I've been sobbing for the past hour reading the last story. if you are prepared
I think one reason why I'm still prone to bouts of sobbing, after the fact, is that... no one else knows. Harry's greatest achievement, love? No one else will know, will understand, will remember. Severus will, but... People will be remembered, put in history books, but only for know facts/rumors. Without memory, its almost as if it has disappeared like vapors of a dream.
And that makes me cry.
*blames yukipon*
I'm a sucker for tragedy and inevitability in Harry Potter fics, as much as I try to stay away from them. And staying up to five in the morning isn't a good habit I've gotten myself into. Though I occasionally get interesting thoughts late at night. like how at times, the harry/severus dynamic echoes so strongly of the shuichi/yuki pairing... which could be why i'm so drawn to it. Huh.
on a less depressing-why-dont-i-just-kill-myself-n ow note (yes, I am horribly influenced by my reading material), I started coming up with a comic book/superhero-verse idea. Well, I have two of the characters partially fleshed out, and a third's possible introduction. But yeah. I was /sketching/. *shock, horror*
how long
how long will i
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I think one reason why I'm still prone to bouts of sobbing, after the fact, is that... no one else knows. Harry's greatest achievement, love? No one else will know, will understand, will remember. Severus will, but... People will be remembered, put in history books, but only for know facts/rumors. Without memory, its almost as if it has disappeared like vapors of a dream.
And that makes me cry.
*blames yukipon*
I'm a sucker for tragedy and inevitability in Harry Potter fics, as much as I try to stay away from them. And staying up to five in the morning isn't a good habit I've gotten myself into. Though I occasionally get interesting thoughts late at night. like how at times, the harry/severus dynamic echoes so strongly of the shuichi/yuki pairing... which could be why i'm so drawn to it. Huh.
on a less depressing-why-dont-i-just-kill-myself-n
how long
how long will i
slide