“It wasn’t ruined. My night. Not completely.” He glances up at Dean, noticing the confused frown on his face. “I mean… you came.”
Sam to Dean in A Moment of Normalcy (In Our Life of Chaos)
First off, sorry the AO3 link was missing for the fic I posted on New Year's Eve. I swear I put it in but LJ has this annoying habit of sometimes changing coding if you edit a post, which I had to do as I forgot something, and so it apparently removed the link. *kicks it* I have rectified the error and I would love for you to read the fic, if that's your thing. I worked on it for about 8 months and I'm pretty damn proud of it.
Second, there are rumours that LJ plans to delete all non-Russian accounts. We have heard similar threats but it seems this time it might happen. I have imported this journal to DW and I recommend you do the same. I love this place, it holds so many good memories for me, and even if I've preserved my own journal it saddens me to no end to think of all the journals of lost friends that might get deleted and lost forever.
I don't know how many of you are still out there, seeing this, but if this is it, please take care. You have been the best. Please feel free to friend me on DW, I've got the same name there as here.
Title: Brimstone (For now only on AO3) Author: felisblanco Rating: NC-17 Pairing: Sam/Dean Word count: 61.420 Warnings: Referenced non-con. Scary memories and flashbacks of Hell, some quite vivid. Canon violence. Summary: Dean crawls out of his grave four months after he was buried, clothes stinking of decay, soul tattered, body all shiny and new. But he’s fine. Everything is fine. Sam is fine. Bobby is fine. Everything is fine. Except… Hell has left him tainted. And Heaven seems to think he’s its puppet. And Sam… Sam is acting weird. But Dean’s fine. Well, he will be. He just has to get rid of this one thing first. Author’s note: Here it is, my almost-annual New Year’s Eve fic! This time it's a slightly different take on ep. 401-402, meant to fit in with the rest of s4. More or less. The idea was born while chatting to Candygramme way back in April about how much I love the detail of Dean wearing Sam’s clothes in 401 since he obviously didn’t have his own. From there it spun into this… malodorous thing. You'll see what I mean. Also, I feel I should mention, before anyone goes off, that this Castiel is as he was shown in the beginning, a terrifying powerful ethereal being. It’s been a battle to get this done in time but finally it came together. Phew. As always, the lovely Candygramme has my deepest gratitude for not only betaing but for being my biggest cheerleader and never tiring of asking me how I was getting on. Thank you, darling. Happy New Year!
Title: Blótfórn Author: felisblanco Pairing:None Rating: PG Word Count: 6904 words Summary: Dean is having a hard time forgiving Sam for the events of 1.10 Asylum, especially after Sam leaves without a word. It’s not until Dean speaks to their dad that he starts to worry that Sam might be in trouble. Author's note: Written for nekkiotine for the Krampus Christmas Challenge. I didn't really manage to work in any of the prompts, this idea kinda just took over, I’m sorry, so none of them made their way into the fic, even if I tried. But! I think I delivered on the preference part, despite not being much of a gen or horror writer. Beware, this might make you cry. But then again, this is Krampus, not Secret Santa. Muhahahaha! Title is the Icelandic word for pagan sacrifice. Beta'd by candygramme who I also want to thank for running this (hopefully annual) challenge. It was a blast. Also available on AO3
“Do we need to talk about this?”
Dean glanced at Sam’s open and sincere face, the guilt in his eyes. At the badly hidden defiance that was still there, despite the earlier apology. Dean looked away.
His chest hurt like a motherfucker.
“I’m not really in the sharing and caring kinda mood.”
Fic: The End of the Road (The Start of a Journey). SPN. Sam/Dean. PG
Wednesday, November 19th 2025 11:41pm
Title: The End of the Road (The Start of a Journey) Author: felisblanco Pairing:Dean Winchester / Sam Winchester Rating: PG Word Count: 3122 words Summary: Sam is finally in Heaven and Dean couldn't be happier Author's note: Five years today since Supernatural ended. And it really did have the perfect ending. Sam and Dean together, safe, free, forever. Love it.Anyway, I wrote a coda for the Pilot on the 20th anniversary so I thought I'd do a coda for the finale on its 5th anniversary. It was written in quite a hurry, so keep that in mind. My beta, the ever patient candygramme assured me it was sweet but not too mushy. Thank you, darling. As usual I tinkered with it a bit after she was done, so all errors are mine. Also available on AO3
Fic: There Must Be Something That Remains. SPN. Sam/Dean. G
Saturday, September 13th 2025 11:55pm
Title: There must Be Something That Remains Author: felisblanco Pairing:Dean Winchester / Sam Winchester Rating: G Word Count: 2190 words Summary: The air in the car is thick with grief and shock and the acrid smell of destruction. Dean is itching to roll down the window. He feels like he’s choking on the stink of what, for the grace of God, could have been Sam. Burned, grilled, charred to a husk. Dead, dead, dead. Author's note: Twenty years ago today Supernatural aired its very first episode. For fifteen years we followed Sam and Dean through thick and thin, love and loss, life and so many deaths. Five years after we said goodbye to the boys, the fandom is still going strong, gaining new viewers, new fic writers, new readers, new fan artists and meta writers every day. All because of two brothers who repeatedly saved the world but, more importantly, always chose each other, breaking the rules of Heaven and Hell if needed, because what is the point of anything if they're not together? It really was the epic love story of Sam and Dean, however you choose to interpret it. I, of course, choose Wincest. I wanted to commemorate the occasion of this anniversary somehow and what better episode to focus on than the pilot, where it all started. Or, well, right after the pilot. A coda of some sort. Beta'd by candygramme but as always I couldn't help tweaking and adding to it, so blame me for all errors. And the lack of sex. Or anything really. But it's still there. In my mind the Wincest is always there. And if I'd thought of it sooner I might have done a coda to every episode, picturing their slow descend into each other's arms. But as it is, this is all you get. For now. We'll see. Title taken from the lyrics to Fire of Unknown Origin by Blue Öyster Club. It seemed fitting.
Fic: Black Sky / Red Earth. Sam/Dean. NC-17. For the SPN Eldritch Reverse Bang 2025
Tuesday, April 15th 2025 11:02pm
Fic Title:Black Sky / Red Earth (for now only on AO3) Author:felisblanco Artist:quickreaver Genre: Horror Pairing: Dean Winchester / Sam Winchester Rating: Explicit Word Count: 53.729 words Warnings: Graphic Depictions of Violence Tags: Eldritch, Prophetic Dreams, Demonic Possession, Possessed Child, Underage Touching, Hurt Dean Winchester, Implied/Referenced Torture, Implied/referenced rape/non-con, Eldritch Reverse Bang, Season/Series 5 Summary: So, according to some scary-ass dreams Dean’s been having, a couple of pre-biblical mega monsters––think Cthulhu vs Balrog on steroids––are gonna have it out on Earth, leaving the planet scorched dead, unless he and Sam stop some stupid kid from waking the damn things up. Like they aren’t already busy averting the first apocalypse! Seriously, Heaven and Hell can go screw themselves, far as Dean is concerned. Also, are they sure these are real premonitions? Because Dean’s pretty sure Sam isn’t actually planning to kiss him. Author's note: Written for spneldritchbang's Reverse Bang 2025. I was lucky enough to get to work with the amazing quickreaver as her wonderful art piece captured my heart right away. It's just so beautiful and plain awe inspiring. And then she went ahead and made more which seriously made my jaw drop. Please make sure to go to her AO3 art post and tell her just how amazing she is. Thank you so, so much, I really hope I managed to do your incredible art justice. Also, thank you, candygramme, for endlessly cheering me on and being an awesome beta. As always I've tinkered with it since then, so all and any errors are mine. And last but not least, thank you enteselene for running this bang with pure excellence!
Title: Haven Author: felisblanco Pairing: Jensen Ackles/Christian Kane Rating: NC-17 Word count: 109.537 words Summary: Running a queer friendly bar in the goddamn Bible belt wasn't exactly Chris's dream but hell, if he can make a few people's lives easier by providing a haven for them to drink, dance and just be themselves, he's happy enough. Until the day the most beautiful, broken boy he's ever seen in his life walks into his bar, looking for a gig. There's no going back after that. Warnings: Oh so many. This is a fic about trauma (and love!). Underage. Age difference. References child abuse, emotional, physical and sexual. Violence. Gay bashing. Internalized homophobia. Medical inaccuracies. Unintentional transphobia (ignorance, not malice). Excessive consumption of alcohol. Author's note: There are a lot of notes and a playlist(!!) after the fic. Beta'd (and cheered on) as always by the wonderful candygramme. Banner and soundtrack art by my ever loyal winchestergirl. Also available on AO3.
Banner for Haven by Felisblanco. By winchestergirl
So… I started this one a little over two years ago. Mainly because I’d been rewatching Leverage and fell head over heels in love with Christian Kane to the point that I started listening to country music. Very embarrassing. When I came back to myself (and Jensen's patiently waiting arms) I was more than halfway into what ended up as this 110K monstrosity. And, well, there's no way through but forward.
Now, Chris has featured in quite a few of my stories before, both AUs and others closer to canon. He, or rather Lindsey McDonald, has even been in some of my Buffy stories. And every damn time my muse has tried to needle him into whatever OTP I was working with. In the end she got her way, not only adding him to Jensen and Jared in my Sex and Coffee AU verse but to Spike and Angel in my Buffy AU fireman/cop story. What can I say, Leverage bit me with the polyamorous bug. Anyway, apparently that wasn’t enough, my muse kept insisting he’d get some sweet lovin’ just for him. Well, I hope she's happy now.
