The song Bratja --without knowing what it's saying--Is like "The Ring." It's so depressing yet happy that you must pass it on to get its horrors away from you. x__X I do not need depressing music right now kthx, no matter how poignant it is and makes me want to be famous so composers will compose such accurate things for my stories/movies. ACK! >_<

Edit: So I found the english version on youtube (surprise who sings it), and jesus, it's just as I thought--the lyrics are more depressing than I could have ever imagined, despite the moments of really happy-sounding moments. (The song really accurately paints to me an image of a countryside like resembool, and bunch of kids at the country school, and Ed (if not Al too), coming back home after many years and feeling nothing but unbarable and seemingly unendable pain, and regret, and guilt, despite the feeling of "life going on in happy little ways." See???

Yet, I must say, why is it that the music of this show describes the show better than the show itself? (*cough heaven is lost cough*) Good composers, crazy writers. (Sorry dude.) <:/ I pray that may I ever be able to be as direct as these composers.

Hi lj! I know i've been away for a while, but it's because I have too many things on my plate right now! (apparently, I can only have two hobbies at a time along with loafing, so the whole costuming + writing + drawing + anything else (homework??) is not working so hot.) I wish I could be online to talk with all of you, I miss you lots and get very lonely in my little dorm room, but I hope you're all doing well and survive the winter weather with all your toes!

I can't wait to go home for spring break with all my toasty blankets, animals, and fire places! And my mom and dad, however anti-comforting that always is. We'll see what I can do though. *actualize, actualize!*

...I dunno, Lj. Do I deserve to be happy? Am I not a burden to you all?



On a different note, anyone who can get me the ending theme song to Nodame Cantible (1st one, if there's more than one) by Crystal Kay, and the second ending of Bleach, gets a prize from me. One they probably don't want and are free to decline...>D (it has to do with fics)

Also, if I'm ever busy enough that I get around to putting better batteries in my camera, I can take some pics and show you all how my costume's going. I think i've got the sleeves to defy gravity now, just like they're supposed to! It's kind of odd-looking inside, and so many strange things have happened that I'm not exactly proud of my costumes phenotype, so to speak, but I'm really proud of it's genotype--how I've engineered it towards how it's coming out. So yay, if that made any sense at all. oh noez not science!

So, now I'm out. If I don't hear from some of you by then, have a good break! I think my sister's and ISU's are a different week, so I think I'll be home alone with the parenties. ^^; thrift stores, here I come!

and, girls state b-ball tourney in my home town! That's why we got snow last week, I promise....

/out!