Erg, I'm kinda frustrated today. I should go run around the block or something, in between rain storms. >__<;;

It's one of those "what's thepoint in everything?!" days. I've got tons of stuff I would like to finish up, but really the question is, "why do I want to? They aren't getting me anything but happiness, and when it's a chore, there's no inherent value in them."

I also have tidying, dishes, cleaning, and logistics about moving to figure out. And how I want to get to DSM, if at all, to see relatives visiting. Theproblem is that they're visiting just far apart enough in time that I can't see them in one go, and it's a huge issue around work AND trying to figure outwhen to make two trips home to move out. And also...how to do that without a vehicle.

Er...um. Yeah....

And find job in among all that? Grr. I'd like to finish cheza before AI, too. (Since I would imagine I'm going, now. xD)

9.9

Am I failing at life? Am I? Should i give up an djust try to be a lawyer? It feels a bit like selling my soul, but many of the parameters fit. I just...don't know. I need something concrete to understand, but I have no signs or revelations appearing. T__T


I also REALLY, REALLY need a computer with graphic capability that WORKS, kthx. Mots of this issue today started off with [creative impotency last night], stupid goddamned heat/humidy in my apt, and my poor, broken-down Compupu that can't evne get through scanning everything without crashing and dying and hocking out a lung. Guh.

And, well...the new dirty secret, too: I wrote a Kuroshitsuji shortfic that bunnied me a couple nights ago to help get off stress that watching the show left me with. -__-; all in all that's pretty pathetic anyway, but the fic is...yeah. So Hard not to make rampant shota shota shota. Desu. X__X And apparently I feel guilty about this lack of horrible shota. It's pretty bad in that area, anyway, but ... well, it's a demon. That's what demons do. O_o. Especially when they author's trying to write an expose of characters and situations being creepy in and out of plugging up plotholes with concrete.

I like it, I just don't think it should be shared xDD; *hides* And that makes me sad.


So, I posted what WIPS I COULD get scanned (so far) on Deviant. Feel free to check them out. :) Some fanart, and some original work, too. (Oooooooh.)

Also, sent Lisa and Junko pictures.

Oh...this just in: several sets of screeching tires outside my window. o.o;; There have been two accidents and a third set of squealing tires in the previous three days, outside my apt. Wtf, people. One accident involved a baby, poor thing. And a lot of lolligaggers. xD;
The baby was probably fine, far as I could tell.
Op...and now someone's pealing out. O_o;;

Well, I'm off then, to try more scanning. Wish me luck on not Ending something's pitiful existence. = __=....

omg, detour. Updates to come soon.

Includes: inclament weather, broken cars, car-naming, public transport, shady parts of town, crack ideas, [crack] photos, an impound lot, a mysterious distant relative, a little bit of soul-searching, and a masquerade entry of absolute win.

And omg, Vancampy. <3

Omg, Dgm is the most amazing thing I've ever seen.

Those stances! That drawing style! The bad-ass-ness and plot turns/construction! When, WHEN will I ever stop paling compared to you?!! ;o;

It's so awesome I cry with joy. Sadly, I also cry a bit by feeling so fail myself. The self-doubt wells! I'm not one much for lying to myself to make unattainable goals seem like viable ones. I suppose the thing to do for myself is to go the light and sunny side of things, because, well, that's the only thing that will motivate better results. However... I guess we'll just have to see if D.gray gets a happy ending or not, then I'll know what to believe about life.

...at least from a Japanese perspective. xP;;


Katsura Hoshino, I want to worship you, and that doesn't happen very often with me! I'm afraid of this lack of self control!! T~T

However, the undying admiration/desire to make a relationship thing will go great for cosplaying Link. A ha ha ha ha....

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[in response to ch.182:"Darkness Touch", and, as always, the ever-present anime detour and getting roped into other cosplays for it. seriously. jesus.
...is it bad that I'm really looking forward ot playing the character with the stick up 'is ass because I'll be really good at it?...and am proud of this fact...?]

Hi Everyone!

I updated my cosplay.com site, for once! http://images.cosplay.com/gallery.php?member=41536&cat=500 It has ballooned in size--you can now find

Acen 07 pics
Iowa Cosplay Picnic pics (from June)
Akon 2006 pics (how did i miss those?)

and specific galleries of my Envy, Tifa, Kurama, Antith!Ed, and Linear cosplays. :) The pics are repeated, but the single-specific galleries only have pics of me, and I tried to put them in Chrono order. :)

Please, if ANY of you want ANY of the pics, please ask! I will send them to you in a jiffy--the good quality ones! :D

And if you're wondering about the little story I was going to photoshop, it's coming. I will put it in the Acen gallery I think, and in a comic-form on Deviant, if it's okay with Cat, Pat, and Lisa. :) I'm really having fun fixing up the photos and all. ^^

I've spent all day on these updatings and all, so I hope you guys go look at them eventually. :3 Some have nice comments in the Acen pile about you~~

All for now.
~your cute friend xD

Happy Friday Everyone! :D

For everyone I'm going to see at the Cosplay Picnic in Altoona this weekend: See you soon! i can't wait! I can get out of the house and DO THINGS. YEY.

Also--Is anyoen going to need my Antithesis!Ed coat for AI? I'm thinking of entering it in the fair. :) But if someone needs it, I can wait. ^^

You know what I realized? Cat, Chimera17, AND My Cosplay.com icon pictures are all pictures I took/had taken! :*D I feel loved and special.

also:
OH MY GOD, I GOT AN ICON.

*edit: credit to my dear mother for actually taking the one of me. It was one I posed and directed, I suppose. but kudos to her. :D

My detour pics are up now. Only twenty five, and none so good ones, but they have a great running commentary. Cosplay: Make your own joke. xD


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