Ohhh mannn
Bad stuff has been happening in the fulls since the start of July, and I wonder if it's just all the trials and tribulations that I was supposed to have earlier in my life that just decided to happen now. I'm determined not to let it get me down--I want this month to be a good month, and I even reblogged a tumblr post about that zero negativity thing!!--so I'm doing my best.
Some parts of me need to be a bit street smarter. Take common sense, be a little bit of paranoid.
And on the plus side, I'm trying for tropebingo @ DW! I've always had kind of an interest in prompts/ideas like this, but I've found I'm awfully terrible at nanowrimos and bangs because I have deadlines or I don't work at all and what can I do.
The more I write, the more I think I should be practicing. Even when you have nothing, keep writing.
I've been staring at my Mongoshitfacedtabletwisters sequel fics for the longest time and it's been four years since. Four years. I poured my entire self into that fic but it feels like everything else isn't as strong as it could be, isn't as provoking. I've changed a lot since 2012 and I'm half-sad for it and half wondering where it takes me.
There's always a reason for everything.
I hope now there's a good reason for this, because I do want to take the initiative to change, to write more. Next year is gonna be super killer. I want it to be my last year and I'm filled up to the full with a lot of courses. I need to learn how to time management and relax and do everything.
I'll do my best, but for now, I hope July makes me the happiest yet.
Some parts of me need to be a bit street smarter. Take common sense, be a little bit of paranoid.
And on the plus side, I'm trying for tropebingo @ DW! I've always had kind of an interest in prompts/ideas like this, but I've found I'm awfully terrible at nanowrimos and bangs because I have deadlines or I don't work at all and what can I do.
The more I write, the more I think I should be practicing. Even when you have nothing, keep writing.
I've been staring at my Mongoshitfacedtabletwisters sequel fics for the longest time and it's been four years since. Four years. I poured my entire self into that fic but it feels like everything else isn't as strong as it could be, isn't as provoking. I've changed a lot since 2012 and I'm half-sad for it and half wondering where it takes me.
There's always a reason for everything.
I hope now there's a good reason for this, because I do want to take the initiative to change, to write more. Next year is gonna be super killer. I want it to be my last year and I'm filled up to the full with a lot of courses. I need to learn how to time management and relax and do everything.
I'll do my best, but for now, I hope July makes me the happiest yet.