{"@attributes":{"version":"2.0"},"channel":{"title":"Existential Malaises","link":"https:\/\/existentialm.livejournal.com\/","description":"Existential Malaises - LiveJournal.com","lastBuildDate":"Tue, 07 Mar 2017 00:22:51 GMT","generator":"LiveJournal \/ LiveJournal.com","copyright":"NOINDEX","image":{"url":"https:\/\/l-userpic.livejournal.com\/127105366\/80985627","title":"Existential Malaises","link":"https:\/\/existentialm.livejournal.com\/","width":"100","height":"100"},"item":[{"guid":"https:\/\/existentialm.livejournal.com\/1395.html","pubDate":"Tue, 07 Mar 2017 00:22:51 GMT","title":"Prim And Proper (Part 1) Steve Rogers x Reader","author":"existentialm","link":"https:\/\/existentialm.livejournal.com\/1395.html","description":"“If anyone had asked [Y\/N] a year ago what her life would be like now, then never in a million years had she thought that it would be as complicated as it was today. After all, she considered herself a virtuous and drama-free girl, who (yes, okay) did low-key enjoy observing drama amongst other people, but tried not to get involved in any of it of it herself. Looking at her life now, she knew the same could not be said anymore…”<\/i>

[Y\/N] never knew that unrequited love could turn her into a person she no longer recognized, and after she learned about a dangerous secret it began to consume her.

Characters<\/b>: Steve Rogers, Wanda Maximoff, Clinton Barton, Sam Wilson, Sharon Carter.

Pairing<\/b>: Steve Rogers x Reader

Ratings<\/b>: Mostly PG13, but slow-burn to M.

A\/N<\/b>: Promise it’s not as dark and twisted as the summary makes it sound… Ok, I suppose that’s debatable, haha. Happy reading! Hope you like it! Do let me know via likes\/comments?!

Available on Tumblr<\/b><\/a> and AO3<\/b><\/a>.

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Pairing<\/b>: The Winter Soldier x Reader

Words<\/b>: 4536

Warnings<\/b>: slightly angsty, swearing, explicit smut, dubious consent (read it ‘til the end though - trust me), some fighting, basically porn with a plot.

A\/N:<\/b> Just to give context, this story takes place at The Red Room in the 1960s so our wonderful Bucky cognitively only knows he is The Winter Soldier. You, my dear reader, are in the Black Widow program, and not too happy about it. Italics indicate thoughts or flashbacks. I don’t know what else to say. I’m trash<\/i>.

Summary<\/b>: An encounter that she was never meant to experience. Ten words that she should never have uttered. A feeling that consumed her in ways she never thought possible. [Y\/N] always played with fire, but she never knew how good it would feel to burn.

Find it on tumblr<\/b><\/a>\/AO3<\/b><\/a>.","comments":"https:\/\/existentialm.livejournal.com\/1221.html?view=comments#comments","category":["bucky barnes","bucky barnes x reader","fanfiction","marvel"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/existentialm.livejournal.com\/800.html","pubDate":"Mon, 06 Feb 2017 20:46:30 GMT","title":"[Fic] Seasons of Change (Scott Summers x Reader) Part 1","author":"existentialm","link":"https:\/\/existentialm.livejournal.com\/800.html","description":"\"\"

Pairing<\/b>: Scott Summers x Reader (post-XMA)
Characters<\/b>: Scott Summers, Jubilation Lee, Kurt Wagner, Jean Grey, Professor Xavier. A cameo or two with Hank McCoy and Peter Maximoff.
Overall Rating<\/b>: MA (with a slow build, this part is PG-13<\/b>)
Words<\/b>: 1768
Warnings<\/b>: zero, zip, zilch, nada.

“… She tries to discern the faces of the ones she will soon battle, when she spots that familiar yellow jacket. It has always been her trademark. Then it only takes a couple of seconds before she also notices him. The glint of his visor is almost blinding to her sight and it makes her heart beat faster. Hovering above her former best friend and high school sweetheart brings back more memories than she could have possibly imagined. The familiarity of their faces makes her wonder whether their hearts sometimes ache for a time when circumstances were simpler, when life was easier and their bonds were still strong…”<\/i>

A retrospective look at how meaningful relationships were formed, then grew deep, and eventually fell to pieces.<\/b>

Part 1\/25<\/b>. Find it on tumblr<\/b><\/a> \/ AO3<\/a><\/b>","comments":"https:\/\/existentialm.livejournal.com\/800.html?view=comments#comments","category":["xmen","jubilee","scott summers","jubilation lee","xma","scott summers x reader"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/existentialm.livejournal.com\/644.html","pubDate":"Sun, 05 Feb 2017 10:39:49 GMT","title":"Boom.","author":"existentialm","link":"https:\/\/existentialm.livejournal.com\/644.html","description":"It's my first entry. Just testing the waters. Carry on... or befriend me and let's talk!","comments":"https:\/\/existentialm.livejournal.com\/644.html?view=comments#comments","category":"personal"}]}}