Erg, I'm kinda frustrated today. I should go run around the block or something, in between rain storms. >__<;;

It's one of those "what's thepoint in everything?!" days. I've got tons of stuff I would like to finish up, but really the question is, "why do I want to? They aren't getting me anything but happiness, and when it's a chore, there's no inherent value in them."

I also have tidying, dishes, cleaning, and logistics about moving to figure out. And how I want to get to DSM, if at all, to see relatives visiting. Theproblem is that they're visiting just far apart enough in time that I can't see them in one go, and it's a huge issue around work AND trying to figure outwhen to make two trips home to move out. And also...how to do that without a vehicle.

Er...um. Yeah....

And find job in among all that? Grr. I'd like to finish cheza before AI, too. (Since I would imagine I'm going, now. xD)

9.9

Am I failing at life? Am I? Should i give up an djust try to be a lawyer? It feels a bit like selling my soul, but many of the parameters fit. I just...don't know. I need something concrete to understand, but I have no signs or revelations appearing. T__T


I also REALLY, REALLY need a computer with graphic capability that WORKS, kthx. Mots of this issue today started off with [creative impotency last night], stupid goddamned heat/humidy in my apt, and my poor, broken-down Compupu that can't evne get through scanning everything without crashing and dying and hocking out a lung. Guh.

And, well...the new dirty secret, too: I wrote a Kuroshitsuji shortfic that bunnied me a couple nights ago to help get off stress that watching the show left me with. -__-; all in all that's pretty pathetic anyway, but the fic is...yeah. So Hard not to make rampant shota shota shota. Desu. X__X And apparently I feel guilty about this lack of horrible shota. It's pretty bad in that area, anyway, but ... well, it's a demon. That's what demons do. O_o. Especially when they author's trying to write an expose of characters and situations being creepy in and out of plugging up plotholes with concrete.

I like it, I just don't think it should be shared xDD; *hides* And that makes me sad.


So, I posted what WIPS I COULD get scanned (so far) on Deviant. Feel free to check them out. :) Some fanart, and some original work, too. (Oooooooh.)

Also, sent Lisa and Junko pictures.

Oh...this just in: several sets of screeching tires outside my window. o.o;; There have been two accidents and a third set of squealing tires in the previous three days, outside my apt. Wtf, people. One accident involved a baby, poor thing. And a lot of lolligaggers. xD;
The baby was probably fine, far as I could tell.
Op...and now someone's pealing out. O_o;;

Well, I'm off then, to try more scanning. Wish me luck on not Ending something's pitiful existence. = __=....

I had a birthday! Woo hoo!

I hope my cactus is still alive....It was turning brown before I left the parents' house. *frets*
(Who gives a person a cactus as a baby-having present, I'll never know, but I love my little cactus. Please don't kill it, mom! T__T)

I went through the Colossal Pics. There are so many. @__@ so many good ones, though. I'm so sad that I didn't get any of me and only one of Miranda. T__T Wanted more of lavi too....Oh sigh, and there was a third arc allen there, too.......

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Cat and Lisa surprised me with presents from a place a long the way(b/c I didn't tell anyone it was B-day beforehand). It was super sweet and super cute. I wasn't expecting it at all. I thought people only did that in movies. T^T Thank you, guys!
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I'm selling a few doujins on my DA site in regards to this, and I also just uploaded the second installment of the D.Gray-man fic "Dance of Shadows" on my ff.net site. I plan to also put it on my DA site eventually. Little by little, things are getting done. Huzzah.

And thanks again everyone, for being such great friends. <3

#1: Animazement)

So, I had kind of put this idea off after getting my "go adventuring" urge drastically reduced after Detour, and seeing a lot of people having money constraints. But, the thing is, I've been wanting to go gem hunting in Hiddenite, NC (and surrounding areas) for at least 4 years now, and it is about 200 miles west of where Animazement (and some DA friends I have) are.

I was wondering if that appeals to anyone at all. O_o Animazement is a pretty big con and known for its japanese guests and millions of american VAs that come (that aren't the ones that frequent the midwest).

It is also over Memorial Day weekend, if that makes any difference.

Let me know, eh? I wouldn't want to drive all that way myself, I've found from Detour. x_x


#2: Pella Tulip Festival)

The Pella Tulip Festival is a Tulip Festival in the town of Pella, Iowa, a very dutchy place (Freisian, to be precise, though). It's still so religious that they don't have hte festival on Sunday--it's Thurs through Sat, and THIS thurs - sat, to be exact. (6 - 8?)

I've always wanted to go. SInce i might move away this summer, I thought it would make more sense to go now rather than later.

But I have no way to get there. I thought I would just go for a day and have a lot of fun, maybe in a costume (since the townsfolk dress up, too).

It might be fun to go during other fests and celebrations they have throughout the summer, but the tulip one is the biggest. Also, they don't dress up during not-festival, though the flowers might still be there. :)

Would anyone want to go (and has a way to)? I know it's last minute, but I didn't think anyone else would want to go. I thought I'd ask, though. If you want to, let me know now rather than later, because i realized today that I work basically during the whole thing right now. .__.

Let me know if either of these interest anybody. Thanks~~

omg, detour. Updates to come soon.

Includes: inclament weather, broken cars, car-naming, public transport, shady parts of town, crack ideas, [crack] photos, an impound lot, a mysterious distant relative, a little bit of soul-searching, and a masquerade entry of absolute win.

And omg, Vancampy. <3

Hi Everyone!

I updated my cosplay.com site, for once! http://images.cosplay.com/gallery.php?member=41536&cat=500 It has ballooned in size--you can now find

Acen 07 pics
Iowa Cosplay Picnic pics (from June)
Akon 2006 pics (how did i miss those?)

and specific galleries of my Envy, Tifa, Kurama, Antith!Ed, and Linear cosplays. :) The pics are repeated, but the single-specific galleries only have pics of me, and I tried to put them in Chrono order. :)

Please, if ANY of you want ANY of the pics, please ask! I will send them to you in a jiffy--the good quality ones! :D

And if you're wondering about the little story I was going to photoshop, it's coming. I will put it in the Acen gallery I think, and in a comic-form on Deviant, if it's okay with Cat, Pat, and Lisa. :) I'm really having fun fixing up the photos and all. ^^

I've spent all day on these updatings and all, so I hope you guys go look at them eventually. :3 Some have nice comments in the Acen pile about you~~

All for now.
~your cute friend xD