drowsy_observer, posts by tag: oh well - LiveJournal

How is everyone!

Just need to get something off my chest.
[Ramble-y Rant that you can ignore]
I know this is really nothing major, and I should get over it, but it's been bugging me now for a couple of days.  Basically, because Rebecca is ONLY into Fukuda at the moment, she's gotten to the point where she can't fully enjoy anything that doesn't involve him.  It really irritates me, mainly because, when we watch stuff together, it makes the viewing experience not as enjoyable as it should be, because she's next to me pouting and being whiney.  For instance, when we watched ABC Za, she basically stopped caring about it halfway through the stage play portion, and only got slightly more into it by the concert part, and REALLY didn't care during the documentary.  So while I was flailing around like crazy at all the ebi cuteness, she was sitting there being like:


Which for me was annoying, it's not as if she doesn't like ebi, and I was forcing her to watch it. And it's difficult to be flail-y when the other person is pouting and not really enjoying themselves.

So then we get to watching the shokura, and Ebi sang the opening song, did the opening talk part (being super adorable), then had a talk part and then Zutto Love performance.  The whole time, even though she didn't really say anything, I could tell she was dying because the yamapi performance hadn't happened yet. Why? Because 4U were backing him. Scratch that, FUKUDA was backing him. Lately, her Fukuda obsession has gotten really out of control, and this was kind of the culmination of it all.  Not only that, she had already watched the yamapi performance like 10 times.  Then, when I asked her what she thought of Tatsu's new hair, she hadn't noticed it.  I literally had to pause, cover Fukuda's face, before she even noticed.  Then after the performance was over, continued to fawn over Fukuda, even though he wasn't even on screen (basically couldn't watch the rest of shokura)

Then, later when we were watching Hot Snow, she was on her phone looking at picture of fukuda. SO RUDE.  I don't really care who you are, when you're constantly on your phone while you're hanging out with someone, you're basically telling them that you think they're not enough. Plus she was looking at pictures because she "missed his face", and she literally meant it.  I have been known to say that before about fumi, but I don't do stuff like that while we're in the middle of watching stuff. And while I was pouty about fumi not being in Playzone '11, by the end, I was enjoying it. Because I can flail anything, and decided I would just flail Tsuka-chan, Matsu (who was still my bias at the time), Tatsu, Noeru, the T, and Yara (yes, it takes this many people for me to get over the lack of fumi) BUT I DIDN'T POUT THE WHOLE TIME ABOUT IT. 

Basically, I took her phone away from her, and put it out of reach.  I guess what was really the most annoying for me was that, I had waited two days to watch the ebi stage play, so we could watch it together, and she didn't even really care that much about it.  It's just so inconsiderate, she knows i've been waiting to watch this thing pretty much since they announced they were doing it in November. So for her to be so blasé about it, really irked me.

And it's gotten to the point where fukuda annoys me.  Seeing his face annoys me.  Hearing her call him "her THAT" annoys me.  Seeing that new twitter icon of hers annoys me. Watching stuff with 4U in it with her annoys me. When the only thing she suggests to watch is the first episode of shokura, because "he's there and tagged and Sho is a jerk to him" annoys me.

Like, i don't really care about flailing, i mean I flail like crazy over everything, but she never flails anything, and the way she flails Fukuda is annoying.  She always tells me, "you don't understand, your ichiban of ichibans is on shokura all the time and in the magazines all the time" while true, my second favorite person in all of johnny's is ALSO in 4U. So yeah, I do understand. It sucks that her only loving Fukuda is making me not like 4U as much, because I love 4U. but now Fukuda's my least favorite.

She has pretty much said she didn't realize how attached to her phone she was, and kind of apologized, but it still bugs me. :/ Probably doesn't help that I have a job where I'm by myself with nothing but my thoughts all morning, so I keep thinking about it and getting annoyed all over again.  I'll probably either get over it next time we hang out, or get renewed annoyance.  Depends on what she does.

/rant

that was a lot longer than I intended. orz


Ok,  moving on! The ABC za DVD!!!! my feels were out of control for the whole thing, and I think I've rewatched it like 5 or 6 times already. orz  It's just so good. I CAN'T

First grievances:
-I STRONGLY dislike NakaKen, he just has such a douche face and I want to punch him more than half the time.  I really wish they had let Sanada been it in instead because I love Sanada, and then I could have fully pretended that all of Mis Snow Man were in (minus A-chan, but still).

-I really wish they would have left in the two Question? songs.  They left in the stupid Nakaken song, and didn't even let Noon Boyz perform a song (which is also stupid).  I get that NakaKen is in a debuted group, but it would have been nice, since it's clear Ebi adore Question?

-Wish there were less of the juniors singing with ebi and more of ebi singing by themselves/singing more of their own songs.  They need to learn to be more selfish and not the best sempai ever >.>

-Would it have killed Fumi to go sit on Tatsu or something >.<

Ok, now the good stuff.  

While I like both parts, I REALLY loved the concert part.  Watching that makes me excited for what an ebi concert could actually be.  Some of the stuff they did was just so visually interesting.  I'm thinking mostly of the mask dance break thing in the middle of fumi's solo.  That just looked so cool and what a really neat idea.  Still trying to figure out exactly what was going on there.  Were they sitting on black boxes? I don't know, but it was awesome.

I really loved the Crush performance.  I think Crush might be my favorite of their songs, it was definitely the first one I heard, and the one that, in the end, made me a fan of theirs.  I was EXTREMELY happy that fumi was paired up with Chino Aoi, because I love Chino Aoi and the two of them together is just gfkdhasg;hdaskjghasjkfhg the matsujun impression :3 :3 :3

The solos were wonderful, I really liked the puppy singing a cappella at the beginning of his.  Gocchi's dances was intense (as per usual).  Tsuka-chan's entrances was so energetic!! I just wish the two of them would get more confidence and sing more.  I really like that Hajimari no uta song that Totsu wrote, I just want a full version of it.  Then fumi's solo. *sigh* Literally it was my favorite one, and that's not just because he's my bias.  That song choice was awesome and the dance and fumi being fumi :3 :3 :3 It would have only been made better if Snoeru (snow man plus Noeru) were backing him. Plus at the end of the song, his A.B.C-Z (the song) outfit was totally lit up XD XD

Speaking of which, A.B.C-Z (the song) with 5 people is really the best :3  I'm glad I now have a recorded version of it ^^ I really love their light up outfits, best light up outfits ever.  Then they sang a bunch more songs in them.  It was the best!! The puppy was really bouncy in the bodyguard song XD

The sempai medley was good, I definitely would have died if I was in the section fumi was in and I got to high five him slash would have to resist so hard not to squeal in joy. XD Again fumi plus snow man was my favorite because yes.  I hope that whenever they have Question? as the backing band, they sing Naked.  It's so energetic and awesome. 

I definitely prefer the ballad version of Let's Sing a Song.

For the stage play part, I really liked Fumi's and Tsuka-chan's parts the best, for reason.  but the best part of that thing is the wheel *O* seriously I'm impressed they could have thought of something like that and then pull it off. *proud feels*  The only thing that sucks is that in the midst of all my flail-y feels, I decided to show my mom that part.......and then I remembered why I stopped showing her stuff.

Me: What did you think? :D
Mom: ..........I just don't think I'm as enamored with this Japanese stuff as you are. :/
Me: You didn't think it was cool at all? .__.
Mom: No I did, but I wouldn't want to watch it again.
Me: Oh........ Ok .__.

Every so often, I really want to show my sister the wheel part, but she would either say "sure, how about another time" and then it would never happen or let me show her and then be like "well...ok then" and not really care. *sigh* sometimes it sucks having a family that has no interest in things I'm interested in.

Other things.  Going into NYC on Saturday, I really want to get the OriStar with that 8 page ebi spread, and see the An An, for ebi, get the wink up for 4U, and other than that, I can probably find other stuff to get too XD XD

While I downloaded a bunch of dramas for the new season, I have yet to watch most of them.  Let's see, I downloaded: that mystery drama thing, sprout, ghost mama, rich man poor woman, and boys on the run.

I've watched only Rich Man Poor Woman, which was just meh for me.  LIke the chick in it already annoys me.  I was under the impression, upon reading the description of it, that it was a drama version of Hapi Mari, which it's not, but it's really close. IDK, i guess I'll watch a couple more episodes.  This reminds me that I never finished Legal High, because from the preview it looked like it was going to be that really annoying chick against the awesome lawyer guy, and I get the feeling she's going to win, even though she really shouldn't because she's kind of a terrible lawyer --)  

I did get all caught up with bones though XD XD I kind of adore Booth and Bones together finally, even if it is totally cliche and stupid XD

That's about it, and a lot longer than I though it was going to be.  Oh well *shrugs*