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Felis
January 2026
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“What I mean is, that the way you feel about that? About being gay? That shame is not yours. It’s not yours, man. That shame belongs to everyone that ever made you feel that you should be ashamed. And that… That is the absolute truth.”
Jared to Jensen in In a Mirror Distorted and Indistinct
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Eurgh.

I guess I should be grateful I got this stomach flu today and not, say, a week from now. Not feeling very grateful at the moment though. Not while my head was halfway down the toilet bowl anyway.


Plus, having puked more or less everything I've eaten today, I am now starving but also feeling too nauseated to actually be able to eat anything. *pouts* *gently pats growling belly*


Not how I planned to spend this Sunday. Plan was to be at the mall buying cute clothes on sale. Went with the girl, started feeling sick soon as we got there, ate a salad in case it was just hunger, gave up twenty minutes later and only just made it home in time. Am now in bed, continuing reading The Lunar Chronicles, now 1/3 done with Winter.

 
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This love letter to Livejournal is making me feel all nostalgic and sad and at the same time frustrated at all the people commenting to say how much they miss it. Like, then why the hell aren't you still here? *kicks wall*

Tumblr is fun and pretty and all but it's crap at actually connecting people or allowing them to communicate. Same for Twitter. And FB is for RL peeps.

And yes, I know I'm crap myself at replying to comments and keeping the connections alive. Feels like my social anxieties managed to move themselves over to online socialisation as well. *groans*



Anyway, I'm spending my sick day drinking tea and eating chocolate and reading J2 coffee shop AUs. (Which makes me really want coffee but it dries out my throat when I'm sick so add that to my misery. Tea just doesn't satisfy my addiction in quite the same way.) Like every single one I can find. It's like the perfect AU when feeling sick. It won't actually make you feel better physically but you get to be emotionally wrecked as well, while starving for coffee and cupcakes.

And it sort of makes me want to make a list of all the creative coffee shop names fanfic writers come up with. All these fic and I still haven't seen the same name pop up twice. In comparison my coffee shop names have been pretty lame ("The Black Bean" and "Chevy's" are the only ones I remember right now) but I do feel rather proud of naming a strip club The Slippery Slope.

 
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I'd never realized before how much people put of themselves in their stories. 70% of the stories we review in class are based on actual things they've done or experienced or seen. I mean sure, I use a lot of stuff from my own life in my stories, but more small things or incidents that pop into my head as I'm writing, the basic plots aren't usually based on facts from my life. Although I do admit I did write a funeral story that was based on funerals I've been to, 3-4 mashed into one. And... uhm... a certain J2 story might be a little more... personal than I usually get. *coughs*

Anyway, moving along.

After realizing this I can't help but reading fic a little differently. Not in the sense that I believe everyone is having buttsecks with their BFFs or hunt demons in their sparetime or that plots are in general based on RL personal experience but that I'm looking at the little things, the stuff that make the story seem more real, you know the stuff I'm talking about. The stuff that makes you feel like you're there, seeing these things, smelling them, even tasting them. (Oh get your mind out of the gutter, I'm talking about food here. Firm juicy meat in your mouth, for example. *g*) Because these are the things I take from RL and I'm realizing chances are these are the things other authors are taking from their lives, too. Something I probably knew, I just never thought about it before.

See what I mean about reading differently? Someone eats something and you wonder, is that the author's favourite food or just something s/he had for dinner last night? They are reading a book and chances are it's the author's favourite, right? Or is it? Etc etc. It's kinda fun if sometimes a bit intruding when you really want to sink into the story, unbothered by potential realities.

Just something I was contemplating.

 
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Stealing hubby's laptop now

I suddenly have this unbelievable craving for barista stories. Please, give them to me. Old, new, don't care. I'm more than fine re-reading old stuff. Don't even care which of them is behind the counter, I just want coffee boys.

Am having the second day of this month's hellish cramps. Can hardly move around.I just want to curl up with some coffee and read about pretty coffee boys. Anyone?

 
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So...



... what are YOU reading right now?

Books, magazines, fic... whatever. What's tickling your literary fanny?


At the moment I'm reading The Chameleon's Shadow by Minette Walters.

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Anyway, enough about that. It's sharing time. Dish. What are YOU feasting your eyes on right now?

 
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Rambling about fanfic and SPN S3. Cut for spoilers.Collapse )

 
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I just got home and the Jared/Jensen love explosion on my flist is just beautiful. Those boys... I swear they are out to kill us with their adorable love for one another. *dies of cuteness*

You know, someone needs to gather in one place everything these guys have ever said about or to each other that has been recounted in interviews and reports. Like esorlehcar did for Dominic Monaghan and Billy Boyd here. Seriously, whenever I need some slashy squeeing I read that list. So wonderful. Is there a list of Jensen and Jared interviews somewhere for reference?

And how about the RPS Wiki kinda thing? What happened to that? StalkersInquiring minds like to know. God knows I've been pulling my hair out looking for the right quote or info from time to times.


Man, I'm just drowning in the Jsquared love. Squeeeee!! I'm just itching to write but since I'm doing NaNo I really shouldn't. Even if I managed 2300 words today I'm still 7000 words behind schedule. *sighs* I am whoever indulging myself in some AU J2 reading in the evenings when I've gone braindead from too much writing, namely Things I Learned My Freshman Year of College by ashley, but I have a feeling I'm the last person in the fandom to read that. So good. I'm up to chapter 20.

 
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Reading The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini

Sometimes I wish books, like fic, came with warnings.



[ETA. Possible spoilers in comments.]

 
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