dammit
oh, fuck it all...
I'm trying to find this story.
Its either a Snape-as-harry's-father, Snape-mentors-harry, or SSHP pairing. Umm...at some point in the fic, prolly the middle? Harry gets these "visions" of the future tagged onto his voldemort visions. He talks to remus about them, and remus says that they're probably just symbolic of his current feelings. Some of these half-visions include being trapped in a stone room, and being blind, and calling malfoy "brother" and punching out ron. Later, he is captured by voldemort and the visions turn out to be coming true. Voldemort finds out that Harry is deathly afraid of needles, and orders lucius and sev to torture him with red hot needles. Sev has the excuse that his hands cant be stained by blood, i think, but holds harry. Very angsty, seeing as they dont hate eachother. Also, harry cant fight back because his magic was damaged when he gave bone marrow to petunia, who had leukemia. AAAAANd, in the course of the torture, needles are stabbed into harry's eyes. Ummm...some time later he's back in the school infirmary, i think....and cant see.... And its gone. I cant remember much else, except i think draco gave his father the address of the dursleys after seeing the envelope of the letter vernon sent asking harry to help his wife. And that snape polyjuiced as lupin while escorting harry in the muggle world. And dudley is kinda nice. And petunia dies. and vernon goes awol blaming harry.
Now that i think of it, it prolly isnt severitus, but snape and harry are the major players of the story, and they aren't antagonistic towards eachother.
yeah.... i had to write that down, so i can continue looking for the damn story. One good thing about the futile search through my archives isthat i found at least ten stories that had been updated a long time ago, that i hadnt read the updates for. Unfortunately, considering the fact that i have about three hundred storylines i have to sort through before i figure out what had happend previously in the story....it gets kinda confusing.
I'm trying to find this story.
Its either a Snape-as-harry's-father, Snape-mentors-harry, or SSHP pairing. Umm...at some point in the fic, prolly the middle? Harry gets these "visions" of the future tagged onto his voldemort visions. He talks to remus about them, and remus says that they're probably just symbolic of his current feelings. Some of these half-visions include being trapped in a stone room, and being blind, and calling malfoy "brother" and punching out ron. Later, he is captured by voldemort and the visions turn out to be coming true. Voldemort finds out that Harry is deathly afraid of needles, and orders lucius and sev to torture him with red hot needles. Sev has the excuse that his hands cant be stained by blood, i think, but holds harry. Very angsty, seeing as they dont hate eachother. Also, harry cant fight back because his magic was damaged when he gave bone marrow to petunia, who had leukemia. AAAAANd, in the course of the torture, needles are stabbed into harry's eyes. Ummm...some time later he's back in the school infirmary, i think....and cant see.... And its gone. I cant remember much else, except i think draco gave his father the address of the dursleys after seeing the envelope of the letter vernon sent asking harry to help his wife. And that snape polyjuiced as lupin while escorting harry in the muggle world. And dudley is kinda nice. And petunia dies. and vernon goes awol blaming harry.
Now that i think of it, it prolly isnt severitus, but snape and harry are the major players of the story, and they aren't antagonistic towards eachother.
yeah.... i had to write that down, so i can continue looking for the damn story. One good thing about the futile search through my archives isthat i found at least ten stories that had been updated a long time ago, that i hadnt read the updates for. Unfortunately, considering the fact that i have about three hundred storylines i have to sort through before i figure out what had happend previously in the story....it gets kinda confusing.