having the time of my life, or something. If not, hey, I can use this for a portfolio. So, win either way.

My first article is mostly just a reporting on Nomura's interview on Final Fantasy Versus XIII in Famitsu magazine. That article is here: http://www.popnculture.com/story/final-fantasy-versus-xiii

So... visit the site! I'll be doing a Zelda feature pretty soon, and maybe an Anime/Manga spotlight. I'm the resident gamer nerd, so... WIN.

(Yes, I know my name isn't on the article yet. They're working on fixing it - it's coding issues, heh.)

Sides still hurt, but I'm taking my medicine and such, so hopefully that'll stop soon. Now that I got an article out (and made them a forum, heh), I can focus on Remix, which is about half finished. Gah, only ten more days. I better pick up the pace!

I really hope this story is to your liking. It's probably not at all what anyone would have expected.

I am dreadfully nervous. This is my first time, so... uh... forgive me?

That being said, a bit over half the required word count - probably going to be longer. <3 I'm really loving the concept, despite feeling the need to apologize for it ^.^;;

Also, a note - if you're remixing me, feel free to do anything and everything your heart desires to. I'm super excited! Don't you worry about me - I'm sure I'll love anything you come up with!

I HAVE A REMIX IDEA.

Maybe I'll survive this challenge after all!

Do you like my Hikago layout?! blue_cage made it for me. <3 I'm very much in love with having my first ever custom layout!

So, I still have some school things to do, but the paper is done, anyway, and I need to be getting on with Remix. Still kinda idealess - but I suppose it's because I'm largely unfamiliar with the idea, heh. I have blind_go ideas, too, but I'm thinking about just working a bit on Shidougo and the next part of Awake and Asleep. Hmmm.

My head is kinda full but putting it into words seems to escape me. Been doing the flit back and forth between things thing and getting nothing much done at all. Jacks is almost three months old! He'll be three months on the fifth. <3 I'm also already looking forward to Hikago day, 5/5, even if it's more than a month away, heh. That's probably kind of silly of me, but hey, whatever.

I wonder if I can write with such a full head. Guess I'll find out.

Sorry about that mental day and thanks for all the poems and hugs! You guys are amazing. Ray and I were kinda fighting and I was tired and my dot started and I was taking care of the baby and it was too much, heh. There's been a lot going on at the same time as there has been nothing going on and I find myself dropping in and out of depression. But one must carry on, right?

Part of the problem is that my best friend Tiara might be moving across the country and I barely get to see or talk to her now, so that's going to make it a lot harder, and she's moving in with my other best friend, marceblackguard (Marci), which probably means I'll be speaking to them both a lot less, since there's a romantic element there. I've been feeling really isolated lately and I'm afraid that will make me feel it a lot more.

Today I'm going to my sister's house, where my step-mom is too, so Jacks will be seeing his aunt, uncle, grandma and his three cousins! It's a big day for him, since he's rarely seen more than two people other than mommy and daddy at a time, and his grandpa (Ray's dad) and his girlfriend will be there, too, so there will be a lot of pass the baby happening (even if we live with his dad, heh, because we stay in our room mostly, so they only see him in short bursts here and there). He's two and a half months now, and such a cute, happy baby - though he's killing my back because he likes to be held pretty much the whole time he's awake. And of course, I oblige my little sweetheart.

So... I'm still working on Shidougo (Without the Go), which is taking a long time because of a couple reasons. First, I did a bunch of sleeping recently. Also, with as much as I have the baby in my arms, I have to type one handed, and I generally just chat on messengers, since it takes so long to say anything and wouldn't really be all that good for writing. And the third reason is that it's a little over 2,200 words and I'm only now flirting with the main plot concept, because my muse is evil. And apparently, long winded, much like myself.

Getting excited about blind_go and Remix (remixers_lounge)! I've already got some tentative ideas for Blind Go. <3

Now I'll leave you with pictures, because I love showing off my baby!

( Pictures of Joy!Collapse )

...Signed up for blind_go and remixers_lounge...

*Flails*

Now to complete this midterm...

(Hikago fans, go sign up for the Remix. It'll be awesome!)