I'm having another of my 'omg friends/former friends are getting married and having babies and living happy lives' emo moments.

I KNOW it's not jealousy and it's not disgust, so I'm not exactly sure what it is. I feel like either crying or killing something, I've had constant headaches, I'm cold all the time, I hardly eat anymore, I never sleep anymore and life's just been sorta stressful and sucky all at the same time.

I've been writing a lot and posting my chapters to SL as per usual and I'm working on that fourth story too, but it's just not keeping me occupied enough to stave off this retarded emotional drag.

I need a vacation. I've never taken formal holidays at work and I'm thinking that I should. I can't afford them and my boss can't afford to keep me at the shop any longer. I dunno what to do.

That's it.