Eclectic Art

i fly
when i'm alone
hands raised over my head
eyes closed and unawares
i find this suits me

feeling movements without seeing
dancing not interpretive in title
but in nature, finding for me
that inner peaceful state
so long and so madly desired

heres the first chapter of my novel =)

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today i watched the clouds reform

and saw that every tiny change in shape

is a manifest possibility, snatched

and brought to us in our own beautiful world

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I'm posting something of mine..it's usually private...now it's not...you can thank Blaine's b-day gift for this *pist the gift was vodka*.


The devil is playing tricks on my mind again,
Trying to ignore the growls of the boogyman
My mind's been in the dark, wondering,
And I wonder if-they'll leave me alone.

Why do they torture me so?
Why can't I let them go?
My life's been one big blur-
And I let the demons stir.


The priest tells me, It's all in my head,
If I pray enough, they'll all be dead.
My mom thinks I should see a shrink,
But I don't trust those-
They'll just overdose me.

Why do they torture me so?
Why can't I let them go?
My life has been one big blur-
Oh God the demons stir.

Shut my eyes-
Take me to another place,
Where the days are dark with the rain.

No work and no money,
Thunderstorms in the afternoon,
Dogwood trees as they start to bloom,
A blanket of snow on the ground,
And the moon makes it glow like,
An angel's gown.



*be gentle...it's supposed to be lyrics...free verse of course....

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(the eyes are even, but the model had uneven eyes...oh what to do)