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09 September 2025 @ 12:02 am
*waves to all* I came upon both of these fics late, but they quickly became favorites.

The Winsome Wasp hasn't updated her reboot One More Time since 2016, but she did mention in some comments once she had the story planned out through Season 2. I'm pretty sure it's completely abandoned, but I still check on it every now and then.

PA Boi hasn't updated the latest story To Have and to Hold in his lovely multi-fic universe in just over a year. I really hope it's not abandoned; I miss it!

If anyone in touch with either of these writers, please let them know their absence is noticed and missed.
 
 

I am trying to locate a specific Queer as Folk fanfiction involving Brian and Justin. Unfortunately, I do not recall the title or author, but I remember several key plot elements:



  • Brian experiences a panic attack or other during a flight to New York.

  • A psychologist seated next to him offers assistance and provides a business card, suggesting he seek help.

  • Subsequently, Justin returns to Pittsburgh and chooses not to go back to New York(not sure details).

  • Justin takes on a supportive role, accompanying Brian to therapy sessions.

  • The story features a BDSM dynamic in which Justin is the Dominant partner. This aspect of their relationship plays a therapeutic role in Brian’s emotional recovery.


I would be deeply grateful if anyone recognizes this story and could share a link, reference, or a copy. Any assistance would be appreciated.


[email protected]



Found it: why not with me BY indigo556
https://www.midnightwhispers.net/viewstory.php?sid=1068
 
 
 
05 January 2025 @ 12:53 pm
I’m looking for the fic that Justin had to admit that the House - Britin is incovinient for them after a long time. It’s sad for Justin because he believes that the house is kind of their symbol of love, but they know they have to move out the house for better.

And they ask Jenifer to looking for the new home , they really pissed Jenifer off because they cannot decide which house they want. Actually that’s Justin cannot decide.

Then Jenifer talks to Justin and explains that whatever matter is them, their love, their commitment, their trust, not the house. Justin finally figured it out even though he is still a little scared.

Somehow she find the perfect house for them. On the moving day, Brian gives Justin the rings on the stair of the new house. It seems kind of their private and warming wedding ceremony. Finally Justin believe that they are real for good.

I remmeber the last line of the fic is realy touching: “The empty box stay on the stair, and from now on they take all what matter with them.”

Please help me to find it. Thansk.
 
 
21 May 2021 @ 08:03 am
Justin has been away for some time and comes back and Brian is living with someone/a boyfriend. And there is a moment where Justin and Brian are getting intimate and he realizes Brian has had testicular cancer again and it turns out Brian met the new boyfriend at a cancer support group...

FOUND! Thank you, malibuoreo
 
 
 
I'm looking for a post 513 story where Ben is in the hospital and Michael calls Justin to come home. When Justin walks into the hospital, he sees a strange guy there, and he finds out it's Brian's new boyfriend. An altercation arises between the two, and the guy asks Justin to leave.

Brian and Justin DO get back together. I think the guy realizes he was just temporary. That's all I remember right now,

Thanks for your help.
 
 
 
Hello.

I'm looking for a fic where there was this guy who had a crush on Brian. He somehow joined the gang and like one day they were having dinner at Deb's and the guy was flirting with Brian and suddenly Justin showed up and whispered to Brian something like, "wanna fuck?" and Brian was all abandoned everyone and dragged Justin upstairs.

There was a sequel if I am not mistaken where they all went to Britin to clean up the house after Justin decided to stay in Pittsburgh.

Help me out, I'm going crazy trying to remember the fic. Thanks in advance.

Found in less than two hours!!
 
 
 
It's super vague and I'm not sure at all about the details, so I don't have much hope someone will recognize this. But here it goes:

- Brian receives a phone call or a voicemail while he's at Britin.
- It's either Michael or Lindsay. They are either bitchy, mean, asking for money, dismissive of his relationship with Justin, telling him Justin won't ever come back or something of the kind.
- It makes Brian reassess his relationship with Michael/Lindsay and how he wants his relationship with Justin to work.
- Brian calls Justin or visits him or asks him to come to Britin/Pittsburgh so they can talk.
- They decide to make changes, possibly with Justin leaving New York for good once he has fulfilled his current work commitments.
- They have a strong relationship, of the them-against-the-world kind.

I hesitate to include this, because I'm even less sure that it's in the same fic: it's possible that Justin confesses that his artwork has suffered from being in New York. He's too stressed, maybe because he also has a job as a waiter, and misses Brian and his family. He's depressed or not sleeping well. He didn't want to give up on NY because he felt he would disappoint Brian. But what he really wants is to come home.

EDIT: it's That Happy Feeling by Rizabeau. Thanks everyone!
 
 
Would anyone have a copy of this story I could get, or know where to find it?

I'm also looking for a story where Brian is either a detective or private investigater, and him a Justin go undercover at this homophobic school. Brian pretends to be a teacher, and Justin poses as a student.

Thank you to everyone who could help me with this.
 
 
 
I can't say for certain when it was written since in all honesty, it could have been written years before or even during 2014-15. All I can remember is this very specific scene:

After speaking with Michael, and getting his 'opinion' about Justin being gone, Brian (masochist that he is sometimes) places a late night call to ask Lindsay why she encouraged Justin to go to NY. In a roundabout, totally 'Lindsay' way, she basically tells Brian that he's toxic and did the right thing by letting Justin go. Amid her protests that she 'didn't mean it like that' Brian hangs up after basically and sarcastically telling her 'Thanks for the vote of confidence' before hanging up and deciding to go after Justin.

I know I paraphrased a lot but I'm hoping that someone will catch the gist of this scene and remember the story. Soooo, good people, Any clues?? Please, HELP a sister out!!! I'm having another 'nub-biting' (nails are STILL nonexistent...SMH) moment!

UPDATE: Found by Mamaduck! Link in the Comments. HAPPY READING!💜💜💜
 
 
Hi all! Looking for a fic that has this pretty exact opening within the first 2 chapters. It's really bugging me today with all the snow which has arrived wayyyyyyy tooooooo early (hoping Mother Nature gets the message and takes her meds) in the season! So I'm hoping that this will sound familiar to someone so that I can read it when I finally finish redecorating and shoveling for the day, since be able to actually write later on seems unlikely.

Happy Hunting!

~Nichelle

I had a few little details twisted, like the fact that the 'opening' was at PIFA when Justin visits the Pitts after 11 years. However, thanks to Karen Merkel, this fic request has been FOUND!!! It's "one Heartbeat Away" by Brynneth.

https://midnightwhispers.net/viewstory.php?sid=2977

Happy Reading!
 
 
 
27 October 2018 @ 03:47 pm
I am looking for a story that I believe takes places after the bombing (could be wrong). Brian and Justin are having a conversation about how Justin felt that Brian was not there for him in the early days after his bashing and Brian was hurt by this. I can't remember any other details. I believe it comes out that Justin finds out Brian was there at the hospital. Also, I am looking for any story where Justin is in a relationship with someone else and brian really fights to win him back
 
 
 
Somewhere buried in the anti-Michael fics, there is one where Michael introduces Brian and Justin to friends/colleagues of Ben at a garden party or BBQ. I remember that they offered Justin a job as a TA or gofer (?), not realizing he was a successful painter, because when Michael talked about Justin, he discounted Justin’s achievements. I remember that the couple was embarrassed by their mistake, and perhaps, Justin or Brian offered to visit her class?

Thanks!

Found! Sickness and Health, Good Times and Bad, by PA Boi,
https://midnightwhispers.net/viewstory.php?sid=2888
 
 
 
22 July 2018 @ 08:51 pm
Hello. I am looking for a post 513 fic. I can remember that Justin is in NYC and that Brian shows up at one of his shows. I think that Brian had been ignoring Justin's calls. I also remember that there were pictures in the fic. They went to a restaurant to talk, I think is was called tavern on the green maybe?? Anyway they fight and Justin leaves. Brian is at the bar and pulls out pills to take and the bartender says not too, there are undercover cops. That is all I can remember. And it is driving me crazy lol. Sound familiar to anyone? Thanks

FOUND please see Kinwad comment below
 
 
That's pretty much all I remember, but Michael is upset that Brian and Justin share a bank account when Justin signs a check to Michael. If I remember this is a longer story and this scenne is closer to the end than the beginning. Help?

FOUND by cowboystracker. "A Love That Will Never Grow Old" by bdeviled.
 
 
 

Hey !

So im searhing for a long, old (unfinished i think?) fic where justin and brian are together and they had a daughter, but their daughter died because of a car accident (brian was the driver).

I think at the beginning of the fic justin doesnt eat very well and lost a lot of weight and cant walk/stand on his own.

I think brian and justin live together but they have their own separate room.

If you guys can help me it will be awesome !

Thank you!


FOUND ! link in the comment

 
 
17 February 2018 @ 09:34 pm
I am looking for some fics where Justin has problems with his agent or an art gallery that he has show at.
it can be that his work is mishandled, they put him in a show with Sam aurobauch, that they are rude to him or any other problems that you can think of, I really want to read about him not taking any shit when it comes to his art and career.
Any you can recommend would will be very helpfull to Me.


One found in comments whould love more
 
 
 
10 February 2018 @ 02:49 am
1) I'm looking for Anti-Daphne.

2)I'm also looking for Anti-Lindsay with Good Michael.

3) I also want Custody Battle between Brian/Justin and any relatives. It can be Justin's Parents or Lindsay's Parents or the child's Grandparents, Aunt or Uncle from Another parent other than Brian/Justin.

Brian/Justin Happy Ending


Thank You
 
 
 
01 January 2018 @ 11:13 pm
Hello . I just can't get enough of B/J fics .

This time , I totally forget what the story is . The only thing i can remember is Brian changed his voicemail message all the time and listed down the reason he could not come to the phone and always had "If this is Justin , I still love you" something like that .

Anyone knows the story ?

Thank you :)

Found in record time by teinisydan :) Thank you !!
 
 
 
28 December 2017 @ 09:08 pm
Hello again . Hi .

It seems like Blissink's stories are quite hard to find now and leave me in great despair T_T

I'm looking for One Love by Blissink (?) . I'm not sure if it's the right one actually .

It was something about Brian got into an accident with his boyfriend (?) and Justin got called to come to the hospital . Something like that .

Thank you so much :)

Found !! Again by blklizard :) thank you so muchh !!
 
 
 
 
13 November 2017 @ 08:00 pm
Hi everybody,

Looking for a link to The Great Divide. I don't know who the author is specifics from the story just that its one of the novel length ones I've read and would like to again. Thought I had it bookmarked. I've scrolled through a few of the pages of the "novel length" tag here but didn't find it and lost my patience. LOL! Any help greatly appreciated!

Amy

Found very quickly. Link in comments!
 
 
Hi all. I'm looking for a fic that Justin is in NYC post 513 and runs into Ethan. Justin refuses any help from Brian, but accepts website help from Ethan. Brian finds out and is mad. Justin never told Brian about running into Ethan. Ethan leaves a message on the guestbook of the website. Sound familiar? I just read Art of the Heart by Lois and it made me think of this fic. It's driving me crazy lol.

Thanks
 
 
 
25 June 2017 @ 01:17 am
I'm looking for a fic where B and J buy a house from an old man that was designed by his late partner who was an architect. From what I remember he was really reluctant to sell it until he met B and J and then he knew they were the perfect buyers.
ThAt is literally all I remember. Sorry if my formatting is wrong, new lj user and first time posting. Love your community!

Found Homecoming by wren http://www.mags-nificent.com/MSW/WF/Homecoming.htm

Thank you!!
 
 
 
Okay Darlings,

So the basic plot is listed in the subject line but here is a more in-depth description:

Brian is told by Michael that Justin has found someone else while he's in NY and is not sure how to break it off with Brian. When in truth, he only saw Justin for all of an hour because Justin had to go work at his gallery job and Michael was in town for a comic convention (big surprise! just saying, LOL). Anyway hearing the lie, Emmett sets Brian straight.
Meanwhile, Michael has told Justin the exact same thing, only in regards to Brian.

I know that I have read this fairly recently but for the life of me, I cannot remember the title. HELP!!

Thanks in Advance you all can give me in this quest to save my sanity!

Happy Reading,
~Nichelle

Thanks to cowboytracker, I now know that it's "Bittersweet Promise" by charming1 and Lorie on Kinnetik Dreams. http://www.kinnetikdreams.com/Adminftp/eFiction355/viewstory.php?sid=44

Also, here is another one with this premise called "Tangled Web" by Kimberly http://www.kinnetikdreams.com/Adminftp/eFiction355/viewstory.php?sid=556
 
 
 
I'm looking for the fic where Justin owns a part of Sydney's gallery. Lindsey gets fired because she's incompetent and rude to Jus.

Found, link in the thread :)
if anyone has recs to fics like this please go ahead and add to it if you want.
 
 
08 March 2017 @ 05:28 am

1) a fic where justin attempts suicide and i believe the title was along the lines of "brian kinney is sex". in the fic, justin overdoses on pills but survives and the whole fic was in brian's point of view.

2) a fic where it is set years after the show ends and the word "weird" was in the title. all i remember from the story was one part where brian and justin just got done hiking up some trail and they were tired and laying on their backs when justin tell brian that he has a crush on him.

thanks to anyone who can help. ❤️

edit: BOTH found

 
 
 
23 December 2016 @ 03:29 pm
Hi everybody!
This is my first request. Unfortunately my idea of Brian and Justin post series is not that of the majority of the fandom, so I can't find many fics I fully like (or maybe I don't know where to find them, that's what I hope!).

What I look for in a fanfiction:
- Brian goes to NYC in a near future (like a couple years after 5x13) and they live there. It can start immediately after the end of the series with Brian still in Pittsburgh or when he's already moved.
- No children (other than Gus).
- No wedding. Or rather, some kind of commitment is ok as long as a big classic ceremony is not involved.
- Angst is welcomed but with Brian and Justin together. No break ups, no major character death. And a happy (or at least hopeful) ending. Or it can also be all fluffy and happy feelings.
- As In Character as possible, therefore no character bashing.
- Length wise, I'd love some multi chaptered ones but I'd go with anything.
I checked the b/j live in nyc tag but I'd like some more recs.
Two fics I liked are The Keeping Series by Vamphile and In Quest of Something by ebbj9891. Something vaguely similar would be great.

I know it's a lot to ask! Otherwise do you know some good vacation fics? So I can pretend they live in NY xD

UPDATE: Thanks!! Some recs in the comments but I'm always open to other suggestions :)
 
 
Hey all!

I'm looking for a fic that I read a really long time ago where Justin and Brian are working on their relationship and in doing so I think they go to therapy but I'm not sure. Justin buys a chair that I think he calls the "talking chair" to put in the loft for one of them to sit in when they want to talk to the other about something emotional. It comes out in all of this that Brian attempted suicide multiple times (including on his 30th birthday and I think when Justin left him for Ethan).

All help is appreciated, thanks!

Edit: Found, link in comments. Thanks :)
 
 
 
If anyone has a word/pdf or mobi copy of A Love That Will Never Grow Old and the sequel, Into The Sunset by bdeviled that you can share, I will be forever in your debt...like forever ever. :)

~ Deborah

EDIT: Thank you so much, Kin... for sending me the .doc files for both fics. 👩‍❤️‍👩
 
 
 
PLEASE help with this story.
I read this story awhile back and thought I had it saved. I think it was on Midnight Whispers. Things I kinda remember:
1. Brian and Justin get back together after New York
2. Brian and Justin are broke until Brian starts his new company
3. They open a resort.. They become very rich.. A client asks Brian about Justin and Brian says he can look at Justin but not touch(?)..
5. Michael gets put in prison.. but he gets out thanks to Justin(?) help..

Thanks for any help!!


Found ** It's Forever Yours by Bob*** There is a link in the comments! !!!
 
 
Feeling: boredbored
 
 
 
Hi all! I'm hoping for help locating one specific fic and recs for two other types.

1. I remember Brian taking Justin to the University he went to (Penn, I'm guessing?) and they wind up on the roof of a building Brian had once considered jumping from. A security guard makes them leave. ** FOUND ** This is part of Morpheus' season 3 fics. Thanks to kmboatright!

2. I'd like to read some fics where B & J are in high school together, but that aren't completely depressing angst-fests. It doesn't need to be total fluff, but I'd like something that doesn't focus on Brian being abused, or Justin being sent away, or some other super serious Lifetime movie kinda thing - something that's more typical high school, if that makes sense. Think 'My So-Called Life' or 'Dawson's Creek'. It'd be a bonus if others in the gang are with them, and a jealous Mikey and/or Lindz is always fun. Definitely prefer multi-chap and complete.  ** 1 suggestion in comments, still looking for others **

3. The other type of fic I'm in the mood for are ones where B & J become a power couple, solid and together, but far from 'Stepford fags'. Rather than completely settling into domestic bliss, they're more jetsetters with a measure of celebrity, perhaps. Paeansong's 'Talisman of Time' series (wish she'd come back) seemed headed that direction and is a good example of what I mean. Again, I prefer multi-chap and complete.  ** 1 suggestion in comments, still looking for others **

Any help would be greatly appreciated!
 
 
I read a fic a while ago and from what I remember Justin and Brian are at the loft and Mel shows up with Gus and JR in tow. Her and Linds were having issues or Linds had a break down, I think. When Brian and Justin go down to get the kids from the car, Jus sees twin babies in the back and asks Gus about them. He finds out that they're his. Ring a bell anyone? help XD


EDIT: found really quick! Link in comments.
 
 
 
21 June 2016 @ 03:17 pm
Driving me crazy, I have combed the tags, I know I have read this story!

This is all I remember:

I believe it was novel length?

It's post- 513
Anti Micheal

Daphne basically moves in with Brian because she misses Justin.

The only scene I remember is Daphne and Brian sitting in the loft. Brian and Justin set up webcams in their places and they leave them on all the time.  Justin is in his studio they are all just sitting around, Brian working, Justin painting on New York and Daphne doing homework. Micheal comes Barging in and starts bad mouthing Justin (not knowing that justin can hear and see everything)

Micheal thinks that Brian and Justin broke up.

Please help me.

Found! "Love will Always Win" By Luv_Sam. Link in the comments!
 
 
15 June 2016 @ 12:06 am
Looking for fic were the bombing doesn't happen Brian goes to Australia while justin has moved to New York and Brian comes back and wants to be.with justin but finds out that he is in New York but they reunited in the end.
 
 
 
27 April 2016 @ 03:22 pm
Not a request, but some time ago I recall someone else asking for this fic and it wasn't found, as far as I know. I've looked throgh the last year or so and couldn't find who requested it. Anyway the story is "The End Done Right", by the amazing Vampphile. I know her page is now gone, but I believe it's in the download files in the sidebar.

Hope the interested party reads this... (And Mods, please let me know if this is outside the rules and I'll remoe it.) Thanks.
 
 
 
03 April 2016 @ 07:18 pm
I read this on AO3 but it has since vanished. Brian tells Justin to go to New York, but instead Justin moves into Britin and goes by the name Justin Kinney(I think). Justin finds that there is a huge artist community in West Virginia and paints out of the house Brian eventually finds out and they end up together at Britin and happy...Any one recognize this story?

FOUND Link in comments
 
 
 
Hello. I could swear i read a story post 513 where Justin stays in Pitts instead of going to NYC. Brian wanted him to go though so they broke up. Justin started dating a doctor and i think went back to school. It ends with brian and justin together. Sound familiar to anyone?

Thanks!

EDIT: i found it myself. It is Myrna's abandoned WIP "The One Where Justin has Another Boyfriend and Brian Interferes".
 
 
I remember reading a fic where Brian and Justin get married on the beach, and it was a beautiful but casual ceremony (there were no guests and they were dressed in jeans or something).

I thought it would have been "Trading Places" but it wasn't. It's probably part of a longer fic?

Does anybody remember what fic it is?

Edit: FOUND, it is Choices by England13
http://gihfics.kinnetiks.net/QAF/Fics/by%20Authors/E/England13/

Other suggestions in comments. Thank you everybody!
 
 
 
Brian and Justin take the kids to a themepark for Hjoliday, Disney or Univeral something similar and the story is told from their guides point of view commenting on the fact that the service is not cheap and that the kids are well behaved and how much Brian and Justin Love each other and the kids.  I really enjoyed it as it gave you a really good idea about how happy and successful their life was.  But I can not find or remember the writer hopefullly someone here will recognise it.

Found  it is in Changes the link is in the second comment,  Thank you
 
 
01 March 2016 @ 09:05 pm
Leslie - who is having trouble signing up to LJ - is looking for two fics, so it would be great if someone can help her out.

One story is when Justin runs away he never comes back
He becomes an escort service and Brian finds him and wants to save him, of course it is anti-Michael and David is there a
figures out what Justin has been doing and takes advantage of him then Michael turns him in and they come after him
but in the end Brian finds him

The other story is post season 5 and each chapter is the name of a watch and there is a young boy that pretends to be abused so Brian will take care of him and ignore Justin

Thanks in advance for any help you can give me

Leslie