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Felis
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WannaBBritn: For reals! U shold c my bro. Hes rly hawt
Justin<3Me: Not as hot as Orli, rite?
WannaBBritn: No1s as hawt as Orli!
Girly!Sam/OFC in Some Girls Are Bigger Than Others
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5 Post-story drabbles

Morning After
(Post Breakfast a la Jimmy for aschicca. 1oo words)


The room was dark, the air hot and heavy. David’s body ached in ways that smothered any chances of things not being what they seemed.

His arm was asleep from the weight of a head resting upon his shoulder. Warm breath brushed his ear. An arm was slung over his waist, fingers curled loosely against his stomach. Toes dug into his calves.

He waited for the signs of panic, for thoughts of regret to twist his gut. Nothing happened.

He slipped his fingers in between James’, braiding them together, and gently pulled him closer, careful not to wake him up.



Belief Is A Three Letter Word
(Post Pleiades for deirdre_c. 100 words.)


Dean won’t ever tell Sam this, but for the longest time, he thought it was all for nothing.

The symbols he’d carefully drawn with shaky hands upon Sam’s skin. The sacred words he’d whispered over and over until his voice became too hoarse to be heard. The silent prayers he’d addressed to a God he didn’t even believe in.

Three times Sam stopped breathing. Once his heart gave out.

Four times Dean thought, ‘This is it. This is how we die.’

He still doesn’t believe in God, but lying awake with Sam asleep in his arms, he thanks Him anyway.



Trick Or Treat
(Approx 6 months post Differences Aside for catvampcrazines. 100 words.)

“You sure, honey? I still have that Batman costume somewhere…”

“Mom!” Liam hissed, cheeks blushing. “I don’t wanna dress up. Besides, someone has to hand out the candy.”

“Alright.” She kissed his cheek. “We’ll be back before midnight so you boys behave.”

He nodded impatiently then eagerly shoved his parents out the door. He had two of his favourite things, Spike and candy, and combining them in a make-out session on the couch was tonight’s plan.

“So…” said a voice and he turned around to find Spike grinning at him. “Batman, eh?”

He was going to kill his mother.



Eye Of The Beholder
(Two years post Differences Aside for thatotherperv. 100 words)


Spike woke up to the sound of a soft pencil shifting purposefully over paper and the smell of burnt toast sliding through the air as the teapot whistled in vain. One of those mornings, he thought lazily and drifted back to sleep. Breakfast could wait, Liam would snap out of his trance soon enough.

The walls on their tiny apartment were covered in drawings like this. Spike sleeping. Spike reading. Spike playing the guitar. He’d feel embarrassed but the Spike in Liam’s drawings was very different from the one he faced in the mirror.

Thankfully Liam loved both of them.



Pretty In Pink
(Post Some Girls Are Bigger Than Others for winchestergirl. 200 words.)


“So…” Sam starts and Dean shoots him a wary glance. Sam’s ‘So’ sentences usually bring trouble.

“What?” he finally asks when all Sam does is smirk at him.

“So… lip-gloss turns you on, huh?”

His face goes instantly hot. Damn. “What? No.”

“Really? So if I did this…” Sam pulls the pink gloss out of his pocket and unscrews the cap, releasing the smell of strawberries. “It would have no effect on you whatsoever?”

Dean swallows when Sam turns the rearview mirror his way and then runs the glossy tip meticulously over his lips. “Dude, wha-what are you doing?”

“Isn’t it obvious?” Sam says and puckers his lips as he checks out his reflection. “Is this really my color? Maybe I should go with something a little more…”

With a curse Dean hits the brakes and the car skids to a screeching halt by the side of the road. He grabs Sam by the neck and kisses him hard, tasting lip-gloss and Mountain Dew, and he’s so hard he’s having trouble breathing. When he finally pulls away they’re both gasping and Sam’s staring at him, eyes dazed.

“Pink,” he pants and rubs his thumb over Dean’s lips. “Definitely your color.”

 
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Fic: Differences Aside, Epilogue

Look what I've got! Took a bit longer than I expected. Never knew getting two cute boys naked and actually doing a bit more than groping would prove such an ordeal. Seriously! But now it's done and I really hope you like it. It has angst, it has Liam babbling and finally teh sex! Enjoy! Thanks to sangpassionne for betaing. *hugs her* The previous chapters are here.

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Feedback would be wonderful. I know I owe replies to fb for other stories but life has been a bit of a bugger recently as you might know. I'll get to it though, I promise. *hugs you all*

 
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Mood: accomplished
Music: Baby crying. Guess I better go pick him up.
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Fic: Differences Aside, Chapter 17 (Final)

Ok. Here it is. Think I'll skip the prologue this time and just let you have it.

Previous chapters are here


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I promise with all my heart that I will respond to feedback for this tomorrow. And I will get to the others as soon as I can.

*hugs and snogs and snuggles*

Epilogue over here

 
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Fic: Differences Aside, chapter 16

I've been at home with the sick boy all day. And for once I didn't take the opportunity to nap when he did. Instead I sat down and finished this chapter. I must warn you, I have no medical training so I'm guessing most what I say here is crap and bs but this is what I wanted to happen so there. *sticks out tongue* I'm guessing there is no more than one chapter left. Look at that, me actually finishing a WIP. Anyway, same warnings as before. Previous chapters are here


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Feedback would be wonderful. Again I'm behind on replying to them but on the bright side, you did get a new chapter instead.*nods enthusiastically*

Finished here

 
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Fic: Differences Aside, chapter 15

Ok, here it is. I guess I should add extra warnings for this one, mostly for angst reasons, but I'm guessing if you really like this story you won't skip this chapter whatever it contains. Thanks to bunnyohare for taking a look because I was worried Spike's story might be too long.

Anyway, angst alert and I hope it meets your expectations.

Earlier chapters are here


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I'm off to answer the feedbacks for Chapter 14 now. I know I'm bad at replying but things have been rather hectic around here with family drama and stomach bugs. Rest assure, your opinions are very much appreciated

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Fic: Differences Aside, Chapter 14

I hate being depressed. I want to be happy and smiling and thinking about porn. Actually, most of all I would wish for a day just for me. A day when I don't have to think about the kids, don't have to go to work, don't have to do anything except be alone and read and write and eat something good. (Which means ordering home cos I'm so not gonna cook) How sad is that when what you really want is nothing?

Anyway, I'm not the only one down. hellsbells is still missing and people are sick, depressed and unemployed. Heck, we could all need a day off with nothing but porn and chocolate. Well, I don't bring you porn, I don't even bring you chocolate. I do however bring you angst which might somewhat ruin my plan of brightening up your day now I think of it. Hmmm...

Well, here it is anyway. It is a bit repetitive; basement, school, Liam being horny, but it all has a purpose. I think. Same warnings as before. Earlier chapters are here. Hope you enjoy.


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Feedback would be lovely.

And I still haven't made that DA icon I was thinking of so for now this one by preetybird will have to do. Life is full of shit and then you die and come back and more shit happens and you disappear and fuck, it's all a mess. Miss you sweetie, just so you know, maybe I shouldn't but I can't help it. Hope you're still reading.

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Fic: Differences Aside, chapter 13

I had written the last part of this chapter so often in my head, lying in bed late at night, that I was kinda surprised that it wasn't already typed in. Guess me and the PC aren't one yet. Anyway, this is a dark chapter but I want to explain that the people in question are fanatics, not normal at all. But if anyone is offended in any way I'm sorry, even if I'm not sure for what. Anyhooo...

'Same procedure as last year, madam?'
'Same procedure as every year.'

Or for those of you less cinematically enlightened, same warnings as before. AU Human, slash, teenage love and all that shit. Earlier chapters are here


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Feedback would be especially welcome for this one.

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Mood: contemplative
Music: CSI on TV
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Fic: Differences Aside, Chapter 12

More teasing I'm afraid. But you get a glimpse into Spike's mind and what's going on. I realise I'm posting this on the worst day ever since most of you are munching on turkeys today and have no time for porn. How awfully sad that is. Anyway, previous chapters are here.


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Feedback? Well, it's Thanksgiving so...

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Fic: Differences Aside, chapter 11

My co-worker was at the dentist and just called to say she won't be in more today so guess what? You get it a little earlier than planned.

I know I left it hanging last time. Couldn't be helped and besides, it was fun being evil. *eg* Well, I'm afraid you won't get any answers yet. Bear with me, folks. Instead you get drama and a blowjob. I hope that's all right. Anyway, previous chapters are here.


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Feedback? Yes, please. *licks you*

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Mood: devious
Music: Some 60's song on the radio
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Fic: Differences Aside, Chapter 10

I was going to reply to feedback before I posted but I'm feeling like shit and even if I'm gonna begin I doubt I will be able to reply to all of them tonight. And dude, there are so many! Have never gotten so many feedbacks to anything I've ever written before. Makes me feel very honoured. I just hope I can keep up to your expectations.

Anyway, previous chapters are here. We get a little more of Spike's POV in this, cos Liam just keeps sleeping and missing all the angst. So, I give you...


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Feedback would be wonderful. I love every one of them.

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Fic: Differences Aside, chapter 9

Quiet day at work today so I'm very glad I took with me my disk with stories I'm writing. So because my co-worker is sick you get this a whole day earlier than I anticipated. Was gonna reply to feedback first but think I'd rather post this first so I can point people in the right direction. (What? They keep asking for more, this way I can tell them there is some. *eg*) Anyway, same warnings as before and previous chapters are here


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Damn, my long fake eyelashes are at home but just imagine I'm batting them at you because feedback would be so lovely.

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Mood: happy
Music: Some kids coming. Damn. 'Go away, I'm reading porn!'
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Fic: Differences Aside, Chapter 8

Sorry I've been away for a couple of days if anyone noticed *hugs evilmaniclaugh* except for a little flist reading. I've actually been writing. Yay for me. One chapter of this and another half finished. God, it's fun to have a laptop. To bad I have to return it on Monday. *pouts*

Anyway, this chapter has a bit of a change, it's from Spike's POV. Yes, I know, stupid to change after so many chapters with only Liam's POV but it couldn't be helped since... well, Liam isn't there most of the time. Not digging too deep though, even when we're peeking into his mind Spike keeps his thoughts mostly to himself.

Same warnings and stuff as last time. Previous chapters are here.


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Feedback? *Bambi eyes* (Big fake eyelashes really do the trick)

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Mood: sleepy
Music: I'll do my crying in the rain / A-ha
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Fic: Differences Aside, chapter 7

I know I said I was going to reply to feedback first but I also said I was going to post another chapter tonight. Well, taking a nap and then going to dinner to my brother's house (where I drank a lot of red wine) has made it impossible for me to fulfill both promises and somehow I think you'd rather have this than the replies. So anyway, same warnings and stuff, with previous chapters here I give you... *drums*


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Do I dare ask for feedback? *Bambi eyes and wobbly lip*

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drunk
Mood: drunk
Music: Red, red wine / Simply Red
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Fic: Differences Aside, chapter 6

Guess it's right that porn can make everything seem brighter. I should be in bed so I don't look like a ghost tomorrow but instead I was writing. So here it is, the sixth chapter of Differences Aside. Now in this chapter there is some technical shit I haven't worked out or decided what really should be yet. You'll understand it when you read it. And no, it's not the big scary thing because that would really put a damper on their future relationship. So bear with me, all will be revealed, as soon as I figure out what 'all' is.

Previous chapters are here

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I actually do want feedback even if I'm lousy at returning it. So sorry about that. I'm gonna try reply to feedback for chapter 5 tomorrow, if I have time, or at least the day after that. Life's been hectic but it's still bad manners, I know. *hangs head in shame*

*hugs and snogs*

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Fic: Differences Aside, chapter 5

Thank you all so much for the great feedback I've gotten for this series. It's a lot different from what I've written before and rather challenging so it's so good to know you're liking it. I will reply to them, hopefully tomorrow, since LJ is being a bitch tonight. As before unbeta'd, AU Human Punk!Spike/Shy!Liam. Previous chapters are here. Sorry, it's rather short.


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I'd love your feedback on this. *hugs*

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Fic: Differences Aside, chapter 4

Yay! Managed to write two chapters of this today. Obviously my muse lives in that café because it seems the only place where I can write these days. A high maintenance bitch she is. Anyway, thus I give you chapter four, which I'm afraid is rather long but hey, it's smutty! And I might even give you chapter five tomorrow. Unbeta'd which some people find a crime but damn I'm too impatient to wait. My journal, my story, my rules. Kick me if you find it full of errors or just crappy.

AU Human. Earlier chapters are here.

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Feedback would really make my day. Sorry, I haven't replied to the ones for last chapter, working on it now *lowers eyes in shame*

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Mood: accomplished
Music: James Bond: Diamonds are forever on TV
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Fic: Differences Aside, chapter 3

Posting this for the wonderful evilmaniclaugh who is breaking my heart over at the_porn_studio and with all the fic she's writing lately. You need to do some comedy soon, girl or I'm gonna end up in a puddle of tears.

Short chapter this time. Keeping you on your toes, my friends. Anyway, earlier chapters are here.


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I will love your feedback and give it cookies

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Mood: giddy
Music: Leader of the pack (no not really)
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Fic: Differences Aside, chapter 2

Well, look at that. Another chapter of this. As before AU Human and unbeta'd. Think I might dedicate this part to kitty_poker1 and spikes_heart since it happens to be their birthday. *smooches*

Previous part is here

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Give me some feedback then. You know you want to.

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Fic: Differences Aside, chapter 1

Help me Joss, I think I'm possibly starting another series. I was thinking of what to do with those drabblerequests and catvampcrazines asked for a Liam/Spike piece. And when trying to think off how to play it this bunny bit my bottom and well, no drabble will do it justice. So instead I give you the first chapter of...

Title: Differences Aside
Pairing: Liam/Spike
Rating: NC-17 I'm sure as it goes along
Summary: AU Human. Punk!Spike and shy!Liam find out they have at least one thing in common.
Warning: Unbeta'd because... well, I am a impatient whore and wanted to post this right away. Kick me if it's dreadful. Gently though. With soft slippers maybe.

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Next part is here

What do you say? More? Well I want to write more, already have actually, so it's more of a give-me-feedback-you-ungrateful-lot than an actual question. *smooch*

 
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Mood: bouncy
Music: Jeeves and Wooster on TV (DVD)