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musings of madness

it's a bumpy ride

LJI WK2
floormouse
dmousey
The child's curious green eyes, were alight with the need to know. She hung back from the other rowdy children, following the man's hands with her luminous eyes, as he flipped shiny coins back and forth through his fingers. Once he had all of their attention -- he tossed a handful of coins into the air.

The urchins squealed, scrabbling in the dirt after them- but not her. She still kept herself apart.

The man tossed a coin deliberately toward her, away from the pack. She quickly darted in and out of the crowd, scooping it up. No sooner had she secreted it away, when a shove she wasn't ready for sent her sailing - and she tasted dirt. Someone else (or two someones) gave her some painful kicks.

Her pitiful pleas for help brought no one, except her nona, the chieftain's wife.

Her Nona wasn't here to offer solace, but to deliver her from her attackers. And to cuss at the children and calling her stupid for causing a spectacle.

Showing the child affection in public would only endanger her, her Nona had whispered once. It would make her spirit weak, and unable to deal with the insults to body and mind that the villagers cruelly heaped upon her.

The child was branded outcast.

*****

Her father- Palon had been an outlander. A green eyed stranger to their world. A stranger to their galaxy, and he talked about strange things. Of science, time traveling, and of fantastic beasts, even how to harvest the Sun's power to keep warm! The villagers thought him a prankster, a charlatan and a miracle worker.

When the village chieftain's daughter- Lena and Palon fell in love they told no one. Inevitably she found herself with child. The chief, cursed Lena and wailed of abomination- he threw her out of his home for how she had shamed him. He turned his back on her declaring her dead to him, and both Palon and she were denied their voices in council.

The villagers helped the couple build a sturdy home. Time passed and Lena, now grown heavy with child, did not roam far from the safety of her home's walls. Truthfully she didn't go far for fear of her father's reprisal; her father was breaking her heart.

She thought he would come and acknowledge his granddaughter. Yet day after day passed with nary a word. Lena, weak and recovering poorly from the birth, sank into a malaise. Death's embrace beckoned.

When news was brought to the chieftain that his daughter was dying, he hurried to his daughter's hut. He arrived seconds too late. The chief fell to his knees and howled with grief. The noise woke the babe, who mingled her cries with his.

The chieftain stared at the infant, thinking how easy it would be to crush her head beneath his heel, assuage some of the pain, but the infant was a part of Lena, and he couldn't bear to do it.

The babe lived with her father, Palon, until he was bit by a sliveryn. Their poison was fatal within seconds. The villagers found his body at the till.

With no one to care for her, arrangements were made and the babe now slept and ate in her Nona's kitchen, and given chores to earn her keep.

******

This will not be her life, the man with green eyes decided, flipping his coin. He has observed enough. He was going to bring his niece home to the lands of her father. He would give her a name...

LJI S11 Wk1
floormouse
dmousey
She crammed her meager belongings of the past two years spent in this group home, into her satchel.

All of the home's residents had been given one, along with a nifty ankle bracelet on entry. Her satchel seemed pitifully light, the ankle bracelet did not.

Mouse, determined not to shed a tear, kept along with her task, until thoughts of her little brother intruded, and the floodgates slammed wide open. Mouse bit her forearm; muffling her sobs.

She didn't know if she would ever see her brother again. Their father had informed the court, that he was giving her up to the state. This brought forth a fresh stream of tears, as she marveled at her Pop's petty cruelty.

Memories of the last days she and her brother lived together with her father, how Charles's eyes had a feral cast, constantly darting to and fro as he waited for an imagined attack, which at any moment, could somehow turn real. One in particular stood out...

Mouse had taken her brother to the Springfield Diner. This way they could talk in peace, and not worry about their Pop, and his drunken paranoia.

"It'll get better Charles. Things will work out." Mouse reassured him around a mouthful of french fries. She knew he was hungry (he always was) and his eyes grew big when the waitress handed him a greasy burger and fries of his own.
Mouse had saved enough of her babysitting money, to splurge on an ice cream float for them to split.

"How? How Mouse? He hates me. Pop hates everything about me... " His voice trembled and trailed off. Mouse's heart bled another tear for him.

She grabbed his hand across the diner table and with gritted teeth told him,"No! No, he doesn't! It's because you look at him with our Ma's eyes. He sees her in your face. It reminds him of his failure to keep her happy. It eats at him, and it frustrates him.

So, he drinks to forget her, and takes his suffering and anger out on you. It's wrong, and it shames him to the core when he's sober, and realizes what he has done to you. Yet he can't control it." Mouse explained to her brother.

"Trust me Charles, he loves you. You did nothing wrong. You're his Son! Can you understand what I'm telling you?


She resisted the urge to promise him she would always keep him safe. How it was all she ever wanted, for him to be safe and happy. But Mouse knew through experience, the Universe is a prankster.
No one is ever safe.

*** All concrit is encouraged!
** Thanks to everyone who took the time to peruse! I appreciate it!

**This tale goes along with this piece here...
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An intro into the 'now' me...
floormouse
dmousey
Introduction:

Hi everyone! I'm back and better for it, it'll help to engage my brain. A lot of you know my writes, my background, and some of my serial characters (BTW- the new Batgirl is the image I had in mind for Fox, especially her cocky swag and haircut).

Hubs and I are shut-ins. He with Multiple Sclerosis and me with Congestive Heart Failure and Parkinson's disease. He's sixty-four and was diagnosed at forty-five. He had a heart attack six years ago and has been on a slow decline since.

Me, I'm fifty-six and have been sickly for most of my life, but I usually try to plow through whatever had me dragging, or I did. Not so much now, I try to listen to my body when it says take a break, and if I don't, well, I only make myself suffer.

Our only outings are for our doctor's appointments, as neither of us are trustworthy on the road driving, and medical transportation is free, plus they to help us get in and get out safely at whatever doctor we need to see.

We have to get everything else brought in, like our food delivery, Amazon is good for most of the rest. It's an OK life, better than not having one at all. We have our TV, computers, and books (always books!). I love to cook when up to it, and hubs plays around with the guitar. We try to keep each other upbeat and moving, but it's starting to weigh us down.

I still play cards/puzzle games on my Kindle to keep my mind supple; Whereas my hubs won't/can't and finally admitted ~why~ he keeps withdrawing from playing any strategy games. His cognition has taken a downturn and he doesn't comprehend some things -scratch that, many things- he once knew well. He understands this and gets frustrated by it and angry with himself.

I get frustrated when he gets morose, which is a symptom of his disease. And I admit, I sometimes wish to yell at him 'Shut up! We all have our problems!' but I don't, I swallow it down. What good would it do? Who needs the drama. (So, usually I find this the opportune time to go to the bathroom.)

I miss my two children terribly. They are 31 years and 28 years respectively and I miss my Squishy grandson. I miss having a dog, and am currently active at breaking through my hubs defenses (so he at least ASKS) our landlord.

I would ask for myself (believe me I'm perfectly capable), but hubs and landlord worked together for about twenty years and hubs has lived here for another twenty years. I've been here for only ten and I'm not one to breach their trust.

Anyhoo, the Mouse stories in my past Idol pieces are really of my childhood. I have to warn you... some are violent, or deeply cutting to the heart and soul. Yet, not all of Mouse's childhood was horrifying.

Now I've a few serial stories going but I may let them stew since quite a few of you are new and would have to know or have read the others to understand them. However, rummage around and
feel free to read anything you want. As for now I'm saying...

Thank you, and I can't wait to read your word offerings!!

Dmousey out! ✌🐭

The mouse scurrys in and tests the air
mouse
dmousey
she wonders if her friends are there
whisker's twitching she looks and then
spies the loveable Miss M
Jumping to her pocket, she squeaks with glee...
it's Idol Time - come join and see!

I'm in. Dmousey~~~
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lists (from BSGX)
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dmousey
. Name:- Desiree
. Nicknames:- Desi, Des, Desilee, Mouse
. Nationality:- Well, I (currently unfortunately) live in America, and always have. My father was Filipino/American and my mother is a mixture of Welsh, and Jewish(Dutch), the rest I don't know.
. Do you have a crush?:- Women: Kate Beckinsale, St. Vincent (Annie Clark), Anne Mirren, Jennifer Lawrence
. Do you have a crush? - Men: Daniel Day Lewis, Keanu Reeves, And my original guy was Paul Newman.
. What is the age you act:- Silly
. Where Do You Live?:- Oceanville 3mi from Atlantic City Bay.
. Where you want to live?:- Honestly, with my hubby, kids and grandson in De.
. Birthplace:- Northern NJ.
. Favorite Salad Dressing: Peppercorn Parmesan, or Ceaser. Balsamic Vinaigrette
. Ever gone skinny dipping?: Nope.
. What are you watching?: Paul again, because Simon Pegg and Nick Frost, throw in Seth Rogan and Kirsten Wigg? I'm in!
. Last person you talked to verbally: My son Nicholas, when he came to visit. 💙
. Favorite new movie this year: Hubs and I are honest to goodness shut-ins due to His Multiple Sclerosis, and my Parkinson' and Congested Heart Failure. And I also have horrendous arthritis that, because of the heart condition they won't replace joints.
. Favorite Book: how about Authors -For Americana, John Irving. Will read anything he writes, but favorite is A Prayer For Owen Meany.
. Fantasy Author: Janny Wurts - Start with Hunters Oath and just immerse yourself from there...
. Favorite Type of music: Too much to pick a favorite genre from. It's all good. (unless it is too screamy and dissonant)
. Favorite types of Cars: When I could drive, My 1973 Monte Carlo, And every Mitsubishi I had afterward.
. Favorite Actor/Actress: For substance- Emma Thompson, Benedict Cumberbatch, For oddity- Helena Bonham Carter, Adrian Brody

Future:
Section 2: THE FUTURE:
. School: Went until 10th gr. when declared an emancipated juvenile, have a GED. and a bachelor's in Dental.
. Where You Want To Live: Wherever my family is.
. How Many Kids Do You Want: I wanted five, I got two gifts, one of each kind.
. What Kind Of Job Do You Want: A writer of children's books
. Tuxedo Preference: Black, no vest, tie and matching pocket square.
. Wedding place: Been married thrice and First place was a church with people I loved and knew, and was married for almost ten years (and kids) - he left me for a stripper, he's a musician so it's not really strange.. Second was small, not many people, just those from work and my ex's family. (I have their only grandchildren and missed very few Sunday dinners. My ex also had four sisters who were my closest friends. I forced my second husband to leave after my daughter moved out and married at nineteen because of him,(but I did get my Squishy), and my son whose confidence he was constantly picking at began to relax.
The third wedding was held here at the county judge's office. Just his mom and a few witnesses. I moved here to help with the MOL, who stressed my hubs mercilessly. And honestly, me too. (I had known and dated off and on hubby #3 before I dated ex# 1, they liked each other and would even talk music on the phone)
. Honeymoon: I'd give the money to my kids
. Baby girl's name(s): Alicia Rose
. Baby boy's name(s): Nicholas
. Future Pets: A dog, named Woofus...

Section 3: HAVE YOU EVER:

. Been In Jail: Nope
. Done Drugs: Yep. Tried everything except needles and heroin in any form. Still medically smoke marijuana, but gave up cigs. Sold joints when I was a... this leads into next question.
. Run Away From Home as a child: Yep, from the time I was 14 on. Ate from trash cans and all. Lived in state parks where I was rarely rousted. I 'd gotten caught once and brought home, and then grab my brother and go again, until I was emancipated at 16.
. Said I love you and meant it: Yes. To my kids, my Squishy, my hubs, and my ex-MOL Grandmother to my kids and the closest thing I had to a mother during my adult years.
. Lied: plenty
. Stolen Anything: Yep
. Broken A Bone: Yep, wrist, ankle, foot
. Cheated On A Test: Yes
. Cheated On A Significant Other: No
. Excluding your birth, been In The Hospital: Too many times for too much.
. Screamed at someone for no reason: Yes. Your welcome, all courtesy of being diagnosed as Depressive with Borderline Personality disorder at 23 (wrong) then finally Bi-polar/with manic psychosis. It took them until I was 45 to finally get diagnosis and meds correct, but only after I spent some time in psyche ward.
. Fell asleep in the shower/bath: No.
. Gone to Church: Yes.
. Never slept during a night: Yes, many times...
. Been on a hike: Oh gods yes! My true 'church' is an untouched forest with dappled sunlight dancing in the leaves, and if that hike ends where a body of water is, yeah. That's good stuff.
. Been to a camp: Like a summer camp? No. A campground for hikers with tents, yes.
. Sat in a restaurant w/o ordering: Only if a server didn't acknowledge in an appropriate time.
. Seen someone die: Yes.
. Gone a week w/out shaving: Haven't shaved for years and you wouldn't know.
. Didn't wash your hair for a week: Yes, I'll still take a shower, but not wash my hair.
. Broken something valuable: My values aren't monetary, and I've never had anything of real worth. So am not sure.
. Knew you were in love: Yep #1 & #3 But #2 I was in love with the thought of having an intact family again.
. Streaked the streets: Noooo I was a very fat child.

Section 4: PREFERENCES:

. Coke Or Pepsi: Birch Beer
. Cats Or Dogs: Pups & cats
Cotton or Wool: Cotton and cotton blends
Pools Or Hot Tubs: No Hot Tubs for me, and actually ocean, lake, river, or brooks.
. Television Or Radio: Radio,
. Cds or MP3's: CD's I don't have an mp3 player
. Apple or Cherry Pie: Pumpkin
. Gap or Old Navy: Neither


Section 5: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU:

. Took A Shower: Uh...
. Cried: Everyday watching dog videos. It hurts my heart so much I can't have one.
. Watched a Disney movie: Yesterday
. Given/gotten a hug: This morning when we got up.

Section 6: WHAT IS:

. Your Fondest memory Of This year: Hearing Squishy take my hubs to task announcing his arrival with a "How dare you lock your door!"
. Your Most Prized Possession: My kindle. It gives me access to the world.
. The Thing That Makes You The Happiest: Cooking for and feeding my family.
. Your Favorite Food For Breakfast: Breakfast and I aren't usually on speaking terms.
. Your Favorite Food For Dinner: My homemade chicken Tenders, mashed'taters, and corn
. Your Favorite Slow Song:Dog And Butterfly- Heart
. Your favorite Operating System? Whatever is on my kindle!!

First NJ Forest Fire of the Year.
floormouse
dmousey
There is always news of forest fires in the North West and California, but not much is mentioned about those on the East Coast.

My state, NJ, amongst all our faults is the fact that we have a propensity for forests fires in our over 100,000 acres of protected Pine Barrens.

The fires have started early this year...https://www.nj.com/burlington/2019/04/massive-nj-pinelands-forest-fire-declared-fully-contained-with-11000-acres-scorched.html?ath=aa76597cb2eba0394f804b221b9d09a6#cmpid=nsltr_strybutton

Corinna
floormouse
dmousey
Corinna's thatched roof and white washed cottage sat in a glade of the woods close to the brook. She had planted an herb garden to use for the 'simples' she needed for various illnesses, amongst other roots and vegetables. Corinna was an excellent herb witch and mid-wife, whose remedies worked with magical reliability.

Inside her snug cottage, dried herbs hung from rafters and vied for space with her cooking utensils. The door to her one room home opened on an oak table set with a bowl of sweet herbs and wildflowers in the middle, with two matched chairs (the set a debt paid for healing a flock of sheep). There was a curtained off section, with her bed behind it, covered by a thick embroidered quilt (made for her in gratitude of a simple given for fever), a night stand and chamberpot.

Rough hewn chests lined much of the empty space along the walls and held most of her belongings. One kept her divining sphere safe, wrapped in silk and nestled on a satin pillow.

The cottage was quite cozy with her small forge sitting beside the fire pit. She crafted all types of tokens and talismans there, and infused them with the 'manner of power' her patrons requested. Corinna could give a talisman to spur their crops' growth, or to find hidden wells of water, as well as brew teas and tinctures for aches and pain.

All she asked in return was a favor to be granted either in their lifetime, or in their descendants'. Should the talisman be gifted to the hands of another, the power would shift to its new owner, but so did the obligation.

Break the compact however, and all branches of your lineage would end with you. This wasn't meant to be cruel, so much as to keep the villagers from taking magic's power lightly.

Most of the souls who found their way to her cottage wanted a token for love, or luck; some people longed to be beautiful, so that they may experience the adoration they felt they missed out on and deserved. These people didn't realize that beauty had to come from the heart of them, and no spell of hers could ever mimic that. The same was true for those who tried to force a love to bloom where its heart was not inclined --only dissatisfaction rose from that taking that course.

A few requested wisdom, and to these she also threw in a little taste of fortune. People thought to be wise didn't pay close attention to money (it's all those thoughts and theories to chase in their minds), so she made it a little easier for them to find work in households needing teachers.

Those who asked for a means of vengeance -- she gifted them with understanding, mercy, and compassion, but asked them for nothing in return.

Rarest of all were those who asked for truth. Truth seekers saw everything, all three dimensions to a tale, with rose colored glasses removed. You could not lie to them!! They were highly prized as judges in all communities. One might think they'd patronize or act with righteousness, but they were incapable of self aggrandizement as that simply wouldn't be truthful.

Today's customer wanted Corinna to fashion a thumb ring to be worn for safety. For this she needed three droplets of blood from the customer, to infuse the ring with the patron's 'signature' and tune it for her alone, but the girl was reticent, afraid of the prick of Corinna's needle.

"Now, may I see your left thumb please?" Corinna requested with a gentle smile toward the nervous young woman. The girl's foot tapped constantly beneath the table, and her eyes took on the panicked look of a deer ready to bolt.

"Will it hurt? I know it's going to hurt!?" The girl asked breathlessly.

"Not at all." Corinna reassured her, as the young woman presented the finger requested. Corinna captured the thumb and held tightly.

"Oh! Look at that spider!" Corinna gasped and pointed over the girl's shoulder -- and as the girl's reflexes took over and she turned to look, Corinna pricked her finger, squeezed the required three drops of blood for the spell, all before the young woman could protest.

The poor girl looked flummoxed when she turned back to face Corinna, caught between being grateful and indignant.

"It didn't hurt now child, did it?" Corinna quietly asked the girl.

"No, but you didn't have to trick me." The young woman sulkily replied.

Corinna patted the girl's hand gently, and told the child. "I had to break through the wall of fear you built in your mind. I'm sorry."

Corinna walked to a small chest, opened its small puzzle lock and removed the felt bag with this client's thumb ring in it. She closed the box, and pricked her own finger, and added three droplets of her blood to the girl's, and coated the ring with the mixture.

She uttered a quick incantation, placed the now slippery ring on a pair of tongs and thrust it into the fire. She gave it three turns to 'seal' the spell, removed the ring, and doused it in a cup of water. She removed it when cool and handed it to her client. They both marveled at the different colors imbued throughout.

With a last admonishment to keep the ring in a safe place, like a chain around her pretty neck, and indeed, wear it to ward off highway men, she waved and happily shut her door as the young woman's carriage lumbered from her courtyard.

*******

A few days later, there came a loud thud at her door. She opened it to discover an unconscious, wounded man, and quickly cleared her table to lay him upon it. The stranger was tall and dressed in chain mail, and his shoulder had an errant arrow still embedded there.

She snapped the offensive shaft free, cleaned it with a yarrow tincture to ward off infection, and stitched the wound closed. She applied a salve and tightly wrapped it with strips of clean linen. That should heal easily enough, she thought as she cleaned the rest of his wounds. All there is to do now is wait."

While she waited for her uninvited guest to stir from his stupor, Corinna decided to use her scrying sphere. As she pulled her mind to focus, she held the remains of the arrow in one hand, and a strip of the man's ruined shirt in the other. Corinna's mind opened and the cyrstal clouded, then swirled clear.

Corinna asked it her questions: What happened?

Her guest sported trappings of the courier to the King. He carried a declaration of war and was handful of days or so ahead of the invaders. He stopped only to assist some people waylaid by ruffians. He helped a young woman mount a horse (the same young woman Corinna made a talisman for), and sent her to safety just as the arrow struck him. The last image of him, was of him falling from his horse, to land at her door.

Her next question of what could be done to prevent the war, was answered by a vision of her at her forge hard at work. A clear image of copper, concealment sigils, and her feverish creation of them, was shown to her, and she knew what she must do.


She released the objects in her hands, and sat back. Where would she find the copper? A search through her chests and purse for copper pennies and farthings, along with a few hair ornaments did make a tidy pile she could start with.

Copper was malleable and wouldn't require as much manipulation to form. The metal was also a spell enhancer, and if they could spread and bury enough of the sigils around the countryside, the farms and townspeople could be hidden. There might be some copper left over to make individual concealment rings for king and his family.

With everything gathered together, she began the great project. She tended to her patient whose name she learned was Luca, as she took her infrequent breaks. Corinna and Luca drew up a plan to distribute the talismans throughout the kingdom.

It took Corinna three days to finish her task. Each day she bled herself a little more to soak the talismans in and make the spells stronger. On the last day she collapsed, and Luca carried her into bed with a pitcher of water and some waybread on her nightstand.

He'd grown very attached to Corinna the past few days, and if the circumstances weren't dire he would stay.

Morning came on the fourth day, Luca and Corinna shared a tender embrace, and Luca slipped out the door, As he readied his horse, he buried a copper sigil in her courtyard to keep her safe.

The war came, and Luca faithfully ferried messages back and forth for King, soldier, and the enemy's replies. He had given Corinna's talismans to the Monarch, who distributed them around the countryside. Hopefully, farms and grain stores wouldn't be laid waste,and the people would not starve come Winter.

When the war ended, and the kingdom took stock of their losses, they found them to be nominal compared to other kingdoms. They knew they had Corinna to thank for this.

In gratitude the King wrote her a note:

Mistress Corinna,

I owe you my kingdom. If not for you, there would be grief, and immeasurable sorrow. Nothing could repay the debt I owe you, but if you wouldn't mind, may I give the rest of this man's Lucas Marino, contract to you-- if you would accept this man from me. He should be at your side in time for Spring planting. I would be delighted to hold your wedding at the castle should you so decide. Goodbye for now,
Your Humble and Grateful Sovereign,
Edward Castillo


Luca indeed returned the next Spring to Corinna, whose heart smiled wide to see the truth of him.


All about Yarrow
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It's always AFTER i write something that a video turns up that would've complimented the piece!
floormouse
dmousey
This video would've paired nicely with Vigilance.Yet as with much in my life, it showed up a little too late!
Ah well.

But in case anyone was interested in some of the inner machinations of Foster Care, and aging out, this is a decent presentation.The

The only thing they really fail to convey is how terrified these kids are all the time, and how it becomes an underlying scent on their skin permanently.

Anyhoo, I digress! (imagine that) here's the video.https://www.facebook.com/StandTgthr/videos/394185791378616/

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floormouse
dmousey
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Took some time. (And a lot of profanity, but I figured how to link them together on one page! I feel so proud of me!)

Good luck everyone! May the odds be ever in our favor! Oh, and everything is open for concrit!

The Happy Place
floormouse
dmousey
"Good day, Ms. Allan, might I enquire as to what you are doing?" A curious James Eckard asked, tipping his hat her way.

He'd been watching Ms. Allen, a sturdy, buxom woman, with a wealth of mahogany hair for a while now. She was threading ribbons through some sort of crystal, and tying them to the branches of the tree growing on the western side of the schoolhouse.

"Well Mr. Eckard, I'm trying to create an area where the children can sit, read a book, think, or just look at the rainbows dancing in the wind - hence the prisms! Children need a place to think and revel in their imaginations."
"Don't you agree, sir?"

"I must tell you Ms. Allan, I actually haven't given it much thought. But I certainly do understand the appeal of the application." James told her, thinking she was very interesting to look at as he stepped closer, plucking an already be-ribboned prism from her hand and hanging it.

"Thank you Mr. Eckard, but I ..."
"James, you must call me James."

"Thank you, Mr. Eckard, but pardon me, if I don't do so. People would say we were overly familiar, you see. A teacher must absolutely be above reproach, or her students would lose confidence in her." Ms. Allen matter of factly told Mr. Eckard.

She had heard many things about Mr. James Eckard. Most telling of how much of a cad he was - but those rumors came from women he rejected, and Diana paid them little mind.

She knew for a fact he was fair, and generous in his dealings with his customers at his lumber mill and , and in giving credit to families struggling. Diana believed this was his true measure.

"Hmm, I see. So, how do we get around such a quandary then - of your inability to use my Christian name- without becoming a scandalous woman of low morals?" James asked in mock seriousness.

"I don't know Mr. Eckard, but I'm sure you- being a man- would think of some grand gesture, leading the people to wonder why, yet again, the gesture had been made. Especially when it would have been simpler to meet me at church on Sunday, and for you to ask me to go walking with you." Diana told him, hanging another prism on the tree.

"Oh, I see. How foolish of me, completely forgetting my chivalry. I humbly beg your forgiveness Ms. Allan. I didn't mean to be forward... or rude." He said smiling awkwardly.

Removing his hat, and bowing with a flourish, he asked, "Ms. Allan, would you do me the honor of walking with me, after church on Sunday?"

"Why Mr. Eckard, I'd be delighted to go walking with you after church. I feel I must warn you, however, I usually have little escorts walking with me, my own little entourage if you will!" Ms. Allan's laughter pealed, brightening her demeanor, and James thought her the most extraordinary woman, indeed!

"Will providing us with a picnic lunch fall under the heading of too forward? Just a light repast for us, and the children?" James inquired.

"That would be lovely Mr. Eckard. Until Sunday, then?" Diana said, giving Mr. Ekard her hand to shake on the deal, and blushed as James unexpectedly turned her hand over to kiss the inside of her wrist; And though not immune to intimacy 's effect, nevertheless Diana felt the need to admonish Mr. Eckard.

Diana pulled her hand away, and taking a step back, shot Mr Eckard a withering look, telling him, "Sir did we not just have a conversation about taking liberties, and being too forward?"

"We did. I, was only leaving you with something to fondly remember me by. Once more I apologize for taking advantage." James told her, trying to look contrite, but not quite pulling it off.

"Hmph, I accept your apologies Mr. Eckard, as for walking after church this Sunday, I'll have to think carefully. I don't want to be out strolling with a 'rake' who has nothing but conquest on his mind." Diana, having little patience left, smartly told him.

"Now, I bid you sir, to be about your business, and I'll go about mine. I have homework to grade." Diana turning on her heel, serenely walked over to the steps, and into the schoolhouse.

Pushing the door closed, and sneaking a peek at Mr. Eckard, she had to stifle her giggles. The poor man looked pole-axed, and she was quite pleased with herself.

Some might say she was playing games when she wasn't, not truly. Growing up with four older brothers, she spent a lot of her younger days spying on them, while 'walking' with their chosen prey.

Ammunition for teasing her brothers with had been her ultimate goal, but she'd inadvertently come away with bits and pieces of knowledge about the behaviour of men. Such as, males - while finding it amusing when you bat your eyes, or do everything but throw yourselves at them, rarely married this type. Her brothers liked chasing the women they married. They went tripping all over themselves trying to get her sister-in-laws' attention.

The smart, sober ones, or the quiet, sassy, intelligent, women, who call their men out for playing games, these were the strong women men choose to marry. Thank goodness too, for she wasn't much of an actress, and portraying a simpering ninny, she simply could not pull off.

Laughing at the image of herself acting the ninny, another thought intruded, this one bringing a completely different train of thought... Will Mr. James Eckard be brave enough to still go walking this Sunday? Or will he conveniently forget? She smiled to herself, no, he wouldn't be able to resist the challenge.

*****

The Sunlight was blinding after the dimness of the church, and Diana struck her parasol, shaft her eyes. Looking around, her stomach sank with disappointment, and she was thinking she may have overplayed her hand, when Mr. Eckard's buckboard came rolling into view, braking at the Happy Tree.

Mr. Eckard jumped to the ground, and securing the reins, retrieved a large picnic basket and blanket from the back. Spotting Ms. Allan he waved, and rushed her way. Diana giving him a tepid smile in acknowledgment, gracefully stepped down the stairs toward him.

James, his mouth suddenly dry at the sight of her, swept off his hat, and mashing it against his chest, bowed asking, "Ms. Allan, will you do me the honor of walking with me?"

"Why yes, Mr. Eckard, I'd be happy to walk with you. Here, let me carry that blanket for you." Diana said, smiling, glad to use its weight to hide her trembling hands.

"Thank you Ms. Allan. May I prevail upon you once more, to call me James? And don't look now, but we are gaining that entourage you spoke of." James, informed her.

"That didn't take long at all, the cheeky little buggers ... !" Diana remarked dryly,
She glanced at James, laughing, until they were sharing a laugh together.

Reaching the perfect, mossy, clearing beneath a willow, they spread the picnic around the blanket. The clearing was not far from the swimming hole, and in mid-September it still was hot enough for swimming and cooling off. Some children were swinging on a tire, and doing tricks mid-air as they flew off into the river, providing the adults with entertainment.

The day's passing was quite pleasant, with Ms. Allen ( "Please call me Diana"), and Mr. Eckard ( "Then I must insist you call me, James"), filling each other in on the particulars of their respective families.

Diana told James of her four older brothers, and he feigns fear saying that he would endeavour to please her, lest he be met with four angry men set on protecting their sister. Diana nibbling on cucumber sandwich, smiled enigmatically,

She also told him of her decision to keep on teaching, even after starting a family. James jokingly told her she needed a husband as liberal as she is with her intentions. Diana said yes, she had been thinking the same.

James spoke of growing up with three younger sisters, so he had an inkling about the mysteries of women's ways, but still found the opposite sex baffling.

How his lumber mill had been in the family for three generations, and his fervent hope was to see it with the fourth sitting at its helm. Confidence and pride in his work shone through his face, Diana noticed, transforming its appeal.

And so, a dozen Sunday's passing with the day's activities being dictated by the weather, the young couple spent walking, riding, or even skating when there came a flash freeze.

Two weeks before Christmas, after a night of singing carols and wassailing around town, James and Diana were walking arm in arm; James making sure of her safe arrival at the boarding house. Glancing at her in the moonlight, James thought she was the loveliest woman he'd ever come across, and his mouth went dry from nerves.

Along the way they passed the schoolhouse, and James gently began steering them toward the 'Happy Place' she and the children made together, at the beginning of the school year. He was watching her face for her reaction as she first looked upon it!

James had fashioned a beautiful bench, over the fall, complete with carvings of character's from Aesop's Fables. James asked her to sit for a moment, he needed to remove a stone that had fallen into his shoe, irritating him.

Diana sat, smoothing her skirts, humming and astonished at the work the children had gotten away with her not noticing!! They had strung together chains of popcorn and berries now hanging around the tree for the animals and birds, and many more crystals and shiny bobbins were hanging now, than when she'd first started. It made her heart sing.

Diana, being preoccupied, forgot James for a moment until his clearing his throat brought her back to him. Looking into his eyes, for the first time, Diana actually saw a vulnerability there, and James, still on one knee took her hands in his.

"Ms. Diana Allan will you do me the immense honor of marrying me? Of taking my name and loving me ... nearly as much as I love you?" James asked earnestly.

"Oh" Diana cried. "My brothers have been threatening to thrash you if didn't propose by Christmas! Oh, Yes! Yes, I will." Diana told him, quickly swiping away a tear. "I love you James. Your heart has filled mine with joy, making this a truly Happy Place."


*****Phew!