regression

Yeah, I kinda broke down last night...And I was doing so well. I kept thinking, where did I lose myself, and the mood spiraled downwards from there....

I was trying to find all of my papers with my fanfics...and couldn't. I found my binder with the story i was writing in...eighth grade? Wow, that was a long time ago...But I couldn't find the folder that I had my other stories in. Assuming they were even in a folder. The last I remember is having them in the back of my clipboard, but I know I took them out (put them somewhere else) and replaced them with my doujinshi translation work. If anyone has a clue, please let me know...


I'm vaguely balanced now -- not completely strung out -- plus, I'm in NH. I'm SOL for finding the fics here, so *shrug*.

I really hope that I don't lose them. Or forget them. So I'll be listing them here.


merge-verse
fut-verse
in dreams
....and i think theres others...need to find them