>/now dawn_

What's going on ??

It's still not raining and the heat has come back ! Grrrr

But I have started HRT ! I'm feeling very down at the moment maybe because of it. There is just so much going on it scares me. Lot of big decisions and it is creating a lot of anguish and anxiety in me... I've been told the best thing is to work out or straight up work. I've been dooming enough so it's time to move along.

I'll be working out to shape my body a bit better, work on my Cloud Empress mega dungeon for my roomates and overall just get better. I need to kill this anxiety that is building up within me. And in a good way.

What I’m reading

I, Clément Duval, anarchist and penal colony convict by Clément Duval & comrades - The true story of the survival of an early anarchist in the French penal colony of Guyana. It shows how the modern penal and surveillance system was experimented on them. Both inspiring and violent.

What I’m playing

Aaaand we're back on Path of Exile 2 playing the Witch for this league ! I did not like the second game eventhough I played the first one for about 400 hours. But this time around it's great. I'm playing a necromancer witch and I'm glad to see that the gameplay has got way less boring and dicey then before. It's not super nervous like the first one but not a sleepy souls-like either. Great flow up until now (Act 3).
We're also back on rimworld with full extensions ! I'm really enjoying that one but the gameplay is fairly slow and I have a lot to learn. I'm eager to pass the early game, it is a bit boring...

What I’m watching

Evangelion ! Finished the original series and actually liked the ending, mind you. Apparently the movie is way more fucked up but I stopped watching it for a bit. I just want to do what I like at the moment.

What I’m working on

Learning Haskell !
Mainly voice training at the moment

What I’m enjoying

Finding inner peace

Last updated 2025-09-15.

Back to my omg.lol page!