{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:herchuckness","title":"more scandalous dandy","subtitle":"more scandalous dandy","author":{"name":"more scandalous dandy"},"link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/data\/atom"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"service.feed","type":"application\/x.atom+xml","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/data\/atom","title":"more scandalous dandy"}}],"updated":"2010-06-03T17:43:19Z","entry":[{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:herchuckness:190219","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/190219.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=190219"}}],"title":"dreamwidth codes","published":"2010-05-25T20:47:28Z","updated":"2010-06-03T17:43:19Z","content":"Anybody want Dreamwidth invite codes? I've got <del>7<\/del> 4 to give away. Comment with your email address and I'll send em to you."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:herchuckness:190159","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/190159.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=190159"}}],"title":"Final Fantasy cocktails","published":"2010-05-13T04:26:12Z","updated":"2010-05-13T04:26:12Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"gaming"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"drinks"}}],"content":"<a href=\"http:\/\/f0rkins0cket.tumblr.com\/post\/582631231\/thedrunkenmoogle-cactuar-final-fantasy\" target=\"_blank\">Cactuar cocktail<\/a>! Careful. Too many rounds of these and you're hit with the hangover of 10,000 Needles. (Nothing a little <a href=\"http:\/\/www.thedrunkenmoogle.com\/post\/407214373\/phoenix-down-final-fantasy-shot-ingredients-1\" target=\"_blank\">Phoenix Down<\/a> won't fix, I guess!)<br \/><br \/>I need to open a geeky bar and only serve drinks like these. Also, no sports playing on the TVs - all video games, all the time. Except on Anime Nights, when we play my favorite shows and serve drinks <a href=\"http:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/152930.html\" target=\"_blank\">like these<\/a>. XD"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:herchuckness:189853","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/189853.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=189853"}}],"title":"so hey I'm in art school!","published":"2010-04-16T19:14:13Z","updated":"2010-04-16T19:14:13Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"art school"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"art"}}],"content":"I'm taking Analysis of Form this semester, which is mostly drawing with charcoal at 18\" x 24\" size. It's sorta like the Beginning Drawing class I took at my local university some years back, except faster paced and twice as hard! Which is good, because I'm a little better at it than I was back then. This is still pushing me without being overwhelmingly difficult, just right for my first class. <br \/><br \/>It's still overwhelmingly time-consuming, though. I spend a minimum of 20 hours per week on this class, and lately that number keeps creeping upwards. When you add in the full time job... yeah, I have no life these days. Each of these drawings were done over the course of two weeks.<br \/><br \/><br \/><b>Drapery<\/b><br \/>This was confusing to work on, because I kept forgetting which fold I was doing and messing it up.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/imgprx.livejournal.net\/596c0428f1137fa6d60d8909cbb9c60b08718fb86a698e0bce9e25c6ff6bf780\/P2WlxyVijxKgh2tq9cheU0Mdsf-ah7h0yFmVCbpWndPb5hvfm8S2GwQlD0o4HEF-sQ1CjHDdbA1RGFwY0g0r80kOj2SAOeaH0l5CpQFkOAuiGfOe9Nw:1UuSqbt3vlKv1tZJSJcJ6Q\" border=\"3\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/><br \/><b>Torso<\/b><br \/>Pardon the blurry pic, it was late at night and I suddenly realized I had three minutes left to photograph this one and turn it in or I'd get a zero. <br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/imgprx.livejournal.net\/8478d403a99733421d5e6bca7ed2b4bd37a66a70ae080026c67b492d4b6222d9\/P2WlxyVijxKgh2tq9cheU0Mdsf-ah7h0yFmVCbpWndPb5hvfm8S2GwQlD0o4HEF-sQ1CjHDdbA1RGFwY0g0r80kOj2SAOeaH0k5ftgJuZBj8FKGE:3fgFVYOCzooYaOcC1aieYw\" border=\"3\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><br \/><b>Still Life<\/b><br \/>THIS ONE OMG. The unit was on composition. If you include all the prep work of finding and arranging the right objects, I probably spent 50 hours on this over the course of two weeks. And I could spend at least another five doing minor fixes and darkening some of the values to make it really perfect. <br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/imgprx.livejournal.net\/82939ea7e49d333aa116887bb1d4709f80af2accd1dc2b724fde4df32278af33\/P2WlxyVijxKgh2tq9cheU0Mdsf-ah7h0yFmVCbpWndPb5hvfm8S2GwQlD0o4HEF-sQ1CjHDdbA1RGFwY0g0r80kOj2SAOeaH0klErR1tJhvqFq2TpsYMlA:nU3A6LDiNcyHu9M0pTOzWA\" border=\"3\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/><br \/>This week we get a break from charcoal to work on line drawings in one and two point perspective. (Your post was quite timely, <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"telophase\" lj:user=\"telophase\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/telophase.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/telophase.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>telophase<\/b><\/a><a class=\"i-ljuser-badge i-ljuser-badge--pro\" data-badge-type=\"pro\" data-placement=\"bottom\" data-pro-badge data-pro-badge-type=\"1\" data-is-raw hidden href=\"#\"><span class=\"i-ljuser-badge__icon\"><svg class=\"svgicon\" width=\"25\" height=\"16\" xmlns=\"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg\" viewBox=\"0 0 33 24\"><path fill-rule=\"evenodd\" d=\"M19.326 11.95c0 2.01 1.47 3.45 3.48 3.45 2.02 0 3.49-1.44 3.49-3.45 0-2.01-1.47-3.45-3.49-3.45-2.01 0-3.48 1.44-3.48 3.45Zm5.51 0c0 1.24-.8 2.19-2.03 2.19-1.23 0-2.02-.95-2.02-2.19 0-1.25.79-2.19 2.02-2.19s2.03.94 2.03 2.19ZM7.92 15.28H6.5V8.61h3.12c1.45 0 2.24.98 2.24 2.15 0 1.16-.8 2.15-2.24 2.15h-1.7v2.37Zm1.51-3.62c.56 0 .98-.35.98-.9 0-.56-.42-.9-.98-.9H7.92v1.8h1.51ZM18.3802 15.28h-1.63l-1.31-2.37h-1.04v2.37h-1.42V8.61h3.12c1.39 0 2.24.91 2.24 2.15 0 1.18-.74 1.81-1.46 1.98l1.5 2.54Zm-2.49-3.62c.57 0 1-.34 1-.9s-.43-.9-1-.9h-1.49v1.8h1.49Z\" clip-rule=\"evenodd\"\/><path fill-rule=\"evenodd\" d=\"M2 8c0-2.20914 1.79086-4 4-4h20.5c2.2091 0 4 1.79086 4 4v7.9c0 2.2091-1.7909 4-4 4H6c-2.20914 0-4-1.7909-4-4V8Zm4-2.5h20.5C27.8807 5.5 29 6.61929 29 8v7.9c0 1.3807-1.1193 2.5-2.5 2.5H6c-1.38071 0-2.5-1.1193-2.5-2.5V8c0-1.38071 1.11929-2.5 2.5-2.5Z\" clip-rule=\"evenodd\"\/><\/svg><\/span><\/a><\/span>!) Despite the massive amount of homework and the resulting sleep deprivation, I'm really enjoying this class."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:herchuckness:189481","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/189481.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=189481"}}],"title":"first round of doujins in the mail","published":"2010-04-02T20:27:35Z","updated":"2010-04-02T20:27:35Z","content":"<span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"ayonoi\" lj:user=\"ayonoi\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/ayonoi.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/ayonoi.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>ayonoi<\/b><\/a><\/span> and <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"admiral_yen\" lj:user=\"admiral_yen\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/admiral-yen.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/admiral-yen.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>admiral_yen<\/b><\/a><\/span>, yours went out today! <br \/><br \/>I can see I'll have to revise my shipping prices, I overestimated the size of the smaller flat-rate mailers. Good thing I haven't gotten around to posting this sale to any communities yet. I also neglected to factor Paypal fees into my prices, but I think I'll just eat that cost. First time selling stuff online, I'll get the hang of it eventually. :)"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:herchuckness:189034","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/189034.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=189034"}}],"title":"Gdocs killed my blog! Also, Clutter Busting by Brooks Palmer","published":"2010-03-25T19:36:11Z","updated":"2010-03-25T19:36:11Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"books"}},"content":"It's true! Google documents is part of the reason I stopped post here much. I've been using it since the beginning of 2008 for a wide variety of things, including private journaling. A lot of it's too boring or too personal to share, but getting into the habit of writing there kind of sucked up all the words I would have posted here in the past. Like this book review I wrote three weeks ago!<br \/><br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Clutter-Busting-Letting-Whats-Holding\/dp\/1577316592\/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&amp;s=books&amp;qid=1269544054&amp;sr=8-1\" target=\"_blank\">Clutter Busting: Letting Go of What's Holding You Back<\/a> by Brooks Palmer<br \/><br \/>I've been enjoying <a href=\"http:\/\/brooks-palmer.blogspot.com\/\" target=\"_blank\">Palmer's clutter busting blog<\/a> for a while now. I like how gentle and relentless he is, and how simply but powerfully he relates stories from his clutter busting clients. I find it a soothing and inspirational read (often in the literal sense - it frequently motivates me to go do another round of clearing stuff out).<br \/><br \/>The book is definitely in the same vein. It's full of his experiences with clients which serve to illustrate the various types of clutter and methods of dealing with it. Sprinkled throughout are simple tips and related exercises. It is not, however, one of those \"10 hacks to super-organize your kitchen\" or \"buy these nifty containers to store (aka hide) your stuff in\" type of book. Palmer makes a point of stating that you don't need to buy anything new, except perhaps a box of trash bags. He also asserts that organizing is something you only do after you get rid of all the stuff in your way.<br \/><br \/>I would have found this book most helpful four years ago (three years before it was written), when I was living in my large two bedroom apartment. I had an entire room full of stuff I wasn't using. It was ostensibly \"the art room\", but I never went in there. It was packed with things I'd been holding on to for years, some of it a decade or longer. I was also still collecting stuff at a furious pace, filling my bookshelves and sections of my floor with books and manga magazines that I barely flipped through. I liked looking at the spines all lined up next to each other, and appreciating my complete set - that is, until the next issue came out. I was spending hours every day consuming fandom, losing myself in anime and mmorpgs to the detriment of my health, and looking for more stuff to buy that I couldn't afford. I was severely depressed and doing anything I could to distract myself from that fact. It never worked for long, though.<br \/><br \/>I ended up working these things out on my own, first purging stuff in a quest to rent out my second bedroom and then doing it in preparation for moving to the attic apartment. I kept the habit after I moved, I've been slowly and steadily decluttering my life for the past two and a half years. Back when I started I didn't have any outside advice on the process, I was just bumbling along on my own. I did get better at it as time went on, and I noticed the positive effects of both having more open space and the actual act of letting things go. It probably would have gone faster, and easier, if I'd had a book like this to help me along back then.<br \/><br \/>Because I worked my own way through a lot of these same concepts, Palmer's book doesn't have quite the impact on me now that it would have had then. The tone of the book is definitely addressing people who are just starting out with decluttering, especially those who are overwhelmed by their stuff and unsure where or how to start. Since I've been doing it for two and a half years now, this isn't really a problem for me. A lot of the concepts and tips are things I've already discovered and internalized.<br \/><br \/>It was still a good read, though. I've gotten rid of probably 3\/4ths of the stuff I had in that big 2-bedroom apartment (a massive amount for a reformed pack-rat like me), but there are still some things I have trouble with. I found the stories and tips devoted to nostalgic clutter to be particularly useful. I've got a couple boxes of old letters, photos and unwearable clothes that I've been meaning to toss for a while, but keep unhappily hanging onto. Reading Palmer's book and blog helped me uncover and work through the reasons behind that, and to see how clinging to these artifacts of the past can negatively influence the present. The way he uses personal stories to illustrate his concepts makes for an enjoyable read, and they keep the book from being a too-specific list of tips & tricks.<br \/><br \/>I'd recommend this book if you:<br \/><ul><li>want to reduce your stuff but haven't been able to get things started\/make much progress<\/li><li>feel very distracted, foggy, agitated or tense when you're at home<\/li><li>can't seem to ever find what you're looking for<\/li><li>keep buying things to \"get organized\" with<\/li><li>keep buying anything you end up unhappy with or not using<\/li><li>are thinking about getting a storage unit or have one already<\/li><li>have parts of your home you actively avoid<\/li><li>never have people over because your place is too messy<\/li><\/ul><br \/>If, like me, you're already pretty good at decluttering but still like reading about it, you may find more value in Palmer's blog."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:herchuckness:187831","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/187831.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=187831"}}],"title":"Zero Sum & WARD back issues","published":"2010-01-22T03:39:19Z","updated":"2010-01-22T03:39:19Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"manga"}},"content":"<div><a href=\"https:\/\/www.livejournal.com\/poll\/?id=1514889\">View Poll: #1514889<\/a><\/div>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:herchuckness:187469","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/187469.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=187469"}}],"title":"the year in books","published":"2009-12-14T01:00:44Z","updated":"2009-12-14T02:30:44Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"books"}},"content":"<img src=\"https:\/\/farm5.static.flickr.com\/4038\/4183308148_d93ed955b0_m.jpg\" style=\"border:3px solid black;margin-right:8px;\" align=\"left\" fetchpriority=\"high\"> Books <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/67734509@N00\/4183011264\/\" title=\"books 2009 - with notes! by herchuckness, on Flickr\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/farm3.static.flickr.com\/2527\/4183011264_d8272cb5d3_m.jpg\" width=\"240\" height=\"180\" alt=\"books 2009 - with notes!\" style=\"border:3px solid black;margin-left:5px;\" align=\"right\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a> I've bought (and read more than half of) this year. Does not include books which: <br \/><br \/>- I've read less than half of so far<br \/>- I already owned that I (re-)read this year<br \/>- I've read and since sold off or loaned out<br \/>- I forgot to include when taking the photos <br \/>- I read on a computer or borrowed from someone else  <br \/><br \/>Click the second photo for titles and one-line reviews.<br \/><br \/><br \/><b>edit:<\/b> Damn, now I wish I'd arranged them by color, like they are on my bookshelves. Ah well. No way am I going back and redoing it, this took over half my day. XD"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:herchuckness:187193","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/187193.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=187193"}}],"title":"Oww, my everything","published":"2009-12-03T00:31:44Z","updated":"2009-12-03T00:31:44Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"yoga"}},"content":"So* I started doing yoga again! Since returning from Japan I've been going to classes at the local yoga center almost (but not quite) once a week. <br \/><br \/>This is a big change for me. I've done yoga before, but back then I was lucky enough to have someone come over to my house twice a week to teach me - for free, even! - which made it super easy to keep the habit. Now I have to trek down the hill in the cold and often wet (boohoo) and do my twisty contorty thing with a bunch of random strangers. <br \/><br \/>Which is hard enough for me to do on its own, but then there's the fact that I keep bawling my eyes out during class. <br \/><br \/>Like today. Despite the teacher's little speech at the beginning about how the theme for the day was \"play\" and having fun, there I was, having to break every third pose for yet another tissue to mop up my face with. (Next time I'll bring my own box, I think.)<br \/><br \/>And it's weird, because I'm not actually <i>sad<\/i> during yoga. I do get frustrated sometimes, seeing how stiff I've become since I was last doing this regularly. But it's more like... all the daily aggravations, all the stress and unpleasantness gets locked away in my muscles.**  And doing yoga unlocks it, and it all comes pouring down my face. Which is good in a way, because it needs to get out.<br \/><br \/>But it <i>is<\/i> kind of embarrassing. I mean, I don't even cry in front of people I know and love, if I can help it. And here I am getting all weepy & snotty with strangers, strangers who are all doing the poses better than me and smiling while they do 'em. I feel like apologizing for the unsightly display. (Especially since I'm one of those highly sensitive people who unwittingly absorbs other people's moods - I know firsthand how uncomfortable it can be to see other people this way.)<br \/><br \/>Surprisingly, it's less embarrassing that I expected. I say expected because this happened before too, when I was first starting out with yoga. For the first handful of sessions I was wobbly and sore but in good humor, and then all of a sudden, wham! The floodgates opened. I was way more embarrassed back then, blubbering in the safety of my own apartment. Maybe I'm less embarrassed by it now because it's familiar, I dunno. <br \/><br \/>I still find it really annoying, though. For one thing, it makes it hard to breathe in all those head-down poses! For another, I end up with a wicked headache on top of all the sore muscles. It's not enough to make me stop doing yoga altogether, but man, sometimes it makes it a lot more difficult to want to go to class. <br \/><br \/><br \/>* <small>I start way too many posts with So.<\/small><br \/><br \/>** <small> Boy does it ever. Every massage therapist I go to is shocked at the state of my back and shoulders, even when it's only been a couple weeks between sessions.<\/small>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:herchuckness:186904","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/186904.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=186904"}}],"title":"wtf??","published":"2009-12-02T22:52:19Z","updated":"2009-12-02T23:27:04Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"lj stuff"}},"content":"Suddenly only 26 of my userpics are displaying? What the hell? The others are still listed, but the pictures are gone. Not just from the allpics page, but from each entry they were used on too. Anyone else have this problem?<br \/><br \/><b>edit:<\/b> wait nevermind, they're back now. Weird."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:herchuckness:186691","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/186691.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=186691"}}],"title":"via drawn.ca","published":"2009-11-14T01:31:58Z","updated":"2009-11-14T01:32:37Z","content":"<lj-embed id=\"1\" \/><p><a href=\"http:\/\/vimeo.com\/7356217\" target=\"_blank\">Chris Piascik<\/a> from <a href=\"http:\/\/vimeo.com\/iloveqp\" target=\"_blank\">Quarter Productions<\/a> on <a href=\"http:\/\/vimeo.com\" target=\"_blank\">Vimeo<\/a>.<\/p><br \/>I'm digging this video for a number of reasons. One, it's got Bonobo playing in the background, who I love. Two, I used to draw this way all the time when I was a kid - make random swirly doodles and then add stuff till it looks like something. (Though not usually this awesome.) Three, the guy has a Sharpie tattooed on his forearm. Four, the video itself is really well produced. <br \/><br \/>And now it's time to go home! :D"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:herchuckness:186397","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/186397.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=186397"}}],"title":"2009novfriday13th","published":"2009-11-14T01:22:59Z","updated":"2009-11-14T01:24:22Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"artdump:sketches"}},"content":"<div style=\"float:right;margin-left:10px;margin-bottom:10px\"> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/67734509@N00\/4101999860\/\" title=\"2009novfriday13th\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/farm3.static.flickr.com\/2587\/4101999860_5bcbc41a4d_m.jpg\" alt=\"\" style=\"border: solid 2px #000000;\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><\/a> <br \/> <span style=\"font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;\">  <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/67734509@N00\/4101999860\/\" target=\"_blank\">2009novfriday13th<\/a>  <br \/>  uploaded by <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/people\/67734509@N00\/\" target=\"_blank\">herchuckness<\/a>. <\/span><\/div>Trying to train myself both to bring my sketchbook with me all the time and to actually use it when I do. <br \/><br \/>This one's an 8\"x5\" Moleskine daily diary which I started with the idea of actually drawing in it daily. Which uhh, didn't exactly happen. But I count it as a success that it's more than half full. :) There's some stuff I like in it, one day I'll scan more. <br \/><br \/>I will come back to those poll topics soon!<br clear=\"left\" \/>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:herchuckness:185978","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/185978.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=185978"}}],"title":"5 Centimeters Per Second","published":"2009-10-21T00:32:25Z","updated":"2009-10-21T00:32:25Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"anime"}},"content":"Watched <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/5_Centimeters_Per_Second\" target=\"_blank\">5 Centimeters Per Second<\/a> last night. Gorgeous, gorgeous <del>movie<\/del> <del>mini-series<\/del> three part animated thing. Here's a preview, if you haven't seen it already: <a target='_blank' href='http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=PxKn5AwOTis'>http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=PxKn5AwOTis<\/a> <br \/><br \/>The DVD extras included an interview with the creator on various aspects of the production. My favorite segment was the part on the actual process, it turns out the whole thing - backgrounds and  characters - was done in Photoshop. I found this really cool, in a \"doood, <i><b>I<\/b><\/i> use Photoshop!\" sort of way. This is just the kind of stuff I dream about making*, and seeing it done with tools I already have makes it feel much more possible somehow. Not that I have that kind of <i>skill<\/i> yet, but hey, that's why I'm going to art school. XD <br \/><br \/>I don't buy a lot of DVDs, but I definitely want to add this one to my collection. Highly re-watchable for the visuals alone. <br \/><br \/>* <small>I mean this literally as well as figuratively - I've dreamt before about painting skies that looked straight outta this anime.<\/small>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:herchuckness:185708","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/185708.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=185708"}}],"title":"in which I get off track.","published":"2009-10-15T04:04:59Z","updated":"2009-10-15T07:34:04Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"art school"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"cbt"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"health"}}],"content":"So in between processing Japan photos, playing <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Kingdom_Hearts_358\/2_Days\" target=\"_blank\">Kingdom Hearts 358\/2 Days<\/a> and <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Scribblenauts\" target=\"_blank\">Scribblenauts<\/a> obsessively, and doing that 9-5 thing, I'm gearing up for <a href=\"http:\/\/www.academyart.edu\/\" target=\"_blank\">art school<\/a> in February. <br \/><br \/>I'd mostly put off thinking about it until after the Japan trip, since that was taking up all my available attention span. Well, I did a little bit of thinking on it - I went through their website thoroughly over the course of the previous year, reading the class descriptions and drooling over the student galleries and making financial calculations while I let the idea of going back to school marinate in my brain. And while I waited for my cynical self-doubt to wear itself out taking swings at the rest of me: \"Really? Go back to school? For the <i>fourth time??<\/i> You never finished any of <i>those other<\/i> degrees - and you're still paying off the loans for the last time! What makes you think this one will be different? It won't! You'll just fail again! Besides, you have no talent anyway.\"  And so on. <br \/><br \/>Fortunately, I've learned a few things about this voice. One, that it's usually wrong. It uses <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Cognitive_distortion\" target=\"_blank\">cognitive distortions<\/a> to make its arguments, which often <i>sound<\/i> very convincing. But like the name implies, they're based on a distorted - and usually negative - view of reality. Years of practice (wow, it's been two years already?) identifying these distortions means it's a lot easier for me to see these as the LOGIC FAIL they actually are. Even when they take advantage of trufax like my three previous college enrollments. <br \/><br \/><blockquote>As kind of an aside, I want to dissect that little rant above. I've long since done this work on my own, but maybe seeing some cognitive behavioral therapy in action might be helpful to somebody. [I'm intentionally not lj-cutting here because I want those people to read this. If you're not one of them, feel free to scroll on by. :)] So here's the sort of refutation work that goes on with CBT:<br \/><br \/><table><tr><td valign=\"top\" style=\"border: 1px solid black; padding: 5px;\">\"You never finished any of <i>those other<\/i> degrees - and you're still paying off the loans for the last time! What makes you think this one will be different? It won't! You'll just fail again!\"<\/td>\n<td style=\"border: 1px solid black; padding: 5px;\">The obvious distortion here is <b>fortune-telling<\/b>. I can't know for sure how things will turn out until I try. It's true I dropped out three times before, but that doesn't guarantee I'll do so this time. Lots of things are different for me now - most notably, I'm not severely depressed like I was each of those previous times!<br \/><br \/>There are a few more subtle distortions too. The implication here is that each of those times were complete failures because they didn't result in a degree, which is both <b>all-or-nothing thinking<\/b> and <b>disqualifying the positive<\/b>. I got a lot of worthwhile experiences out of each of those stints in college. Every one of them helped me grow. The last one helped me create my very own design\/tech job here at my current company, which didn't even exist before then! I'd say that's success, not failure. <br \/><br \/>There's also some <b>should statements<\/b> hidden in there. Obviously the message is that I \"should have\" gotten a degree, and that taking college classes is useless unless I can guarantee I'll get one - which isn't true. While many people go to college in order to get a degree, and while I do plan to pursue one, the degree is actually incidental to me. My true goal is to improve the quality of the art I produce, not to get a degree or a fancy job that requires one. And increasing my skills isn't something I \"should\" do, it's something I <i>want<\/i> to do! <br \/><br \/>This is also an example of <b>catastrophizing<\/b>, a type of magnification, in that it assumes that failing to get a degree is a terrible, unbearable circumstance. It's the worst thing that could happen, and of course it will! If I don't finish I'll be a failure! (Which is <b>mislabeling<\/b>, by the way.) Best not to even try! Except that really, it <i>is<\/i> bearable. I've borne it three times now, and I'm still alive. Sure it's not a great feeling to drop out, but I don't think that I would be better off having never enrolled.<\/td><\/tr>\n<tr><td valign=\"top\" style=\"border: 1px solid black; padding: 5px;\">\"Besides, you have no talent anyway.\"<\/td>\n<td style=\"border: 1px solid black; padding: 5px;\">This one short little sentence packs in four distortions at once! (Some of them overlap.) <br \/><br \/>I'm <b>minimizing<\/b> my abilities by saying I have \"no talent\". I do have some artistic talent: people have been telling me so my whole life, even complete strangers! <br \/><br \/>I'm <b>disqualifying the positive<\/b> by totally denying the talent I <i>do<\/i> have.  <br \/><br \/>It's also <b>all-or-nothing thinking<\/b>, because behind it is the belief that I have to be the BEST ARTIST EVAR - I'm either a 100% talented genius or a 0.00% talented wannabe. <br \/><br \/>Finally, it's <b>emotional reasoning:<\/b> because I sometimes <i>feel<\/i> untalented (especially when comparing myself to others), I assume I must really <i>be<\/i> untalented.<\/td><\/tr><\/table><br \/><\/blockquote><br \/><br \/>ANYWAY. So back to the stuff I've learned about this voice. One, it's just plain wrong. Two, it's speaking from a place of fear. Going after your dreams can be scary. There's often  frustration and disappointment involved. Stuff doesn't always go as planned, and even when it does, it can be lots and lots of work. What this negative voice is trying to do is <i>protect me<\/i>, albeit in a really misguided and self-defeating way. \"Don't do anything risky, you might fail! And failure hurts, you should avoid it at all costs! Better to stay safe and small and not try for anything big or daring.\" Which kinda brings me back to point #1, because staying small isn't safe or good. And avoiding failure isn't good either. But moving on.  <br \/><br \/>Back in the day I used to get really angry at this voice - when I realized it was speaking at all, that is. A lot of the time these thoughts happen so fast or so automatically you don't realize they're there. That's another thing CBT focuses on, being aware of this running mental commentary. Anyway, I'd hear it sometimes, and it'd piss me off. It was attacking me, after all. And I'd usually fight back, creating all kinds of mental struggle and discord, exhausting myself in the process. <br \/><br \/>These days, I understand it a little better. Seeing the fear that motivates this kind of thinking has helped me be a little more compassionate with this side of myself. I'm learning to redirect this negativity: sometimes there's actually good information on possible obstacles there, which I can use once I've stripped it of emotional charge. For instance, once I realized what all that ranting was really about, I made a list called Why This Is A Good Idea. After pinning down all my half-articulated thoughts about it, I saw that a lot of my concerns from the past weren't valid anymore. I saw that the reasons I'm drawn to this school in particular is that it addresses a lot of the problems I had before. And seeing it all laid out like that seemed to satisfy the ranty scaredy self-doubting voice - I haven't heard it since. (Not on this topic, anyway. XD) <a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/>YEAH. SO. I don't have a conclusion, really. When I started this I was planning to say something like \"Hey so I think I picked which class to take first, I'm kinda excited\". Boy, did that ever get derailed! If you made it this far, congratulations. XD Instead of just erasing it all like I usually do when I get wildly off track, I'm gonna post it. I mean, maybe this is all common sense to everybody in the world but me! In which case, carry on! It's just, I had to work hard to get to this point, and while this kind of work is now easier and more automatic for me I still find it helpful to read about, and I thought other people might too. So yeah."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:herchuckness:185382","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/185382.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=185382"}}],"title":"Day 3, continued: Sankeien Garden","published":"2009-10-13T04:07:16Z","updated":"2009-10-13T04:27:31Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"japan trip 2009"}},"content":"After lunch at the Ramen Museum we hopped a train to Yokohama, from there we got on a bus bound for Sankeien Garden. The bus was hot as hell and slower than molasses, and the driver sounded half-asleep with his soporific whisper of \"shu-shu-shuppatsu shimaaaaaaaaaasu\" every time we crept back into traffic from one of the 83* stops along the way. <br \/><br \/>Halfway there a stylish older lady with short gray hair and a sweet demeanor approached to ask if we were going to Sankeien. \"I get off at the same stop, you can follow me,\" she told us. She unobtrusively made sure we got off at the right place, and then ushered us down the right street before heading off to her bakery destination. She was so fabulous, so friendly and self-possessed. I wanted to adopt her. <br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/67734509@N00\/4003462702\/\" title=\"Sankeien Garden by herchuckness, on Flickr\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/farm3.static.flickr.com\/2632\/4003462702_795c0acbc7_t.jpg\" alt=\"Sankeien Garden\" style=\"border:3px solid black\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/67734509@N00\/4003468226\/\" title=\"Sankeien Garden by herchuckness, on Flickr\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/farm4.static.flickr.com\/3455\/4003468226_a005039806_t.jpg\" width=\"100\" height=\"75\" alt=\"Sankeien Garden\" style=\"border:3px solid black\" \/><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/67734509@N00\/4002703615\/\" title=\"Sankeien Garden by herchuckness, on Flickr\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/farm3.static.flickr.com\/2655\/4002703615_004a7cc99d_t.jpg\" alt=\"Sankeien Garden\" style=\"border:3px solid black\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/67734509@N00\/4003460126\/\" title=\"Sankeien Garden by herchuckness, on Flickr\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/farm3.static.flickr.com\/2470\/4003460126_eeebe181c1_t.jpg\" width=\"100\" height=\"75\" alt=\"Sankeien Garden\" style=\"border:3px solid black\" \/><\/a>  <br \/><br \/>The gardens were beautiful. Tons of butterflies, dragonflies, and <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/67734509@N00\/4003461232\/in\/set-72157622441197451\/\" target=\"_blank\">carp<\/a> in excess of 3 feet long. We walked around taking pictures for over two hours, and we still only got to see half the park. There was a group of older people scattered throughout the park doing watercolor paintings, we saw them gathered near the entrance with their works all lined up on our way out. I wanted to stop and paint too, but since we were short on time I opted in favor of seeing more of the park (and taking pictures to paint from later). My sister and I were approached twice by people wanting to brush up their English - one man called out \"Buon giorno!\" to get our attention, taking us for Italians at first. (We're Irish-Italian, so he was half right.)  It was another hot and muggy day, made even hotter by all the hiking, but it was gorgeous.<br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/67734509@N00\/4003463792\/\" title=\"Sankeien Garden by herchuckness, on Flickr\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/farm3.static.flickr.com\/2422\/4003463792_1fce56fa91_t.jpg\" width=\"75\" height=\"100\" alt=\"Sankeien Garden\" style=\"border:3px solid black\" \/><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/67734509@N00\/4003465590\/\" title=\"Sankeien Garden by herchuckness, on Flickr\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/farm4.static.flickr.com\/3019\/4003465590_7df7cce49e_t.jpg\" alt=\"Sankeien Garden\" style=\"border:3px solid black\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/67734509@N00\/4003464812\/\" title=\"Sankeien Garden by herchuckness, on Flickr\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/farm3.static.flickr.com\/2585\/4003464812_3cc290ddfa_t.jpg\" width=\"75\" height=\"100\" alt=\"Sankeien Garden\" style=\"border:3px solid black\" \/><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/67734509@N00\/4003460376\/\" title=\"Sankeien Garden by herchuckness, on Flickr\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/farm3.static.flickr.com\/2606\/4003460376_a5d129da14_t.jpg\" alt=\"Sankeien Garden\" style=\"border:3px solid black\" loading=\"lazy\" \/><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/67734509@N00\/4002705797\/\" title=\"Sankeien Garden by herchuckness, on Flickr\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/farm3.static.flickr.com\/2615\/4002705797_b3ece7e31b_t.jpg\" width=\"75\" height=\"100\" alt=\"Sankeien Garden\" style=\"border:3px solid black\" \/><\/a> <br \/><br \/>The rest of the Sankeien set is <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/67734509@N00\/sets\/72157622441197451\/\" target=\"_blank\">here<\/a>.<br \/><br \/><br \/><small>* Okay, maybe I'm exaggerating <i>slightly<\/i>. But not much.<\/small>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:herchuckness:185253","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/185253.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=185253"}}],"title":"I am so making fries for dinner tomorrow night.","published":"2009-10-13T02:29:31Z","updated":"2009-10-13T04:23:30Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"food"}},"content":"Dude! I had no idea Ranch dressing was so easy to make! Just tried <a href=\"http:\/\/simplyrecipes.com\/recipes\/homemade_buttermilk_ranch_dressing\/\" target=\"_blank\">this recipe<\/a>, it was <i>goooood<\/i>. I'd given up on having Ranch dressing at home, the bottled stuff always falls short on taste\/consistency and the powdered stuff is usually loaded with MSG. I'll definitely make my own from now on. I added garlic and extra lemon juice and dill, looking forward to trying more variations in the future."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:herchuckness:184639","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/184639.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=184639"}}],"title":"Day 3: Shin-Yokohama Ramen Museum","published":"2009-10-12T21:13:13Z","updated":"2009-10-13T04:07:56Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"japan trip 2009"}},"content":"<div style=\"float:right;margin-left:10px;margin-bottom:10px\"> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/67734509@N00\/4002844056\/\" title=\"Shin-Yokohama Ramen Museum\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/farm3.static.flickr.com\/2429\/4002844056_f2899acee3_m.jpg\" alt=\"\" style=\"border: solid 2px #000000;\" fetchpriority=\"high\" \/><\/a> <br \/> <span style=\"font-size: 0.9em; margin-top: 0px;\">  <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/67734509@N00\/4002844056\/\" target=\"_blank\">Shin-Yokohama Ramen Museum<\/a>  <br \/>  uploaded by <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/people\/67734509@N00\/\" target=\"_blank\">herchuckness<\/a>. <\/span><\/div>Posted photos from the Ramen Museum yesterday, the full set can be found <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/67734509@N00\/sets\/72157622440047987\/\" target=\"_blank\">here<\/a>.<br \/><br \/>The museum was very cool. The entry level has a gift shop with all kinds of ramen-related things (food, erasers, dishware, stuffed animals and so on). You go downstairs from there into the basement, where a guy dressed in a Tuxedo Mask-kinda outfit welcomes you to \"Japan of 1958\". The decor is neat. The main central room has a bunch of restaurants all offering different ramen styles. There are also cap gun games and rouge-cheeked bread sellers in the main room, and some tiny little bars tucked away in the winding alleyways. We saw a bunch of junior high boys wolfing down ramen and playing the cap gun games on their lunch break. It's a fun & noisy atmosphere with all the piped-in period music and hawking vendors. The food's good too!<br clear=\"left\" \/>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:herchuckness:184357","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/184357.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=184357"}}],"title":"Back now!","published":"2009-10-03T03:53:25Z","updated":"2009-10-03T04:02:13Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"japan trip 2009"}},"content":"Got home around midnight last night, contrary to plan. I ended up having a twelve hour layover in LAX before my connecting tiny plane home. Took bro-in-law's excellent advice and had a luxury nap at a nearby hotel, best possible way to break up the 32-hour trek home. (The room was twice as much as my 5 days in the Osaka hostel! And worth every penny. &hearts;) <br \/><br \/>Started processing more photos today. Have some Kamakura! Just Kotoku-in Daibutsu for now, more to come. It's slow going, there's nearly 2000 pics and videos. XD A few samples from <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/67734509@N00\/sets\/72157622379521049\/\" target=\"_blank\">the set<\/a>:<br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/67734509@N00\/3975388859\/\" title=\"IMG_3149 by herchuckness, on Flickr\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/farm3.static.flickr.com\/2587\/3975388859_f731783179_t.jpg\" width=\"75\" height=\"100\" alt=\"IMG_3149\" style=\"border: 2px  black solid;\" \/><\/a>  <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/67734509@N00\/3976150358\/\" title=\"IMG_3158 by herchuckness, on Flickr\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/farm3.static.flickr.com\/2549\/3976150358_b01429dec3_t.jpg\" width=\"72\" height=\"100\" alt=\"IMG_3158\" style=\"border: 2px  black solid;\" \/><\/a>  <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/67734509@N00\/3976151906\/\" title=\"IMG_3189 by herchuckness, on Flickr\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/farm3.static.flickr.com\/2470\/3976151906_bcf558bd63_t.jpg\" width=\"75\" height=\"100\" alt=\"IMG_3189\" style=\"border: 2px  black solid;\" \/><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/67734509@N00\/3975389715\/\" title=\"IMG_3159 by herchuckness, on Flickr\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/farm3.static.flickr.com\/2470\/3975389715_cd4f198647_t.jpg\" width=\"75\" height=\"100\" alt=\"IMG_3159\" style=\"border: 2px  black solid;\" \/><\/a><br \/><br \/>Trip was awesome, still decompressing. Bath time!"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:herchuckness:184256","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/184256.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=184256"}}],"title":"lol Saiyuki musical","published":"2009-09-21T13:06:37Z","updated":"2009-09-21T13:06:37Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"japan trip 2009"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"saiyuki"}}],"content":"Looking up Animate locations just now, I found a banner on their site advertising <a href=\"http:\/\/www.animate.co.jp\/special\/saiyuki\/\" target=\"_blank\">this DVD<\/a>. I think it's a recording of the Saiyuki stage musical - if you scroll down you can watch a short promotional movie of it. I'd heard about this, but seeing it in action is cracking my shit up right now. XD"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:herchuckness:184032","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/184032.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=184032"}}],"title":"a busy week. No wait, 10 days.","published":"2009-09-19T05:44:24Z","updated":"2009-09-19T13:22:15Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"japan trip 2009"}},"content":"I've been going non-stop since I got here, which has been super-fun and also super-exhausting. I just got back from my five-day trip to Osaka & Kyoto, I'm spending the day recuperating at my sister's house and processing the 1185 photos I've taken so far. Yes, you read that right, more than a thousand. XD  And I've still got twelve days left! I think I'll wait until I get back home to sort through them all properly and decide which ones to upload. <br \/><br \/>But! I found <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"telophase\" lj:user=\"telophase\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/telophase.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/telophase.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>telophase<\/b><\/a><a class=\"i-ljuser-badge i-ljuser-badge--pro\" data-badge-type=\"pro\" data-placement=\"bottom\" data-pro-badge data-pro-badge-type=\"1\" data-is-raw hidden href=\"#\"><span class=\"i-ljuser-badge__icon\"><svg class=\"svgicon\" width=\"25\" height=\"16\" xmlns=\"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg\" viewBox=\"0 0 33 24\"><path fill-rule=\"evenodd\" d=\"M19.326 11.95c0 2.01 1.47 3.45 3.48 3.45 2.02 0 3.49-1.44 3.49-3.45 0-2.01-1.47-3.45-3.49-3.45-2.01 0-3.48 1.44-3.48 3.45Zm5.51 0c0 1.24-.8 2.19-2.03 2.19-1.23 0-2.02-.95-2.02-2.19 0-1.25.79-2.19 2.02-2.19s2.03.94 2.03 2.19ZM7.92 15.28H6.5V8.61h3.12c1.45 0 2.24.98 2.24 2.15 0 1.16-.8 2.15-2.24 2.15h-1.7v2.37Zm1.51-3.62c.56 0 .98-.35.98-.9 0-.56-.42-.9-.98-.9H7.92v1.8h1.51ZM18.3802 15.28h-1.63l-1.31-2.37h-1.04v2.37h-1.42V8.61h3.12c1.39 0 2.24.91 2.24 2.15 0 1.18-.74 1.81-1.46 1.98l1.5 2.54Zm-2.49-3.62c.57 0 1-.34 1-.9s-.43-.9-1-.9h-1.49v1.8h1.49Z\" clip-rule=\"evenodd\"\/><path fill-rule=\"evenodd\" d=\"M2 8c0-2.20914 1.79086-4 4-4h20.5c2.2091 0 4 1.79086 4 4v7.9c0 2.2091-1.7909 4-4 4H6c-2.20914 0-4-1.7909-4-4V8Zm4-2.5h20.5C27.8807 5.5 29 6.61929 29 8v7.9c0 1.3807-1.1193 2.5-2.5 2.5H6c-1.38071 0-2.5-1.1193-2.5-2.5V8c0-1.38071 1.11929-2.5 2.5-2.5Z\" clip-rule=\"evenodd\"\/><\/svg><\/span><\/a><\/span>'s <a href=\"http:\/\/telophase.livejournal.com\/tag\/fox+shrine\" target=\"_blank\">mysterious fox shrine in Kyoto<\/a>, here are a few pictures of that in the meantime. I found the place relatively easily (though I did have to backtrack once, realizing I'd gone too far down the hill). It really snuck up on me - I stopped to take a picture of the signs pointing out the doll museum, and when I turned back to continue down the street the fox shrine was right there at my elbow. I'd swear it wasn't there before. Very mysterious!<br \/><br \/>The entrance to the shrine. It seemed recently tended:<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/herchuckness\/pic\/000676s3\/s640x480\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/><br \/>The central fox statue up close. I left the shiniest 5 yen coin I had as an offering:<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/herchuckness\/pic\/000686zz\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>Second fox statue off to the left of the main one: <br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/herchuckness\/pic\/0006fe8x\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><br \/>Engraved stones to the right: <br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/herchuckness\/pic\/0006gete\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><br \/>Afternoon light through the bamboo on top of the hill:<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/herchuckness\/pic\/0006e88r\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/><br \/>Annnnd now, the mysterious door in the hill! I was delighted to find that...<br \/><br \/>...the door was open! Apparently it was chained shut and blocked off with small rocks when <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"telophase\" lj:user=\"telophase\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/telophase.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/telophase.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>telophase<\/b><\/a><a class=\"i-ljuser-badge i-ljuser-badge--pro\" data-badge-type=\"pro\" data-placement=\"bottom\" data-pro-badge data-pro-badge-type=\"1\" data-is-raw hidden href=\"#\"><span class=\"i-ljuser-badge__icon\"><svg class=\"svgicon\" width=\"25\" height=\"16\" xmlns=\"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg\" viewBox=\"0 0 33 24\"><path fill-rule=\"evenodd\" d=\"M19.326 11.95c0 2.01 1.47 3.45 3.48 3.45 2.02 0 3.49-1.44 3.49-3.45 0-2.01-1.47-3.45-3.49-3.45-2.01 0-3.48 1.44-3.48 3.45Zm5.51 0c0 1.24-.8 2.19-2.03 2.19-1.23 0-2.02-.95-2.02-2.19 0-1.25.79-2.19 2.02-2.19s2.03.94 2.03 2.19ZM7.92 15.28H6.5V8.61h3.12c1.45 0 2.24.98 2.24 2.15 0 1.16-.8 2.15-2.24 2.15h-1.7v2.37Zm1.51-3.62c.56 0 .98-.35.98-.9 0-.56-.42-.9-.98-.9H7.92v1.8h1.51ZM18.3802 15.28h-1.63l-1.31-2.37h-1.04v2.37h-1.42V8.61h3.12c1.39 0 2.24.91 2.24 2.15 0 1.18-.74 1.81-1.46 1.98l1.5 2.54Zm-2.49-3.62c.57 0 1-.34 1-.9s-.43-.9-1-.9h-1.49v1.8h1.49Z\" clip-rule=\"evenodd\"\/><path fill-rule=\"evenodd\" d=\"M2 8c0-2.20914 1.79086-4 4-4h20.5c2.2091 0 4 1.79086 4 4v7.9c0 2.2091-1.7909 4-4 4H6c-2.20914 0-4-1.7909-4-4V8Zm4-2.5h20.5C27.8807 5.5 29 6.61929 29 8v7.9c0 1.3807-1.1193 2.5-2.5 2.5H6c-1.38071 0-2.5-1.1193-2.5-2.5V8c0-1.38071 1.11929-2.5 2.5-2.5Z\" clip-rule=\"evenodd\"\/><\/svg><\/span><\/a><\/span> and <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"rachelmanija\" lj:user=\"rachelmanija\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/rachelmanija.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/rachelmanija.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>rachelmanija<\/b><\/a><\/span> were there. Here is the doorway:<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/herchuckness\/pic\/00069fa7\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/><br \/>The tunnel was quite small, and the roof sloped down sharply about two feet in. I think perhaps the door hadn't been open for very long, there were baby spiders hanging down from each corner just starting to build webs there. Here is the tunnel with flash:<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/herchuckness\/pic\/0006b87g\/s640x480\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>It curved abruptly to the right about four feet in. I stuck my head and shoulders inside the tunnel but couldn't see around the corner. I was too chicken to try and crawl in any further. I probably wouldn't have fit anyway, it was quite small. The place had a strong Miyazaki feel to it - perhaps I would have come out into another world if I'd ventured inside. :)<br \/><a name='cutid2-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/>Because I got terrifically lost in both the JR Kyoto station* and on my way back through downtown Arashiyama**, this shrine and the Gioji moss garden were the only sights I made it to*** in Kyoto. The snobby JET-program girl from England at the hostel scoffed at me - \"You mean you didn't see [insert any big-name temple which all the guide books rave about]?!\" - but I feel I definitely got my money's worth. <br \/><br \/><br \/>* <small>It's huuuuuge! And despite having two maps of the station to work with, the platforms for the train I needed to get to Arashiyama was ridiculously hard to find - neither map mentioned you have to actually <i>leave the station<\/i> and go to a nearby department store around the corner to get to it.<\/small><br \/><br \/>** <small>I'd taken a rickshaw up the hill to Gioji and was quite distracted on the way by the lovely sights and my amusing guide, so I didn't have the best sense of how to get back. I did get some free chewy nutty snack things from the guy at the Arashiyama tourist office though. :)<\/small><br \/><br \/>*** <small>When I got back from Arashiyama the JR Osaka Loop line was broken somehow, so despite being utterly worn out from my hot & sweaty walk earlier, I decided to go to the Kyoto Manga Museum. I found the necessary subway entrance and even got the correct ticket, but then could not find the actual subway station to save my life. I walked all around their underground walkways, popping up onto the surface in various locations which never yielded me a station. Eventually I gave up as the sun was going down, too headachy and tired for further exploration.<\/small>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:herchuckness:183721","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/183721.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=183721"}}],"title":"first set of photos","published":"2009-09-11T22:36:57Z","updated":"2009-09-11T22:36:57Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"japan trip 2009"}},"content":"<a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/67734509@N00\/3908152570\/\" title=\"Navy Burger bot by herchuckness, on Flickr\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/farm4.static.flickr.com\/3422\/3908152570_92ddd961c7_t.jpg\" width=\"100\" height=\"75\" alt=\"Navy Burger bot\" border=\"2\" \/><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/67734509@N00\/3908154588\/\" title=\"first day Fhab haul by herchuckness, on Flickr\" target=\"_blank\"><img src=\"https:\/\/farm3.static.flickr.com\/2605\/3908154588_15f2bccc5e_t.jpg\" width=\"100\" height=\"75\" alt=\"first day Fhab haul\" border=\"2\" \/><\/a><br \/><br \/>Posted select photos from the first day of the trip <a href=\"http:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/67734509@N00\/sets\/72157622332569742\/\" target=\"_blank\">here<\/a>. Many many more on the way, eventually. Yesterday's trip to Yokohama was awesome, we're getting ready to catch the bus to <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Toyohashi,_Aichi\" target=\"_blank\">Toyohashi<\/a> for the fireworks festival. I've been passing out around 9:30 every night but this tour is supposed to last until 1am, I hope I can stay awake. XD"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:herchuckness:183526","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/183526.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=183526"}}],"title":"\u3042\u3042~ \u75b2\u308c\u305f","published":"2009-09-10T08:22:54Z","updated":"2009-09-10T08:22:54Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"japan trip 2009"}},"content":"We just got back from seeing the big bronze Buddha statue & a nearby temple complex in Kamakura. (I forget the name & am too lazy to go upstairs & get the pamphlet.) Lots and lots of walking up & down stairs & all around. My camera batteries died right before we got to the second temple, I plan on stealing copies of my sister's photos. Her camera's better anyway. :)  She just went off to a Navy family meeting, I'm sitting on her couch drinking Yebisu \"The Hop\" beer out of a can and eating these fabulous potato chip veggie stick things while listening to the neighbor kids tear up & down the street on their bikes. We got so tired & sweaty walking around today. <br \/><br \/>We ran into someone at one of the train stations on our way out, she was also from California. She was going the same way & a little bit lost, so we let her tag along with us. We ended up doing the whole trip together, parting ways on the trek back. I found a vending machine at the Kamakura station that sold <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Calpis\" target=\"_blank\">Calpis<\/a> popsicles, they were so goddamn good after all that hiking. I feel like I'm finally getting over the jet lag, just worn out from all the walking. It's no wonder the Japanese are so svelte, heh. Tomorrow we do Yokohama!"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:herchuckness:183111","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/183111.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=183111"}}],"title":"Second morning in Japan","published":"2009-09-10T00:45:00Z","updated":"2009-09-10T00:49:57Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"japan trip 2009"}},"content":"I'm staying at my sister's house in Yokosuka, about an hour southwest of Tokyo. It's been ridiculously hot & muggy & overcast here the past two days, but the heat seems to have broken today and the sky is a clear & breezy blue. We're heading out to see Daibutsu later, and possibly Fujinomiya-shi waterfall. <br \/><br \/>The journey over here was intense - 15 hours of flight, 4 hours commuting & layovers, 2.5 hours on trains, and 2 hours on foot hauling my luggage across Yokosuka. By the time I collapsed (9:30pm in Japan) I'd been up for 25+ hours on about 4 hours sleep the night before. I don't think I would have made it from Narita without my sister guiding me, towards the end there I was swaying where I stood and lacking coherence in any language. XD On the plus side though, staying awake so long slotted me nicely into local sleeping hours. <br \/><br \/>We took it relatively easy yesterday. In the morning we headed out for coffee & currency exchange on base in Yokosuka. By the time we got done with that it was time for lunch, so we walked over to the nearby 5-floor <a href=\"http:\/\/maps.google.com\/maps?f=q&amp;source=s_q&amp;hl=en&amp;q=more%27s+city+wakamatsu+cho,+Yokosuka+City,+Kanagawa+Prefecture,+Japan&amp;vps=5&amp;jsv=174d&amp;sll=35.278199,139.67082&amp;sspn=0.003985,0.006856&amp;ie=UTF8&amp;latlng=11916088626603111235&amp;ei=yESoSt7QHZyQvAOeg6msCQ&amp;cd=2&amp;usq=more%27s+city+wakamatsu+cho,&amp;geocode=FedNGgIdPDJTCA\" target=\"_blank\">More's City<\/a> shopping complex and had deeelicious sizzling steak and jumbo prawns at <a href=\"http:\/\/www.wdi.co.jp\/en\/re-stoneburg.html\" target=\"_blank\">Stone Burg<\/a> on the top floor. Afterwards we shopped our way down through the other floors, I picked up some lightweight sweatshirts and things at <a href=\"http:\/\/www.uniqlo.com\/jp\/\" target=\"_blank\">UniQlo<\/a> and resisted the temptation to buy manga. (They had the Saiyuki stuff right by the door too, it's like they knew I was coming! Dah.) We walked around Wakamatsu-cho, stopping for matcha ice cream and fresh fruit, winding through the strip of bars & \"massage\" parlors across from the base entrance, and then hitting up the 100 yen shops. Worn out by this point we headed back to my sister's place to rest a bit, then back out for a short walk to <a href=\"http:\/\/maps.google.com\/maps?f=q&amp;source=s_q&amp;abauth=bf51e51f%3AOt_o0_wik0QZojb8CRcJcmvzKBI&amp;sll=35.278199%2C139.67082&amp;hl=en&amp;q=fhab%2C+Yokosuka+City%2C+Kanagawa+Prefecture%2C+Japan\" target=\"_blank\">Fhab<\/a> for groceries. I painted & she blogged while we ate dinner & watched one and a half movies on her couch, both of us giving in to exhaustion around 10pm. <a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/>No photos yet - I've been taking them, but I need to renew my Flickr pro account before I can upload any. Lauren's due back from her morning workout any moment. In the meantime I will make more coffee & eavesdrop on the neighbors. Still have some jet lag symptoms - dizziness, swollen feet, headache, etc. - but I'm looking forward to Da Big Green Buddha!"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:herchuckness:182791","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/182791.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=182791"}}],"title":"jealous much? XD","published":"2009-09-04T18:44:55Z","updated":"2009-09-04T18:44:55Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"japan trip 2009"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"work"}}],"content":"<img src=\"https:\/\/pics.livejournal.com\/herchuckness\/pic\/000667fw\" border=\"3\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/>Ahaha. My coworkers crack me up. XD I'm leaving them with a list of tech support phone numbers, a printout of <a href=\"http:\/\/xkcd.com\/627\/\" target=\"_blank\">this xkcd strip<\/a>, and a heartfelt \"Good luck\"."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:herchuckness:182537","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/182537.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=182537"}}],"title":"A Sense of the World","published":"2009-09-01T23:15:49Z","updated":"2009-09-01T23:17:44Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"books"}},"content":"Picked up <a href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Sense-World-Historys-Greatest-Traveler\/dp\/0007161069\" target=\"_blank\">A Sense of the World<\/a> on a whim from a used bookstore last week, thinking I might take it with me on my trip, but I ended up finishing it on Sunday. Fabulous & inspiring read about <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/James_Holman\" target=\"_blank\">James Holman<\/a>, the \"Blind Traveler\", who circumnavigated the world on his own at a time when pretty much nobody did that, sighted or not. <br \/><br \/>Anyone have any good travel\/adventure type books to recommend? Preferably in paperback, to save space. Historical, fantastical, futuristic, mythical settings are all cool with me."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:herchuckness:182438","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/182438.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/herchuckness.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=182438"}}],"title":"arg no x2","published":"2009-08-30T23:36:26Z","updated":"2009-08-30T23:36:26Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"technical difficulties"}},"content":"Annnnnd now the netbook I got for the Japan trip has died! Also, my <a href=\"http:\/\/www.sunbeam.com\/ProductDetail.aspx?section=kitchen&amp;pid=756\" target=\"_blank\">Hot Shot<\/a> is on the fritz. <br \/><br \/>Srsly, wtf. Mercury retrograde isn't for another week, appliances! Get your act together!"}]}