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<\/a>","comments":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/98826.html?view=comments#comments","category":["fandom: supernatural","fanworks: art"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/98232.html","pubDate":"Sun, 01 Apr 2012 09:11:54 GMT","title":"Why I Really Hate Mai From ATLA and Why She's Poisonous to Maiko","author":"demonichate","link":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/98232.html","description":"I just got done watching the entirety of Avatar: The Last Airbender with Kiwi in preparation for Korra in two weeks. I liked it and my ships are everywhere, but one thing is crystal clear. I really, really, REALLY fucking hate Mai. And I especially hate her with Zuko, 98% because I hate her as a character and ships normally sail better when I like everyone involved.
The sub-title of this blog post should probably also be "And why none of this hate is because she's in the way of another ship".
I don't really have the time or energy to go back and find every little moment, so let me just generalize exactly why Mai is my most hated character:
1) She's flat. Not just in her chest area, but as a character. Even the show itself pokes at how she ~doesn't care about anything~. Oh, except Zuko, because you know it's TOTALLY common for well-rounded characters to hate everything and not give any fucks about anything except the apparent object of their completely random affection, which leads me to my next point.
2) She is not a good match for Zuko. Not a good match at all. She's more-or-less a clone of Zuko in a female body with different life experiences. And she's controlling. God, is she controlling. Although this could be influenced from hanging around Azula too much, that isn't the kind of person Zuko needs to be with and has the potential to be abusive (because seriously what kind of shallow person construes the object of their affection betraying their country as "ZOMG YOU'RE BREAKING UP WITH ME?!" and at the end when peace is finally achieved goes "DON'T YOU EVER BREAK UP WITH ME AGAIN!!!1!!1").
3) She's a very obvious puppet character. What I mean by that is that it's incredibly obvious by the extreme lack of development she has in comparison to other characters, especially other minor female characters like Ty Lee or Suki, that she was thrown in at the last minute for the SOLE purpose of deterring other ships. It feels as if the creators saw people shipping Zuko with Aang or Katara or someone else and went "WHAT! NO! THAT'S NOT WHO YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE SHIPPING!" and threw in Mai to be like "HEY GUYS LOOK! THIS IS WHO YOU SHOULD BE SHIPPING ZUKO WITH! DON'T BE ON THOSE SHIPS THAT MESS WITH THE CANON PAIRING, YOU SILLY FANS!" That. Is Not. How. Shipping. Works.
To me, it felt like that was literally the only reason she was there at all. They lumped her together with Ty Lee and Azula and gave her ONE scene to be kind of awesome, but when considering the other points those seemed to happen as a way to make her SEEM like she had a purpose when really she was only there for shipping deterring and not as her own character.
Being that as it may, it's insanely difficult to try and like her as a character, because there's really nothing TO like. She has little to no personality of her own and is only there to be a mirror of Zuko to appear like his ~one twue wuv~. Which now brings me to my final point.
4) THEY HAVE NO CHEMISTRY. It's really hard to keep a ship floating if characters have absolutely no chemistry. Sure, Mai might say and show that her one and only interest in the whole damn world is Zuko, but there is very, very little to no chemistry between them that actually suggests this.
Their "romantic" scenes were painfully, awfully forced and scripted and just horrible to watch because there was nothing between them to validate those actions. It was like watching two complete strangers make out. It was void of love.
All the scenes they had together and not a single one showed or offered any explanation as to why these two characters went from attacking one another to being all over each other. The flashback scene to when they were kids seemed more like Mai had a common schoolgirl crush on him and Zuko had zero interest in her. And when we saw them together in the present and not fighting, they were randomly all over each other doing loveless, painful things that were painfully scripted! No explanation, no nothing! They just went from being nothing to something. No chemistry build-up at all.
Seems odd, considering ALL THE OTHER PAIRINGS GOT SOME CHEMISTRY. But not Maiko. Because Maiko is not a real ship. It's more like a dummy ship in enemy waters. It is there for the sole purpose of being a decoy to distract and destroy another ship.
Personally, there was way more chemistry built up between Zaang and Zutara than there ever was Maiko. Even Zoph (if that's how that ship name would go) had a little bit of chemistry there near the end.
That's...basically a condensed, slightly jumbled account of why I hate Mai and think she's horrible for the Maiko ship. Perhaps if she'd been developed better and not so obviously thrown in to be a decoy, then maybe I could give her some kind of nod of respect. But since she wasn't, I can't stand her at all.
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","comments":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/98232.html?view=comments#comments","category":["fandom: atla","interests: tv","misc: random","misc: rant"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/97477.html","pubDate":"Fri, 09 Dec 2011 22:19:15 GMT","title":"I HAVE NEVER BEEN MORE PROUD OMFG","author":"demonichate","link":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/97477.html","description":"
I never thought I could be proud of this fandom, but omfg ;A;. Our first ENGLISH trailer for a game most of us weren't expecting to see in a long while ;w;.
THOSE VOICES! THAT MUSIC! THAT EVERYTHING!!!!
I need a PS3 by March OTL.","comments":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/97477.html?view=comments#comments","category":["#news","interests: video games","*update","#omg","fandom: tales of"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/96555.html","pubDate":"Sun, 30 Oct 2011 06:05:06 GMT","title":"Guys, I Think I've Figured It Out!","author":"demonichate","link":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/96555.html","description":"I have substantial reason to suspect now that the episode in the leaked photos from July is actually episode 10 of Season 7.
Recent spoilers and also the fact that somehow I'm finally able to read ALL of the pages (including the previously indecipherable Sam pages) have brought me to this conclusion, and now I will explain why, so that you may also see that.
Alright, so first things first, let me list to you all the official spoilers we know so far about the episode:
- It was originally called "Not Fade Away" and now it is (supposedly finalized as) "Death's Door"
- Bobby's (very much dead) wife and (also presumably dead) dad are in the episode
- Involves someone named "Reaper" who is apparently the grim reaper. Relation to other reapers not known, but possibly the "head" reaper one rank below Death
Now let me brief you about those photos since some people might not still know about them:
So, back in July, some photos were leaked of an unknown production script by someone unknown and posted on the UK spoiler TV image cache. I linked to them once before but apparently the image paths got changed, but they are very much still there<\/a>. Most people thought it was a hoax. I on the other hand believe it's real. Supported by the fact that the time they were uploaded is right, it most likely is an early draft, and also apparently someone had contacted someone to try and confirm legitimacy and were told they "were aware of it". Last time I brought them up, I said I couldn't really read most of the pages, but I could read some things. The script has a loooooot of Destiel (including a love confession!) and also Ellen, Ash and Jo.
But now, for some reason, I seem to be able to read the pages fully, including the pages before that I couldn't read at all (which were the pages with Sam in them). Now that I can, a lot of things about this are piecing together.
Now to show you my findings and also my inferences from all combined knowledge and what little is able to be found in these photos:
- First of all, the title in this script is "Eternal Rest". Obviously, no episode we know the projected title for has this title. BUT, this is the first point. Look at this title. Now, compare it to the two known titles for 7.10. What do they ALL have in common? Death. Specifically, the afterlife AKA Heaven. "Eternal Rest" is obvious, "Not Fade Away" could refer to memories of the dead and "Death's Door" is, well, also obvious but refers to where people generally are when they are dying (ie: "Knocking on Death's door."). Now, we didn't learn about "Not Fade Away" until like....September, or something. Considering the photos are from July, it is very plausible to assume that "Eternal Rest" was the draft title of the episode before they started changing the title to better fit the ambiguity titles generally have in this series. The episode number, too, though it says "701" it may've been originally planned to be the first one shot, but again this is from July, before they even started filming Season 7, meaning episode numbers were likely being shuffled around in preparation for the schedule. This was also before Comic-Con, IIRC (the site says the photos were uploaded on July 1st), which means the numbers were changed before Jensen knew he would be directing the first episode shot which ended up being episode 3.
- According to one of those photos, Ben Edlund both wrote AND directed this episode. We know neither of this information for any episode, specifically 7.10. We know Edlund wrote 9, though, but he didn't direct it. Now, this information may've also been changed up between drafting and finalizing scripts, but for right now we have to assume that Ben is still both writing and directing an episode. I'm not sure if writers have had two episodes they wrote air side by side before, but I don't see why that couldn't happen. Especially if, as we've been led to believe, episodes 10-12 are important episodes.
Now then, onto the actual content of the photos. Previously, all I could really tell you was that there was a love confession and really beautiful Destiel moments in that script. Now that I can read all of the pages with Sam in them now, I can more properly infer things about that episode's plot based on what can be read from all the photographed pages (which obviously isn't the whole script):
- First of all, it seems that Sam (and most likely Dean as well) are dead and in Heaven again. If you'll remember with me, the last time we saw them go to Heaven was in 5.16. Additionally, in that episode, we learned that wasn't actually the first time they were in Heaven either. They'd been there multiple times before (they just excel at dying) and the only reason that they didn't remember all the other times was because Joshua erased their memories of Heaven. Except in 5.16, where he allowed them to remember. Now, in that episode as well, when they first woke up in Heaven, they weren't aware of it at all. Dean was not aware of it until Cas contacted him and made him remember, and then Sam wasn't aware until Dean made him remember. Given all that's happened between now and then, I doubt they'd actively remember Heaven, much less if they were to go to it a second time. AND, if they were to go to Heaven a 2nd time, they don't have a handy-dandy Cas to wake them up and remember themselves.
- We learned in 5.16 that people can share a Heaven and evidently Dean and Sam are such people, however this aspect was not obvious at first since Dean was separate from Sam at the start until he went to go find him. It is likely that this would be the case again were they to go to Heaven again.
- The pages with Sam reveal that he had been in a memory with Jess. However, a different page reveals that to not be true as he states here<\/a> that he "just graduated from Stanford". We know this to not be true because that never happened, and Ash confirms as much. But wait, they clearly have to be in Heaven, because why are the Harvelles there? It's also revealed that to get him out of there, Jo had shot Jess. Sam also does not recognize them at all, or remember anything, as his remark about his actual life is sarcastic (suggesting that the Harvelles had tried to make him wake up while in the illusion and were met with resistance which is why they apparently kidnapped him and took him to the Roadhouse). So he wasn't in a memory at all, because you can't have memories of something that didn't happen. Which leads me to believe what he was actually in was a future that would've happened if his life had been normal (or aka, something that Dean always wanted for him).
At first I thought they were a hallucination or something, considering that's something Sam has to deal with now, but reading these pages, they're not acting like it. The Harvelles are trying really damn hard to make Sam remember (Jo goes as far as shooting him to prove that dead people can't die a 2nd time) and Ash even remarks that he's never had this much of a problem getting either of them to remember themselves. Then he mentions that that "'Someone' must really not want you to remember what happened."
And he's on to something, because clearly Sam's memory had to have been messed with if he was in something that never happened and he literally had no clue who the Harvelles were. Cue Dean and Castiel's pages!
- So last time I brought these photos up, I was under the impression that Cas wasn't really there and that it was Levi simply using the memories Cas has of Dean to essentially fuck with him. In light of new spoilers and also the fact I can read everything now, I no longer think this is true. In fact, I think it's safe to say that the Cas in the script photos is indeed the same Cas we all know and love dearly. I'll get to why in a moment.
SO, remember how, in an interview from sometime before the premiere, Sera was going on about how we'd "see Cas' Heaven in an episode"? I think, at this point, she meant we'd see his Heaven in the sense of seeing most people's Heavens, like how we saw Sam and Dean's in 5.16. The brief little shot we saw of Heaven in 7.02 does not count, because that is not Cas' Heaven. That was the eternal Tuesday afternoon that Cas favored, which is vastly different from HIS Heaven. In fact, there would be no point whatsoever in her even saying we'd be seeing his Heaven at all this season if they thought of that place as his Heaven because we already saw that place in 6.20.
Which would mean that Cas likely really is dead. Which will be interesting, because it will answer the old question of "Where do angels go when they die?" Personally and also based on that teaser pre-premiere, angels very much go to Heaven when they die. I don't know what exactly all entails an angel being dead (like if they have reduced powers or can't leave Heaven ever or something, idk), but either way him being there in Dean's Heaven the way he is in these script photos suggests he's dead. He's not part of whatever Dean is seeing because the interaction suggests he is a visitor from outside the illusion.
- If Cas was dead, let's assume that when angels die they keep most of their angelic powers. Let's say that to some degree they still have power over altering whatever they want, able to move about Heaven as they please, can sense other souls and can probably alter people's memories if they want to, but they are unable to leave Heaven like other angels. So let's say that Cas was in his own Heaven, whether he was conscious of it or not. He suddenly senses Dean's (and probably Sam's too) soul and he decides to go find it. Remember that this would be the same Cas who lied because he didn't want to burden Dean with his problems, Cas who did everything for Dean, Cas who up till the very, very end was still loyal to Dean, Cas who promised that he would redeem himself<\/i><\/b> to Dean. This Cas is our Cas who is burdened by all the events that transpired between seasons 4 and 7. If he were to feel Dean's presence in Heaven, he would likely believe that they died because of him, because of what his foolishness unleashed on the world (and considering Boss!Levi is apparently also in 7.10, I don't think that would be far off).
And as I said in a previous entry, Cas and I keep our word when we make promises of the magnitude of the one he made to Dean. But he's dead! How could he possibly redeem himself to Dean when they're all dead thus making the whole point null and void? Solution: Give him a happiness that his natural memories in Heaven could not.
Cas knows Dean. He knows his life, his thoughts, his SOUL. He knows what Dean wants. Or rather, he believes he knows what Dean wants, and he would do everything within his power to give him that. And it is within his power, assuming he still has some of his angelic abilities. We learned in 5.16 that angels do indeed have the ability to warp a Heaven to their own devices. Zach did this to Dean and Sam and claimed he could taunt them in this manner for as long as he needed until Dean said "Yes". Zach, for all intents and purposes, was an ordinary angel just like Cas. His superior, yes, but there was never anything to suggest that he was a different kind of angel, so it can be assumed that he and Cas are the same kind of angel but with different ranks.
So he considers what he could do to follow through on that promise now that he's in some semblance of a position to do that. But what could he possibly do to make up for getting someone he loves killed? Warping said person's Heaven and memories to resemble lives in which they never knew the supernatural nor met him would work! So that's what he does. He reasons it with something like "All he's known has been pain and chaos. He deserves more than that and I...have no place in that." because you can't honestly look me in the eye and tell me Cas has any self-worth when it comes to what he thinks Dean thinks of him, especially after season 6.
Now, I honestly don't know what he made Dean's Heaven\/future into. There are a variety of options he could've done and the script doesn't really give much hints at it. However, I think it's safe to say that no matter what he made for Dean, it most likely involved a future where Mary was still alive and where Dean never knew about hunting or anything like that. Maybe John was there too, IDK. And for good measure, he gave Sam his own version of a happy future based on what Dean wanted for Sam, because it was something Dean wanted as well. And Cas would sell his soul if he had one (more-or-less kind of did) to make Dean and everyone Dean loves happy. So he makes a future for Dean where his family is still alive and he has a basically normal life and where, most importantly, Dean doesn't know him. And he gives Sam a future where he has Jess and a lawyer life, because that's what Dean wanted for Sam.
- Now that I have that explanation\/reasoning out of the way, I've arranged all the pages with Dean and Cas interaction in them to the best of my ability in supposed chronological order based on logic. Starting with this page<\/a>, it is clear that evidently, in the script at this point, that Dean has become aware that he's in a lie. I don't know how, maybe for the same reason he was the one who became first aware of being dead in 5.16, IDK. Obviously, Dean is hostile in this interaction, most likely for multiple reasons, the most immediate reason being lied to in some form again. Since these are only small parts of the bigger script, we are missing a fuck ton of dialogue and information, but that doesn't mean we can't infer based on certain elements. So, taking the scenario I just outlined into account, Dean is clearly unhappy and Cas is very frustrated and confused by this (as usual). He doesn't understand why Dean can't be happy even after he literally gave him everything he could ever possibly want in an alternative life (even a Djinn knows that).
Some people may read that "I could have easily sent you to Hell." line as a Godstiel thing to say, and maybe a few months ago that would've been plausible, but I don't see that as Godstiel. I see it as a way for Cas to verbalize his hurt since he is unable to express it. It's a method we both use sometimes. He's thinking "Dean, why aren't you happy? Why are you yelling at me? Is this not what you wanted? Would you like something else? Would you prefer me to show you things that don't make you happy? Because I can show you Hell, if you would prefer seeing that to this manifestation of happiness I've given you." and he could, because he has the power to warp Dean's Heaven into whatever he wants, just like Zach chose to torment Dean with Mary degrading his value in 5.16. So he says that to convey in one small sentence that Dean's rejection of his attempt to redeem himself hurts him and that there were other options he could've taken but he chose the happiest one for him. But Dean, as always does not understand, so Cas tries to explain why this is a good thing for him. Because no one has seen Dean the way he has. He knows all about the guilt and pain that Dean has, and he doesn't understand why anyone would willingly choose to have that instead of happiness. And he reveals as much when he points out he did the same for Sam (which I had previously for some reason been thinking had been a "him") and that Sam was happy (evidently he doesn't know about the Harvelles ruining that) and asking for verification if that was what Dean wanted.
I should also note that in Dean's list of the things he actually wanted and didn't want, you can point out things from various seasons. Saving the world and keeping Sam safe were from seasons 4 and 5, saving people from all seasons, Cas becoming head of Heaven from season 6 and, based on what we learned in 7.06, not wanting to spend the rest of his life in prison would be something from this season, assuming that was not an attempt to tie back to the analogy he made a few lines previous on the page.
- Then we go to this page<\/a>, which is presumably the one immediately following the first page. Now, unlike Sam's pages, the page with the beginning of this scene was not shown, so Dean and Cas could've been at this for a long while before the presumed first page in this order occurs. And in this second page, we see that Cas has had it. He's tried to understand Dean in all his humanity and he's given this human MUCH over the time they knew each other, and Dean never acknowledged it, and Cas had been fine with that because he figured that's just what Dean does and that maybe at some deep, nigh inaccessible level, Dean understood why Cas did everything he did. But we see here that he's starting to learn that isn't the case, so he's now hurt and confused and really, really agitated. And he begins to show this by pointing out things to Dean to contrast them to what he has done for and because of him. Because clearly even after three years, Dean is unable to see or understand the magnitude that is all Cas has ever done for Dean, so pulling up other people in contrast to him would better highlight all that and MAYBE, this time, Dean will finally see and understand.
But we all know Dean is one of the most hard-headed people ever (that or just really, really fucking awesome at denying anything and everything) and his snarky, kinda-almost sarcastic reply is not the answer that Cas was looking for. So Cas changes his approach. Rather than ask Dean questions and try to have him figure it out on his own, his only choice left is to spell it out for him in clear words and also actions (as you can see in this page, there's a bit of a physical scuffle between them starting). Because if there's one thing Cas has learned in his brief interactions with humanity\/the Winchesters, it's that if you really want to get yourself heard, you are probably going to have to get physical. He did this once before, back in Season 5, when he was angry at Dean for even CONSIDERING saying "Yes" to Michael, after ALL he did for him. Which resulted in him basically beating the shit out of Dean in that alley, and guess what, it was actually basically the ONLY time Dean ever understood what the other felt\/wanted when it came to his stupid self. So Cas figures since all other methods have failed, surely this time it will work.
So he begins by reiterating what he said to Dean at the beginning of Season 5, albeit much more fleshed out than back then, much more blunt and to-the-point. Yet Dean still insists on being an ass and once more replies with a snarky comment. But Cas is not to be deterred and, if anything, seems to become just a bit more desperate to make Dean see. So he does another physical act (pushing Dean further up the wall) and tries again with much, much more fleshed out thoughts and feelings. "See, Dean? Do you see? Even when you're mean to me, even when you hate me, all I ever think about is you! Why can't you see that, Dean? Why aren't you seeing that? I love you, it's all I've ever felt for you, why can't you see that? Why don't you love me?" is basically what he would be thinking when confessing all that he does in that second paragraph of dialogue.
And now, NOW<\/i><\/b> Dean GETS IT. Or at least, is finally beginning to process it. I'd hazard a guess that part of him probably doesn't even believe it, based on the body language in that action immediately following Castiel spiel and followed up with his (most likely confused) "What?"
- Sadly after that all we have left are snippets from unknown pages, but like I said, I've put these in order based on the flow of conversation in the dialogue. Next we have this small snippet<\/a> from what I can only assume is the page immediately following the previous page where Cas is now pulling away from Dean, based on the description you could almost say it's regretful. Can't really blame him, since he just spilled out everything, exhausted every method and yet, to Cas at least, Dean still isn't understanding.
Like I mentioned, these are snippets and we are missing huuuuuge chunks of important dialogue here. I can't definitively tell you what their conversation after that snippet is like, but I can infer that Cas most likely continues to explain himself, since he has Dean's attention now.
And then, we come to this snippet<\/a>. It's a short, three small pieces of dialogue long, but assuming that it's the last page in this sequence we can infer lots of things from it and it ties back now to the main point of why they were even interacting.
Based on what Dean says, it can be inferred that Cas confided that he felt he had no place in any of Dean's futures. It can also be inferred that by this point in the conversation, Cas has been alerted to the disruption of Sam's fake future and is most likely livid about it because how dare they ruin the one thing he could do to redeem himself to Dean! But Dean is actually reassuring here, informing Cas of what his ACTUAL imagined futures involved. Of course Cas would think he was just saying that, because Dean does that a lot. He did it when Cas was Godstiel too. But Dean insists that it's genuine.
And that's basically all we have of that script. It wasn't much to go on in the first place, but now with new details about 7.10 and also what we've learned about the situation for the past 6 episodes, I think it's beginning to become clear that the episode in this script is in fact 7.10.
This is why: We don't know anything about Reaper apart from the fact he's "the grim reaper" since we already have reapers and Death in this series, his inclusion seems really random. But not really if you consider the Leviathans goals, among other things. Death (and his soldiers supposedly including Reaper) is unable to kill the Leviathans. He basically inferred\/said as much in 7.01 before we even knew about them. Levi and his gang of lesser Leviathan are seemingly hell-bent on getting permanently rid of the Winchesters. I would imagine that this would coincide with a reaper's goals considering ALL of the times those boys have cheated death. IIRC, Death himself even expressed annoyance at this quality of theirs. And Reaper, though we don't know anything really about him, he could be one of those people who needs to have stuff working properly. And by all rights, Sam and Dean are meant to be dead anyway. So he, whether by his own volition or Levi recruiting him (I personally suspect this since Boss!Levi is back in this episode) goes and kills the Winchesters, perhaps doing something to make sure they actually stay dead this time (though we know they won't cuz when does that ever happen). It's then that we will see Cas again, in his Heaven, just like Gamble said we would and the events that appear to be happening in this leaked script will likely happen as well, because the inferences made above about the script coincide well with the few details we know. Also when I say Winchesters, they likely kill Bobby as well, which is why we see his dead wife and dad in this episode. I don't know how they would get back, but that's what I can infer of this episode.
Maybe the synopsis will prove me wrong, maybe it won't. Can't say. And again, these photos were from early, early July, before Comic-Con and also before they even started shooting. The chances of this being an early draft are 98% likely, thereabouts, so some or all of what we saw in the photos could very well no longer be there (I can only hope not because the Destiel is beautiful and I will scream if I do not see something like it happen). Won't know until a little over a month from now, but I know Cas is coming back, and for all intents and purposes, this is episode 10 for me.<\/a>","comments":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/96555.html?view=comments#comments","category":["fandom: supernatural","misc: theory","shipping: destiel","misc: opinion","misc: random"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/95703.html","pubDate":"Mon, 03 Oct 2011 23:27:31 GMT","title":"STFU, Sera","author":"demonichate","link":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/95703.html","description":"Lol, I'm not really mad about that article, personally. But I am infuriated with Sera.
CLEARLY SHE MUST NOT GO ON THE INTERNET VERY OFTEN, OR SHE WOULD KNOW THAT THE LAST THING 98% OF CAS FANS WANTED TO HEAR WAS THAT HE WAS IN FACT DEAD.
I SHOULD be mad about that, but I can't be, lol. And I can't be because my brain automatically rationalizes everything, and it immediately did so with this article.
MY RATIONALIZATIONS, LET ME SHOW YOU THEM!
"TVLINE: What exactly happened to Castiel in that water? Did his body just dissolve into nothingness?<\/strong>
All of those Leviathans inside of Cas were too much for the vessel, so
they stewed him into the water. These are things we have to be somewhat
cagey about, but it was too much certainly and it disintegrated under
all of these monsters, if you will."
- Basically confirms that Levi really did have to get to the water ASAP or his perfect vessel really would've exploded.
"TVLINE: Is it safe to label him as dead? Or did you purposely leave it ambiguous?<\/strong>
Both things are true, actually. We purposely left it ambiguous. In the
life of the show, [Sam and Dean] just suffered the death of one of their
best friends, something that they are dealing with in a serious and
substantial way."
- She claims both things are true but only states that they left it ambiguous. Also this makes me believe that we are going to see grief from Dean sooner or later.
"TVLINE: So it’s definitely something that will carry on?<\/strong><\/strong>
Certainly. Death is a funny thing on Supernatural<\/em>
because we’re a show about life beyond the grave, but this is one of
most serious losses that Sam and Dean have had to face in the life of
the series."
- SO BASICALLY THAT MEANS CAS IS MORE IMPORTANT TO THEM THAN THEIR DAD WAS.
"TVLINE: Is there a chance that Misha could come back not as Cas, but in some other incarnation?<\/strong>
Oh definitely. It has always been our intention to bring back Mischa in
some form. When we called Mischa to let him know that we had this plan
for the character, we talked about this on a longer schedule than in
these first two episodes. We certainly can’t say too much about where
the story is going to go, but we love Mischa and want to continue to
work with him."
- It's "Misha" and also this basically confirms that Levi is still in Cas' body.
"TVLINE: Cas’ exit came pretty early in the episode and was somewhat subdued. Can you talk about the thinking behind that scene?<\/strong>
This is all part of the story that launches the season. So, we
didn’t think of [his death] as having more or less impact; we think of
all of this as the big kickoff."
- Big kickoff to him coming back, more like.
"What does Cas’ disappearance mean for Crowley and their deal?<\/strong>
Crowley is a little bit relieved. [Laughs<\/em>] But just
because that player is off the board doesn’t mean that there’s not a
board for Crowley to be looking at. He is constantly strategizing and
when we see him next, he’s just jumping back into the game and figuring
out who he can align himself with and what the best move will be for
him."
- SOMEDAY, CROWLEY, YOU'RE GOING TO BE THE BIG BAD OF A SEASON. SOMEDAY.
"Does the world of angels still factor into the season, or is that chapter closed?<\/strong>
The epic war in heaven storyline has pretty much come to an end
— at least for now — but individual stories that include angels that
are more character-based or more about the impact that the previous wars
have had, we have plans for those."
- Heaven is going to come back for one thing or another also we have not seen the last of angels.
"Anticipation is high for Episode 3. What can you tease? Will we learn more about the Leviathan boss?<\/strong>
You will not<\/em> meet the Leviathan boss yet, but you will
get to know these creatures a little bit better. There are several
scenes with them. Jensen [Ackles] directed the episode and did a
fantastic job again — it was a pretty quick learning curve. We gave him a
pretty complicated episode that had a lot of flashbacks and a lot of
tiny pieces to tie together and he did it really creatively and really
well. And he had to do it out of order, by the way. We handed him a
script that had all the information you saw in last week’s episode —
except he received that script before shooting that! [Laughs<\/em>]"
- Levi is basically going to show up in a later episode (coughsevencough).
And in general:
She can SAY Cas is "dead" all she wants, but I still believe he's not. We shouldn't forget that he's already been dead TWICE. And both of those times involved his vessel being destroyed. And yet God brought him back both times with his vessel restored. WHO THE FUCK SAYS THIS WON'T BE THE CASE AGAIN?
Plus I seem to recall that in 6.20 he very specifically said that when Lucifer killed him in 5.22, he VERY much was dead for those few moments until he suddenly wasn't.
So this is likely the same situation, they're just changing up the formula for how his deaths usually go. The previous times he's died, he's only ever been gone 1 episode for the longest and a few minutes for the shortest. They're likely gonna stretch this one out to a few episodes or for all we know maybe the whole fucking season. Cuz the previous times, too, he wasn't gone long enough for anyone to properly grieve him. This way, it can finally sink into Dean's skull that Cas has died THREE times now. For him.
Also, I know not everyone agrees with how the writers handle season storylines (just look at Season 6), but I still remember when Cas PROMISED that he would FIX SAM. Just like he PROMISED, in 7.01 that he would REDEEM HIMSELF TO DEAN.
Cas and I, we don't say shit like that lightly. When we give someone our word, WE FUCKING MEAN IT. He isn't gonna die without accomplishing those things. Or at least, he's not gonna stay dead until they are accomplished.
Plus this is another validation for my 2nd dream. Someone disappearing the way Cas did in that dream doesn't always have to be something physical. Of course I thought it was physical at first since obviously Levi is behind-the-scenes now, but in actuality it could have represented him "dying" as well.
And the last part of my dream (where the panic went away\/he came back) still hasn't happened yet, so for all intents and purposes, I'm still waiting for Cas to return.
Because honestly, he may've done "bad" things in recent times, but I firmly believe he's still God's favorite angel. God will bring him back again. God always brings him back.<\/a>","comments":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/95703.html?view=comments#comments","category":["fandom: supernatural","misc: opinion","misc: random","misc: rant"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/95283.html","pubDate":"Sun, 02 Oct 2011 16:06:54 GMT","title":"I'm A Horrible Person","author":"demonichate","link":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/95283.html","description":"Ok, I swear I heard somewhere in 7.02 that the "best" way to torture someone is to make them believe they're somewhere else when they aren't. Clips I'm finding aren't bringing up anything but I swore I heard that, but even if I didn't other dialogue from the episode suggests this as more-or-less a truth of sorts.
SO, we learn that apparently that's the best way to torture someone. Awesome, related to Sam's hallucinations, your point is...? Except what if it's not JUST related to Sam's hallucinations.
I only just thought of this yesterday so some of it may not make sense but let me try to explain as coherently as I can.
The "best" way to torture someone, as far as we know, comes from Lucifer, who while being the Devil, he was still an Archangel once and thus even he is younger than Levi. Levi and his gang of misfit Leviathans lived in Purgatory for billions of years.
And from what we know of Purgatory, it's more-or-less an extension of Hell, which was why Crowley wanted it mostly in the first place. Because he already had Hell, so he was "entitled" to the extension of it as well. Now, one legend is that Leviathan is also known as Hell's gatekeeper. From what I can infer from the first two episodes, Supernatural is mainly focusing on the primordial sea monster aspects of the legend, but that doesn't stop them from mixing in other legends into their own representation. Just like they have for a lot of other monsters in this series.
SO, primordial sea monster or not, Levi and his family clearly have a connection of sorts to Hell that PREDATES Lucifer's fall. It's not beyond reasonable belief that Levi may know how to torture like Lucifer does, only to more extreme variations. Now just think of Sam's hallucinations but more extreme when you consider how much older Levi is compared to every other creature in existence. Now add to that their apparent ability to KNOW their host's memories and thoughts and feelings. Combine those two and you suddenly have a much, MUCH worse form of torture than Luci could ever devise.
Now let's consider those leaked script photos (again).
From reading what is legible, it can be inferred that as of when that episode was written, it's about something to do with Dean and Sam being put into their "Heavens" except they are not their actual Heavens and are in fact figments of their imagination, including any past loved ones that they see there (hence Sam seeing Jo and Ash in his). This was evidently done by Cas, as dialogue on a different page between Dean and Cas suggests to be true. Dean describes these kinds of hallucinations as "screwing with his head".
Now when those photos were originally leaked, it was assumed that this Cas was Godstiel. HOWEVER, in light of the premiere and the newest episode, this has been proven false and a second read-through of the photos gives off more a sense of Levi than Cas.
Levi, who has now been confirmed more-or-less to indeed have access to Castiel's memories. They ALL did, as that is the only way Doc!Levi could know Bobby's full name when he had never heard it spoken aloud before and recognized him instantly. Access to memories leads to access of thoughts and then feelings\/emotions.
Levi is still in Cas and Cas is still in there, so imagine all that knowledge Levi is now in possession of. He knows everything the angel knew, including intricate details of Heaven.
Now let's consider that with the possibility that Levi knows more about torture than Lucifer. We may not know much about Levi's powers but based on evidence from the first two episodes, this is what we DO know: Levi can throw people around exactly how demons (and some angels, I think?) can, they can travel through ANY water source and get into their hosts from there by direct ingestion and they also never die--or easily, at least. After that they can morph their new bodies into the form of someone else, and then they consume the original. I assume (basing this on a general belief that's really fucking old) they do this mainly because they have to consume the person whose identity they have taken in order to KNOW them, so that they can be the person whose identity they took and match almost flawlessly. This is clearly different from just simply "feeding" as when they are hungry they just eat organs (as Doc!Levi disgustingly demonstrated).
Now, I really don't want to think of Levi eating Cas, but there is also the possibility that he didn't (cuz I still think he was lying about him being dead). The reason being the Levi is a special case. All the other Leviathans had to go get their own hosts the old-fashioned way. But Levi didn't have to. Levi was there since the moment the door was first opened. This makes me believe that Cas taking in the souls in the first place was the equivalent of Levi infecting him from a water source. AFAWK, them getting into humans\/other beings via that method is no different than possession. It seems to start as possession and then turns into shapeshifter-esque impersonation.
However, them changing into other people could mean that they lose the knowledge of the people they were last impersonating, giving Levi a very perfect incentive for not changing bodies because really, WHAT BETTER BODY THAN AN ANGEL, EH? Which would mean that Levi is still in the possession stage of their gaining bodies, which means that Cas can still be in there as Levi never consumed his body. But just by being in it, he knows everything, just like Doc!Levi knew what his possession-body knew as well as Ed!Levi with his body.
So then, this means that Levi not only has access to all knowledge about the Winchesters and Heaven, but he has a weak, hopeless angel still in the body with him. Levi's powers, from what we have observed, are not unlike those of powerful demons--like Azazel and the angels in general. So whose to say he CAN'T, just like Azazel, waltz into someone's dream and change it to their will? What if he could do that, and not just do that, but force the people into a sort of catatonic state? Enter the premise of the episode those leaked photos are for.
Still with me? Ok. So on one of the pages, where Dean and Cas (Levi) are talking (or fighting, rather), Dean refers to the manipulation of his environment as "screwing with his head"<\/a>. Levi is clearly now using what he knows of Cas to PRETEND he is Cas, in every sense right down to every emotion he ever felt for Dean so he is very much fucking with Dean's mind by doing that.
But that's not all!
On a different page with more dialogue (it likely comes before the love confession) between them, Cas is ranting to Dean about "how come you don't want this?" (referring to whatever he manipulated Dean into believing he was in) and things of that general nature. It's all well and good and then he says this: "It's what I did for Him."
Specifically, the entire thing he says is: "You wouldn't be in pain anymore if you just accept it. I did the same for Him, and he's happy. Isn't that what you wanted?<\/i>"
That line, right there, can't be Godstiel because who is he talking about? Can't be Jimmy cuz Jimmy died at the end of Season 4\/5. The ONLY person in Cas' body that Dean would want to be "happy" is Cas himself. Leaving the only one he could be talking to as Levi masquerading Cas.
Now then, taking all of this into account, what if that was a lie? Just like how it is a lie that Cas is dead. What if, at this very moment in the series, Levi is forcing Cas into a catatonic state and making him THINK he's somewhere else. Could be anything. Could be an alternate reality (*cough*) where Dean actually acknowledges he loves him for all we know. The point is, what if he is torturing Cas just like how Lucifer is torturing Sam right now with thinking he's somewhere else when he is not.
And then later on, when this episode happens (whenever that may be), he yanks Cas out of that torture and straight into a new one: which is Levi using Cas to torture Dean with, and there isn't a damn thing Cas can do about it.
It would be the ultimate form of torture, yes? And Levi is sadistic enough to do it, too.
And I am enough of a horrible person that I would totally alter this oneshot I was writing to center around this new idea.
I am not sorry.
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And if the above explanation didn't make sense...I'm sorry, XDD. I tried to explain it the best I could...I'm not the best at explaining things. So if anyone is confused and needs me to try clarifying something, ask~
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<\/a>","comments":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/95283.html?view=comments#comments","category":["fandom: supernatural","misc: ideas","misc: opinion","interests: tv","misc: random"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/95155.html","pubDate":"Sat, 01 Oct 2011 03:13:06 GMT","title":"EDLUND WHY","author":"demonichate","link":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/95155.html","description":"Want to get this out of me before I go reading other people's reactions and get my own mind messed up.So, that episode......yeah.....WTF EDLUND?!
But I'm cool with this, because unlike last week, I was actually able to objectively look at this episode while watching it and look at my dreams for reference.
The past two journal entries relayed this info so I'm not going to recap here. But my first prophetic SPN dream was definitely related to the premiere, as I covered last time. Now we're on to my 2nd prophetic dream.
I think, based on this episode, this is what my 2nd dream meant when Cas suddenly disappeared. I panicked in my dream, which is definitely what the fandom is doing and it's kind of what the other characters are doing too though more about the Leviathans. But panic is still panic.
And in my dream, though I did not actually SEE him come back, the panic suddenly left which I can only assume is because Cas came back in my dream.
So he has disappeared now. Now we just wait for him to come back, with some panic in between.
I should also note that I think Levi (or as of this episode, Boss!Levi) is still in Cas. I was writing a one shot I didn't get to finish in time for this episode, but I had the other Leviathans refer to him as "Boss". That was just a guess, though.
From what I can tell from these two episodes, the Leviathans seem to have a similar family dynamic that a gang has. The whole "you mess with one, you mess with us all" sort of thing. And all of them answer to Levi and follow his orders and shit, which makes Levi the equivalent to the leader of a gang. I imagine that they each have access to their host's memories and things, because the Doc!Levi said that he knew who Bobby was cuz "they saw him through the angel's eyes". I take this to mean that ALL of them know the Winchesters now because at that point it was not just one Leviathan in Cas, it was ALL OF THEM. So they all had access to what Cas knew and that carried over to when Levi sent them into the water.
So now it's probably "as it should be" which is Levi in Cas' body and the rest in their own bodies but still answering to Levi. Levi still being in Cas' body makes sense if we consider Levi as the strongest one, which was why even though there were countless numbers of them in Cas originally, he was still the dominant one talking. It seems to me like the reason they all need their own bodies is because too many of them in one causes too much strain on the vessel. Which was part of the reason why Levi went and contaminated the water with the rest of them.
His agenda was to get them out so they could go feed (because as some of them said, they were hungry) and not make his vessel explode. It makes sense that Levi would remain in Cas because Jimmy's body was strong enough to be an angel's vessel, thereby making it strong enough for Levi, but ONLY Levi. Not Levi + a hundred other Leviathans, as that first scene clearly showed.
And I believe Cas is still in there. It's just Levi that's left in there with him. We'll see him again. Right now he's playing the role of "Off screen shadow boss" where everyone refers to him but he isn't actually seen. But we will see him again. Watch it be in episode 7 (which BTW is November 4th which is conveniently the same day that the timer on the GISHWHES site ends).
Also, I still believe that those leaked script photos from July are legit. They weren't for episode 2, though. They were for some other episode. Another episode involving Cas, and I went back after the premiere and re-read what I could read of the dialogue and I found that the interaction between Dean and Cas in that script sounds suspiciously like Levi using Cas' memories, thoughts and feelings to fuck with Dean's head.
I really don't know what episode number it was supposed to be, but clearly it was neither 1 or 2.
<\/a>hitzusin<\/b><\/a><\/span> and I believe it might be episode 5. It might also be 7. All we can tell is that it's a single digit number we just don't know which one. This is also the script with the love confession.So in summary, I wouldn't worry too much. My 2nd dream is on the last part, but it will not have come to fruition until Cas returns and the panic goes away. So keep holding on, fandom.
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Also, it took me a bit, but I'm 100% certain that all the Leviathans in this episode were different ones from Levi. For a bit I thought Levi might be in the girl and then the doctor, but that is not Levi. Levi, based on what I have seen, laughs a lot, grins a lot and is all around commanding in how he talks. Which is part of why I believe he's still in Cas because NONE OF THESE GUYS WERE LEVI.
So since they are all different and don't really have names, I gave them names:
Doc!Levi
Ed!Levi
Female!Levi
Old!Levi
And as I mentioned, the one I affectionately call Levi is Boss!Levi. But that one will always be Levi to me.<\/a>
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I realize I've been keyboard smashing a lot on this, but this is about Supernatural.
HOLY FUCKING SHIT!!!! Ok, ok, remember when I wrote down my two SPN-related dreams here<\/a>? Well, after watching the premiere on Friday and finally thinking back to the first one, I realized...
HOLY FUCKING SHIT I WAS RIGHT!!!!!! My dreams have sometimes been prophetic before, BUT THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I HAVE LITERALLY HAD PROOF!
Let me go over this:
So in my dream, there were EXACTLY 3 Deans and 3 Cas'. The three versions of Cas I actually SAW form into themselves, but the Deans were not explained so I didn't understand why or how there were three Deans as well. The parts of Cas were: a dark\/evil part, a giggly part and a "lonely" part. The Deans had subtle differences but I explicitely remember that the "real" one wore the same jacket he did in Season 6 and the other two wore two slightly different denim jackets.
And then we come to the premiere, and this is what ended up happening: There were indeed three Cas' in this episode. There was Godstiel (the evil part), Castiel (the lonely part) and Levistiel\/Levi (the giggly part). I am associating Levi as the giggly part because the thing I remember most about that part, aside from him giggling a lot, was that the WAY he giggled was fucking creepy, and Levi is very much creepy. There were also three different Deans in this episode: There was Dean using the Impala as his therapy after losing someone he loves (Season 2 Dean), Dean wanting to kill Cas (Seasons 1-3 Dean) and then there was the "real" Dean who wanted to save Cas and was truly broken up when he thought he was dead and back and so mny other things (Seasons 5-6 Dean).
I'd also mentioned that I thought I saw Sam and Bobby in my dream as well though remembered nothing specific with them. Well I may not have remembered anything specifically, but the fact they were there amidst 3 different Deans and Cas' coincides with the roles they played in getting Cas back in this premiere.
And finally I come to the "main point" of that first dream, which had been to "find all the pieces and put him back together". Though it wasn't really literal, the basic idea here was "we need to fix Cas" AND THAT IS ESSENTIALLY WHAT THEY WERE TRYING TO DO THAT WHOLE EPISODE!
I just...I.....this is the first time I have actually had solid proof that my dreams are occasionally prophetic. My whole brain is kind of crying in relief and "OMFG" feelings. And this makes me wonder, if the first dream was prophetic, then I wonder if the 2nd dream will be proven as well. Since they both occurred within a really close window to each other and had the exact same kind of feeling as the first one.
And both of them left me feeling that Cas is going to be ok, and I believe he is, despite Levi's words. Cas is still in there, he's just being tortured by his own mind and Levi.<\/a>
","comments":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/94736.html?view=comments#comments","category":["fandom: supernatural","*update","#omg","life","interests: tv","life: dreams"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/94575.html","pubDate":"Sat, 24 Sep 2011 05:24:08 GMT","title":"WHAT DID YOU JUST DO TO ME, MOCHIJUN?!","author":"demonichate","link":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/94575.html","description":"Iiiiiii finally got caught up on PH. No summary.
Just me going XZICBKSAJZCBJDSKCBSDCBDSJKVBDSSDBVDSKJVNDVIJKSVN SKUJVENRIJKVNSEVFJKENVGJRSKVGOIDSKVNBDFJVKSNVSDVSVLKSVMLSVSODKVNKL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT DID! WHAT WAS! WHAT THE FUCK DID I JUST READ, MOCHIJUN?!
I just, I don't, WHAT AM I EVEN FEELING RIGHT NOW HOLY FUCKING SHIT!
Everything was a lie *rocking back and forth*. Everything...I don't....what.....what is even real anymore in PH??? GOD THIS IS LIKE THE MINDFUCK OF THE CENTURY!
And Jack. Jaaaaaack. Why? Why did you do that? I trusted and loved you and then you just go and.......and you do THAT! Why, Jack, why?
I have a headache now, owwww.
It was probably not the smartest idea to read this chapter after I just went through a literal emotional rollercster with Supernatural's season premiere.
Owwwww >_____<.
THE ONLY THING I CAN THINK TO COME OUT OF THIS THAT IS IN ANY WAY REMOTELY GOOD, IS THAT THIS MEANS EVERY TIME WE THOUGHT GIL WAS LOYAL TO OZ BECAUSE OF JACK WAS A LIE AND THAT HE WAS ALWAYS, ALWAYS LOYAL TO OZ AND ONLY OZ!
In summary...
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<\/a>Gonna just go and....crawl in a hole for the better part of eternity. I can't fucking deal with this right now OTL.","comments":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/94575.html?view=comments#comments","category":["fandom: pandora hearts","#omg","misc: random","misc: rant","fandom: supernatural","interests: manga","interests: tv","#wtf"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/94449.html","pubDate":"Sat, 17 Sep 2011 09:58:02 GMT","title":"DJBCKISABCJASB Goddamnit Self","author":"demonichate","link":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/94449.html","description":"I was starting to forget I have this X_X. Been kinda...engrossed with Tumblr and Plurk and stuff.
LET ME UPDATE\/RAMBLE!
So, my new friend
<\/a>hitzusin<\/b><\/a><\/span> and I started RPing together, cuz she was the only Dean I could find that was available all the time, lol. That's been...fun. I think she's the only person to temporarily cure my otherwise crippling anxiety with RP. <3 Obviously, I'm Cas<\/a> and she's my Dean<\/a>.Started watching The Secret Circle on Thursday. It seems like a good show, I plan\/intend to keep watching it.
Excited for Glee on Tuesday~
Prepared for a soul crushing experience next Friday given it's the Season 7 premiere for SPN. However, while some parts of me are still going through various bouts of optimism and pessimism, a different part of me isn't...really worried.
Because in the past week or so, I've had two SPN-related dreams, both of them oddly symbolic in hindsight and both of them left me with a sense of hope...
The first one was kind of weird cuz it had both myself and my dad in it, but the parts I remember most are the ones involving Dean and Cas (I know Sam and possibly Bobby were there as well, but all I really remember are Dean and Cas). The dream consisted of Cas splitting into three different physical versions of himself. Kind of like when Sam was trapped in his mind when the wall was breaking only...physical rather than mental...I'm not sure how to really explain what I saw. But in any case, Cas was split up into three versions: a sinisterly cold part that was more or less the one consisting of all the souls, an oddly giggly part, and the last part was a part of himself that frequently went around talking about how lonely he was. Presumably that was the real Cas.
Dean was there too, and he was also split into three parts. I have NO IDEA why, but it wasn't as chaotic as Cas' (Cas split up because he was unable to hold himself together with all those souls in him) and all three Dean's actually worked together for the common goal which was to gather up all the Cas parts and put him back together. I know one Dean was the Season 6 Dean\/the real Dean cuz he wore the green jacket. The other two Deans both were two slightly different denim jackets....like the ones Dean wore early on in the series for a bit. I couldn't tell you what seasons they may've been from.
But yeah, so the common goal was finding all of Cas' pieces and somehow putting him back together. The real Dean and I (and some other people that I don't remember) had tracked down one of them to a hotel of sorts that was having some kind of convention. The part we'd tracked down was the lonely part of Cas and he had apparently crashed the convention and was on the stage area talking about his loneliness and other things that I can't really remember now, but I remember Dean and I were listening in\/watching and I remarked to Dean about how I was correct about Cas (being lonely on the inside and all).
Then I woke up from that dream. It's weird though, because in hindsight the three Cas' could represent a similar internal struggle like what Sam went through. Because at the start of the dream I literally watched Cas go from whole to three different pieces of himself. It was...really, really fucking weird. Like one moment he was whole and then all of a sudden there were two other hims that just....waltzed like ghosts out of the solid Cas and then they too became solid. And then they all walked in different directions.
And though it didn't come to me at the time, I'm starting to think that the three Deans was not meant in a literal sense, but in a....metaphorical way. Specifically, I think it may've been a representation for Dean's methods or solutions when it came to Cas. Because all of them were indeed working to find Cas, but all of them had different solutions to 'fixing' him. Ranging from the early seasons of 'Shoot first, ask later' to a 'save him'. It kinda....gives the sense that Dean is going to be conflicted in what he wants to do, and early previews and spoilers have more-or-less proven this to be true.
The other dream I had, which was a few days after that dream, involved only Cas and I. I can only assume because of how deep my attachment to him is. Anyway, he was driving a truck to go somewhere for some reason and I was accompanying him on whatever it was. I was really sleepy, though, so he let me rest against his arm because all other pillow options were considerably uncomfortable. The road we were on was straightforward and I dozed pretty lightly in this dream. Then we were at a part (the road we were taking was going through a woods, oddly) where the road split into a kind of T-junction. I saw it a little too late and told him we had to go right. But because I spotted it too late and his epic driving skillz, we kinda ran over that road completely and almost hit a treeline but he managed to turn back around and went right. Except it was the right we were now facing which was our original left. So I woke up a bit from the dream doze to tell him "No, no, Cas, we have to go right!" and he looked at me confused and said "But I did go right..." and I had to explain to him how he went the wrong right and that the right we were meant to be going was in the other direction.
But he kept driving until we got to some weird looking place that I knew somehow wasn't the place we were supposed to be at and he finally registered that this was indeed the wrong way so he turned around and went the right way. Then I went back to dozing on his arm until we arrived at our proper destination which was a neighborhood I'd never been to. Again, I don't know our reasons for being there but....there was a random black family that we went to the house of and they had a nice looking house and two cats and lot of oriental cat ornaments throughout the house. I also vaguely remember that Castiel disappeared for a bit and I panicked not knowing where he was but I think he must've returned cuz the panic went away just before I woke up.
What I'm getting from hindsight reflection on that dream is mostly related to Castiel's path in the series (from Season 4 all the way through 6 and into 7). During Seasons 4 and 5, Cas had been on a relatively straightforward, if not bumpy path. His goals were always clear, because they were Dean's goals. But then stuff got complicated after Season 5. He came to a crossroads (Crowley) and made a wrong turn (deciding dealing with a demon to work together to open the door to Purgatory was a better plan than breaking the peace Dean finally had in his life). He continued down that path, even when met with comments to the contrary (Fate, Rachel, Balthazar, the Winchesters and Bobby confronting him), and he wound up in a bad place that was inexplicably wrong (taking in the souls and becoming overwhelmed by them and trapped in a mental breakdown). But upon realizing the mistake, he turned around, albeit not smoothly, and went back in the direction that he should've gone in the first place and ended up in a relatively good place. And then he disappeared (early spoilers revealed that after 7.02, Cas has not been written for anymore episodes yet), but then he came back (recent rumors are thinking that he's coming back in episode 7). And all was well (happy ending????).
I don't know about you guys, but it feels to me like my subconscious is trying to tell me that everything is going to be ok with him. Even Jared and Jensen have said that "he's not completely gone from the show".
I trust my dreams, I do. Especially these because these dreams were REALLY vivid when they happened. That sort of vivid only happens in symbolic-in-a-prophetic-sense dreams which while I may get sometimes are never as frequent or close together or on the same topic<\/b> as these. But I've learned that the writers on this show are an unpredictable bunch....so my dreams give me hope and a sense of peace, but there are parts of me that are still preparing for the worst case scenario, because there is always that air of unpredictability.
*sigh*And on top of it all, it really does seem like I'm the ONLY person who understands Cas the way I do. EVERYONE on Tumblr is misjudging him. Some good, some bad. The bad ones include things like how "Oh, he must really have gone darkside if he killed Balthazar and Rachel in cold blood!" or "Cas was really a dick for trying to make Dean feel guilty about the state of Sam's soul which was his own fuck up!"
First of all, NO! I've been saving this for my character analysis, but damnit, I really need to get it off my chest. Cas didn't kill Rachel and Bal in cold blood. Nor did he kill them because they refused to side with him (because there are also people who believe that). He killed them both under slightly different circumstances, but it was the same underlying reason for both of them. He killed them out of fear. Fear that they were leaving him and because he was already in a state of mental unrest due to no longer wanting to see people he cared about leave, his automatic response was to kill them. Because killing them would be a much simpler and less painful thing to watch than to watch them turn their backs on him, just like the Winchesters did<\/b>. With Rachel it was more of self-defense because SHE attacked him first. And that caused the same fear in him. The idea that she disagreed with his vision so violently that she would attempt murder on him broke any measure of trust and brought forth that same fear that she was leaving--had left--him and he would rather have watched her die than watch her leave.
And second of all, Cas wasn't trying to make Dean feel guilty about anything. Until they found out that Sam actually didn't have a soul, Cas was just as clueless to that as Dean and the rest were. He hadn't intended to bring Sam back soulless, it was an ACCIDENT. And accident though it may've been, he KNEW the implications of what putting Sam's soul back in his body would do. Not just to Sam, but to Dean as well. Because FYI, Cas is always thinking of Dean, does everything for Dean. Dean is all he cares about in the world. He knew that Sam's soulless state was his fault, but he also knew (because he's an angel and angels have intimate knowledge of souls) that Sam's soul being in The Cage for a full fucking year would've left it in a horrendous state that no one could possibly repair. Not even himself. He knew what putting his soul back in his body would do to Sam, and knew that if Dean had to watch his little brother suffer like that, it would just break him. And taking a look\/feeling Sam's soul when it was returned to his body by Death only confirmed what he already knew about its state. Telling all of that to Dean was NOT an attempt to guilt trip him. It was an attempt to make Dean understand that Sam was now in danger and that it was something Dean wouldn't be able to help with. He wanted Dean to understand that he had tried to protect him from something that was ultimately going to hurt him. He still hoped that Sam would be ok, remember?
dsbvsidvbdasvisbsikjv just......all of my feelings ;___;.<\/a>
","comments":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/94449.html?view=comments#comments","category":["fandom: supernatural","*update","life","interests: tv","misc: random","misc: rant","life: dreams"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/93968.html","pubDate":"Wed, 31 Aug 2011 03:39:01 GMT","title":"BELATEDLY NOTICED BUT STILL WTFOMFGBBQIDEK!!!!","author":"demonichate","link":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/93968.html","description":"So you know how I've posted before about how Castiel is so disturbingly like me and I connect to him so deeply we are basically the same person?
WELL, I did not notice this the first time I watched the episode, but after seeing some caps on Tumblr for a bit I realized that WE CROSS OUR ARMS THE EXACT SAME WAY! EXACT! I AM NOT FUCKING SHITTING YOU!
"WTF are you talking about, Kirvee?" NO SERIOUSLY, LET ME SHOW YOU!
Close-up. I cross my arms exactly like this (the only difference, I think, is that my right hand is usually the tucked in\/on top hand).
And if that wasn't enough, I'm preeeeeeettyyyyy damn sure we've shared a very similar bitch face like this one....
And a more distant example of the same pose. The position of my arms when I cross them is literally just like this. I wish I had pictoral evidence, but I don't think I have any pictures of myself where I have my arms crossed.
But seriously. OMFG. My twin ;A;.<\/a>","comments":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/93968.html?view=comments#comments","category":["fandom: supernatural","#omg","interests: tv","misc: random","#wtf"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/92939.html","pubDate":"Sun, 14 Aug 2011 22:24:28 GMT","title":"At Some Point, Every Fandom Has One","author":"demonichate","link":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/92939.html","description":"Guess what I found~
Although the picture is different from one I saw on Tumblr (or DA, I forget), but this is the only parody ending I see and this one is really recent. It's also really awesome because different picture or not, it totally fits, XDD.
THIS SONG WILL NEVER STOP BEING AWESOME, NOR WILL THIS SHOW! Also Yuya Matsushita's voice works surprisingly well for the series o-o.
*watches again and again and again*Makes me smile that Cas and Dean are literally almost next to each other in this one, lol.","comments":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/92939.html?view=comments#comments","category":["fandom: supernatural","fanworks: amv","shipping: destiel","misc: random"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/92841.html","pubDate":"Fri, 12 Aug 2011 00:05:15 GMT","title":"Kirvee Spends Way Too Much Time On Youtube","author":"demonichate","link":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/92841.html","description":"Still on my Supernatural kick, not done with Season 6 yet (11 episodes in, though, so halfway!). Found some videos on Youtube because WHY THE HELL NOT?!
I don't think this moment was in a previous Castiel video I posted, so here's ANOTHER adorable Cas moment. Look at his face and tell me how this isn't adorable!
Sadly no one seems to have this video with embed enabled, so here is a clip of Castiel ONCE AGAIN being adorable and accidentally watching porn.<\/a>
Blooper reel from Season 4, XDD. Quite hilarious, especially Misha's moments.
Season 5 was my favorite season (cuz it has MORE CAS) so this blooper reel is my favorite (and Misha is even more hilarious in this one)!
This video interests me because Roanoke is one of my favorite American\/history mysteries.
This also interests me. Gives insight into how the writing team approached their chosen presentation of angels and archangels.<\/a>
Eric Kripke is a genius no matter what anyone else says! I really hope he comes back to work on the show someday =(. Either him or Edlund (or both of them together) would make better show runners than Sera Gamble V_V.
More angel things, XDD. I honestly liked Anna =(. I kind of want Cas to follow and become human....eventually.
Last video, just a deleted scene I found from when Dean and Cas first meet. Dean has great comebacks, XDD. Audio volume is kinda bad, but if you concentrate and\/or turn it up more, you can hear it sorta.
And on a final, Castiel-related note, I did something stupid<\/a>. I don't even RP, I have major anxiety about RPing, but for some strange reason I made an RP blog for him.
Cas does make me want to RP more than Kurt did...mostly cuz I have more mind linking with Castiel, but that Tumblog will probably never see use
"Profound bond", guys!
<\/strong>PROFOUND BOND!<\/strong><\/span>
Could these guys BE anymore canon??? And adorable and every other endearing adjective that I could possibly think of in the span of 10 minutes.","comments":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/92542.html?view=comments#comments","category":["fandom: supernatural","adorable castiel","shipping: destiel","#omg","misc: random"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/92208.html","pubDate":"Sat, 06 Aug 2011 12:43:06 GMT","title":"OMG YOU TWO, STOP IT! ESPECIALLY YOU, ANGELBOY!","author":"demonichate","link":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/92208.html","description":"I'm almost done with Season 5 and just OMG DEAN AND CAS' LOVE! It's so obvious and beautiful and just just just dasvbdsivjbsdvbdsvidsbvjdsbvidsjvs!!!!!!!!!!!
90% of their time together, Cas is being so incredibly socially awkward that it is fucking ADORABLE (and relatable).
I mean just watch these videos:
This one that someone stupidly disabled embedding on<\/a>
and
Cas. NEVER STOP BEING ADORABLE! Never! >(
Also you do not understand the IMMENSITY of the desire I have to buy this shirt, my mother's opinions be damned.<\/a>
And on a last note, THIS IS PROBABLY THE MOST BEAUTIFUL ARGUMENT I HAVE EVER READ FOR THEM!<\/a>
Shipping. Shipping so hard ;w;. My god, you guys, why are you two SO FUCKING ADORABLE?!<\/a>","comments":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/92208.html?view=comments#comments","category":["fandom: supernatural","adorable castiel","shipping: destiel","why am i loving these characters more th"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/92060.html","pubDate":"Fri, 05 Aug 2011 12:38:59 GMT","title":"Writer's Block: Parlez-vous francais?","author":"demonichate","link":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/92060.html","description":"
*bored*
I can read and speak some Japanese (I wouldn't say I'm fluent yet, but I'm working on it). At some point after I master the Japanese language, it'd be nice to learn Norwegian, Latin and perhaps Polish (if only for the reason that part of my heritage is from Poland).
I'm really picky with my languages so I only want to learn the ones that are aurally and phonetically appealing to me, which would be the listed languages above, lol. Japanese is the most beautiful of the four, which is why I've been learning it first for the past few years.
When I was little my mother used to teach me random French words and sayings cuz she was a big fanatic of French and thought for some strange reason I should know random shit I will never use. So I know a few words and the English and French versions of a short song ("Bridge of Davenyon" or however the fuck it is supposed to be spelled is what I think it's called), but I personally don't like French as a language. It grates on my ears. So does Spanish. And German. Which is why I was happy to be exempt from a required Foreign Language class in high school because between those choices I hate all of them equally.","comments":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/92060.html?view=comments#comments","category":"writer's block"},{"guid":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/91728.html","pubDate":"Wed, 03 Aug 2011 19:39:01 GMT","title":"B-K Remixes Make My Heart Sing","author":"demonichate","link":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/91728.html","description":"
I just want to inform the general public that this remix is epic and I can't stop listening to it *dances*. GOD so much love for this under-loved series ;A;.","comments":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/91728.html?view=comments#comments","category":["interests: video games","interests: music","interests: songs"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/91218.html","pubDate":"Wed, 03 Aug 2011 08:16:00 GMT","title":"TAKEN OVER MY LIFE","author":"demonichate","link":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/91218.html","description":"I am four seasons and eighteen episodes into Supernatural and HOLY FUCK I am shipping Dean and Castiel SO HARDCORE! This is the hardest I remember shipping anything in a very long time.
THEIR LOVE IS LEGENDARY AND BEAUTIFUL AND JUST OMG! Castiel is feeling EMOTIONS (which angels in this series don't have) because of Dean, was the one who saved Dean from Hell and just UNGH! Not to mention they essentially have eye sex EVERY TIME THEY ARE ON SCREEN TOGETHER! Seriously, it's not very heterosexual to stare at each other THAT long, or THAT way. And that is beautiful.
Plus both their actors, one executive producer\/writer and probably a few other writers ship it too.
I changed my FO banner (as you can probably see) to reflect this INTENSE love I am having for this fucking awesome angel and badass human.
And while I'm on the subject LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT CASTIEL!
Castiel is the bamfest bamf to ever bamf. Seriously!
LOOK AT HOW THIS MOTHERFUCKER ENTERED THE SERIES! Even his surroundings knew he was awesome and that they paled in comparison!<\/a>
These are some of his badass moments in the episodes I've seen so far.<\/a>
Castiel\/Misha Collins (his actor) has the prettiest and brightest blue eyes EVER (I swear to god in some scenes they seem to almost GLOW, even in darkness).
I can also relate a lot to Castiel cuz since he's new to the whole experience of being human, he's a very awkward person and speaks oddly and he is adorable <3.
I grabbed a few icons, basically all of them Castiel and Destiel, even though I will never be able to use them, but seriously OMG I LOVE THIS HOT, BADASS ANGEL TO DEATH!
And it is SO incredibly obvious he's in love with Dean. Like really, really obvious. Don't believe me? Watch this video:
I have nothing else to say except:
BRB, crying because this ship may be the most beautiful ship I've been on in a long while ;A;.
Random last word, but I hope LJ knows the Post Entry page is not displaying correctly and I really hope they fix it. It's been like this since yesterday.
","comments":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/91218.html?view=comments#comments","category":["fandom: supernatural","#omg","misc: opinion","misc: random"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/91015.html","pubDate":"Mon, 01 Aug 2011 20:11:49 GMT","title":"THIS ICON IS DOUBLE APPROPRIATE!","author":"demonichate","link":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/91015.html","description":"
This may possibly be the best video I have seen right now, XDDD. COMBINES TWO THINGS I LOVE A LOT!
My favorite parts is the Chester x Arche in the 2nd part, the ENTIRE fact that "Reflection" was used for the part with Luke and Asch (may've busted my side on that one) and the last part which contains my all-time favorite song from Mulan <333333.","comments":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/91015.html?view=comments#comments","category":["fanworks: amv","interests: video games","fandom: tales of","misc: random","misc: funny"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/90432.html","pubDate":"Thu, 21 Jul 2011 09:11:29 GMT","title":"*KEYBOARD SMASHES*","author":"demonichate","link":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/90432.html","description":"
This video is the best 16 seconds of my LIFE. I DEMAND A LONGER BATTLE VIDEO, NAMCO! 16 SECONDS IS NOT LONG ENOUGH, LIKE THAT 15 SECOND COMMERCIAL YOU MADE SOME TIME AGO!
You just have NO IDEA the ferocity with which I wish to play as Jude right now ;A;. I am also really digging this battle music.
Also after watching this like 3 times, minus the random magic circle, Zeev fights pretty identically to Jude. Which just doubles my need to have this game RIGHT NOW!
To follow-up some awesome, have some d'aw with Elise's battle video:
She's so precious, even in battle! ;w; My party is definitely going to consist of Jude, Milla, Alvin and Elise.
And on a final note.....
BRB, forever loling at this image.<\/a>
Milla having Jude in a headlock, Alvin all encouraging this choking headlock over there on the stairs, Rowen just being all "Ohohoho, you young people." and Leia and Elise's expressions, XDDDD.","comments":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/90432.html?view=comments#comments","category":["#news","interests: video games","*update","#omg","fandom: tales of","misc: random","misc: funny"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/90183.html","pubDate":"Thu, 21 Jul 2011 02:22:06 GMT","title":"OMG, SEGA","author":"demonichate","link":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/90183.html","description":"
This video ;A;.
It's so.....beautiful ;w;.
Either way, OMG THE NOSTALGIA TRIP! And Sonic half-way through the video being all impatient, lol. Oh, my childhood hero, how I missed you so much ;w;.
The instrumental remix of "Live and Learn" in this video is amaaaaaaaaaaaaaziiiiiiiiiing and I hope there's an official studio version floating around somewhere because OMG.
"Unstoppable after 20 years" FUCK YEAH, SEGA! AND HOPEFULLY FOR 20 MORE!
In other news, I saw the screenshots for Modern and Classic's versions of Chemical Plant Zone and saw Classic's version of the legendary speedway battle with Metal Sonic. All I have to say is "Want. right. fucking. NOW!"
Also saw the official art for Modern and Classic Tails and OMG the cute! I wonder if they're going to have classic versions for all of the cameo characters or just the ones that were around in those days (which would be all of four of them). Or will they make ones for the characters that came about in the Adventure era? The mental image of a Classic Shadow is quite adorable.......or maybe Shadow just won't have one and Classic Sonic is going to fight regular Shadow and Shadow is going to have a moment of wondering if he really wants to beat up Sonic's younger self
My hands can't stop shaking, omg omg omg omg OMG!!!!!!
Just.....just......JUST......OMG.....words, what are words???
I NEED SUBTITLES LIKE I NEED AIR! (I was too busy trying to keep myself from screaming to fully comprehend much of the text)
GOD, I love Jude <333333. And Alvin <3. And the new black-haired guys look hot (I seriously for a moment thought one of them was an older, sexier Yuri and that just did stuff).
THIS IS HOW MUCH I NEED THIS GAME LIKE RIGHT FUCKING NOW OMG OMG, PLEASE TO BE LOCALIZING THIS, NAMCO OF AMERICA, OR I WILL LITERALLY CRY BUCKETS FOREVER UNTIL YOU DO! I would buy anything just for this game ;A;.
The anime cutscenes are fucking GORGEOUS! The most gorgeous ones I have ever seen this series have (Production I.G is ok, BUT I WANNA EAT WHAT UFOTABLE MAKES)! And the theme song is still full of awesome cranked up to maximum velocity <33333. Eliza is adorable, Milla is awesome, Jude continues to look like he will be buckets of fun to play as (but fist users are ALWAYS fun to play as), and Alvin clearly took a level in badass.
*watches again forever*","comments":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/89101.html?view=comments#comments","category":["#news","interests: video games","*update","#omg","fandom: tales of"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/88845.html","pubDate":"Thu, 07 Jul 2011 13:35:23 GMT","title":"Sonic Generations Stuff","author":"demonichate","link":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/88845.html","description":"Man, three or so days with no internet and I apparently missed a ton of shit? Damn! Time to play catch-up~.
That was the fastest hacking I remember ever seeing in this fandom, wow.<\/a> I am ok with this level list. At least I got ONE right, and while Aquatic Ruin Zone may not be there, Chemical Plant is just as good, lol.
Also OMG THOSE BOSSES! NGL, Perfect Chaos<\/a> was one of my favorite bosses in the Adventure games (Final Hazard can suck it). So being able to kick his watery ass again in stunningly updated graphics will be a wonderful experience. Shadow and Silver being there also makes me happy =D. Actually, Silver being anywhere makes me happy!
So if I pre-order I'll get Casino Night Zone as well. I am ON that shit.
The rest of the character cast makes me happy as well (Team Chaotix needs more love from you, SEGA. It's been like....7 years since Heroes). I wonder what Amy's going to do....(if she's involved in a scene preceding either Shadow or Silver's boss fight and she mistakes both of them for Sonic AGAIN, I will lol for the sake of nostalgia.)
I'm still waiting for a leak of the Modern version of City Escape =(.
IN OTHER VIDEO GAME NEWS, my ears are going to be in heaven near the end of August because Tales of Xillia's theme song will officially be released and I will be THE HAPPIEST MOTHERFUCKING TALES FAN EVER!","comments":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/88845.html?view=comments#comments","category":["#news","interests: video games","#omg","fandom: tales of","games: sonic"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/88100.html","pubDate":"Sun, 26 Jun 2011 03:21:45 GMT","title":"EVERYTHING IS BEAUTIFUL!","author":"demonichate","link":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/88100.html","description":"I've been video spamming a lot, haven't I? WELL HERE, HAVE MORE!
I'm officially looping this forever, DON'T JUDGE ME!
Now I just need to hear Modern Sonic's version and NOTHING WILL HURT ANYMORE!
Also need to go pre-order this game soon.","comments":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/88100.html?view=comments#comments","category":["interests: video games","interests: music","games: sonic","interests: songs"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/87954.html","pubDate":"Sat, 25 Jun 2011 08:02:14 GMT","title":"Persona and Tales of","author":"demonichate","link":"https:\/\/demonichate.livejournal.com\/87954.html","description":"
So, ok, they could give us more character videos.....or they could also give us BRAND NEW TRAILER! This one has more Shadows, more fighting cutscenes (which look kick ass, btw), some Rise and a better quality version of Rise's Midnight Channel video......in COLOR. >____>
STILL EXCITED AND WAITING WITH BATED BREATH FOR NAOTO!
Also there's apparently new Tales of Xillia screenshots released recently. They looked cool, and I think I'm going to like this villain and that guy with silver hair (who in one screenshot looks like Riku went and got a tan, took hair advice from Sephiroth and fashion advice from Dist).
One screenshot made me laugh, though. I'm pretty sure the villain is saying something completely different, but just the way he was standing and his expression make this a million times more hilarious.
This is what I do at 4AM: