{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daughtershade","title":"Wasting time the old fashioned way","subtitle":"Shade","author":{"name":"Shade"},"link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/data\/atom"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"service.feed","type":"application\/x.atom+xml","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/data\/atom","title":"Wasting time the old fashioned way"}}],"updated":"2011-11-11T05:37:31Z","entry":[{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daughtershade:284594","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/284594.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=284594"}}],"title":"My Thoughts on Merlin and Series 4","published":"2011-11-11T05:34:40Z","updated":"2011-11-11T05:37:31Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"merlin"}},"content":"So I mentioned a while back that I was going to post something about the new episodes of Merlin, and after catching up through to Episode 6, I have even more to say. <br \/><br \/>Since I haven't been posting much, it's probably time for some back story. I'd like to mention that I came to this fandom late.  Series 2 had already aired here in America and Series 3 had aired in the UK but not over here yet?  Maybe it had here, I'm not sure because I stopped watching Syfy (and dude that is still the worst brand name change, Quickster be damned) after SGA was canceled.  I bought the DVDs for Series 1 & 2 because I really wanted something fannish to read\/do again.  Mostly I got pulled in because of the lovely <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"lamardeuse\" lj:user=\"lamardeuse\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/lamardeuse.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/lamardeuse.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>lamardeuse<\/b><\/a><\/span>'s posts about the show.  And watching Series 1 was totally worth it.  I had 100% buy-in mostly because Bradley and Colin are adorable, and Anthony Stewart Head is a BAMF.  Series 2 a little less so, and here we find the trouble with Merlin as a whole.  My show can be kind of bipolar. And I certainly don't say this to make light of anyone who has to struggle with the disorder.  It's just given the show's two sides which differ drastically and yet seemingly switch back and forth, sometimes on a dime, the analogy is apt.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>A lot of people on my flist have mentioned how Series 1 was better than Series 2 especially if you're a Merlin\/Arthur shipper, which I'd say the majority of people that contribute to the fandom are.  I really think the producers made Series 1 not realizing the level of hoyay that they had introduced.  Or more to the point the level of hoyay that people would read into the show.  It's something that even the media in the UK picked up on, apparently.  <br \/><br \/>So Series 2 has a lot of backpedaling.  I don't think the Arthur\/Gwen relationship is pushed down our throats especially, more than they really jumped on that part of the legend early.  The show was always going to have to deal with their relationship, and I think they eased them into it nicely given the context.  Merlin changing Arthur's opinion about the level of interaction he could have with servants certainly warmed the plate for Gwen to step up.  Unfortunately, in doing so it really squashed the Gwen\/Lancelot potential which is unfortunate.  I would have liked to have seen more of that, because right now if Lance comes back, I really don't see why Gwen would ditch Arthur for him.  There wasn't enough there--Santiago's mooning cow eyes (which he is excellent at) not withstanding--for me to buy their \"love\".<br \/><br \/>So if Series 1 was HOYAY! And Series 2 was HONO! Series 3 was, <i>let's keep these guys apart as much as possible because even the little screen time we've given them last season has spawned thousands of fanfics!<\/i>  The show started expanding the cast of characters, and foreshadowing the future.  Old!Merlin! Knights of the Round Table!  And it gave us...Gawain.... oh Gawain and your shiny hair of justice..... In keeping Arthur in Merlin apart by providing someone else for Merlin to have adventures with, they didn't really stop the Hoyay.  Because Gawain would obviously nail anything that moves.  And Elyan is lovely.  And look, Lance and his mooning cow eyes are back!  AND HOLY SHIT THAT PERCIVAL HAS SOME GUNS.... So yeah, Knights fic... need more of that.<br \/><br \/>That brings us to the current Series and back to my analogy.  The show has always tried to mesh comedy into the drama that is Arthurian Legend.  Typically they have episodes that are written to be comedy episodes, but they usually have a humorous scene in every ep between OnAMission!Merlin and Clueless!Arthur. The show is family fare so it's not surprising.  This season though the drama has been really cranked up a notch, and the wacky comedy is being used more as a mood lightener.  Which I understand what they're trying to do, but dang some times I get whiplash!  As much as I loved Old!Merlin making Arthur give him a piggy back ride in Episode 3, it really undercut the emotion of the main plot.  Would the episode have been too dark without the pee jokes and Old!Merlin funny? Maybe, but give your audience some credit in being able to handle it and save the slapstick for an episode that has the tone for it.  This also goes toward Gwaine's characterization.  They made him the good hearted bad boy in Series 3, and now he's the butt of every joke?  He's almost like a totally different character.  I know he had a sense of humor last series, but I never took him for a bumbling idiot.<br \/><br \/>Also after two seasons of \"Gay? What gay?\" things have suddenly tipped overboard in the other direction.  It's like they finally realized where their bread and butter audience is and were like \"We need some ratings! GAY IT UP!\"  Unfortunately, it's coming off so forced that it's almost cringe worthy sometimes.  I mean in Episode 4 Merlin literally yanked Arthur's pants off and rolled around on the floor with him!  Yes it's funny, and I laughed, but it still smacks of trying too hard, as opposed to the more natural relationship development of Series 1.  This is especially true considering the leaked preview scene for the next episode, which I won't describe so as not to spoil. (If you're curious, <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"lamardeuse\" lj:user=\"lamardeuse\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/lamardeuse.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/lamardeuse.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>lamardeuse<\/b><\/a><\/span> has a link <a href=\"http:\/\/lamardeuse.livejournal.com\/988095.html\" target=\"_blank\">here<\/a>.) Someone on my Twitter feed was right when they said \"they're just filming fanfic now\".  Redic.  <br \/><br \/>So, short story long, I still love the show.  I love the characters.  I love the actors.  I'm still in.  But some consistency would be nice.  Hoyay\/Noyay.  Srs!Drama\/Slapstick!Comedy.   Pick something and stick with it guys, honestly.<br \/><br \/>And don't get me started on the women's issues in this show.  Girls are either virgins or witches, and producers making comments about how girls should just be pretty and don't need to wield swords.... *sigh*<a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/><font size=\"-2\"><a href=\"http:\/\/daughtershade.dreamwidth.org\/281711.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">xposted to Dreamwidth<\/a><\/font>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daughtershade:284323","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/284323.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=284323"}}],"title":"New Twitter Account","published":"2011-10-17T17:08:56Z","updated":"2011-10-17T17:08:56Z","content":"So I had been adding fannish twitter accounts to my personal twitter, but I finally decided to separate them. I don&#39;t think my RL friends want to see my squee. So if you see me add you don&#39;t be alarmed! If you want to add me, I&#39;d love that.<br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.twitter.com\/daughtershade\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">daughtershade<\/a><br \/><br \/>New Merlin episodes have gotten me excited. I&#39;ll probably try and post my thoughts about the episodes so far. I really want to discuss some of the things they&#39;re doing.<br \/><br \/>Also, Inception fandom is the gift that keeps on giving. I&#39;ve started writing again thanks to <a href=\"http:\/\/cherrybina.livejournal.com\/239684.html\" target=\"_blank\">cherrybina&#39;s kink meme 2.0<\/a>. Hopefully, this will get me creating again.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/><span style=\"font-size: smaller;\">Xposted to<a href=\"http:\/\/daughtershade.dreamwidth.org\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Dreamwidth<\/a><\/span>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daughtershade:284068","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/284068.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=284068"}}],"title":"Archived","published":"2011-06-21T03:12:42Z","updated":"2011-06-21T03:12:42Z","content":"I've finally started loading some of my fic onto AO3.  You can find me <a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/users\/daughtershade\/pseuds\/daughtershade\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">HERE<\/a>.<br \/><br \/>Including a long SGA AU fic that I'd never gotten around to posting called <a href=\"http:\/\/archiveofourown.org\/works\/213823\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>Event Horizon Books<\/b><\/a>.  So check that out if you'd like.<br \/><br \/>As you can plainly tell from this journal, I haven't been posting much, but I have been reading.  I've somehow managed to get pulled into Merlin fandom, and am quite enjoying all the fun and pretty boys to be had over there.  (Yeah, yeah, I'm late to the game, but whatever.) I've also been reading Inception fics because Arthur\/Eames makes me happy because Tom Hardy and JGL are both adorkable.<br \/><br \/>So how's life been treating you kind people?<br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/daughtershade.dreamwidth.org\/281280.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Crossposted to DW<\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daughtershade:283659","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/283659.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=283659"}}],"title":"Heroes Fic: Transparency","published":"2008-11-20T22:38:57Z","updated":"2008-11-20T22:58:05Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"heroes"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"adam"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"heroes fic"}}],"content":"Title: Transparency<br \/>Fandom: <i>Heroes<\/i><br \/>Pairing: N\/A<br \/>Rating: G<br \/>Notes:  This fic was written for <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"amiguriken\" lj:user=\"amiguriken\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/amiguriken.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/amiguriken.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>amiguriken<\/b><\/a><\/span> because she is a Claude fan and I'm an Adam fan.  Two great tastes that taste great together.  Oh and Little!Elle is in here just for fun.  This is set sometime during the flashbacks from \"Company Man\".  Elle here is six, which makes Claire about two, and Lyle a newborn.  In the commentary for \"Company Man\", they mentioned the fact that there was a cut storyline where Claude was the one that started the Teddy Bear\/Claire-bear thing.  He was the fun uncle while Noah was keeping his distance and not being a good dad but being a good Company Man.  I really wish they had filmed those scenes because I think it's good characterization for Noah to see how far he's come, and also more Claude is not a bad thing.  So basically, Claude has a soft spot for kids, which got me thinking.<br \/><br \/>All of this was an exercise in writing Adam because I'm writing an Alias\/Heroes xover with Adam and Sark and I'm trying to differentiate them in my head.<br \/><br \/>----------<br \/><br \/>He didn't get visitors often.  Usually, when someone came into his cell, it meant he was getting poked or prodded again. Thirty years and they still hadn't quite figured out how he worked.  This time when the door opened, there wasn't anyone on the other side.  Before he could make a run for it, the door closed again.  Adam looked at it speculatively.<br \/><br \/>\"I don't suppose you'll tell me what you want, seeing as how you won't show yourself,\" he said to the empty room.<br \/><br \/>\"You're good,\" a voice said from the far corner.<br \/><br \/>\"Well it's hardly rocket science.  As much as I appreciate having someone to talk to, perhaps you could show yourself, so I don't think that I've gone mad.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Can't.  They're watching.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Of course.  What's your name?\"<br \/><br \/>\"Can't tell you that either.  It's better if we keep this simple.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Right, then.  I suppose I'll have to call you Harvey, and hope that you're not really a giant rabbit, or a voice in my head.  I'm assuming you're real, though.  I doubt any voice from my head would sound so...North.\"<br \/><br \/>The voice chuckled.<br \/><br \/>\"Now don't be a snob,\" it said.<br \/><br \/>\"I apologize; it was terribly rude of me, Harvey.  What can I do for you?\"<br \/><br \/>\"I want information on the founders.  I get the feeling that my days in The Company are numbered.  It wouldn't hurt to have a little insurance.\"<br \/><br \/>\"If I had anything important of note, would I still be in here?\"<br \/><br \/>\"If you didn't would you still be in here?\"<br \/><br \/>Adam smiled.<br \/><br \/>\"That's what I thought,\" Harvey answered.<br \/><br \/>\"I'm wondering how this works.  You aren't projecting yourself because you wouldn't have had to open the door.  Invisibility?\"<br \/><br \/>\"Comes in handy.\"<br \/><br \/>\"I'll bet.  I'm out of the loop.  I've been in here too long.  I don't know what I could provide you.\"<br \/><br \/>\"They would have killed you long ago if you didn't have something.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Haven't you heard? I can't be killed.\"<br \/><br \/>Adam heard Harvey sigh.  He got up slowly and walked towards the corner.  There was a slight movement of air, and by the time he reached the corner, it was empty.  Adam glanced up at the observation window with the corner of his eye.  He very well couldn't walk around with his hands out in front of him without giving his guest away.<br \/><br \/>\"Quit moving around. I want proof that you're here,\" he said.<br \/><br \/>\"You want proof?\" Harvey asked.<br \/><br \/>Adam jerked when he felt someone slap the back of his head.  He turned quickly doing a low leg sweep and connected with something.  He heard an \"oof\" and the sound of a body hitting the floor.  He squatted down to reach out, but encountered nothing.  Harvey must have rolled away.  He stood up quickly and started backing toward the wall.<br \/><br \/>\"Do you really want to do this?\" Harvey asked from the center of the room.<br \/><br \/>Adam dove across the room and landed on his bed, never having touched his visitor.  He rolled over and pulled his feet up so that he was lying on the bed.  The key was looking like you meant to do it.<br \/><br \/>\"What's in it for me?\" Adam asked.<br \/><br \/>\"It'd be good to have someone who can come and go on your side.\"<br \/><br \/>\"While stuck in here?  Not really.\"<br \/><br \/>\"I can't let you out.  I've read your file.\"<br \/><br \/>Adam sighed and said, \"And I suppose everything in your file is accurate.\"  Silence was his answer.  He continued, \"Haven't you looked?  What about your partner's file? I assume you have a partner.  They like to keep us on a short leash now.  Funny how the founders don't need one. I can't blame you for coming here. It's good to know things.  Take it from me.  Don't underestimate the people you work with.\"<br \/><br \/>The door opened and closed before he could get to his feet.  Adam stared at the glass of the observation window.  No one was in the hallway.<br \/><br \/>---<br \/><br \/>Claude slipped down the hall and appeared in the seat next to Noah.  The other man wasn't even startled anymore.  It took the fun out of it.<br \/><br \/>\"Bob still isn't here yet.  Where have you been?  Not causing trouble, I hope,\" Noah said.<br \/><br \/>\"Now, now, why do you always assume the worst?  I could have been helping a little girl get a kitten out of a tree.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Were you?\"<br \/><br \/>\"No, of course not, but I could have been.\"<br \/><br \/>Noah gave one of his usual dry replies, \"I'm sure.\"<br \/><br \/>\"You\u2019re grumpy.  How's Sandra and Claire-Bear?\"<br \/><br \/>\"Fine. Sandra's been a little tired.  She's been having trouble getting Lyle to sleep.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Not colicky I hope.\"<br \/><br \/>\"No, he just has his own schedule, apparently.\"<br \/><br \/>Claude gave a big grin and said, \"Waiting up for his da, most likely.\"<br \/><br \/>He was rewarded with a small smirk from his partner.  The door at the end of the hall opened revealing Bob.  A young blonde girl trailed after him with what looked like a death grip on his hand.  They both rose to their feet to greet him.<br \/><br \/>\"Ah, sorry I'm late.  You'll have to excuse my daughter.  She had her treatment today and she's a little clingy.  Elle, Elle, let go now.  Daddy has a meeting.\"<br \/><br \/>Claude kept the grin on his face despite what he saw.  The poor thing looked like ten miles of bad road.  Her eyes were dull and her face was pale.  Of course her dress and hair were perfect.  Bob would likely expect no less.<br \/><br \/>\"Why don't I stay here and keep Elle entertained?  He's better at details than I am,\" Claude said motioning to Noah with his head. \"I'll probably just ask him to explain everything again anyway.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Very well,\" Bob agreed with a frown.  He pulled his hand free from his daughter's and went into the office with Noah following.  Claude caught the man giving him a grateful look over his shoulder before giving a worried glance to the girl.<br \/><br \/>Claude sat back down so he was level with her.  She tried to hide behind her long hair, but her little headband was keeping it in place.<br \/><br \/>\"Now Elle, you know me.  I'm Claude, remember?  You always like my trick.  Want to see it?\"<br \/><br \/>The girl nodded slightly so Claude gave her a wink, and then disappeared.  He saw her give a little gasp.   He quickly got up and moved around her.  Sure enough, just like Adam, she walked forward reaching toward the chair.  He squatted down behind her and reappeared.  She turned with a jump and started to giggle.<br \/><br \/>\"That's better.  I was starting to think that you didn't know how to smile.  Come here,\" he said holding out his arms.  The girl quickly lifted her arms and placed them around his neck.  He jumped to his feet spinning her in the air.  \"Daddy's going to be a while.  Lets go see what fun we can get up to.\"  <br \/><br \/>---<br \/><br \/>Adam was meditating, something he'd gotten far too good at since his incarceration.  And to think those monks in Tibet had told him he'd never become enlightened.  Seeing as how they were all dead, Adam supposed that he had the last laugh.  His center was interrupted by an unusual noise.  It sounded like a child laughing.  Adam opened his eyes with a frown.  He got up, and just as he walked over to the window, a small, blonde streak flew past.  She was giggling madly as she soared through the air.  Adam was surprised that someone wasn't stopping the flying girl in the hallway, but it appeared as though no one cared.   The girl flew back toward him and then hung in the air waiving at him.  Her dress was bunched up a bit under her arms.  Adam rolled his eyes and gave a wave back.<br \/><br \/>\"I see you've met my invisible friend,\" he said.<br \/><br \/>\"Say hello to Elle,\" the voice from before said in reply.<br \/><br \/>\"Hello, Elle.  My name is Adam.\"<br \/><br \/>He gave a practiced bow.  Elle dropped to the floor and he heard a whisper.  She giggled again and then gave a respectable curtsy for a six year old.<br \/><br \/>Adam continued, \"It's a pleasure to meet you, I'm sure.  I don't suppose either of you are going to let me out?\"<br \/><br \/>\"Bad men stay locked up.  Daddy said so,\" Elle said, precociously.<br \/><br \/>\"And how do you know I'm a bad man?\"<br \/><br \/>\"Because you're locked up.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Can't argue with that logic,\" Harvey said with a chuckle.<br \/><br \/>\"No, I suppose not.\"<br \/><br \/>Elle tilted her head with an adorably confused look on her face.  Adam waited.<br \/><br \/>\"You're like the gorilla,\" she said.<br \/><br \/>\"I beg your pardon?\"<br \/><br \/>\"From the coloring book that the doctors gave me.  The gorilla was in a cage with a window so people could see it.\"<br \/><br \/>Adam stared at the girl for a moment.  She stared back.  There was nothing else for it.  He reached up with his hand and made scratching motions at his armpit and said \"ooh, ooh\" in a deep growl.  It had the desired effect because not only Elle, but Harvey as well broke out into a fit of laughter.  Adam stopped the foolishness and shook his head.<br \/><br \/>\"I believe I've finally gone stir crazy. I'm surprised it took so long.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Elle,\" Harvey said after she had calmed down, \"can you do me a favor?\"<br \/><br \/>She nodded so hard it looked as if her head would come off.<br \/><br \/>\"Good, can you make just a little spark?  I know you're tired after your...treatment, but can you do it?\" Harvey asked her.<br \/><br \/>Elle tilted her head again as if thinking required a new perspective.  Adam watched, intrigued.  After a moment she nodded again, though not as vigorously as before.<br \/><br \/>\"Good.  You see that little black box by the door?  I want you to give it just a little spark.\"<br \/><br \/>Elle floated into the air again as she was picked up by her invisible companion.  Adam plastered himself against the glass so he could see what they were doing over by the door.  Elle held her hand out inches from the door's keypad control.  There was a faint blue glow and then an electrical discharge arched from her hand to the keypad.  There was a mechanical noise and the door clicked open just barely.<br \/><br \/>\"That's my girl,\" Harvey said.  \"Now stay right here.\"<br \/><br \/>Elle was lowered to the floor.  The door was opened slowly.  Adam stood his ground when he felt a hand slam down on his shoulder.  Suddenly, he was looking up into a grinning face. The man had dark hair and prominent nose.  He was pulled out into the hallway. Elle was looking into the window.<br \/><br \/>\"Come on and don't let go of me, or you'll be seen.\"<br \/><br \/>Adam nodded and they quickly made their way down the hall.  They rode an elevator up several floors.  They went down a hallway past two guard checkpoints and no one ever looked at them.  Exiting through another secure door, they ended up in an underground parking garage.  Harvey pulled him up the row of cars to a sedan.  He unlocked the trunk with one hand and pushed Adam inside.<br \/><br \/>\"You don't expect me to--\"<br \/><br \/>\"Shh.  I'm getting you out of here, just keep quiet.\"<br \/><br \/>The trunk lid closed with a slam.  Adam lay curled in the dark, trapped in a much smaller place than he'd left.<br \/><br \/>\"Wonderful,\" he muttered.<br \/><br \/>---<br \/><br \/>Claude quickly re-entered the building and made his way back to Elle.  He found her in the hall where he'd left her.  She was breathing on the glass and drawing pictures into the mist.  He gently placed a hand on her shoulder.  She looked up at him with a smile now that she was sharing his power.  Claude quickly wiped off the observation window with his coat and picked her up again.  Elle laid her head on his shoulder.  She was obviously tired.  Even that small use of her power after the testing that Bob forced her through was too much.  Claude made his way back to the hallway outside of Bob's office.  He sat down in the chair and let himself reappear.  Elle was curled up in his lap asleep.  He hoped her dreams were better than her everyday life.<br \/><br \/>It was just luck that Bob had brought Elle with him.  Claude knew that the cells recorded the key code used to open the doors.  If he had let Adam out, it would have been traced back to him.  But if the keypad failed due to an electrical surge, no one would be the wiser.  The cells had been checked right after he had visited Adam.  They wouldn't check again for another twenty minutes or so.  Claude stared at Bob's door, and hoped that it wouldn't be much longer.<br \/><br \/>As if in answer to his prayers, the door opened.  Noah exited with Bob right behind him.  They paused, looking down at Elle.<br \/><br \/>\"Didn't need much looking after.  She conked out right after you went in.  Poor thing's worn out,\" Claude said.<br \/><br \/>He got to his feet and handed Bob his sleeping daughter.  Noah smiled at the girl before they headed back down the hallway.  There wasn't any rush for his partner, but he wanted to be out the door before his time was up.<br \/><br \/>\"Hurry up.  I'm starving.\"<br \/><br \/>\"You ate just a couple of hours ago.\"<br \/><br \/>\"So?\"<br \/><br \/>\"We'll have to take it back to the hotel.  Bob wants us on the first flight back to Texas in the morning.  Thompson will probably have something for us too when we get home.\" <br \/><br \/>\"Fine with me.  Come on.\"<br \/><br \/>---<br \/><br \/>Adam tried meditating again, but the confined space made it difficult.  He kept trying to clear his mind, but eventually it would come back to his situation.  If Harvey really was helping him escape, why the change of heart?  Adam had gotten the impression that the invisible man wouldn't help him when he visited earlier.  There was noise outside the car that broke his chain of thought.  He felt the car adjust as someone got inside.  Two doors slammed and the engine started.  The ride was thankfully short.  He heard the two doors slam again before a muffled conversation occurred near him.  Adam waited for a few moments.  When the trunk opened, he squinted against the light.<br \/><br \/>\"We don't have long,\" Harvey said, helping him out.  They were in another underground parking garage.<br \/><br \/>\"Where are we?\" he asked.<br \/><br \/>\"My hotel.  I have to get you up into my room before my partner gets back.\"<br \/><br \/>\"I have one question,\" Adam asked.<br \/><br \/>\"What?\"<br \/><br \/>\"What's your name, or do I still keep calling you Harvey?\"<br \/><br \/>The man gave another full face grin and said, \"Claude.\"<br \/><br \/>\"If you say your last name is Rains, I might hit you.\"<br \/><br \/>\"That's my joke, mate.  Now come on.\"<br \/><br \/>Adam was again grabbed by the arm.  They made their way through the hotel, carefully avoiding colliding with the people milling around the lobby.  It was harder than it seemed.  If people didn't know you were there, they didn't try to avoid you.  It placed all the work on his and Claude's end.  The other man was obviously used to it, but it took some adjustment for Adam.<br \/><br \/>The hotel room was nondescript, as they always were.  Claude brought him in and started going through his bag.<br \/><br \/>\"Here if you want to change,\" he said handing over some clothes.  \"The pants will be a little too long, and I'll have to get some shoes later, but that should do you.  Don't answer the door.  Noah's across the hall and he thinks I'm going out for food, so I'll be back in a bit.\"<br \/><br \/>Adam nodded.  Once the other man was gone, he quickly changed into the borrowed clothes.  It was too much of a risk to keep depending on the kindness of the disappearing man.  For all Adam knew, this could be some kind of Company ploy.  He was reaching for the door when he heard the noise of a door opening.  Adam paused to make sure the hallway was clear before exiting.  The eye piece in the door revealed that Claude's partner had propped his own door across the hall open, probably waiting for his return.  He saw movement in the room beyond.  If he tried to open the door, he would be seen.  Adam gave up leaving with a sigh.<br \/><br \/>He sat on the bed dejectedly.  At least he was back to being trapped in a small room instead of a car trunk.  A half an hour later he heard someone at the door.  Adam quickly slipped into the bathroom and waited in the dark.  Claude was speaking to someone in the hall.<br \/><br \/>\"Let me just get rid of this coat and I'll bring it right over.\"<br \/><br \/>Once the door was shut, Claude took off his coat and emptied white Chinese cartons from the large bag he was carrying.<br \/><br \/>\"You here?\" he asked quietly.<br \/><br \/>Adam stepped out of the bathroom with a nod.<br \/><br \/>\"I brought you some food.  I'll have to eat with Noah.  I can't stay long or he'll get suspicious.  I'll be back in a bit.\"<br \/><br \/>Adam went into the room, and stepped out of the line of sight of the doorway as Claude exited.  The food did smell wonderful.  He hadn't had much variety while in the Company's care.  There was rice and a mix of vegetables and meat.  Adam descended on it hungrily.  Once he was pleasantly full he stretched across the bed lazily.  There was a TV on the far dresser, but he was afraid the noise would draw attention, so he left it off.  His eyes started to drift shut and he was asleep before he knew it.<br \/><br \/>---<br \/><br \/>Claude picked at his sweet and sour pork.  It was one of his favorites, but his mind was on the man in the room across the way.  Noah was telling him a story about something cute Claire had done.  Claude didn't realize that he'd tuned the other man out until he heard his name.<br \/><br \/>\"Are you okay?\" Noah asked.  \"You've been kind of distracted since we came back.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Yeah, you know me, fresh as a daisy.  I was just thinking about that little girl,\" Claude lied.<br \/><br \/>\"While I don't condone what Bob does, you can't deny that she's dangerous.  Elle burnt a house down without even really trying, Claude.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Then they should be helping her, not...  And what about me?  They dragged me in off the street.  Do you think working with you was what my life's goal was?  Don't get me wrong, Noah, I like you, but I'm not exactly here by choice.\"<br \/><br \/>Noah sighed and put down his chop sticks.  He sat back with one of his patented Bennett frowns.<br \/><br \/>\"You're good at this.  You've helped make me good at this.  We're helping people, why is that a problem?\"<br \/><br \/>\"Helping?\" Claude said, rising to his feet.  \"And if Claire has an ability?  Are you going to let them 'help' her too?\"<br \/><br \/>\"They gave Claire to me for a reason.\"<br \/><br \/>\"And you've distanced yourself from her as much as you could, but I know you Noah. You're a good man.  You're a good dad.  Are you really going to hand her over?\"<br \/><br \/>\"We're not having this conversation again.\"<br \/><br \/>\"You can only keep your head in the sand for so long, mate,\" Claude said and headed for the door.<br \/><br \/>He closed Noah's door and opened his own.  The room was dark.  The sun had gone down while they'd ate.  Claude bumbled his way over to the dresser and flipped on the lamp.  Adam lay across the bed dead to the world.  His skin glowed in the amber light from the lamp.  He certainly didn't look like someone who had lived four hundred years.  Asleep with pale lashes splashed against his cheeks, he looked ridiculously young.<br \/><br \/>\"You don't have a plan do you?\" Adam said, eyes still shut, making Claude jump.<br \/><br \/>\"This was more a crime of opportunity.  You know the Company.  You helped make it.  I want a way out.\"<br \/><br \/>\"You can disappear, why is running away an issue?\"<br \/><br \/>\"You think I haven't tried it before?  They'll find me.  They always do.\"<br \/><br \/>Adam opened his eyes, and when Claude looked into their blue depths all trace of youth was gone.<br \/><br \/>\"If the Invisible Man can't escape what chance do I have?\"<br \/><br \/>Claude sagged against the dresser and said, \"They're going to figure out it was me.  God what was I thinking?  Who else would they suspect?  And if Elle says anything\u2026\"<br \/><br \/>\"Calm down.  We have to come up with a plan.  There are people I can contact that would still be loyal to me.\"<br \/><br \/>\"No way, I don't trust any of those buggers.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Neither do I, but that doesn't mean they don't have their uses.  I need to make some calls, and doing so on your hotel phone would be a little too obvious.\"<br \/><br \/>\"There is a payphone outside of the market down the street.  I passed it on the way to the Chinese place.\"<br \/><br \/>Adam nodded and got to his feet.  Claude reached out and grabbed his arm as he started for the door.<br \/><br \/>\"You're not going to just take off are you?\"<br \/><br \/>\"I've been locked up for some time.  Right now you're the only contact I'm sure of.\"<br \/><br \/>Claude let him go and gave a shaky breath.  Adam checked the hall before slipping out the door.  Once he was gone, Claude sat on the bed and ran his hands through his hair.<br \/><br \/>---<br \/><br \/>Adam stepped out into the cool night air with a small smile.  He turned away from the direction that Claude had indicated and started walking.  The first order of business was obtaining some money.  His longevity provided for fiscal independence.  It was just a matter of determining which accounts The Company hadn't raided.  Using a payphone several blocks away from the hotel, he called one of his international banks and made a few transactions.  Thankfully, they didn't mind him calling collect.  All he had to do was make it to the financial district where one of their satellite offices would be able to assist him no matter what time it was.<br \/><br \/>Adam made his way to the subway never once thinking about the man he'd left behind.<br \/><br \/>---<br \/><br \/>Claude was watching the television distractedly.  Adam hadn't returned yet and it had been better part of an hour.  He jumped up when there was a knock at the door.  He pulled it open and blinked at Noah.<br \/><br \/>\"What is it?\" he asked.<br \/><br \/>\"Bob called.  There's been an escape. He wants us back at the office ASAP.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Who escaped?\" Claude asked turning away to get his coat.<br \/><br \/>\"He didn't say, but it must be bad. He didn't even try to hide his distain for once.\"<br \/><br \/>Claude bit his lip and followed his partner who was already most of the way down the hall.  They headed down to the garage.  Claude stared at the market as they rolled past it, but no one was standing at the payphone.  He mentally cursed himself for believing Adam.  After all, he had read the file.  The man was manipulative.  Claude should have gone with him, and now he had to face the fire.  He glanced over at Noah who was focusing on the road.<br \/><br \/>Back at the Company office, security was on high alert.  They followed one of the assistants down to the cell area.  Bob stood staring into the empty room through the observation window.<br \/><br \/>\"What's up?\" Noah asked.<br \/><br \/>\"Adam Monroe escaped.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Who's Adam Monroe?\" Claude asked.  His eyes were drawn to the glass where Elle had drawn pictures with her breath.  One of the Company scientists was fingerprinting the keypad.<br \/><br \/>\"He's a very dangerous man.  He was one of the Company founders.  Before we locked him up, he tried to release a virus that would have wiped out the human population.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Nice,\" Bennett said, dryly.<br \/><br \/>Bob turned to them with a fiery look in his eyes.<br \/><br \/>\"Adam must be retrieved at all costs.  We have our other New York teams working on this, but I need all hands.  I've already contacted Thompson.  For the time being you're both being reassigned here.  Thompson said he would make excuses to your wife, Bennett.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Great.  Do we know how he got out?\"<br \/><br \/>\"They're checking but it looks like the door controls had some sort of short.  He simply walked right out.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Surely he would have been caught at the checkpoints.  This isn't exactly a college dorm,\" Noah said.<br \/><br \/>Claude stared at the man fingerprinting the door.  Had he wiped his prints from the first visit with Adam?  Would Elle's charge have covered that up as well?  He turned back to the other two.<br \/><br \/>Bob said, \"I've learned not to underestimate Adam's abilities.\"<br \/><br \/>\"What are his abilities?\" Claude asked.<br \/><br \/>\"He can heal from any wound, and he can't die.  At least not from conventional means.  This also means that he's been around four centuries.  I have no doubt that he wouldn't have a problem getting past our security.\"<br \/><br \/>Claude gave a low whistle and tried his damnedest to look like he had no idea what was going on.<br \/><br \/>\"Four centuries?  That's a new one,\" he said.<br \/><br \/>Noah shook his head and said, \"If he's been down here, he's been out of the game.  He'll need help, money.\"<br \/><br \/>\"I'm looking into his contacts and the accounts we know about, if we get a nibble you'll be the first to know.   There are a couple of places here in New York he might try.  Old haunts as it were.  I want you two to check them out.  The list is in my office.\"<br \/><br \/>Bob nodded at them both and headed back up the hallway.  Claude turned back to the empty room.  Noah stepped up beside him so close that their shoulders brushed.<br \/><br \/>\"Hell of a thing,\" Noah said. \"Four hundred years and he ends up locked up here.  Lucky for him that lock went out.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Sun Tzu said that if a man waited long enough by a river he'd see the bodies of his enemies float by.  I guess this Adam fella just waited.  What's four hundred years to a cheap Japanese keypad?\"<br \/><br \/>Claude could feel Noah looking at him out of the corner of his eye, but his partner just grunted.  After a moment, they turned in unison and headed back upstairs.  With the mood Bob was in, it was likely to be a long night.<br \/><br \/>There was a bar in Hell's Kitchen that was a known hang out for specials.  Usually, the Company tried to keep a minimal presence there so as not to tip off the people they were trying to track down.  This wasn't any ordinary night.  Claude silently followed Noah into the bar.  He waited for him to sit down.  In doing so, Bennett 'accidentally' kicked out the chair across from him giving Claude somewhere to sit.  It was an old trick.  Claude stayed invisible which made Bennett look either approachable or vulnerable depending on who was looking.  The only problem was with the chair out, people thought it was available.  Claude always had to keep a look out for someone trying to sit on him.<br \/><br \/>Bennett ordered a beer.  Claude crossed his arms.  The only problem with this plan was not getting the chance to drink.  The bartender was already giving their table the fisheye so he had pegged them as either Company or cops.<br \/><br \/>Coming here was a waste of time.  Claude could tell that this wasn't the kind of place that Adam would frequent, not unless he had to.  So far he hadn't been implicated in Adam's escape, but it was just a matter of time.  Who knew what the lab techs would come up with?  Claude had to start thinking about running.  It hadn't worked before, but it had been a while since he had tried.<br \/><br \/>Noah had just taken the first sip from his beer when an older man came up to the table.<br \/><br \/>\"Are you Bennett?\"<br \/><br \/>\"Yes.\"<br \/><br \/>\"We need to talk.  Come with me.\"<br \/><br \/>Noah cast a glance at Claude as he got up to follow.  They wound their way out the back of the building to an alley.  The older man looked around for a moment before speaking.<br \/><br \/>\"I was told you would be here.  I've got in touch with some of my contacts in the financial district.  A young man came to the after hours access point for one of the Swiss banks my contact represents.  There was quite of bit of money being moved around in those accounts, and they haven't been accessed in a while.  Bob told me to look out for anything unusual.  I contacted the bank representative and passed myself off as the young man's accountant.  I told him I wanted verification of the transactions.  They were able to give him a small stipend for tonight, but he has to wait until tomorrow for the full amount he requested to be disbursed.  The young man fits the description that Bob gave me, though my contact couldn't be sure it's the man you were looking for.\"<br \/><br \/>\"This is good.  Do you know when he's supposed to be back?\" Noah asked.<br \/><br \/>The man handed over a piece of paper.<br \/><br \/>\"All the information is here.  I really must go,\" he added looking around.<br \/><br \/>Once the man had re-entered the bar, Claude made himself visible.  He peered over his shoulder at the paper.<br \/><br \/>\"Do you think it's him?\" he asked.<br \/><br \/>\"Close as we're likely to get.  We'll have to jump him when he comes out.  Bob gave me a photo.  We could try flashing it at the bank to confirm.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Nah, we don't want to tip him off.  The bank might try and contact him.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Right.  I guess it's back to the hotel.  We can't do anything until tomorrow.\"<br \/><br \/>Claude was silent as they headed back downtown.  Noah pulled back into the parking garage and turned the car off.  When he didn't make any move to get out, Claude shot him a speculative glance.<br \/><br \/>\"What?\"<br \/><br \/>\"You're quiet.  I usually can't get you to shut up.  You've been acting off all day.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Just been thinking.  That's all.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Where did you go this afternoon when we were waiting for Bob?\"<br \/><br \/>Claude huffed a humorless laugh.<br \/><br \/>\"Just wandering around, looking through files, making a nuisance of myself.  You know the usual.  Why do you ask?\"<br \/><br \/>\"According to the files Adam's been locked up for almost fifteen years.  Now that may be a blink of an eye to a guy that's lived so long, but I can't believe that it wouldn't make him a little behind the times when it comes to security measures.  None of the cameras picked him up.  Nobody saw anything suspicious.  Don't you think that in itself is kind of suspicious?\"<br \/><br \/>\"You think it was an inside job.\"<br \/><br \/>Bennett said nothing.  He just stared out the windshield and refused to look at him.  Claude gritted his teeth.<br \/><br \/>\"You think I let him out?\"<br \/><br \/>\"I didn't say that.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Why?  Why would I let out some wanker that the Company has locked up and thrown away the key for?\"<br \/><br \/>\"I don't know.  I do know that that cheap Japanese keypad was anything but.  It shorted out spectacularly.  It was almost like an electrical discharge fried it.\"<br \/><br \/>\"What are you trying to say?\" <br \/><br \/>\"Nothing. You're good with kids.  You're good with Claire and the baby.  Elle's always liked you, hasn't she?\"<br \/><br \/>At this he finally turned to look Claude in the eye.  Bennett was always so calm and self assured, even as a rookie.  Claude couldn't hold his eye for long and he found himself staring at the glove box.  Noah spoke quietly and Claude could hear the anger in his voice. <br \/><br \/>\"You let him out.  A potential mass murder with a god complex, and you let him out.\"<br \/><br \/>\"He was my chance to get some dirt on the Company!  Something that would get me out,\" Claude barked back at him.<br \/><br \/>\"Damnit, Claude.\"<br \/><br \/>\"You going to turn me in?\"<br \/><br \/>When there was no answer, he looked back at Noah and asked again.<br \/><br \/>\"Are you going to turn me in?\"<br \/><br \/>\"Let's catch him first.  Then we go to Bob with everything, and I mean everything.  We can say that Adam manipulated you.  That you didn't know who he was.\"<br \/><br \/>\"And if he says different?\"<br \/><br \/>\"We'll just have to convince him that it would be a bad idea before we turn him over.\"<br \/><br \/>\"I'm sorry, Noah.  I really am.\"<br \/><br \/>Bennett shook his head slowly and got out of the car.  Claude followed him without saying a word.<br \/><br \/>---<br \/><br \/>Adam got a room at a better hotel than the one that Claude and his partner were staying at.  He took his time going through the television stations.  The sheer number of them was a surprise.  The last time he had watched television there were still only four stations.  Unfortunately, there still wasn\u2019t anything worth watching.  Plus, the MTV that blasted far too loud showed exactly how out of touch he was.  He found a way to silence the set and watched the disjointed pictures that flashed across the screen.  At least it seemed that women were happy to wear less in this decade.  He wondered if the free love movement was still in effect.  Adam frowned.  His imprisonment was an inconvenience.  He had some catching up to do, but now that he was free he had time.<br \/><br \/>He wanted to stay up, but sleep tugged at him.  He\u2019d had a productive day.  Adam went to sleep on silk sheets with a smile on his face.<br \/><br \/>The next morning the concierge showed up with some clothes.  Adam had given his approximate sizes.  Normally, he preferred tailored to off the rack, but there was time for that later.  He had an appointment with the bank at ten.  He had breakfast at the hotel restaurant and enjoyed a cappuccino on the way to the bank.  The financial district was bustling.  Adam took his time and walked instead of taking a cab.  If getting out of town wasn\u2019t so urgent, he might have indulged himself by touring Central Park.  There was a spot with wildflowers east of the pond that he\u2019d always appreciated.  He wondered if it was still kept up.<br \/><br \/>With his mind wandering, he entered the small office to confirm the accounts were up to date.  There was a different young man behind the counter than the night before.  Everyone was extremely pleasant as was to be expected considering the size of Adam\u2019s accounts.  He shook hands with the young man and was handed a briefcase with some pocket change, as it were.  Adam slipped on the sunglasses he had purchased from a street vendor and exited the building with a smile.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHey, Adam,\u201d a voice called out as he stepped to hail a cab.  He jerked his head around to see a man with glasses smiling at him.<br \/><br \/>\u201cDamn,\u201d he said and quickly started running in the opposite direction.<br \/><br \/>The pounding footfalls behind him let him know that the man was following.  He turned a corner and saw an empty street.  He started pumping his legs in earnest trying to gain speed.  Suddenly, something crashed against his throat causing him to slam onto the concrete.  The street was completely empty.  <br \/><br \/>Adam rubbed his throat and croaked, \u201cEt tu, Brute?\u201d<br \/><br \/>Claude appeared before him with his arm stretched out clothes line fashion.  He dropped the arm and frowned down at Adam.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou took off and left me to the Company\u2019s devices.  What did you think would happen?\u201d<br \/><br \/>The partner ran up.  He pulled Adam to his feet.  Adam could feel the barrel of a gun pressed against his ribs.  He glanced back at the man.<br \/><br \/>\u201cThat really won\u2019t do you much good.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI\u2019m pretty sure it\u2019ll still hurt.  Come on.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Claude bent down and picked up the briefcase.  The two of them escorted him further down the street to a familiar looking sedan.  Claude\u2019s partner held him while the invisible man opened the trunk.<br \/><br \/>\u201cOh not again,\u201d Adam complained.<br \/><br \/>\u201cAgain?\u201d the partner asked.<br \/><br \/>Claude shrugged with a sheepish grin.  He was less careful shoving Adam into the trunk than the first time.  Adam\u2019s head smacked hard against the trunk lid and he saw stars for a moment.  By the time his ability had kicked in and he could see straight, the only view he had was the lid closing on him again.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWonderful,\u201d he said, but no one was listening.<br \/><br \/>---<br \/><br \/>Back at headquarters, they turned Adam over to a couple of guards who immediately shocked him with a taser and dragged him back to the basement.  Claude stared after him.  Bennett\u2019s hand landed on his shoulder.<br \/><br \/>\u201cDon\u2019t tell me you still feel sorry for him,\u201d he said.<br \/><br \/>Claude shrugged and admitted, \u201cJust wondering how long before that\u2019s me.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cDon\u2019t.  After all, they\u2019ll probably just kill you.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Claude shot him a look, but Bennett was already walking away.  He followed his partner to Bob\u2019s office.  The smile on the man\u2019s face was actually genuine.  He shook both their hands and offered them a seat.<br \/><br \/>\u201cGood job,\u201d he said.  \u201cI honestly didn\u2019t think we\u2019d capture him so quickly.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cThere\u2019s something we have to tell you,\u201d Noah said.<br \/><br \/>Claude took a deep breath and started to spill everything, but Noah continued.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWe got him coming out of a bank.  Apparently, you missed some of his accounts.  He had this on him.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Bob looked surprised as Noah laid the briefcase on the desk.  He opened it and Claude\u2019s eyes grew as he saw how much money was inside.  He glanced over to Bennett, but the other man wouldn\u2019t return his look.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWe thought you should know,\u201d Noah said simply. <br \/><br \/>\u201cI think we\u2019ll have to look into this.  I appreciate your honesty in handing over this money.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cNot a problem.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Claude was still speechless as they exited the office.  He followed Noah as they went downstairs.  The guards had left Adam in the neighboring cell.  The keypad locks on both doors looked brand new.  Somehow, Claude was sure that Elle would have a hard time taking them out.  Adam looked up at them as they came to the window.  He got up and walked over.  Bennett was looking down at him with his usual poker face.  Claude had a sudden urge.  He scratched under his arm and grunted.  Adam\u2019s eyes narrowed.  Noah glanced over at him with a raised eyebrow, but turned his attention back to the prisoner.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI assume you\u2019re here to try and obtain my silence,\u201d Adam said.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI don\u2019t have to,\u201d Noah replied.<br \/><br \/>\u201cOh really?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou won\u2019t say anything.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Adam laughed.<br \/><br \/>\u201cAnd why wouldn\u2019t I?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cBecause you think this is a punishment, being in this cell.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cIsn\u2019t it?\u201d<br \/><br \/>Noah smiled and Claude\u2019s blood suddenly ran cold.  He could see that the humorless grin also affected the man behind the glass.<br \/><br \/>\u201cNot compared to what it could be.  Especially considering how happy the guards would be with the money I can pay them.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cThe Company doesn\u2019t pay you that well,\u201d Adam scoffed.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWho said I was going to use my money?  After all, it seems only right to spread the wealth.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Claude gaped.  He looked at Noah and then back towards the door to the stairs.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou didn\u2019t give him all the money?\u201d Claude asked.<br \/><br \/>\u201cNo, he got it all.  It was the accounts themselves.  Bob\u2019s contact the other night.  I called him this morning before the transactions completed.  It was a simple matter to have Adam\u2019s \u2018accountant\u2019 update some of the numbers.  For a percentage, he was happy to shuffle some paper.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou didn\u2019t,\u201d Adam growled.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou\u2019ll find the guards here are very\u2026enthusiastic about their work.  I suggest you make this easy on yourself, Adam.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhy are you doing this?  If they find out what you\u2019ve done you\u2019ll be in just as much trouble has your friend here.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Claude was asking himself the same question.  Noah didn\u2019t answer.  He just gave another of his cold smiles.  They left Adam stewing in his cell.  Claude followed his partner back to their parking garage.  They had a flight to catch that afternoon.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHe was right you know,\u201d he said.<br \/><br \/>Bennett looked at him and said, \u201cIt was a lot of money.  Maybe you\u2019re not the only one that needs an exit strategy.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cThank you, Noah.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWho said I did it for you?\u201d<br \/><br \/>Claude watched the other man get into the car and thought about the little blonde girl in Texas waiting for her daddy to come home.  Maybe there was hope for the Company man yet.<a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daughtershade:283625","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/283625.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=283625"}}],"title":"SGA The Shrine thoughts","published":"2008-08-23T05:37:38Z","updated":"2008-08-23T05:41:40Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"atlantis"}},"content":"Well, not so much about the show as to what it meant to me.  Watching this episode was probably hard for a lot of you.  The news about the cancellation made this bittersweet.  It was much harder for me.   I can say that this episode was probably one of the best SGA episodes to date.  Now some of you may have issues, but you have to agree that the performances were excellent.  I'm not going into detail or doing an episode review because I don't want place this under a cut.  That's not what this post is about.  This post is about how something so silly as my scifi show can make me cry.  Not because of the words that were written or the camera shots or the music, but because of how it made me feel and the memories it triggered.<br \/><br \/>I hope I'm not spoiling anything by stating that the episode is about memory loss.  Again, avoiding detail, it's about how memory loss affects not just the person that it happens to, but to the people around them.<br \/><br \/>My father was the funniest, kindest, most loving person I've ever met.  I hope that I'm like him.  My mother certainly thinks so.  I was always daddy's girl.  Being an only child we were the three musketeers.  My father was diagnosed with early onset Alzheimer's when I was in college.  It started when he got fired from his job.  He couldn't seem to get a new one.  His former co-workers, who adored him, were concerned.  They convinced my mom to take him to the doctor.  It took the better part of a year to get the diagnosis, frontal lobe dementia.  Mostly because my father was not yet 54, far to early to be developing any kind of age induced dementia.  The year I graduated from college, my mother asked me to come home and take care of my dad.  At first it was fun.  I was simply making sure that he didn't leave the stove on and the like.  We had a blast hanging out.  The doctor had given dad an estimate of three years.  I took care of him for four.  By the end of that time frame, the vivacious comedian I knew was gone.  I was feeding, bathing, and changing adult diapers.  His medical needs became so much that we were forced to place him in a nursing home for almost two years.  Towards the end he had lost his motor functions and spent his life in a special chair because he could no longer walk.  He got very ill suddenly and we had to move him to a hospital.  Quite out of the blue it was discovered that he had advanced bladder cancer.  Due to his condition, it's impossible to know if he was hurting before the signs became obvious to my mother and his caretakers.  He simply had no way of telling us, and may not have even really understood what was happening to him.  <br \/><br \/>He died less than a week after we had discovered the cancer.  I miss my dad very much.  Mostly when I need someone to cheer me up, when times are hard.  They've been hard lately, and I just know he'd give me the kick in the pants that I'd need and make me laugh while doing it if he was here.  <br \/><br \/>I've not thought about all of this in a while.  I didn't expect my little fannish show to touch me in the way that it has tonight.  They say science fiction is a mirror not of who we are, but who we want to be.  But sometimes it is who we are, and of that we can be thankful.  I am going to miss Stargate: Atlantis when it is gone.  I'm going to miss the characters and all the people that bring them to life.  I have to say though, in all honesty, it's been wonderful.  I'm not sure when I'll be able to watch this episode again, but I hope some of you do.  There's a message there amongst the snarky remarks and subtext we all thrive on.<br \/><br \/>Cherish what you have, because you may not always have it.  Keep memories alive not just for yourself, but for others.  And NEVER give up hope.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/dadresize.jpg\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/www.alz.org\/index.asp\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Alzheimer's Association<\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daughtershade:283270","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/283270.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=283270"}}],"title":"NCIS Guide","published":"2008-06-07T07:03:51Z","updated":"2008-06-07T16:41:31Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"nutshell"}},"content":"Here is the companion guide to the <a href=\"http:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/281982.html\" target=\"_blank\">Magnificent Seven one<\/a> I did to go along with my fic <a href=\"http:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/282876.html\" target=\"_blank\">Montezuma<\/a> for <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-C     \"  data-ljuser=\"boxathon\" lj:user=\"boxathon\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/boxathon.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/community.png?v=556&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/boxathon.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>boxathon<\/b><\/a><\/span>.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>NCIS stands for Naval Criminal Investigative Service.  They are the police and forensic force for the Navy and Marines, just as the JAG office is their court system.  NCIS was created by Donald Bellisario who also created <i>JAG<\/i>, <i>Magnum P.I.<\/i>, and <i>Airwolf<\/i> to name a few.  It is a procedural mystery\/drama much like <i>CSI<\/i>, although with a lot more humor.<br \/><br \/>I'm going to describe the characters as they appear in the third and fourth season, since that is what primarily is used in my fic.  This does not mean I don't love Kate, because I do, but she's not featured in the fic, and to avoid spoilers I'm just going to gloss over it.  People new to the series should be aware that there two excellent seasons before the ones I'm describing with many of the same characters and I highly recommend them.<br \/><br \/>NCIS primarily focuses around Leroy Jethro Gibbs who is the Senior Special Agent in charge of a team of investigators.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/gibbs01.jpg\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/>Gibbs (don't call him Leroy or sir) is a former Marine Gunnery Sergeant who has a lot of time in at NCIS.  He's a tough as nails, no nonsense guy that doesn't mind breaking rules to get cases solved.  He is addicted to coffee, hates technology in all it's forms, and needs reading glasses but refuses to acknowledge it.  He's a crack shot with field experience both with the agency and with his years as a Marine.  Gibbs notoriously has a set of rules that he does work by.  Unfortunately for his teammates\/students he doesn't reveal them all at once, and rarely ever in order.  Basically, you find out about a rule after you've broken it and get the steely eye of doom, or a slap to the back of the head.  Gibbs' eyes are another of his weapons.  He could win a stare down competition with a statue.  Gibbs has had four wives, all red heads.  The first wife and his daughter were killed when he was newly with NCIS.  The other three wives divorced him, which isn't much of a surprise seeing as how I'm sure he's hard to live with.  Despite his harsh exterior, Gibbs has a good heart.  He has a soft spot for military widows, and he's great with kids.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/gibbs03.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"> <img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/gibbs02.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>Gibbs can't do everything on his own, after all, he enjoys being called boss, so he has a team to help him solve all those cases.  First up is his right hand man Anthony \"Tony\" DiNozzo.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/tony01.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/>Tony is a goofball, as can be evidenced by that picture.  He's a senior investigator who acts like a twelve year old in heat.  Tony is a notorious skirt chaser and likes to drone on about his conquests in detail, much to the chagrin of his co-workers.  Tony is a huge movie buff and is constantly referencing movies, actors, and lines, often while impersonating the actor that said them.  He's a former jock that played basketball for Ohio State.  He was originally a police detective before joining NCIS and worked at many different departments before getting the job.  He is a goof, but he is also a good investigator with a very good eye and excellent people skills.  After all, Gibbs wouldn't suffer any fools on his watch.  Although he is very into his Italian roots, Tony apparently didn't have the best of childhoods despite his family's wealth.  He doesn't mention his mother much, and the things he says about his father, while flippant, show the bad relationship they had.  Tony was neglected as a child and after deciding to become a cop was cut out of his family inheritance.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/tonygibbs.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>Gibbs is a father figure for Tony. Of course, the two would never admit that those father\/son feelings do exist.  Mostly when they're together they have a buddy cop vibe that is quickly squashed when Tony over steps his bounds.  Gibbs smacks Tony on the back of the head a lot, and he deserves it every time.  It's kind of their version of a hug, really.  Tony is also very nosy.  He doesn't respect anyone's privacy and often goes through his teammate's things.  Recently, Tony has developed an interesting working relationship with NCIS' new director, Jenny Sheppard.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/tonyjenny.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>When Gibbs took some time away from the job (he swore he was retiring even if no one believed him) Tony got put in charge of the team and reported directly to Jenny.  Tony grew a lot once he had the responsibility.  The fact that he started to grow more and more like Gibbs didn't surprise anyone.  When Gibbs returned, Jenny offered Tony the chance to head his own team, but Tony refused to leave his boss and stayed on in his old position possibly jeopardizing his career out of loyalty.  Oh, and despite Tony's silly attitude he's terrible with children.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/tony02.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>After Tony, the next man on the pole is Timothy \"Tim\" McGee.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/mcgee01.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/>Here he is looking confused, which is sort of his natural state around the office.  McGee (and he goes by this far more than Tim) is very smart.  He has a degree in computer science from MIT.  He can make computers do about anything he wants, and occasionally comes into conflict with Gibbs' technophobia.  McGee is your typical geek.  He is awkward in social situations and loves computer games.  He reads <i>Redbook<\/i> and <i>Ladies Home Journal<\/i> to understand women.  Which is just adorable, if not a little sad.  He's excellent with paper trails and evidence that can be processed with a computer, but needs to work on his interrogation technique.  Despite his smarts, he is a bad test taker due to nerves, and was concerned about failing a lie detector test that was assigned to all the NCIS staff.  In fact, he was so nervous that the lie detector said he was lying when he was giving his name.<br \/><br \/>McGee was initially Tony's punching bag.  The jock in Tony just couldn't help but pick on the geek that is Tim.  He's pretty much owned the name McGeek since his introduction on the series.  Slowly, Tim has learned to fight back when it comes to Tony and now the pair trade barbs like true siblings.  Their relationship is a very sibling rivalry one, both vying for the attention of dad, Gibbs.  Gibbs and McGee have a funny relationship.  While Tim certainly respects Gibbs and wants to learn from him, he's less in awe of the man than Tony is.  Where Tony constantly seeks attention from their boss, McGee sees Gibbs as he really is and surprisingly isn't afraid to question or stand up to him if need be.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/mcgeegibbs.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>McGee likes to write and has become a successful author with the penname Thom E. Gemcity.  The books he writes are very closely based on Gibbs and the other members of the team, which they hassle him about quite a bit.<br \/><br \/>If Tony is the eldest child, and Tim is the middle child, then the new kid on the block is Ziva David.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/ziva01.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/>Ziva is not actually a member of NCIS.  She is a Officer with the Israeli Mossad, the intelligence agency for Israel.  Her relationship with Director Sheppard allowed her to become a liaison to the team.  Ziva is a trained fighter, interrogator, infiltration agent, and over all badass.  What she makes up for in brute force she lacks in relationships.  Much like McGee, Ziva is socially awkward and is uncomfortable dealing with feelings.  She is very direct and says what she thinks, even if she sometimes gets the American sayings wrong.  Being with NCIS and dealing with more domestic issues has definitely started to melt her coldness.  Ziva does have a mischevious side, and can sometimes be a bit of a mother hen.  This is not because she is overly caring, but mostly because she expects things to be a certain way and when they are not she wants to fix them.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/ziva02.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>Ziva has recently put a lot of trust in Gibbs.  She admires his abilities and even asked for his help when she was in trouble.  They do share one thing in common, their driving.  Both drive like bats out of hell and see road signs and rules as only suggestions.  Ziva is worse than Gibbs to the extent that Tony and McGee refuse to let her drive them anywhere.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/ncis.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>So the main four are responsible for going out into the field, but they can't do all the investigating alone.  They need help.  The first person they turn to when a body shows up is Dr. Donald \"Ducky\" Mallard the NCIS M.E.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/ducky01.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/>Ducky is a Scottish medical examiner with the tendency to ramble on.  He has lived a very interesting life having been many places and seen many things and he wants to tell you them all in detail.  Ducky's a bit of an absent minded professor type that constantly digresses and needs to be pulled back on track, usually by Gibbs.  The doctor lives at home with his mother, who is quite old and very senile.  He knows about every M.E. in the country, and has contacts all over the world.  He is considered an immanent pathologist, and recently added a psychological degree to his CV that allows him to do psychological autopsies.  He is an old friend of Gibbs and they've worked together for some time.  Ducky is usually the only one that Gibbs really confides in and the two are pretty close.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/ducky02.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>One floor up from the morgue is the team's other helper, Abigail Sciuto.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/abby01.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/>Don't call her Abigail.  Abby is a bubbly goth that is well versed in about every forensic science you can think of.  She's exceptionally bright and very good with computers.  Abby is a free spirit.  She has quite a few tattoos, and enough dog collars to choke a horse.  Gibbs and she have a very close relationship.  While he treats her like a beloved daughter, Abby sees Gibbs as more than her mentor.  He's taken on a mythic quality to her, so much so that she thinks he can read minds.  But in all seriousness, Abby and Gibbs despite being polar opposites have a very close relationship that is quite sweet.  Abby is a very loving person and she gets along with about everyone.  Tony and she share raunchy stories and have a sibling vibe.  It took a bit for Ziva and her to warm up to each other, but now they get along once Ziva let down her guard a bit.  But the best relationship on the show has to be Abby and McGee.  They are extremely cute together.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/abbymcgee.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>Originally, they were dating, but when Tim wanted to much from her, Abby broke up with him.  They've had a very close friendship ever since, and Abby definitely helped Tim come out of his shell.  Both are quite good hackers, but put'em together and there's really no stopping them.<br \/><br \/>So that's NCIS.  Any questions?<br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daughtershade:282970","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/282970.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=282970"}}],"title":"Montezuma Part 2\/2","published":"2008-06-07T05:17:39Z","updated":"2010-01-10T06:03:03Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"ncis fic"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"mag7 fic"}}],"content":"Title: Montezuma<br \/>Author: <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"daughtershade\" lj:user=\"daughtershade\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>daughtershade<\/b><\/a><\/span><br \/>Fandom: Magnificent 7 (ATF AU)\/NCIS<br \/>Rating: PG-13<br \/>Pairing: None<br \/>Prompt: The two teams have to work together on a case.<br \/>Summary: A murder of a Marine Corporal brings Gibbs and the NCIS team in conflict with Denver\u2019s ATF special unit Team Seven.<br \/><br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/282876.html\" target=\"_blank\">Part 1<\/a><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>\u201cAnd Larabee?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI\u2019ll handle Chris.  You just come up with some way to not hand over those guns.  We\u2019re setting up this afternoon at the Warwick Hotel across the street from the meet.  We have good line of sight from the third floor.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Gibbs didn\u2019t look happy, but he didn\u2019t say anything more.  Buck figured that was all the answer he\u2019d get.  With a nod he opened the door and left.  The door to Ziva\u2019s room was still cracked and as he turned down the hall.  He heard it open more and yelled back over his shoulder.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI\u2019ll see you tonight gorgeous.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI hope not,\u201d Tony replied.<br \/><br \/>Buck tried not to trip over his own feet in surprise.  He shot a dirty look over his shoulder at the grinning agent before slamming open the stairwell door.  Nope, he definitely didn\u2019t like Tony what\u2019s-his-name.<br \/><br \/>****<br \/><br \/>It was a record.  They had made it all of fifteen minutes into the surveillance before Buck and JD had gotten into an argument.  Josiah looked over at Nathan, who was propped up against the headboard of the hotel bed, and got an eye roll in response.<br \/><br \/>\u201cIt\u2019s a good thing Ezra isn\u2019t here, I would have lost money on them lasting this long,\u201d Josiah mumbled.<br \/><br \/>Chris was leaning up against the window trying to stare the building across the street into submission.  He gave a snort before turning to the arguing roommates.<br \/><br \/>\u201cIf you two are going to make such a racket go do it in the other room.  Some of us are trying to work in here.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cAw, hell, Chris it ain\u2019t my fault.  JD\u2019s gone and set up a connection with that Abby chick from NCIS.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou were the one that wanted them involved,\u201d Chris practically growled.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI believe he was more interested in Officer David being involved,\u201d Josiah replied.<br \/><br \/>Before Buck could defend himself, there was a knock on the door.  JD got up to answer it.  As if mentioning their names had summoned them, Gibbs and his teammates were standing in the hall.  Josiah turned to look at them earnestly.  Officer David was still as stunning as she had been at the bar.  Vin had briefed Nathan and himself on the others after their visit to the office.  Gibbs looked just like his ID photo on file.  Apparently \u2018once a Marine, always a Marine\u2019 was far too true in his case.  His hair was short and his clothes neat.  His shoes were shined to perfection.  He held a cup of coffee in his hand and met Josiah\u2019s eyes with determination.<br \/><br \/>The room was overly crowded with all of them.  Josiah rose from his chair behind the cameras and microphones.  He held his hand out to Gibbs.  The man looked at it a moment before taking it with a firm shake.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWe haven\u2019t had a chance to be introduced.  I\u2019m Josiah Sanchez, that there is Nathan Jackson.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Nathan nodded from his seat on the bed, but didn\u2019t get up.  There wasn\u2019t much room for him to bother.  Agent McGee stepped forward and shook hands introducing himself and Officer David.<br \/><br \/>\u201cMa\u2019am,\u201d Josiah said giving her a nod, \u201cwe didn\u2019t get a chance to speak the other night.  It\u2019s nice to finally meet you.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cLikewise,\u201d she said sounding somewhat surprised.  With her first impression being an angry Chris and a lascivious Buck, it was no wonder.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWe\u2019ve got this room and the one adjoining.  I\u2019ve got the computers set up in the other room with a connection to Abby for you,\u201d JD said with his usual level of excitement.<br \/><br \/>Agent McGee started asking him technical questions that had the rest of them staring, but neither seemed to notice as they moved through the open adjoining door into the other hotel room.  Buck motioned Officer David to a chair in the corner.  Nathan slid across the bed and started up a conversation on Krav Maga, something he had recently found a passion for.  Gibbs and Chris had yet to relax.  They still had an hour before the meeting, and Josiah envisioned it feeling like days if they continued.<br \/><br \/>\u201cAgent Gibbs, perhaps you\u2019d like to take a look at our set up,\u201d he said waiving to the chair he\u2019d been sitting in.  Gibbs silently took a seat to check out the camera angles.<br \/><br \/>Josiah nodded his head towards the other room and Chris followed him.  McGee and JD were hovering over the laptops still deep in conversation.  Occasionally, a chipper voice would break in across the computer speakers to add a comment. <br \/><br \/>\u201cChris, I know cooperation is not your first impulse, but we have to embrace this.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cIt\u2019ll be a cold day in hell before I give Gibbs a hug.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou know full well I meant that metaphorically.  They have as much riding on this now as we do.  I know you\u2019re worried about Ezra, we all are, but they\u2019re just as worried for their Agent DiNozzo.  Try not to forget that.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhat do you think about him, Josiah?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cHaving just barely met the man?\u201d<br \/><br \/>Chris frowned and said, \u201cYou read his file too, which is as much, if not more, than most of the guys you profile for us.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cHe\u2019s a good man and a better agent.  His case record is exceptional.  You don\u2019t have to worry about his ability, and I doubt you\u2019ll have to worry about the ability of his people either.  He doesn\u2019t seem like the type to suffer fools.  He likes to make his own rules because results are more important to him than procedure.  And I think the reason he rubs you the wrong way, brother, is that you two are more alike than either of you would admit.\u201d<br \/><br \/>JD and McGee were still chatting away completely unaware of the conversation occurring behind them.  Josiah watched Chris stare a hole through the back of the young NCIS agent\u2019s head.  Apparently, he was used to the same treatment from his own boss because he never once looked away from JD or the laptops they were typing away on.<br \/><br \/>\u201cAll right,\u201d was the only reply before he headed back into the other room to turn his stare on Gibbs.<br \/><br \/>Josiah shook his head and stood in the doorway to observe both rooms.  In the corner, Officer David and Nathan seemed to have hit it off.  Enough so that Buck stepped away from them with an exasperated sigh.  Josiah smiled at him and moved out of the way to let him pass.  Gibbs and Chris were both staring out of the window despite the lack of anything to see.   Buck paused looking at the pair over Josiah\u2019s shoulder.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI think they\u2019re having a stoic contest and didn\u2019t tell us,\u201d Josiah whispered.<br \/><br \/>Buck chuckled and replied, \u201cEzra\u2019s going to be mad he missed some good action.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI doubt it, not when he couldn\u2019t figure out a clear winner to bet on.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cThat would be a tough call,\u201d Buck agreed.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHey Buck, I want you to meet someone,\u201d JD said, pulling their attention away from the other room.<br \/><br \/>Josiah joined him as they made their way over to the pair.  JD\u2019s mocking tone of voice was a good indicator that something amusing, most likely at Buck\u2019s expense, was going to happen.  One of the laptops was displaying a video feed of what looked like a lab.  JD pulled Buck down so that he was level with the camera at the top of the computer\u2019s monitor.<br \/><br \/>\u201cThis is Abby,\u201d JD said.  \u201cAbby, this is my friend Buck.\u201d<br \/><br \/>An attractive girl with pale skin and dark hair pulled up into pigtails on either side of her head came into view.  Her lipstick and eye makeup was dark as well as her clothes.  She wore a spiked leather dog collar around her neck that allowed just the peek of what might have been a tattoo starting around the back of her neck.  The overall picture was somewhat surprising, but not as much as the smile and cheerful wave she gave to the camera.  Josiah blinked in surprise.  Buck looked gobsmacked.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHi!  JD\u2019s told me all about you,\u201d Abby said through the connection.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYeah, I didn\u2019t tell her that you said she probably looked like a bulldog\u2019s\u2014\u201c JD started to say but was cut off abruptly by Buck\u2019s large hand clamping over his mouth.<br \/><br \/>\u201cDon\u2019t you mind him, sweetheart, he does go on so,\u201d Buck said smiling for the camera.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHe warned me about you.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWell, I must admit a pretty little thing like you has got to be careful.  You\u2019ll never know when you\u2019ll trip over those men always falling at your feet.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Abby laughed, whether it was at Buck\u2019s comments or the comical look that JD and McGee shared he wasn\u2019t sure.  Josiah shook his head and left them to their flirting and sniping.  Back in the other room, it looked as though Chris and Gibbs hadn\u2019t moved.  Josiah joined them.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhere\u2019s your sixth?\u201d Gibbs asked suddenly.<br \/><br \/>\u201cVin has a position on the adjacent rooftop.  It has a better trajectory,\u201d Chris said.<br \/><br \/>Gibbs didn\u2019t look happy to hear the news and asked, \u201cYou have your own shooter?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou\u2019d be surprised how often we seem to need one,\u201d Josiah replied quickly.  He could tell that Chris was about to say something sharp to the man.  Their leader was normally touchy when it came to Vin, and having Gibbs question him was making it worse.<br \/><br \/>\u201cThe Director hinted that you\u2019re known for your tendency towards destruction.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Josiah nodded and explained, \u201cTo be fair we rarely ever start it.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cThat\u2019s funny,\u201d Officer David said joining them, \u201cGibbs is usually always the one that starts it for us.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Gibbs turned his head slightly in acknowledgement, but there was a small smirk at the corner of his mouth that made Josiah think the statement was true. Chris stood up straighter.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYour man just pulled in,\u201d he said.<br \/><br \/>The others gathered around the window as Chris called to JD in the other room. Thankfully, Buck directed the other two to the windows in that room.  It was already crowded enough where they were.  Nathan stayed away from the windows and pulled his medical kit onto the bed.  He always methodically checked it before an operation.  Officer David raised an eyebrow at this and he merely shrugged in return.<br \/><br \/>Agent DiNozzo looked around after getting out of the van he was driving.  He had backed it up to the cargo door on the back side of the building they were observing.  Thankfully, the door was large enough that they had a pretty good view of the area from their higher vantage point.  DiNozzo leaned against the van and waited.  If he looked over toward the hotel, he gave no sign of it underneath his sunglasses.  It was only a few minutes later that a silver Mercedes sedan pulled up.  Just as they had predicted, two large men and Ezra were the only ones in the car.  Josiah reached over and flipped the directional microphone to project from the small speakers in the room instead of going directly into the headset attached to the camera.<br \/><br \/>\u201cMr. Grant, I do appreciate someone who is punctual.  Were you able to obtain the quantities that we asked for?\u201d Ezra said in a lazy drawl.<br \/><br \/>\u201cNo.  I didn\u2019t have enough time.  My military contact had some trouble.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Josiah watched through the binoculars he had picked up off of the windowsill.  He could clearly see Ezra\u2019s frown.  One of the heavies flanked Tony and stepped forward to pat him down.  DiNozzo opened his arms away from his body and allowed the simple search.  Once the pat down was done the man pulled out a small square device that let out a high electrical screech.  Everyone in the room flinched as the powerful mic squealed the feedback.  Thankfully, the noise died down as the man waived the device around DiNozzo\u2019s body.<br \/><br \/>\u201cChecking for a wire?  I don\u2019t know if I should be insulted or not,\u201d Tony said.<br \/><br \/>\u201cIt\u2019s just a precaution that my boss insists on.  Seeing how he occasionally does the same for members of his own family, you shouldn\u2019t feel affronted.  If you don\u2019t have the added supplies I suppose we\u2019ll just take what you showed us before.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWell, that\u2019s the thing\u2026\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhat thing?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI was expecting to get the additional supplies you were asking for and I already moved the supply you saw.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cSo you showed up here with nothing?\u201d one of the goons growled.<br \/><br \/>\u201cNo, it was just a temporary setback.  I\u2019ll have the full supply by next week.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cMr. Lichtermann is not a patient man when it comes to his business.   We had an agreement, Mr. Grant.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI understand.  Believe me\u2014I\u2019m really embarrassed by all of this.  It\u2019s not doing my reputation any good.  I\u2019ve never had problems with this contact before.  The matter is being dealt with.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYour assurances aren\u2019t providing my employer with weapons,\u201d Ezra replied.<br \/><br \/>Josiah frowned.  It wasn\u2019t going well.  Ezra was playing the part, but the part wouldn\u2019t do Agent DiNozzo any good if it got him shot.  Gibbs was looking grimmer with each passing moment.<br \/><br \/>\u201cGentleman, if you would give us a moment.  I have to impart a few practicalities to Mr. Grant,\u201d Ezra said pulling Josiah\u2019s attention back to the meeting below.<br \/><br \/>Ezra placed a hand on Tony\u2019s shoulder and led him away from the goons.  With Tony\u2019s back to the two men they could only see the anger on Ezra\u2019s face. They couldn\u2019t hear the conversation.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYour companion is quite charming,\u201d Ezra said in a low voice.<br \/><br \/>\u201cShe said the same of you.  What do you have for me?\u201d Tony asked.<br \/><br \/>Ezra turned away as if disgusted with whatever answer he was receiving.  He replied, \u201cBenito Tuturo is one of Lichtermann\u2019s runners.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cHe our guy?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI believe that\u2019s your job to discover.  Now shove me.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cAre you trying to get me shot?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cDo it.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Tony reached out and shoved Ezra back.  Ezra stumbled but kept his feet.  He raised his hand to waive off the goons.  Tony turned and made for his van, but one of the goons blocked his path.<br \/><br \/>\u201cLet him go,\u201d Ezra said with a shake of his head, but the goon didn\u2019t move.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI don\u2019t think so, Mr. Bennett.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Josiah leaned closer to the window.  A fifth man stepped out of the open bay door.  Three more goons jumped down from the open doorway to flank the two agents.  Ezra turned to the new men and the look on his face told the story well enough.  Josiah started moving away from the window, but Buck was faster, he had already moved through the room and had the door open.  They were running down the hall with Gibbs and Ziva behind them.  Josiah could hear Chris yelling over his mic to Vin.  By the time they had cleared three flights of steps and got out of the building, they could only hear the echo of Vin\u2019s gun.  DiNozzo\u2019s van was missing along with the three men and Ezra.  The two that had come with him were on the ground bleeding.  Unfortunately, so was DiNozzo.<br \/><br \/>\u201cTony!  What happened?\u201d Gibbs asked letting Buck and Ziva cover the downed men.<br \/><br \/>\u201cSorry boss, we must have screwed up.  They\u2019ve got Bennett\u2014Standish whatever.  I tried to stop them, but\u2026\u201d<br \/><br \/>Josiah watched Nathan rush forward to take over applying pressure to Tony\u2019s wound.  It was a chest shot far too near the heart for anyone\u2019s comfort.  It was obvious the bullet had hit a lung because Tony was having trouble breathing and talking.  Nathan silenced him and started barking orders.  Chris was already on the radio requesting an ambulance.  Once that was done, he started yelling for an APB on the van.  JD and McGee were the last to join them.<br \/><br \/>\u201cIt\u2019s a rental.  They\u2019ll have it lojacked I\u2019ve already forwarded the information back to the federal building,\u201d McGee said, slightly out of breath.<br \/><br \/>\u201cVin, talk to me,\u201d Chris barked into his mic.<br \/><br \/>\u201cNo need to yell,\u201d a voice said in response.<br \/><br \/>Josiah looked up from where he was helping Nathan to see Vin loping up to join the rest of the team.  The shooter looked about as angry as Chris.<br \/><br \/>\u201cIt\u2019s all my fault, cowboy.  They used the van as cover.  I winged one of them, but they kept pulling Ezra in front and moving around.  I tried to shoot out the tires, but they were around the corner before I could get a good angle.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cIf\u2026wasn\u2019t for you\u2026I\u2019d be\u2026lot worse off,\u201d Tony gasped.<br \/><br \/>Nathan snapped at him, \u201cWhat\u2019d I tell you about trying to talk?\u201d<br \/><br \/>Vin nodded at the downed agent, but Josiah knew that the young man would carry this mark on his soul if anything should happen to Ezra.  In a group full of loners the two of them were even more separate.  It was that distinction that pulled such opposites together.  While Vin and Chris had a bond that none of them could describe, much less deny, it was Vin and Ezra\u2019s relationship that filled Josiah with wonder.  He was pretty sure that if it wasn\u2019t for Vin\u2019s influence they would have lost Ezra to his wondering ways several times over.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWe\u2019ll get him, brother,\u201d Josiah encouraged softly, \u201cNothing on this earth will stop us either.\u201d<br \/><br \/>****<br \/><br \/>Five hours of surgery had left them all frayed.  Tony had finally been moved to recovery and was still coming out of the anesthesia.  Several members of Team Seven were stalking the halls of St. Anthony\u2019s like caged lions, but they were nothing compared to the cold statue that was Gibbs.  He stared at the doors to the OR barely moving except to take the coffee cups that each of them took turns bringing him.  Ducky sat next to his old friend with a sigh.  Ever since they had lost dear Caitlin, Gibbs had become rather too focused when any of them got hurt, Tony especially.  Though Gibbs would never admit it, Tony was his finest pupil.  Ducky believed that there were some familial feelings there on both sides.  He often wished that both men would admit such a thing, but Tony would brush it off and Gibbs\u2026well, that was another matter entirely.<br \/><br \/>\u201cOne of the doctors stated that things are going well.  Tony really was lucky, Jethro.  The only thing they\u2019re worried about is his healing process.  As you know his lungs were scarred from the plague.  This may make his recovery difficult and longer than expected, but he will recover.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI know, Duck, but things happen in operation rooms.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI have every confidence in the hospital staff.  Frankly, I\u2019m rather surprised you\u2019re still here.  I figured you\u2019d be off with Agent Larabee ripping the city apart.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cDon\u2019t worry, I plan too once I know Tony\u2019s all right.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou mean once you see him for yourself.  I think we all need to give a word of thanks to Mr. Jackson.  His medic skills saved the day.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou can say that again, Ducky,\u201d Timothy said joining them with yet another cup of coffee for Gibbs.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhat\u2019s the word?\u201d Jethro asked.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI talked with Agent Sanchez down in the lobby.  I updated him on Tony and he said that Agents Larabee and Wilmington had tracked down the van.  It looks like they switched cars at some point because it was found on the side of the highway.  There were some tread marks.  I made sure that JD had the photos sent to Abby.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cGood.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cThey\u2019re also keeping an eye on most of Lichtermann\u2019s usual spots, but it\u2019s most likely he\u2019ll take Agent Standish someplace else if he suspects that he\u2019s a cop.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cSo basically, they have nothing.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWe\u2019re working on it, Boss.  Ziva is out with them now.  I\u2019m going to head back to the federal building to coordinate with JD.  Sanchez and Jackson are staying here.  They\u2019re concerned that Lichtermann may try for Tony once they find out he\u2019s okay.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cNo, I want Ziva down here with Tony.  I want one of ours with him at all times.  I\u2019ll call her when I\u2019m ready to leave and we\u2019ll trade off,\u201d Gibbs snapped.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou got it, Boss.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Timothy wasn\u2019t gone very long before the doctor came out to speak with them.  Tony was starting to come around.  They were allowed to go in and see him.  Ducky was relieved not only for Tony, but for Gibbs as well.  They both stepped into the room.  There was the usual shock of all the machines and tubes.  Tony was pale, but his eyes blinked open the moment Jethro went past the door.<br \/><br \/>\u201cBoss\u2014\u201c he tried to say, but no voice came out.<br \/><br \/>\u201cSave it, DiNozzo.  Rest.  Ducky\u2019s going to stay here with you, and Ziva will be along in a bit.  I\u2019m going to get these guys.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Ducky stepped forward to give some ice chips that were in a cup next to the bed.  After a few, Tony started rasping.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHe was trying to protect me.  You\u2019ve got to get to him before\u2014\u201c<br \/><br \/>\u201cI told you to rest.  That\u2019s an order.  You let me worry about Standish.  Besides, I don\u2019t think Larabee is going to take this lying down.  His record says he\u2019s a former SEAL.  The last thing he\u2019s going to do is leave a man behind.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cTuturo\u2026Bennett said\u2026\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWe know, Tony.  Now you heard Gibbs, rest.  They said you\u2019re doing well.  I\u2019ll be right outside,\u201d Ducky said patting the young man\u2019s hand.<br \/><br \/>Gibbs was already out the door before the poor thing could close his eyes.  With a sigh, Ducky headed back into the hall to wait.  He was surprised to see Agent Tanner leaning against the wall.  The man gave him a nod.  Though they hadn\u2019t been formally introduced, Jethro had made sure that everyone had read the files on Team Seven.  He was afraid that they\u2019d try to get information the same way that they had used Ziva to get to Agent Standish.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHello I\u2019m Doctor Donald Mallard, but you can call me Ducky.  You\u2019re one of Orin\u2019s boys, yes?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cVin Tanner, Sir.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cMr. Tanner.  Timothy tells me that you saved our Anthony.  Thank you.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cIf I had been better, he wouldn\u2019t have gotten hurt to begin with.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cNow, now.  \u2018We are made wise not by the recollection of our past, but by the responsibility of our future.\u2019  You can\u2019t argue with George Bernard Shaw. Tony is alive thanks you and your friend Mr. Jackson.  Concentrate on that and what you\u2019re going to do now.  I assume you\u2019re here acting as a guard?\u201d<br \/><br \/>Tanner bowed his head.  He was obviously a quiet sort of person.  He had good manners, which is something that Ducky saw rarely any more.  It was heartening.  Ducky found himself warming to the young man.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI should be out helping the others find Ezra, but\u2026 I wanted to make sure he\u2019s okay.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWell, why don\u2019t I get us some chairs?  Ziva should be along soon to take over guarding him, and then you can go and save your friend,\u201d Ducky said patting the man\u2019s arm.<br \/><br \/>Ducky stepped over to the nurses\u2019 station and explained the situation.  He was quickly offered two chairs which were placed against the glass wall looking into Tony\u2019s room.  Tanner took the one closest to the door and Ducky sat beside him.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou know, this isn\u2019t the first time I\u2019ve done watch duty.  Once in nineteen seventy eight I had to sit watch over a tribal chief that had been attacked by a lion.  The local witchdoctor was positive that the lion would come to finish the job.  You see, it was part of their folklore that lions possessed a singular vision\u2026\u201d Ducky began and continued telling the story of the lion hunt and the near death of the chief.  He knew that he had the tendency to ramble on a bit, and mostly people tended to tune him out.  Ducky was never offended by this.  He always believed that people would retain something, the brain being the magnificent organ that it was.  So his stories were held somewhere, and if some small bit of information that he could impart could be useful to someone in the future, so much the better.  Mr. Tanner turned out to be a good listener.  While his eyes often strayed away to look for threats in the hall, they always returned to Ducky.  His forlorn face grew into a smile.  He seemed interested, and he even asked some rather pointed questions.  Of course the questions had Ducky veering off into other stories.  The time passed all too quickly, and before he knew it, Ziva was standing over them listening to the end of a story about a Japanese minister and his mathematical goat.<br \/><br \/>\u201cDucky.  Agent Tanner,\u201d she said in greeting.<br \/><br \/>\u201cMa\u2019am,\u201d Tanner returned with a nod and got to his feet.  \u201cIt was nice meeting you Doctor.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cThe same to you, young man. It has been a distinct pleasure.  Now you go out there and you find those men.  No one will get past Ziva and myself.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Tanner gave him another nod and headed back down the hallway.  Ziva watched him go before taking his chair.  She looked over her shoulder into the room beyond.  Tony was still asleep.  There were lines of worry around the corners of her mouth, but they quickly smoothed.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHow is he?\u201d she asked.<br \/><br \/>\u201cDisobeying Gibbs\u2019 orders to rest while he\u2019s in the room.  He\u2019ll be fine, Ziva.  How is the investigation coming?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cTanner did wing one of the men.  There were traces of blood in the van.  Larabee didn\u2019t want to wait to send it to Abby, so they\u2019re doing the work up in the lab here.  Hopefully, we\u2019ll get a hit.  She\u2019s already found the tires that go with the treads we found so we now have an idea of the vehicle.  JD is checking all the hospitals to see if the wounded man turns up.  Also, McGee has been running the information on Tuturo.  It looks like he went to high school with Miralles.  We\u2019re still checking on that.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cSo Mr. Standish did find our man.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cPossibly.  I hope he\u2019s okay,\u201d Ziva said looking around her.  \u201cI\u2019ve spent too much time in hospitals lately.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Ducky remembered how close she had gotten to Lt. Sanders before his death of radiation poisoning.  He patted her hand and looked over into Tony\u2019s room.<br \/><br \/>\u201cMy dear, you have no idea.\u201d<br \/><br \/>****<br \/><br \/>Chris paced around the office.  He was a man of action.  He always had been.  Waiting for evidence and procedure always drove him up the wall.  He wanted to be out there finding Ezra, but with no idea where to look it would be a waste of energy.  JD and McGee were typing away on the computers like their lives depended on it, instead of Ezra\u2019s.  Buck was on the phone and had been since they got back from picking up the deserted van.  He wanted to bark for a status update, but he had just got one less than five minutes ago.  They\u2019d let him know if they found anything.  Vin stepped through the door.  Chris knew he had headed down to the hospital.  One look and he gave Chris a frown and headed for the office.  Chris followed him inside and shut the door.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou need to settle down, cowboy.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI can\u2019t help it.  You know I didn\u2019t want this case, and Buck all but tried to quit on me to keep us from doing it.  Dammit, I should have listened to him.  I shouldn\u2019t have let Ezra convince me otherwise.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cA man said, \u2018We are made wise not by the recollection of our past, but by the responsibility of our future.\u2019  Ducky told me that at the hospital when I was beating myself up over not stopping them from taking Ezra or hurting DiNozzo.  I been thinkin\u2019 on it mighty hard and it seems to make sense.  We can\u2019t go back and change our should haves, but we can do something about it now.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Chris raised an eyebrow at his friend.  Vin always seemed to have a better grasp of things than he let on.  With a nod Chris got to his feet.  As they stepped out into the bullpen Vin continued.<br \/><br \/>\u201cThat George Shaw fella seems to know his stuff.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cHe was a poet, like you.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cHuh.  I may have to get one of his books.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cAll right people,\u201d Chris bellowed getting everyone\u2019s attention.  He could see Gibbs leaning on the doorway across the room.  \u201cWe know they\u2019ve got one wounded.  It\u2019s not likely they\u2019ll go to a hospital because they\u2019ll report a gunshot wound.  I want to know anyone with the slightest medical connection that would have anything to do with Lichtermann.  Buck start shaking up some of your informants.  JD get Josiah back here ASAP.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Chris looked directly at Gibbs and asked, \u201cYou got your man covered?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cZiva is with him.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cRight, JD tell Nathan to stay with Officer David.\u201d<br \/><br \/>McGee shot a look at Gibbs and waited for a nod before asking, \u201cWhat do you need me to do?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou and Abby go back through the records we have.  He won\u2019t take Ezra to one of his places, so check any associates and their property.  Try to find a link between them and the type of vehicle that uses the tires she found.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cOn it.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cVin you\u2019re with me.  Gibbs?\u201d  Chris asked without looking back as he headed out the door.  The older man was right behind them as they made for the elevator.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou got a plan?\u201d the NCIS agent asked.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWe\u2019re going to drop in on Mrs. Tuturo and ask her about her son.  This didn\u2019t start until Ezra started digging into your murder case.  Maybe if we work your end we\u2019ll find out what we need to know.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Gibbs gave a small smirk as the elevator dropped toward the garage.  Chris could tell that Vin was trying very hard not to comment on the fact that Gibbs was getting his way.  He restrained himself from cursing all Jarheads out loud.<br \/><br \/>The Tuturo house was like many in the suburbs of Denver.  It was a small one story house with a dry yard and children\u2019s bikes in the driveway.  The community was distinctly Hispanic.  The three of them got out of the Dodge and were greeted at the screen door before they could even get close enough to knock.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYes?\u201d a woman in her early fifties asked hesitantly through the mesh.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHello, Ma\u2019am.  I\u2019m Agent Gibbs with the NCIS,\u201d he said holding up his badge.<br \/><br \/>Chris let him take the lead because he knew that in a mood he could be intimidating.  Vin stood next to him silently.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhat is NCIS?  We\u2019re legal.  I have papers.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI\u2019m not with the NIS.  NCIS is Navy Criminal Investigative Service.  I\u2019m looking into a murder of a Marine Corporal.  I was hoping that I could speak to your son, Benito.  He went to school with the deceased.  I was hoping he might know some of the Corporal\u2019s friends.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cBenito isn\u2019t here.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cOh, well, could you please give him my card?\u201d Gibbs asked holding it up.  The woman opened the screen door just a crack.  She took the card and the door slammed back against the frame.  The three of them said goodbye and started walking back to the truck.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHe\u2019s in there,\u201d Chris growled.<br \/><br \/>\u201cOh yeah,\u201d Gibbs agreed.<br \/><br \/>They drove off around the corner dropping Vin off before circling the block.  Chris cut the truck off and the two of them waited.  They didn\u2019t have to wait long before a young man exited the house yelling back to the woman inside.  He headed for a car parked along the street.  Chris started up the Dodge and came around the corner slowly.  Tuturo was half-way to the car before he looked back over the shoulder and saw the truck.  He started running.   Chris stepped on the gas blazing down the block.  Tuturo must have realized he wouldn\u2019t make it to the car because he veered off into one of the neighboring yards.  Chris slowed down enough for Gibbs to hop out.  The Agent had the door open even as the truck was still moving, so he didn\u2019t bother slowing too much.  The older man was out of the truck and in pursuit in a blink.  Chris gunned the engine again causing the passenger door to slam shut.  He headed around the block only to see Vin sitting on the suspect in the adjacent driveway.  Gibbs was crouched down next to the young man.  When he parked and got out of the truck he heard some expressive swearing.  Gibbs was giving the boy a steely eyed look.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI didn\u2019t do nothing.  Get this guy off of me.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cThen why you runnin\u2019, Benito?\u201d Vin asked finishing his pat down and pulling the boy\u2019s arms back to cuff them.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI thought you was gang bangers in that big black truck.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cDo I look like a gang banger to you, son?\u201d Gibbs asked.<br \/><br \/>\u201cDepends on your gang,\u201d Chris said with a smirk.  He ignored the wry look he received and continued.  \u201cLet\u2019s get him back to the office.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou arresting me?\u201d Tuturo asked as he was pulled to his feet.  Chris took his turn staring the boy down.<br \/><br \/>\u201cDo I need to?\u201d he asked.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI didn\u2019t\u2014\u201c<br \/><br \/>\u201cDo nothing.  Yeah, so we heard.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Gibbs sat in the back with the boy.  They drove in silence back to the federal building.  Benito tried to put up a good front, but it was obvious he was scared.  They sat him in one of the interrogation rooms downstairs and let him wait.  Chris headed back up to find out if the others had gotten any news.<br \/><br \/>\u201cAnything?\u201d he asked as he walked through the bullpen to his office.<br \/><br \/>Buck walked past pulling on his coat and replied, \u201cI think I may have something with a medical connection.  Josiah and I were just going out now.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cCall JD if you get anything.  JD?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWe\u2019re still running associates.  Abby has an electric copy of the blood work and she\u2019s running it through NCIS\u2019 databases too.\u201d<br \/><br \/>McGee looked up from the phone he was talking on and said, \u201cI\u2019m working on tracking down cell phone records.   Lichtermann had Ezra doing negotiations.  If I can find a phone we might get a location.  It\u2019s a long shot, but I thought we should at least try it.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cGood.  Cross reference anything you get with the associate and vehicle information.  That may help you weed things out,\u201d Chris said stepping into his office for his copies of the NCIS murder investigation file.  \u201cI\u2019ll be down in interrogation with my phone off.  If Buck calls or you guys come up with something, come and get me.\u201d<br \/><br \/>When he got back downstairs, he found Vin and Gibbs staring through the two way mirror at a fidgeting Tuturo.  They were both holding cups of coffee that looked a little like mud.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhen operations finds out you were using their coffee pot they\u2019re going to be pissed,\u201d he said.<br \/><br \/>Vin shrugged.  Gibbs cocked an eyebrow at him and said, \u201cThey shouldn\u2019t mind.  He makes good coffee.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Chris blinked at this remark as Vin chuckled.  Everyone knew that Tanner\u2019s coffee was not fit for human consumption.  Then again, what did he expect?<br \/><br \/>\u201cI should have known.  The Marines and Rangers train their men to eat grubs and worms and god knows what all.  Killed every one of your taste buds.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cDon\u2019t they make SEALs eat raw fish?\u201d Vin asked.<br \/><br \/>\u201cSushi is an accepted food.  Grubs, not so much.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhere I come from either way they call it bait.  You want to do this or do you want me to?\u201d Gibbs asked.<br \/><br \/>Chris was surprised that he bothered to ask.  After looking at Gibbs a moment he gave a smile with absolutely no humor.  It was the one that generally made his men cringe.<br \/><br \/>\u201cAge before beauty.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWisdom before wiseass,\u201d Gibbs countered and headed off to the door.  Chris followed silently.<br \/><br \/>Tuturo started talking the moment they walked in, professing his innocence, claiming police brutality, and asking to be let go.  Gibbs took the chair across the table and opened the file without saying anything.  He stared at the boy and watched him.  Chris leaned back against the wall just within reach of the young man\u2019s peripheral vision.  They watched the boy slowly wind down until the room was completely silent.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou going to tell me why I\u2019m here?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cDavid Miralles.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWho?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou went to school with him.  He joined the Marine Corps.  He was a Corporal and a fine Marine.  He\u2019s dead.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI don\u2019t know no David.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cNo?  Let me see if I can pick out a name you do recognize.  Andreas Lichtermann.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Tuturo\u2019s eye twitched at the name and Chris snorted.  This made the boy look quickly over at him.  Ezra would eat this kid alive.  His tells were way too sloppy.  Chris stared back until the boy looked away, but the only other thing to look at was Gibbs\u2019 eyes.  The room was cool, but Benito was starting to sweat.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWe know you work for him,\u201d Gibbs continued.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI don\u2019t know what you\u2019re talking about.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Chris took that opportunity to move away from the wall.  He walked behind Tuturo and bent down to speak directly into his ear.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHe\u2019s got one of my men, Benny.  I\u2019m not in the mood for games.  All Gibbs here has to do is match up the physical evidence he has to you.  We\u2019ve already got a warrant in progress to get it from you.  It\u2019s a matter of time now.  You\u2019re going to a federal pen for a very long time with some very nasty people.  How horrible it is depends on what you tell me right now.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Benito shivered and looked to Gibbs for help, but he received no quarter there.  He was trapped between the proverbial rock and a hard place.  It took all of five seconds before he was spilling everything: the fight over him working for Lichtermann, David just back from Iraq having seen the damage that weapons could do, the threat to go to the police, and the last minute grab for a wrench to stop a good man from doing the right thing.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhere would Lichtermann take my man, Benny?\u201d Chris asked.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhere!\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI don\u2019t know!  Some of the guys talked about some warehouses that he stores some of the weapons before taking them to where we pick them up for shipping them, but I don\u2019t know where they are.  Only his main guys knew.  They\u2019d bring the boxes and they\u2019d be covered in this sparkly yellow dirt.  I could never get it out of my clothes.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhat like sand?\u201d Gibbs asked.<br \/><br \/>\u201cNo it was dust like powder.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cDo you still have those pants?\u201d<br \/><br \/>Benito looked confused and replied, \u201cYeah, sure at Mama\u2019s.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Chris jerked his head toward the door.  The two of them stepped out into the hall. Vin was waiting for them.  Gibbs gave him an annoyed look, but Chris waved him off.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHe said it wasn\u2019t sand.  The only mining around here is mostly sand and gravel pits, except for west of the city.  There are a few clay and shale yards along State Highway 93 north and south of Golden.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cShale would make sparkly yellow dust as they split it up.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cExactly.  The meet point they set up for Tony was on the west side of town.  Shorter distance for them to travel?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWe need to match warehouses near those mines with the associates that they\u2019re running,\u201d Gibbs replied heading for the elevator.<br \/><br \/>As the three of them stepped into the office, JD bounded up to Chris.  \u201cI was just going to go downstairs.  Buck called in.  He and Josiah found a med school drop out that\u2019s been doing some pharmacological work on the side for Lichtermann.  They checked at his home but according to his neighbors he left in a hurry a couple of hours ago.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cHe probably got an emergency house call.  Listen, JD, I want you to run that associates property list against any warehouses near shale yards on the west side of town.\u201d<br \/><br \/>McGee perked up at this.  He started typing quickly on the computer and then called out.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI\u2019ve got a warehouse attached to a landscaping business that is owned by one of Lichtermann\u2019s lieutenants in Golden.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cLandscaping?\u201d JD asked.<br \/><br \/>\u201cThey specialize in rock work.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cThat\u2019s it,\u201d Gibbs said.<br \/><br \/>JD looked back and forth between Gibbs and McGee.  <br \/><br \/>\u201cBut how do you know?\u201d he asked.<br \/><br \/>\u201cMy gut.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cJD, call Buck and Josiah and have them meet us there.  Load up, people,\u201d Chris said darkly.  \u201cWe\u2019re going to go get what\u2019s ours.\u201d<br \/><br \/><br \/>****<br \/><br \/>\u201cTeam Four is on their way as backup,\u201d JD said as they exited the ATF SUV.<br \/><br \/>Gibbs followed Larabee to the back where he started handing out vests and equipment.  The agent acknowledged his man with a nod.  Gibbs reached in to pull out a vest for McGee.  He wished that Ziva and Tony were here to help back him up, but the members of Team Seven would have to do.  Despite their differences his gut told him that Larabee and his boys could handle themselves.<br \/><br \/>A nicely refurbished old model truck pulled up behind them.  Wilmington and Sanchez exited already in vests.  He watched Buck start checking JD\u2019s vest and set up, but the younger agent waved him off.  It reminded him of some of Tony and McGee\u2019s interactions.  Unconsciously, he looked over to make sure Tim\u2019s rig was set up right since Tony wasn\u2019t there to do it for him.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHave Team Four pull perimeter when they get here, and get on the thermal I want to know how many we\u2019ve got in there,\u201d Chris barked.  \u201cGibbs I want my guys taking the lead on this, no arguments.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Gibbs stared at the man for a moment then gave a short nod.  If it was Tony in there, he\u2019d want everyone else behind him too.  JD was already positioning a thermal imager at the building.<br \/><br \/>\u201cChris, looks like we\u2019ve got four outside the building.  Two are walking patrol.  The other two are guarding the north entrance.  Inside looks like seven or eight.  Shit.\u201d<br \/><br \/>The others paused in their preparations at the small curse from the boy\u2019s lips.  Apparently, it was something uncommon.  Wilmington was immediately at the boy\u2019s side with a hand on his shoulder.  With that encouragement, JD continued.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI\u2019ve got one man in a seated position with four men around him.  Looks like their taking turns smacking him around,\u201d he said quietly.<br \/><br \/>Gibbs looked over at Larabee and from the stone look on the man\u2019s face, he wasn\u2019t sure if any of the men in that building would be coming out alive.  He started to say something, but Buck spoke first.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHe\u2019s still alive.  And it\u2019s got to be Ezra, because nobody else can piss off people like that.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Gibbs watched the dark look on Larabee\u2019s face slide into a tiny smirk.  Wilmington had said just the right thing.  They had apparently known each other for a very long time.  Chris looked over to Vin and the shooter gave him a wink.<br \/><br \/>\u201cAll right, let\u2019s do this.  Vin, take out those perimeter guards.  Two clicks when you\u2019re done.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Tanner was already out of sight by the time Larabee turned to the others.  He looked at each of them in the eye before speaking again.<br \/><br \/>\u201cBuck you and Josiah take the two on the door.  I want this quick and quiet.  When you\u2019re done I want both of you to take lead on that entrance with JD covering your flank.  Gibbs you and McGee are with me.  We\u2019re going to take the west entrance.  Vin will be there waiting on us.  Vin and I will take point.  I want you two coming in hot behind us. No hesitation,\u201d he said, the last directed to Tim.  He waited for a nod before continuing.  \u201cBuck, three clicks when you\u2019re ready.  One click response to go in.  Once the room is cleared, Josiah, your priority is Ezra.  Nathan\u2019s not here to do his usual magic so it\u2019s up to you.  JD you\u2019ll help him while coordinating with Team Four, which should be here any minute.  The rest of us will keep you three covered.  Any questions?\u201d<br \/><br \/>The others were obviously used to the game plan because there was silence on their part.  Gibbs shook his head no for both McGee and himself.  Chris told everyone to get into position and as they were moving away from the vehicles they heard two clicks on the radio.<br \/><br \/>\u201cThat was fast,\u201d McGee said softly.<br \/><br \/>\u201cRangers are almost as good as Marines,\u201d Gibbs said over his shoulder as they ran from cover-to-cover hiding their approach.<br \/><br \/>\u201cNot as good as SEALs though,\u201d Chris whispered back and Gibbs snorted at him.<br \/><br \/>Tanner was waiting at the west door even though Larabee had never specified that was where he was supposed to be.  He was already positioned on the left side of the door ready to cover the right side of the room.  Chris knelt by the right side of the door.  Gibbs took position behind him and waved McGee over to Tanner.  They waited silently for the other half of the team.  After a few moments they got the three clicks they were waiting for.  Larabee and Tanner shared a look that spoke novels full before Chris clicked his radio once and they were barreling through the door.<br \/><br \/>\u201cATF!  Drop your weapons!\u201d Larabee yelled but the room was already in chaos.  <br \/><br \/>Tanner picked off two going for some boxes of machine guns off to their right somewhere.  Gibbs and Larabee continued strafing left.  He could hear gunfire toward the front of the building where Wilmington and the others were clearing their way back towards their position.  They took cover behind some pallets of rock as the four men near their target started popping off shots.  As Gibbs slid over to the edge of the pallet to provide cover fire for the other group, he could see that the chair had been knocked onto its side.  There were hands tied behind the back facing them.  He couldn\u2019t tell if it was Standish or not, but he could hear Wilmington bellowing the man\u2019s name.  They had a better position to see who was in the chair, so Gibbs assumed that it was Standish.  He quickly ducked back behind the rock as bullets slammed into it showering his shoulder with chips and dust.<br \/><br \/>He could hear the loud retort of the shotgun that Sanchez had been carrying.  Gibbs quickly scanned the room for McGee and saw him returning fire behind some large metal drums with Tanner.  Gibbs leaned out again to fire and saw one man standing over Standish holding a gun on him.  Gibbs took aim, but before he could fire, Standish\u2019s foot kicked out catching the man in the crotch.  He hunched over and Gibbs fired hitting him square in the shoulder.  The man spun and received two more shots, probably from Tanner and McGee.  He went down hard and Standish inched his chair forward to use the man\u2019s body as cover.<br \/><br \/>As quickly as it had begun, the room grew quiet.  The gun fire echoed in the metal building.  Gibbs leaned out again and saw the last few assailants laying down their guns and raising their hands.  Wilmington\u2019s team moved forward.  Gibbs and Larabee came out from behind the rock to cover the remaining men.  They secured the weapons and McGee and Tanner moved forward to start restraining them with wire ties.<br \/><br \/>Gibbs looked over his shoulder and got his first look at Standish.  The others had cut him loose, and he was waving them away even as Sanchez helped him to his feet.  The man turned to nod at Larabee, and Gibbs got a good look at his face.  It was battered and bruised.  One eye was starting to swell, and soon he wouldn\u2019t be able to see out of it.  His expensive looking white shirt was stained with blood, probably from the split lip he was sporting.  All in all, he looked like about five miles of bad road, but despite this he was wearing a small smile.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYour timing, as usual gentlemen, is impeccable,\u201d he said harshly, holding his ribs.<br \/><br \/>Wilmington stepped away from covering the secured perps.  He took one look at his beaten teammate before pulling the smaller man into a bear hug that had him protesting loudly.  The others started laughing and each stepped forward to shake his hand or throw his arm around Standish\u2019s shoulders.  Larabee kept his position and didn\u2019t join in on the reunion, but Gibbs caught the two exchanging a look that left the leader shaking his head with an actual grin.  Gibbs could relate because he\u2019d had the same reaction to Tony time and again.  Team Four was called in to clean up, and since there had been several fatalities, all on the other side, their weapons were all confiscated pending investigation.  Gibbs watched Team Four\u2019s interactions with the group, and they seemed to treat it all as business as usual.  He could see where the Director had gotten the impression that Team Seven was a destructive bunch.<br \/><br \/>\u201cCome on, lets get you to the hospital, Nathan\u2019s going to have a fit and that\u2019s no lie,\u201d Sanchez said leading their returned teammate towards the trucks.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI have told you I\u2019m fine.  It\u2019s nothing a little ice and some meat tenderizer won\u2019t take care of, I assure you,\u201d Standish protested.<br \/><br \/>Buck snorted and rolled his eyes at Larabee.  He said, \u201cAnd those ribs?  Hell, I could practically feel them swimming around when I hugged you.  We already got one agent with a punctured lung out of this business.  Don\u2019t need two.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cHow is Mr. Grant?\u201d Ezra asked.  \u201cI tried to pull Phil\u2019s shot, but\u2026\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cIt\u2019s DiNozzo, and he\u2019s fine thanks to you,\u201d Gibbs replied.  \u201cYou\u2019ll get to see him soon.  At the hospital.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cBut\u2026But\u2014\u201c<br \/><br \/>\u201cNo buts, Ezra, get in the damn truck,\u201d Chris said with a touch of exasperation.<br \/><br \/>Gibbs opened the door for the man and they both stared at him.<br \/><br \/>\u201cGood Lord, I thought one Larabee was bad enough,\u201d Standish said cringing back from the dual stares.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou\u2019ve got no idea, brother,\u201d Sanchez said helping him in with a smile.<br \/><br \/>Gibbs looked over at Larabee and asked, \u201cWhat are they talking about?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cNo idea,\u201d the man replied and headed for the driver\u2019s side.<br \/><br \/>Gibbs shot a confused look over at McGee and he could see his agent trying not to laugh.  The chuckling quickly died when he saw he was being observed.<br \/><br \/>\u201cMe either, boss,\u201d Tim said quickly and followed JD.<br \/><br \/>****<br \/><br \/>Tony hated having oxygen tubes stuck under his nose.  They dried it out and made it all red.  He probably looked like Rudolf ready for flight.  He blinked his eyes open.  The last time he\u2019d been awake he was sure he\u2019d heard Ducky droning on about something.  It was comforting.  And once, he was sure he\u2019d felt the patented Gibbs stare, but he just couldn\u2019t seem to open his eyes to meet it.  Now there was someone else in the room, but they were quiet.  He was expecting Ziva when he opened his eyes.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWow, you look about as good as I feel,\u201d he croaked out.  Bennett\u2014no, that wasn\u2019t his name\u2014smiled faintly.  With the split swollen lip and swollen eye it looked a bit gruesome.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYes, I must apologize for my appearance.  My former employer was less than pleased to know that I had been double crossing him with a seller such as yourself.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhat?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cLichtermann had me followed occasionally. His man saw your charming Ms. David meet me at the bar and followed her back to her vehicle to ask her some questions.  Imagine his surprise when she was picked up by the dashing Mr. Grant that was going to sell us weapons.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cHe thought you were making a move on the business?\u201d Tony asked fighting the bed controls to sit up a bit.  Standish took pity on him and reached over to adjust the bed for him.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYes, he didn\u2019t realize I wasn\u2019t what I was pretending to be until my companions came to my rescue.  The hit at the meet was a misunderstanding.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Tony tried to laugh at this, but the pain it caused across his chest had him curled up and coughing, which hurt even worse.  Standish leaned forward with concern and reached for the call button, but Tony stopped him.  Once the coughing subsided Tony leaned back and realized he still had a hold of Standish\u2019s hand.  He shook it and said, \u201cTony DiNozzo.  Nice to meet you.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cEzra Standish, and the pleasure is all mine.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cThanks for saving my life, Ezra\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI wish I could have done more.  But I must say for once, it\u2019s nice not to be the one that got shot.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Tony blinked at this and asked, \u201cWhat do you mean?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWell, usually when we have a dangerous case, and I find that an inordinate number of our cases are, I\u2019m the one that ends up catching bullets.  Well, Mr. Tanner and I are running neck-and-neck in that regard, but still\u2026\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cRemind me never to come back to Denver.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Standish chuckled at this and then winced holding his own ribs.  They certainly made a pair.  Tony let out a sigh.  The room was quiet for a moment before he looked back over at Ezra.  The man had pulled out a deck of cards and was shuffling them in his hands efficiently.<br \/><br \/>\u201cDeal me in.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cCertainly.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cSo what are you doing in here?  Where is everybody?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cMr. Gibbs and the others are meeting with the incident board.  There were some casualties when they came to retrieve me.  I\u2019m sure that they\u2019ll all be labeled good shots, but we have to follow the procedure.  I think Ms. David and Doctor Mallard went back to your hotel to rest since they weren\u2019t involved.  Ziva assured me that she would be back in a couple of hours.  I\u2019m currently hiding from Mr. Jackson.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cHiding?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cHe can be a bit forthright when one of us is injured.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cSounds like Abby.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI have yet to meet Ms. Sciuto, but JD assures me that she is fine young lady.  Buck on the other hand seems to think all NCIS women are a menace.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Tony snorted and replied, \u201cJust because none of them are interested in him.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cJust goes to show their intelligence.  Card?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cTwo.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Ezra dealt two cards to Tony and then one for himself.  He stared at his hand a moment before laying out a straight, eight of clubs high.  Tony looked down at his measly pair of threes and tossed his cards onto the bed.  Ezra retrieved them with a smile and reshuffled.<br \/><br \/>\u201cIt\u2019s bad enough I got shot, but now I\u2019m playing cards with a guy that can draw to an inside straight and win.  I give up,\u201d Tony murmured.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou should play with my mother.  Sometimes I wonder if she bends the laws of space and time to get the hands she does.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cDoes she cheat?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cOh most definitely, but seeing as how I do too when I play her you think it would even out.  Not so much I\u2019m afraid.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou should come to Washington,\u201d Tony said suddenly surprising both Ezra and himself.  \u201cI could show you some spots, we could make a killing.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cIt has been a long time since I\u2019ve been to the capitol.  Alas, I don\u2019t have many friends there.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cDon\u2019t worry.  I\u2019ll keep the FBI off of you.  They\u2019re all scared of Gibbs anyway.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Ezra gave Tony a sharp look.  Tony gave his biggest smile in response.  That seemed to put the former FBI agent at peace.  He nodded slightly and dealt the cards again.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWant to hear something funny?\u201d Ezra asked.  At Tony\u2019s nod he continued, \u201cIt turns out that Chris is quite the fan of Thom E. Gemcity.  You should have seen his face when he found out that Agent McGee was the one writing the books.  You should\u2019ve also have seen the looks he started giving Gibbs.<br \/><br \/>Tony gave a light chuckle with a hand holding his wound.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYeah we\u2019ve teased McGeek constantly.  He insists that the books characters are fictional and aren\u2019t based on us, but come on!\u201d<br \/><br \/>Tony looked down at his hand and found that this time he had a full house.  He glanced over at Ezra, but the man was intent on his cards and wouldn\u2019t look up.  He leaned back into the pillow with a smile.  Standish definitely had to come to Washington.<br \/><br \/>They spent the better part of two hours playing cards and talking.  Sometimes about work, but mostly about places they\u2019d been and funny stories about their teammates.  Tony found the time passed quickly.  It was probably the longest he\u2019d been awake since he\u2019d gotten out of surgery.  The fun was put to an end when Jackson showed up. He spoke kindly to Tony, but his tone completely changed when he turned to Ezra.  The southerner rolled his eyes at Tony as the taller man pulled him out of the chair and then out back to his own room.  Tony grinned at him and waved goodbye.  He must have fallen back asleep because when he opened his eyes Gibbs was sitting in the chair that Ezra had vacated.<br \/><br \/>\u201cGibbs.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cHow you doing, Tony?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cGood.  When are they letting me out of here?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cIt\u2019ll be a while.  With that lung they don\u2019t want the pressure from air travel to cause any more damage.  Ziva, Ducky, and McGee are going back to headquarters.  I asked Jenny for some time so that you wouldn\u2019t be stuck out here by yourself.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Tony grinned and looked away from Gibbs.  He said, \u201cI appreciate that.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWell, Larabee offered to let me stay up at his ranch.  He\u2019s got some horses.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cA vacation?  You getting soft?\u201d he asked with his eyes feeling heavy.<br \/><br \/>Gibbs shot him a sharp look and said, \u201cRemind me to give you a smack when you\u2019re better.  Now go back to sleep.  I\u2019m here.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Tony nodded and closed his eyes.  Right before he fell asleep again he whispered, \u201cThanks, boss.\u201d<br \/><br \/>As usual, he didn\u2019t get a reply.<br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/>If you liked this fic you might like another NCIS\/Mag7 Crossover fic by Sammie called <a href=\"http:\/\/www.blackraptor.net\/m7fic-31\/milehighcity\/affair01.htm\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">The Mile High City Affair<\/a>."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daughtershade:282876","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/282876.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=282876"}}],"title":"Montezuma Part 1\/2","published":"2008-06-07T05:12:55Z","updated":"2009-04-14T02:23:04Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"ncis fic"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"mag7 fic"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"crossovers"}}],"content":"Title: Montezuma<br \/>Author: <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"daughtershade\" lj:user=\"daughtershade\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>daughtershade<\/b><\/a><\/span><br \/>Fandom: Magnificent 7 (ATF AU)\/NCIS<br \/>Rating: PG-13<br \/>Pairing: None<br \/>Prompt: The two teams have to work together on a case.<br \/>Summary: A murder of a Marine Corporal brings Gibbs and the NCIS team in conflict with Denver\u2019s ATF special unit Team Seven.<br \/><br \/>Author notes: I want to thank <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"settiai\" lj:user=\"settiai\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/settiai.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/settiai.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>settiai<\/b><\/a><a class=\"i-ljuser-badge i-ljuser-badge--pro\" data-badge-type=\"pro\" data-placement=\"bottom\" data-pro-badge data-pro-badge-type=\"1\" data-is-raw hidden href=\"#\"><span class=\"i-ljuser-badge__icon\"><svg class=\"svgicon\" width=\"25\" height=\"16\" xmlns=\"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg\" viewBox=\"0 0 33 24\"><path fill-rule=\"evenodd\" d=\"M19.326 11.95c0 2.01 1.47 3.45 3.48 3.45 2.02 0 3.49-1.44 3.49-3.45 0-2.01-1.47-3.45-3.49-3.45-2.01 0-3.48 1.44-3.48 3.45Zm5.51 0c0 1.24-.8 2.19-2.03 2.19-1.23 0-2.02-.95-2.02-2.19 0-1.25.79-2.19 2.02-2.19s2.03.94 2.03 2.19ZM7.92 15.28H6.5V8.61h3.12c1.45 0 2.24.98 2.24 2.15 0 1.16-.8 2.15-2.24 2.15h-1.7v2.37Zm1.51-3.62c.56 0 .98-.35.98-.9 0-.56-.42-.9-.98-.9H7.92v1.8h1.51ZM18.3802 15.28h-1.63l-1.31-2.37h-1.04v2.37h-1.42V8.61h3.12c1.39 0 2.24.91 2.24 2.15 0 1.18-.74 1.81-1.46 1.98l1.5 2.54Zm-2.49-3.62c.57 0 1-.34 1-.9s-.43-.9-1-.9h-1.49v1.8h1.49Z\" clip-rule=\"evenodd\"\/><path fill-rule=\"evenodd\" d=\"M2 8c0-2.20914 1.79086-4 4-4h20.5c2.2091 0 4 1.79086 4 4v7.9c0 2.2091-1.7909 4-4 4H6c-2.20914 0-4-1.7909-4-4V8Zm4-2.5h20.5C27.8807 5.5 29 6.61929 29 8v7.9c0 1.3807-1.1193 2.5-2.5 2.5H6c-1.38071 0-2.5-1.1193-2.5-2.5V8c0-1.38071 1.11929-2.5 2.5-2.5Z\" clip-rule=\"evenodd\"\/><\/svg><\/span><\/a><\/span> for asking for this prompt because it let me write in TWO fandoms that I love, but have never written in.  <br \/><br \/>This takes place sometime during NCIS Season 5, the current season, but there aren\u2019t any real spoilers.  There is mention of fallout from the season opener \u201cBury Your Dead\u201d but nothing specific.  Also there is a slight mention of events from the Season 4 episode \u201cDead Man Walking\u201d.  <br \/><br \/>As for the Mag7 boys, of course I have to give a nod to <a href=\"http:\/\/tidiap.tripod.com\/begin.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Mog<\/a> who originally came up with the ATF universe and was kind enough to let everyone else play in it.  The only episode spoilers that could be considered for Mag7 is a mention of the Season 2 episode \u201cLady Killers\u201d all-be-it a modernized ATF version of it.  <br \/><br \/>I have also alluded to a previous friendship between the NCIS character Dr. Donald Mallard (AKA Ducky) and the Magnificent Seven character Judge Orrin Travis.  This is meant as a nod to Man from UNCLE fans since the characters are played by David McCallum and Robert Vaughn respectively. They were, of course, the two main actors from MUNCLE. <br \/><br \/>The title of this fic not only references the <a href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Marines%27_Hymn\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Marines\u2019 Hymn<\/a>, but also the more common use of \u2018Montezuma\u2019s Revenge.\u2019  Both of which seemed apt for the meeting of these two teams.<br \/><br \/>---<br \/><br \/>For reference, I made <a href=\"http:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/281982.html\" target=\"_blank\">Magnificent Seven<\/a> and <a href=\"http:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/283270.html\" target=\"_blank\">NCIS<\/a> guides with extra information for newcomers along with character photos and such.<br \/><br \/>I have also created a wallpaper to go along with the fic.  You can get it <a href=\"http:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/282259.html\" target=\"_blank\">here<\/a>.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/MoMnom.jpg\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/>---<br \/><br \/>Montezuma<br \/><br \/>\u201cI know a guy,\u201d the man said with a very untrustworthy smile.  <br \/><br \/>Normally that would be an issue, but in a gunrunner untrustworthy was practically a recommendation.  The military grade weapons were a problem.  Ezra hadn\u2019t heard of any new players in town and now this Grant, \u2018please call me Tony,\u2019  fellow had dropped into the middle of his undercover operation without so much as a how-do-you-do.  He knew that somehow he had to get word out to Chris and the others without arousing Mr. Lichtermann\u2019s suspicions.<br \/><br \/>Ezra had been working his way into Lichtermann\u2019s organization for the past five months.  Difficult didn\u2019t begin to describe the ordeal.  The German was extremely paranoid about new hires.  It had taken all of Ezra\u2019s considerable skill to get as far as he had.  Fortunately, Lichtermann appreciated underlings with a hint of intelligence.  Ezra had shown his skill with numbers and had become somewhat of a negotiator.  The German glanced over at him, and Ezra pulled his attention away from the smiling salesman.<br \/><br \/>\u201cBennett, take care of it,\u201d Lichtermann said moving away to take a phone call.  <br \/><br \/>Ezra nodded and stepped forward.  He frowned at the crate of four M249 SAWs staring back at him.  They were large machine guns mainly used for suppression fire.  Formidable weapons once Mr. Grant provided the firing pins.  Ezra hated to think what would happen if they managed to get onto the streets.<br \/><br \/>\u201cNineteen,\u201d Grant said, the large grin never leaving his face.<br \/><br \/>Ezra smirked and replied, \u201cMy dear sir, we both know that this\u2026box of joy is only worth at best fifteen thousand.  Try again.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cEighteen.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cSixteen.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cDeal.\u201d<br \/><br \/>There was something suspiciously off about Mr. Grant.  Ezra couldn\u2019t describe what it was exactly, but there was a definite feeling in his gut.  Perhaps he\u2019d been spending too much time with Vin.  Ezra turned to look the man in the eye.<br \/><br \/>\u201cThis <i>guy<\/i> you know, can he provide you with more?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cMore?\u201d Grant asked.  <br \/><br \/>The tone was perfect, but everyone has their tells.  The involuntary widening of the iris and the faintest clench of the jaw gave Mr. Grant away.  Ezra smirked on the inside.  <i>I have you now.  Why does the thought of doing more business bother you, sir?  Perhaps like myself you are not what you appear to be.<\/i><br \/><br \/>****<br \/><br \/>\u201cI don\u2019t like this,\u201d Ziva said dropping the field glasses from her face for the third time.  Tim pursed his lips at the statement and didn\u2019t look up from the files he was going over in the back seat.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI don\u2019t care.  Tony can handle himself, Ziva,\u201d Gibbs snapped and went back to watching the warehouse.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWe are too far away and without him having a wire we will not know if he even needs us until it is too late.  It is reckless.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou\u2019re just mad Gibbs didn\u2019t send you,\u201d Tim muttered.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI have experience in espionage. Tony is\u2026<i>Tony<\/i>.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cHe also happens to be an experienced Senior Agent, so do me a favor and quit yammering.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Tim looked up in time to see the scathing look Ziva tossed their boss across the car.  Thankfully, she knew enough to stay quiet after what was most definitely an order.  He knew they were all just worried about Tony and taking it out on each other, but it couldn\u2019t be helped.  The Lichtermann syndicate out of Denver was the only link they had in the murder of Corporal David Miralles.  Tony had come up with the idea of sending someone in as an arms merchant.  With their access to weapons it was easy to set something up that Lichtermann wouldn\u2019t be able to resist.  The problem was the crime boss\u2019 notorious cagey streak.  They had to provide some pretty hefty weaponry even to get an audience with the man.  Abbey had done an excellent job setting up an alias for Tony.  They expected to get a hit on Tony <i>Grant\u2019s<\/i> record before the final meet.  Lichtermann was no fool.<br \/><br \/>Tim looked over the files that Fornell had provided them about Lichtermann\u2019s associates, all thanks to some of Gibbs\u2019 special brand of persuasion.  The two had been growling at each other all week and it was only after one of their infamous elevator sessions that Fornell offered the information.  Tim was worried what exactly Gibbs had traded for the goods, but he wasn\u2019t going to ask.  The only issue was the new guy on the list.  Elliot Bennett\u2019s folder was pretty slim compared to the other goons that Lichtermann had working for him.  He had a background as a stock trader before some questionable dealings had gotten him kicked off Wall Street.  Somehow no charges seemed to stick so Bennett had walked.  He was definitely white collar all the way.  Tim just couldn\u2019t see the connection to Lichtermann.  The mystery man had apparently appeared in Denver five months ago and his rise in the syndicate was unprecedented.  Tim let out a deep breath.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhat is it, McGee?\u201d Gibbs asked.<br \/><br \/>Tim looked up and met the older man\u2019s blue eyes in the rearview mirror.  He hadn\u2019t realized that he was being watched.  Then again, most things didn\u2019t get by Leroy Jethro Gibbs.<br \/><br \/>\u201cThis Bennett guy.  I can\u2019t figure him out.  He\u2019s in a completely different league than Lichtermann.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cEven made men have to have financial advice now and again.  Hell, they probably need it more than us.  After all, Uncle Sam\u2019s always watching, wanting his cut.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI somehow doubt that these are loyal tax paying citizens, Gibbs,\u201d Ziva said from under her binoculars.<br \/><br \/>\u201cTrue enough.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Tim explained, \u201cIt\u2019s just that the file is awful thin for someone running with these type of guys.  Are you sure this was all Fornell had?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cNo, McGee, I\u2019m not.  I\u2019m lucky he didn\u2019t want to come with us.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYes, that would have been a trial, being trapped in a car with a grumpy old agent.  It would be intolerable,\u201d Ziva replied dryly, still not taking her eyes off the warehouse.<br \/><br \/>Tim ducked his head to hide his smile at the icy glare that she received in response from Gibbs.<br \/><br \/>*****<br \/><br \/>Nathan did another quick survey of the bar without seeing his target.  His eyes automatically landed back across the table to Josiah who was watching a soccer match on the big screen behind Nate\u2019s shoulder.<br \/><br \/>\u201cSettle down, brother.  He\u2019ll show,\u201d Josiah comforted without bothering to look away from the screen.<br \/><br \/>Nathan took another sip of his diet cola.  The yuppie sports bar wasn\u2019t his type of place, but they\u2019d agreed that he and Josiah fit in more than say Vin or Buck would have.  It was the type of place that Elliot Bennett would fit in exactly, which was the whole point really.  Ezra had picked out the place when pulling together his cover.  He\u2019d gone so far as to make himself noticed as a regular well before working his way into Lichtermann\u2019s organization.  Nathan had to admire Ezra\u2019s dedication to detail.  It\u2019s what made him the best.  While the two of them would probably never see eye-to-eye on everything, he could never fault the Southerner on his undercover work.  He just wished that Ezra didn\u2019t feel the need for a front in his personal life as well.  Josiah with his psychology and profiling experience had assured Nathan that Ezra was probably more open with the six of them than he had been with anyone else, but they couldn\u2019t expect the man to throw away a life\u2019s worth of defenses easily.<br \/><br \/>\u201cThere he is,\u201d Nathan said refocusing on the door.<br \/><br \/>Ezra took a seat at the bar and ordered a drink.  While he hadn\u2019t looked directly at their table, Nathan was sure he knew they were there.  Josiah had given the slightest of nods at his statement, and continued watching the game.  They\u2019d give it a while.  After a drink or two Ezra would leave any information he had gathered in the furthest bathroom stall for one of them to retrieve.  The need for such elaborate drops was all due to Lichtermann\u2019s suspicious nature.  Being the new guy on the block, Ezra was still occasionally followed.  Having foreseen this, Ezra had set up the bar.  He would stop by on his way home a few times a week.  It seemed casual, but wasn\u2019t.  There was an elaborate schedule that made the stops seem random or inconsequential, while still allowing Team Seven to keep track of their agent.  The drawn out nature of the assignment was a worry to all of them, especially Nathan.  He hated whenever any of the team risked themselves.  Ez lived for the thrill of the con, but he wasn\u2019t alone anymore.  He had six brothers nervously awaiting the return of one of their own.<br \/><br \/>Ezra headed for the restroom after only one drink.  It was a sign that something was up.  Nathan kept his head down and tried to keep his eyes off the man so as not to draw too much attention.  After he\u2019d left the restroom, he said something to the hostess that made her laugh and was out the door.  It was a quick stop.  Nathan frowned into his soda.  Josiah cracked his neck and rose to his feet.<br \/><br \/>\u201cTake care of the tab,\u201d he said in his deep booming voice and headed for the restroom.  <br \/><br \/>Nathan signaled their waitress.  He waited outside in the cooling night air for Josiah to join him.  The pair headed for Nathan\u2019s X-Terra and back to the Federal building.  The office was pretty quiet until the elevator doors opened to their floor.  A loud bellow could be heard beyond the glass door that led to the Denver ATF Team Seven office.  Josiah tossed Nathan a look as they stepped through.<br \/><br \/>Buck stood next to his desk with his arm stretched above his head.  Nathan couldn\u2019t see what the tall man was holding, but it obviously belonged to JD who was hopping at Buck\u2019s side trying to retrieve it.<br \/><br \/>\u201cBuck!  Come on, Buck!  Give it back!\u201d JD said and started swearing under his breath.  The shorter agent didn\u2019t have a chance.  Neither agent seemed to notice their arrival, but Vin, who was sitting at his desk with his feet propped up on the corner, nodded his head at them in greeting.  Nathan smiled back.  Josiah reached out and poked a finger roughly into Buck\u2019s side causing him to bend in two.  JD took the opportunity and grabbed the closed fist and started trying to pry it open.  Chris Larabee stepped out of his office in time to see the scuffle.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWill you two knock it off!  Conference room, gentlemen,\u201d Chris barked.<br \/><br \/>Nathan followed their leader ignoring the argument behind him that Josiah had found himself dragged into.  Vin got to his feet and gave Nathan a concerned look.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHow\u2019s Ezra?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cSomething\u2019s up.  It was a one beer night and he didn\u2019t stay long.  I want to see what he left us.\u201d<br \/><br \/>They both took their seats with the other three quickly filing in behind them. Josiah tossed a small troll doll onto the table. It had bright purple hair sticking straight up and someone had written Buck\u2019s name on its protruding little belly in black marker.  Chris stared down at the toy as if would jump off the table at any moment.  He shook his head slightly but didn\u2019t comment.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhat do you have?\u201d he asked.<br \/><br \/>Josiah reached into his coat and pulled out a piece of small notepaper.  Nathan leaned over and saw Ezra\u2019s perfect penmanship.  The profiler glanced over the notes before he started to read.<br \/><br \/>\u201cNew player.  Tony Grant.  4 M249\u2019s possibly more.  Not what he seems.  Final deal Logan St & 18th Ave.  11PM Monday.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Buck whistled at the mention of the SAWs.  JD looked up at Chris and got a nod.  He left the conference room to run Grant\u2019s records.<br \/><br \/>\u201c\u2019Not what he seems.\u2019  Sounds like Ezra is getting nervous,\u201d Vin commented.<br \/><br \/>\u201cOl\u2019 Ez don\u2019t get nervous,\u201d Buck replied.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHe was in and out quick at the bar tonight.  That\u2019s not a good sign,\u201d Nathan added.<br \/><br \/>Chris crossed his arms and said, \u201cI wonder.  If he\u2019s a gun dealer, \u2018not what he seems\u2019 would mean what?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou think he might be a cop, pard?\u201d Vin asked, catching Chris\u2019 line of thought.<br \/><br \/>\u201cDPD wouldn\u2019t be able to get SAWs.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cFibbies, wonderful,\u201d Buck growled.<br \/><br \/>\u201cJosiah, check downstairs with the FBI see if they\u2019re running any operations right now.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cIf they\u2019ll admit to it,\u201d Nathan said.<br \/><br \/>\u201cBuck, when JD gets those records about Grant, go over them with him. Use a fine tooth comb.  We don\u2019t need any surprises right now.  Ezra\u2019s about handed us everything we\u2019ll need to close down Lichtermann\u2019s operation.  We\u2019re too close for screw-ups.\u201d<br \/><br \/>****<br \/><br \/>Abby blinked into the web camera waiting for a response.  After a moment her monitor showed Tim fussing with the laptop.  She could hear Gibbs\u2019 indistinct grumble in the background.  Ziva crossed behind McGee and disappeared out of frame.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHey, McGee!  Can you see me?\u201d Abby asked waving to the camera.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHey Abs!\u201d Tony yelled from somewhere beyond the camera.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHey, Mr. Grant,\u201d she replied with a grin.<br \/><br \/>A hand slapped the back of McGee\u2019s head and he quickly moved out of the way.  Gibbs sat down in front of the computer with his ever present cup of coffee.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhat do you have, Abby?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cThe trace and blood samples that Ducky pulled from the body still haven\u2019t matched anything in the system.  I\u2019ve used the military and criminal databases and zip.  Sorry, Gibbs.  I do have some interesting information though.  I got a hit on Mr. Grant\u2019s record.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cThat\u2019s not much of a surprise.  We knew Lichtermann was an operator.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Abby raised her finger and posed for the camera in her best Sherlock Holmes impression and said, \u201cAh, but the record was hit <i>twice<\/i>!\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cTwice?\u201d Tony\u2019s voice asked.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI traced the IPs.  The first directed to an open wireless network in downtown Denver.\u201d<br \/><br \/>McGee leaned into frame behind Gibbs and said, \u201cLichtermann.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cExactly.  The second IP originated out of the Denver Federal Building.  I slammed into their firewall hard when I did the trace.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cFederal building?\u201d McGee asked.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou think Fornell\u2019s keeping tabs on us, boss?\u201d Tony asked, leaning into frame behind Gibbs from the other side.  His head butted up against McGee\u2019s and Abby tried not to giggle at the three men peering back at her through the net with similar contemplative looks.<br \/><br \/>Gibbs answered Tony\u2019s question without taking his eyes off the camera.  \u201cFornell already knows about our operation.  He wouldn\u2019t need to look up the record.  You have anything else, Abs?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI checked with the Federal Building\u2019s Sys Admin.  He wasn\u2019t going to give anything up without a warrant, but I sweet talked him into tracing the request.  He isolated it to the Denver ATF.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWay to go, Abby!\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cPutty in my hands, Tony.  Putty in my hands.\u201d<br \/><br \/>A slim hand reached out and grabbed Tony\u2019s ear pulling him out of frame.  After some yelps and one smacking noise, Ziva leaned in and took Tony\u2019s place.  She said, \u201cNow why would the ATF be interested in Tony?\u201d <br \/><br \/>Gibbs rolled his eyes and replied to her over his shoulder.  \u201cBecause we just offered Lichtermann heavy weapons.  They must have someone inside.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cBennett,\u201d Tony replied popping up over Gibbs\u2019 shoulder like a gopher making his boss and Ziva lean back to avoid his head.<br \/><br \/>McGee agreed, \u201cThat would explain his file, boss.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou sure, Tony?\u201d Gibbs asked.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHe unnerved me.  I think he knew I was a cop.  He\u2019s an underling and when he looked at me with those piercing green eyes, it made me sweat more than Lichtermann and all his goons put together.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Behind the two of them, Abby saw McGee and Ziva exchange a look over the \u2018piercing green eyes\u2019 comment.  They both ended up shaking their heads at their teammate\u2019s antics.  Abby smiled.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHe wouldn\u2019t have unnerved me,\u201d Ziva muttered.<br \/><br \/>\u201cIf he is under, boss, he\u2019s been there a while,\u201d McGee said to the back of Gibbs\u2019 head, \u201cIf we go after Lichtermann, we could blow his cover.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cOr he could have the information we need about Miralles\u2019 death.  Abby, see if you can get some info about the ATF out here in Denver.  And sweet talk that guy again, I want to know who in their division is pulling Tony\u2019s rap sheet.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou got it, Gibbs!  Bye guys!  Tell Ducky I said, hi!\u201d<br \/><br \/>She heard several goodbyes before the line disconnected.  Taking a big sip from her Caf Pow, she started typing.<br \/><br \/>****<br \/><br \/>JD stared at the monitor with a frown.  Pulling Grant\u2019s information hadn\u2019t been too difficult, but there was something off about it that he just couldn\u2019t put his finger on.  The sheet was too clean.  Something he had learned about Federal databases is that they were messier than people would like to believe.  The crawlers pulled information from many different sources and not all of it was accurate.  Buck had already left for the evening on a date with some girl whose name JD hadn\u2019t caught, but Buck had given a description of her, most of which involved the use of cupped hands.  He smirked at his roommate in absence and looked around the office.  Josiah and Nathan had gone home already.  Vin wasn\u2019t around, but his computer was still on which meant he was probably still in the building.  Chris\u2019 office was dark, lit only by his desk lamp.  It was a sign that he wanted to be left alone, or that he was taking a nap on the couch.  The naps were something that JD had never caught him at, but was assured by Buck occurred.<br \/><br \/>\u201cAfter all,\u201d Buck had said, \u201che just wants us to <i>think<\/i> he runs on bad coffee.\u201d<br \/><br \/>JD really wished that Ezra wasn\u2019t undercover.  Normally, late at night when everyone else was home or walking around the office like zombies, Ezra was in his prime.  He also had a keen eye for detail that had helped JD out more than once while doing research.  Thinking about Ezra reminded him how long it had been since he\u2019d last seen the man.  JD sighed and hoped that they wrapped the case up soon.  No one liked having a member of the team out of touch for too long.  Team Seven had a reputation.  No matter how clean an operation, trouble always seemed to find them.  This op had been relatively quiet and now that it was drawing to a close, JD couldn\u2019t help but wait for the other shoe to drop.  He just hoped it didn\u2019t drop on Ezra.<br \/><br \/>With another sigh, JD started checking the log reports for the database and noticed something unusual.  While the records for Grant were indeed flawless they had apparently all been updated recently and at the same time.  He frowned.  No record should have such time stamping unless it had all been recently generated or placed on file in one big batch.<br \/><br \/>JD glanced back at Chris\u2019 door wondering if his suspicions were enough to warrant knocking and possibly waking up his boss.  When his eyes flickered back to the screen he was surprised to see a flicker and then a message window pop up.<br \/><br \/><font color=\"#ff0000\" size=\"2\"><i>hello.  aren\u2019t we nosey?<\/i><\/font><br \/><br \/>\u201cChris!\u201d he yelled staring at the prompt.  Within moments Larabee was out of his door and across the room.  \u201cLook at this!  I was just going to tell you what I found when this popped up.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhat is it?\u201d Chris asked.<br \/><br \/>\u201cIt\u2019s a message window.  Someone\u2019s inside the network.  I just figured out that all of Grant\u2019s files were all updated recently at the same time.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cSomeone just put them into the database.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYup.  Looks like Ezra was right.  Tony Grant may be a cover.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhen is he not right?\u201d Chris replied with a touch of annoyance in his voice.<br \/><br \/>JD grinned and asked, \u201cWhat should I do?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cTalk to them.  I want to know who it is.  Is there a way we can trace it?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cTerry down in IT can.  If I try, I\u2019m afraid I\u2019ll break the connection or tip them off.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI\u2019ll call.  You keep them talking.\u201d<br \/><br \/>JD watched him walk back toward his office.  Turning to face the monitor, he stared at the blinking prompt a moment before typing a reply.<br \/><br \/><font color=\"#0000ff\" size=\"2\"><i>I\u2019m paid to be nosey.<\/i><\/font><br \/><br \/><font color=\"#ff0000\" size=\"2\"><i>who isn\u2019t?<\/i><\/font><br \/><br \/><font color=\"#0000ff\" size=\"2\"><i>How\u2019d you get onto the network?  I\u2019m impressed.<\/i><\/font><br \/><br \/><font color=\"#ff0000\" size=\"2\"><i>it\u2019s not like denver is the pentagon.<\/i><\/font><br \/><br \/><font color=\"#0000ff\" size=\"2\"><i>I doubt you\u2019ve hacked the Pentagon.  It\u2019s a bear.<\/i><\/font><br \/><br \/><font color=\"#ff0000\" size=\"2\"><i>tried have you? :P<\/i><\/font><br \/><br \/><font color=\"#0000ff\" size=\"2\"><i>I promised my boss that I wouldn\u2019t anymore.  He keeps getting threatening phone calls.<\/i><\/font><br \/><br \/><font color=\"#ff0000\" size=\"2\"><i>you mean chris larabee?<\/i><\/font><br \/><br \/>JD\u2019s hands froze over the keys.  It was scary that the nameless person on the other end already knew who they were talking to.  Slowly he let out his breath.  It was obviously someone in law enforcement, most likely on the federal level.  They\u2019d easily have access to Team Seven\u2019s files if they were able to insert Tony Grant\u2019s record with little difficulty.  He was probably talking to another Fed.<br \/><br \/><font color=\"#0000ff\" size=\"2\"><i>He\u2019s not the kind of person that responds well to threats.<\/i><\/font><br \/><br \/><font color=\"#ff0000\" size=\"2\"><i>sounds like my boss.  we should totally do lunch.  are you cute?  you sound cute.<\/i><\/font><br \/> <br \/><font color=\"#0000ff\" size=\"2\"><i>That depends on if you\u2019re a girl or not.  Please tell me that you are, or I\u2019m about to be wicked freaked.<\/i> <\/font><br \/><br \/><font color=\"#ff0000\" size=\"2\"><i>ha.  yes, i\u2019m a girl.  what, you think girls can\u2019t use computers too?<\/i><\/font><br \/><br \/><font color=\"#0000ff\" size=\"2\"><i>Now you sound like my girlfriend.  I should have picked up on it earlier.<\/i><\/font><br \/><br \/><font color=\"#ff0000\" size=\"2\"><i>girlfriend?  poo.  i see you finally got terry to ping me.  guess i\u2019d better go now.  ttyl.<\/i><\/font> <br \/><br \/>The connection abruptly cut off.  JD frowned at the last message.  He looked over to see Chris hanging up the phone in his office.  Quickly, he jumped to his feet and headed over.<br \/><br \/>\u201cShe cut off the connection,\u201d he explained, \u201cand she knew who Terry was.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cThat jibes with him.  He said some NCIS forensic specialist was tracking some activity earlier and she seemed interested in our office.  I guess this Abby person must have been who you were talking too.  Now what\u2019s NCIS doing involved in all of this?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cThey\u2019d definitely have access to SAWs.  That\u2019s Marine Corp issue.  They can\u2019t be after weapons because Lichtermann hasn\u2019t had any access to military grade stuff inside the country that we\u2019ve uncovered.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI\u2019m going to call the Judge.  He should be able to get more information out of NCIS than we could.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI don\u2019t think you should call now, Chris.  It\u2019s after one,\u201d JD replied looking at the clock.<br \/><br \/>Chris wiped a hand across his face and said, \u201cYou\u2019re right.  It\u2019s so late, it\u2019s early.  Go home.  I\u2019ll talk to Travis in the morning.  I hope for Ezra\u2019s sake we get some answers soon.\u201d<br \/><br \/>****<br \/><br \/>Orin stepped out of the elevator into a dark hallway and took his bearings.  In his many years as a Judge he\u2019d never had reason to access this part of the Federal Building.  The morgue was alien to him.  He saw the aftermath of it in M.E. reports and crime scene photographs, but he had never visited the place in person.  The directions his secretary had received were easy to follow if a bit more involved.  The hallways in the basement were full of twists and turns and they reminded him more of a rabbit warren than the slick offices upstairs ever did.  Orin paused at the metal wrapped swinging door.  It was pockmarked and scratched attesting to the many gurneys that had slammed past its gate.  Carefully, he swung the door inward to a rather brightly lit, tiled room.  It resembled a large shower room aside from the big metal table in its center.  Small square refrigerator doors lined the far wall giving an even greater hint to the room\u2019s use.<br \/><br \/>There was a high wooden table against one wall.  It sat underneath a hanging light with two stools pulled up to it.  The old wood looked alien in the metal and tile room, but despite this the table looked scarred and well used.  A short man in a white coat was bent over it mumbling to himself.  His back was turned to Orin, but his identity was unmistakable.<br \/><br \/>\u201cDucky,\u201d Orin said softly, and as he guessed the room carried his voice well.<br \/><br \/>The man turned from the table, pushing up his glasses until he could get a good look at his visitor.  His face brightened in recognition and it wasn\u2019t long before Orin was enveloped in a hug.  He smiled back at his old friend and as usual tried to ignore the faint smell of formaldehyde that clung to the man.<br \/><br \/>\u201cOrin, my God, it\u2019s been ages!  How\u2019s Evie?\u201d Ducky asked enthusiastically.<br \/><br \/>\u201cShe\u2019s as spry as ever.  I keep asking her when she\u2019s going to run off with a younger man, but she just says she\u2019s put up with me so long she doesn\u2019t have the strength,\u201d Orin replied with a chuckle.<br \/><br \/>\u201cIt\u2019s good to see you.  I\u2019ve been meaning to take the time to go by your office, but unfortunately I\u2019ve been rather busy this trip.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cSo I\u2019ve come to understand.  In fact, I\u2019m afraid I didn\u2019t come down here for a social call, old friend.  I need to know what NCIS is doing in the middle of one of my cases.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYour case?  I\u2019m here to examine the body of a murdered Marine. I hardly think that should have anything to do with\u2026\u201d  Ducky trailed off and his bright eyes got a knowing look.  \u201cYou\u2019re in charge of the ATF operation that Jethro and Abby have been telling me about.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Orin squinted at this and said, \u201cTeam Seven reports to me, yes.  One of their agents, a young man by the name of Ezra Standish, has been undercover for months now and we\u2019re very close to shutting down one of the major weapons importers in the Northwest.  We, along with the RCMP, have been trying to close this hole in the boarder for years.  Now your agents show up at the last minute, and they may jeopardize everything.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cOrin, a young Marine is dead.  His family and his country deserve answers.  That\u2019s why we\u2019re here.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI\u2019m not criticizing your job, Ducky, just your timing.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou need to explain to Jethro what\u2019s going on.  He\u2019s not going to back down on this case, no matter how important your operation.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cThat\u2019s what I\u2019m afraid of.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cPerhaps there is some way we can be of assistance to each other.  The sharing of information can only help.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Orin gave a skeptical grunt.  He knew that Ducky meant well, but the man had obviously never met anyone as stubborn as Chris Larabee before.<br \/><br \/>****<br \/><br \/>Vin was taking his time typing out a report on his scout of the address for the meet that Ezra had supplied them with.  It was an empty office building west of St Luke\u2019s.  There was a big hotel across the street that would make it easy for the guys to do surveillance on the place.  Buck and JD were going over the phony cover information about the seller again.  The kid had already explained his midnight chat in detail with both him and Buck.  The ladies man had starting teasing JD over his internet girlfriend.  Vin was upset that he had missed the whole thing.  Josiah and Nathan weren\u2019t coming in for a while yet since they were pulling Ezra watching duty again later that evening.  Tired of typing, Vin peered over his shoulder to see Chris giving his own monitor dirty looks.  The elevator bell pulled his attention away from their leader.  He could hear two voices arguing in the hall as they approached the propped open door to Team Seven\u2019s office.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou stabbed him,\u201d a young man said matter-of-factly over his shoulder.  Vin could tell it was obviously and old argument by the tiredness of his tone.  It seemed out of character with the boyish face.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhy must you say it like that?\u201d a young woman asked following him into the room.  Her dark hair and flashing dark eyes gave her an unusual look, but it wasn\u2019t her beauty that Vin noticed.  The fluid way she moved was a dead giveaway that she could handle herself.  He had a brief moment of worry over what would happen when Buck laid eyes on her.<br \/><br \/>\u201cBecause you <i>stabbed<\/i> him,\u201d the young man repeated flatly.<br \/><br \/>\u201cIt isn\u2019t as if he needed that kidney.  You can live a perfectly normal life with just one,\u201d the woman argued.<br \/><br \/>Vin raised his eyebrows at that.  An older man stepped into the office behind the younger pair and his eyes scanned the room like a professional.  He immediately wrote off JD and Buck who had yet to notice their entrance, but his eyes locked with Vin.  The former Army Ranger rose to his feet to meet the trio and he forced himself not to straighten his stance at the older man\u2019s gaze.<br \/><br \/>\u201cCan I help, ya?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI want to talk to whoever\u2019s in charge,\u201d the older man asked.<br \/><br \/>\u201cThat\u2019d be me,\u201d Chris said coming up behind Vin\u2019s shoulder.<br \/><br \/>The man opened a badge and flashed his ID.  The two behind him followed suit.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhat does NCIS want from us?\u201d Chris asked.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI want to talk to you about your man in Lichtermann\u2019s camp.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Vin\u2019s eyes narrowed, but he didn\u2019t say anything.  Chris gave a mean looking grin and replied, \u201cYou\u2019d be Grant\u2019s boss then?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cSpecial Agent Gibbs.  This is Special Agent McGee and Officer David.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cTravis said you\u2019d be coming,\u201d Chris replied and nodded his head toward the conference room.<br \/><br \/>Vin casually walked behind the agents with Buck and JD bringing up the rear.  Officer David stood with her back to the wall.  Gibbs immediately took Chris\u2019 chair at the head of the table with McGee taking the chair to his right.  Vin tried not to grin at the sound of Chris\u2019 teeth grinding.  He hadn\u2019t been sure what the conversation with Travis had been about that morning, but the whole time he\u2019d been typing up his report he\u2019d heard the low sound of Chris\u2019 voice coming from the office.  That was never a good sign.  Whenever Larabee was powerful mad he had the tendency to rumble like an old grizzly bear.  Buck had taken to occasionally calling Chris\u2019 office \u2018The Cage.\u2019  Ezra, of course, hadn\u2019t helped the image any when he had left a raw piece of meat on the man\u2019s desk after one of their more successful prank wars.<br \/><br \/>\u201cTravis said you\u2019re here about a Marine\u2019s murder.  While I appreciate your need to find the bastard that did it, you\u2019ve got to understand what\u2019s at stake here.  Hundreds if not thousands of lives are on the line if Lichtermann stays in business.  He\u2019s bringing in more guns than we\u2019ve even been able to track.  His connections reach as far as Miami and New York.  He\u2019s the linchpin in taking down the whole network.  No one has gotten as close as we have.  If you\u2019ve been talking to the FBI, and if you\u2019re smart you probably have, you know that they\u2019ve tried several times and came up empty.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI don\u2019t give a damn about Lichtermann other than someone in his organization is probably responsible for Corporal Miralles\u2019 death.  I was hoping your man inside might be able to shed some light on that,\u201d Gibbs said meeting Chris\u2019 steely look with one of his own.<br \/><br \/>Vin leaned back in his chair and watched the man.  Where Chris\u2019 gaze was hot like the sun, Gibbs\u2019 was as cold as permafrost.  They were definitely two sides of the same coin.  Vin had always trusted his gut more than anything.  It had saved his life on the streets growing up and more than a few times when he was with the Rangers.  While Gibbs was imposing, and obviously former military, Vin would bet anything that he was a good man to work for, just like Chris was a good man to take orders from.  Speaking of Chris, Vin glanced over at him after Gibbs\u2019 announcement he could tell the tension in the room had bracketed up a few more notches.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWe don\u2019t contact Ezra.  He contacts us.  If you did your homework, you know Lichtermann is paranoid.  Ezra\u2019s conditions are the only reason we\u2019ve succeeded where others have failed.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Vin\u2019s eyes raked over Officer David and Agent McGee before he looked back at Gibbs and said, \u201cIf Ezra knew something about your Corporal he would have let us know already.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cPerhaps he hasn\u2019t been asking the right questions,\u201d Officer David said quietly.  \u201cHe is after arms, yes?  Why would he ask about murder?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cHe wouldn\u2019t unless he wanted to get himself shot, darlin\u2019,\u201d Buck said giving her his patented you-know-you-like-it smile.<br \/><br \/>Officer David\u2019s face was neutral but somehow it still came off as a sneer.  Vin smirked and shot a look at JD who shared the silent joke.  Chris crossed his arms, ignoring the three of them, and stayed focused on Gibbs.<br \/><br \/>He said, \u201cYou\u2019re just going to have to wait.\u201d<br \/><br \/>McGee cringed and looked back and forth between the two before replying, \u201cHe doesn\u2019t like waiting.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWell then you\u2019d better hope he\u2019s not too old to learn new tricks,\u201d Chris said his eyes never leaving Gibbs\u2019 cold blue ones.<br \/><br \/>Agent Gibbs got to his feet and gave a smile with no warmth.  He asked, \u201cThat\u2019s the way you want it?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cThat\u2019s the way it is.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Gibbs cocked his head and then with quick, efficient movements he was out the door.  McGee and David followed the latter lingering a bit at the door.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou\u2019re making a mistake,\u201d she said.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI\u2019m protecting my agent.  You should do the same for your own.  Lichtermann isn\u2019t stupid.  He\u2019s going to wonder where those SAWs came from same as we did.\u201d<br \/><br \/>****<br \/><br \/>She\u2019d had five drink offers and two wannabe pick-up artists and still hadn\u2019t sighted her target.  Thankfully, after she had dissuaded the last hopeful with a painful thumb twist it looked as if most of the bar was giving her a wide berth.  Ziva adjusted the folds of her dress hoping the gun rig strapped to her thigh was concealed.  They had lucked out when Abby had pulled the reimbursement receipts from the open case file.  Apparently, two members of Team Seven had been enjoying non-alcoholic drinks on the government\u2019s dime fairly regularly.  Gibbs had guessed it was the contact point for the undercover agent.  So far, she hadn\u2019t seen anyone that she recognized from the Team Seven personnel files.  Ziva was hoping that Standish\u2019s contacts were the two that they hadn\u2019t yet seen.<br \/><br \/>She sipped her ginger ale while scanning the room.  Movement caught her eye as the door opened.  He wasn\u2019t very tall, but Tony\u2019s description had been correct.  His green eyes were piercing.  They singled her out as something new almost immediately.  Ziva smiled demurely.  Despite the activity of happy hour, there remained a free seat at the bar next to her.  Bennett, or Ezra Standish as they now knew him, sat down next to her.<br \/><br \/>\u201cGood evening,\u201d he said politely and motioned to the bartender.<br \/><br \/>\u201cThe usual?\u201d the bartender asked and moved away when he received a nod.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou must come here a lot,\u201d Ziva said.<br \/><br \/>\u201cOccasionally.  Their wine list could use some improvements, but it\u2019s passable.\u201d<br \/><br \/>As if in response to his words, the bartender set down a glass of chardonnay.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI don\u2019t suppose I could offer you a drink, Ms\u2026..\u201d he trailed off.<br \/><br \/>\u201cDavid, but please call me Ziva.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI\u2019m Elliot Bennett, Ziva.  That\u2019s a lovely name.  Israeli?\u201d he asked motioning to the bartender again, but Ziva waved him off.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYes, how did you know?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cThe pronunciation of the last name and the hint of your accent was a clue.  It was a lucky guess.  You\u2019re a long way from home.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cSo are you, from your accent.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cTouch\u00e9, madam.  I don\u2019t mean to sound clich\u00e9, but I\u2019ve never seen you in here before.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI\u2019ve never had reason to be here before.\u201d<br \/><br \/>She could see why Tony was bothered by the man.  Tony was by nature an expressive person, and though she\u2019d never admit it out loud, he also had a good eye for people.  Standish was frustrating because his face gave absolutely nothing away.  Her answer had been provocative, but she had no way to tell if it had hit its mark.<br \/><br \/>Standish offered his glass and toasted, \u201cTo good reasons.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Ziva raised her ginger ale and smirked.  The movement of the door caught her eye again as two men entered the bar.  Both were very tall.  The black man\u2019s eyes locked onto Standish\u2019s back and quickly looked the other way.  The older white man with him ignored the bar completely and headed for a back table near the television screens.  Ziva recognized them as the other two members of Team Seven, Jackson and Sanchez.  Standish must have seen something in her face because his eyes slid to the mirror behind the bar to check the room.   When his attention was directed back on her it felt like a laser.  He realized that she had recognized his teammates.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhat brings you to the fine state of Colorado?\u201d Standish asked.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI\u2019m looking for someone.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cMy dear, aren\u2019t we all.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Ziva smiled a predatory smile and replied, \u201cYes, but my someone doesn\u2019t want to be found.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cReally?  And why would someone not want such a lovely woman as yourself to find them?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI\u2019m not sure.  Perhaps they\u2019re claustrophobic.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Standish quirked an amused eyebrow at the comment.  It was the most honest expression she had seen on his face so far.  The tension that she had felt between them after his friends had entered slowly eased.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI find that a lot of people I meet are plagued by that affliction,\u201d Standish said taking a drink from his glass.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI\u2019m sure you help them face their fears.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI try,\u201d Standish replied and ducked his head slightly with a real grin that was completely different from the fake ones she\u2019d been seeing since his entrance.  \u201cAre you just visiting Denver?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYes, I\u2019m hoping to go back to Washington soon.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI\u2019ve never been a fan of the capitol.  Too much politics, not enough action.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cAnd the traffic is murder.\u201d<br \/><br \/>She knew she had tipped him off when he looked back at her out of the corner of his eye.  He turned away from his drink and faced her fully.<br \/><br \/>\u201cStill, Virginia is nice. I used to go to Prince William Forest Park a lot.  It\u2019s pretty out there.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Ziva took a moment to think.  She knew that she had heard of the park before.  Then it hit her.  Tony and she had passed the large park in Quantico on the way to the Marine base for cases.  He was trying to see if she was FBI.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI wouldn\u2019t know I don\u2019t get out there much.  I do get a nice view of Anacostia Park across the river.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI do despise downtown.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cThe air is much clearer here,\u201d she said.<br \/><br \/>\u201cThat depends on where you live I suppose.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cSome places are worse than others.  My friend David Miralles had a very bad reaction to the air here.\u201d<br \/><br \/>She watched him with interest.  He didn\u2019t show much of a reaction other than a soft thoughtful look behind his eyes.  After a moment he gave a slight frown before replying, \u201cI\u2019m sure a lot of people have allergies that can be problematic.  I suppose careful research into remedies is the only answer.  Also, with it being so windy lately, there might be more sufferers.  Well, I\u2019ve taken enough of your time, I really must be going.  If you\u2019ll excuse me, Ms. David.  It has been an enlightening chat.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Standish stood after laying some bills on the bar and hurried out of the door.  Ziva frowned at his untouched wine.  She looked up into the mirror and her eyes caught with Jackson\u2019s dark ones at the back of the room.  When the bartender arrived to take the money, Ziva paid her own tab and slipped out of the bar before either of them could approach her.  She walked half a block before getting into a dark sedan waiting at the corner.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWell?\u201d Tony asked.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHe thought I was FBI,\u201d she huffed.<br \/><br \/>Tony grinned and replied, \u201cHe used to work for them according to his sheet.  Abby said that there were some doubts about him taking a payoff or something, but no charges were ever brought.  That\u2019s how he ended up out here.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI don\u2019t think he\u2019d ever take a bribe.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou so sure?  Undercover agents sometimes get in over their heads,\u201d he said sourly.<br \/><br \/>Ziva knew that he was thinking about Jeanne.  Tony had developed a certain tightening of his face lately that gave away when he was thinking about her.  She wanted to say something to comfort him, but Ziva was no good with such sentiments.  As with the other occasions when she\u2019d seen the look, it passed in silence.  After a moment, she replied.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHe\u2019s too smart for that.  Anyway, I don\u2019t think he knows anything about Miralles, but when I brought the name up he looked curious.  He left in a hurry afterward.  I think maybe he\u2019s going to find out something.  He could provide you with the information at the drop.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cThat\u2019s <i>if<\/i> he knows I\u2019m a cop.  McGee said that his team doesn\u2019t have any contact with him.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cHe knows, Tony.  I\u2019m pretty sure he tipped off the rest of Team Seven about you even before we contacted them.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cSo now we wait,\u201d Tony said with a sigh.  He looked at her out of the corner of his eye and gave a sly grin.  \u201cYou really do look good in that dress.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Ziva buckled her seatbelt as the car moved out onto the street.<br \/><br \/>\u201cOf course I do,\u201d she said.<br \/><br \/>****<br \/><br \/>Buck paced around the office in a fury, his cowboy boots making a racket against the floor.  JD was typing away at his computer ignoring the show.  For a moment Buck considered kicking the trash can across the room to wake everybody up, but he knew Chris would be down on him like an angry hornet\u2019s nest if he did.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI can\u2019t believe them!  What if someone had seen her?  Ezra could be filled full of holes right now!\u201d he yelled.<br \/><br \/>\u201cCalm down, Bucklin,\u201d Vin said coming out of the break room.  \u201cNo one around here knows who she is.  From what Josiah said, it probably jus\u2019 looked like he was trying to pick her up.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI don\u2019t know, Vin,\u201d Nathan said, and Buck could tell he was fretting without even looking.<br \/><br \/>\u201cBrother Vin is right.  Having Special Agent David at the bar last night made perfect sense from their standpoint.  No one would likely realize that she was an agent, and they got to ask Ezra about their case.  I doubt it put Ezra in danger.  An observer would be more likely to notice Nathan and myself since we\u2019re there every time Ezra is,\u201d Josiah argued.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWell how\u2019d they even know about the bar?\u201d  Buck asked.  \u201cMaybe they compromised Ezra that way!\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI doubt it.  Abby probably picked it up from our case notes or something.  She\u2019s had access to our system at least twice that we know of, and probably more than that,\u201d JD added.<br \/><br \/>\u201cOh, <i>Abby<\/i> is it.  You two are all buddy-buddy now,\u201d Buck said mockingly.<br \/><br \/>JD squirmed and said in all one breath, \u201cWell, since she hacked us I thought it was only fair that I returned the favor, but she caught me, and well we started talking again, and she\u2019s really nice, Buck.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWonderful, JD\u2019s got himself a new girlfriend that probably looks like a bulldog\u2019s behind and weighs about three hundred pounds, meanwhile Ezra\u2019s black and blue in a gutter somewhere wondering why we aren\u2019t helping him.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cEzra\u2019s fine,\u201d Chris said coming out of his office.  \u201cThis morning Denver PD rolled by that restaurant that Lichtermann likes to do business out of and they pegged \u2018Bennett\u2019 going inside.  I talked to Judge Travis about NCIS and he\u2019s going to get in touch with their director see if we can get any action.  For now the meet between Lichtermann and their agent is still on.  Vin, I want to go over your recon for our surveillance again.  Everybody else get out of here.  Take the morning to rest we\u2019ll have to set up early this afternoon at the hotel.  Leave your phones on.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Buck crossed his arms and fumed while everyone else made to leave.  Vin had already moved into Chris\u2019 office but his friend stayed.  Buck met the eyes of the man he trusted more than anyone else in the world.<br \/><br \/>\u201cIt\u2019ll be alright, Big Dog.  Don\u2019t lose it on me now.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI haven\u2019t liked this case from the beginning, Chris.  You know it\u2019s too much a risk.  They dug the last two cops that tried to get into Lichtermann\u2019s organization out of the desert.  I know Ez is good, but something about this thing has got my wind up.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI know.  I wasn\u2019t happy when Travis gave us the case either, but Ezra convinced me he could do it.  This will be all on my head if something goes wrong.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cIt\u2019s not your fault he\u2019s a stubborn ol\u2019 Reb.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cBetween him and Vin it\u2019s a wonder every hair on my head isn\u2019t grey.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Buck smirked, \u201cI wouldn\u2019t worry about it.  I think Mary wouldn\u2019t mind a man who\u2019s a little distinguished.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Chris frowned, \u201cGet out of here.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Buck chuckled and grabbed his coat.  Everyone else was gone.  He knew that JD had plans with Casey since she didn\u2019t have classes on Mondays.  As he waited for the elevator a thought came into his head.  Pulling out his cell phone he paged through the many contacts.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHello Darla darlin\u2019 it\u2019s Buck\u2026.  Why I\u2019m as rascally as ever.  I know I haven\u2019t called in a while, but can you do be a big ol\u2019 favor?  Well, I\u2019m pretty sure I can free up some time in return.  Uh huh.  I\u2019ll bet.  Listen there\u2019s a group of agents in from Washington with NCIS.  No, honey, it\u2019s the Navy.  Yeah.  Yeah.  Well, I need to know where they\u2019re staying and since you have access to that hotel registry database I figure it wouldn\u2019t take you long to track them down.  No, I\u2019ll wait.  It\u2019s probably under Gibbs, two bees.  Yeah, I think I know where that is.  Thanks, Darla.  You\u2019re a life saver.  I\u2019ll call you later this week and we\u2019ll have dinner.  Bye.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Buck slipped the phone back in his pocket and got on the waiting elevator.  It didn\u2019t take him long to reach the hotel where the agents were staying.  The first door he tried opened to a short man with glasses.<br \/><br \/>\u201cCan I help you?\u201d he asked with a slight accent.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI\u2019m looking for Officer David.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cAnd you are?\u201d<br \/><br \/>Buck flipped open his badge, \u201cBuck Wilmington, ATF.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cAh, well I believe that Jethro and the others went to get something to eat, but I do think Ziva is in her room.  It\u2019s the one across the hall.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cThanks\u2026.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cCall me Ducky.  Tell Orin I said hello,\u201d the man added closing his door.<br \/><br \/>\u201cOrin\u2026I\u2019d forgotten the judge had a first name,\u201d Buck muttered while knocking on the door Ducky had indicated.<br \/><br \/>It opened forcefully to the beautiful agent in mid-sentence, \u201cI told you Tony that I wasn\u2019t interested in\u2014\u201c<br \/><br \/>\u201cHello to you too.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhat are you doing here?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI just want to ask you a few questions, without cornering you in a bar, although if you\u2019re interested in a drink I can oblige you.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI don\u2019t think so,\u201d Agent David said starting to close the door.<br \/><br \/>Buck jammed his foot into the crack before it could shut.  Ziva gave him a look and pushed harder.  Buck winced, but didn\u2019t move.<br \/><br \/>\u201cListen, lady.  After that stunt last night, you\u2019re not exactly on my Christmas card list either, but I want to talk to you.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhy?  You know why I was there, and I did warn Larabee about Gibbs.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWe haven\u2019t talked to Ezra directly in five months.  I just want to know how he is,\u201d Buck gritted out as she leaned heavily on the door.<br \/><br \/>The pushing ceased and the door was pulled back.  Ziva looked at him sharply gauging his intent.  Buck didn\u2019t even try to look honest, because women always seemed to look right through that.  He did let her see his worry, though, and that must have done it because she stepped aside for him to enter.<br \/><br \/>\u201cThanks,\u201d he said shaking his foot a bit before moving over to sit in the chair by the window.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHe\u2019s very guarded, your Standish.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cTell me something I don\u2019t know.  Sometimes I wonder if he had any friends before he met us.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou two are close?\u201d she asked, sitting on the bed.<br \/><br \/>\u201cNot exactly.  Ezra doesn\u2019t really let people close. I guess of any of us he\u2019s tight with Vin and I think he kind of admires Josiah.  I did try to talk him out of doing this case, but he can be awful stubborn.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Buck watched her reaction to this and wondered if the description didn\u2019t hit home.  Something made him think that Ezra wasn\u2019t the only guarded and stubborn one.  While she was quiet and considered his words, Buck took the chance to really look at her.  She was stunning.  The dark hair and eyes were an immediate draw.  Her skin was sun kissed and flawless.  And he didn\u2019t even want to get started on her lips.  She had an edge about her, an air of toughness.  Buck did so love a challenge.  After all, it was what kept him coming back again-and-again to Inez despite her rebuffing.  Though now that he was really looking at Ziva, there was something about her that kept him from wanting to try.  There was a deep sadness there.  It reminded him a bit of the female bounty hunter, Kate Stokes, that they\u2019d run into on a case a while back.  The woman had a lot to deal with tracking down her ex-husband Del Spivak all while trying to protect her sister who got mixed up in Spivak\u2019s robbery ring.  She had lived hard and it showed.  Ziva, while not as dark, had obviously seen a lot in her time as well.  There was something about a woman in trouble that Buck just couldn\u2019t resist, whether they wanted his help or not.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHe never broke character, always speaking in code.  He would make a good operative,\u201d she said finally.<br \/><br \/>\u201cEzra does all right where he is.  Where we can keep an eye on him.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cThe six of you ground him, keep him safe?\u201d she asked.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWe try.  Sometimes he doesn\u2019t make it easy on us.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cLife is nothing without a challenge.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Buck chuckled and replied, \u201cYou can say that again.  I\u2019m worried that now that you\u2019ve let him know what\u2019s going on he\u2019s going to try his damnedest to find your killer.  He could be getting himself into more trouble than he\u2019s already in, and considering our team that\u2019s a lot of trouble.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cStopping these guns is more important than one murdered man?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cNo.  But keeping Ezra from joining him?  Yeah.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou\u2019re very loyal.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Buck tilted his head and said, \u201cI bet Ez liked you.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhy do you say that?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou two seem a lot alike.  Plus, he appreciates someone sharp that he can test himself against.  You play cards?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cNot really.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cShame.\u201d<br \/><br \/>There was a knock at the door and before Ziva could say anything, the door opened.  A guy that Buck hadn\u2019t seen before entered holding a large brown paper bag that obstructed him from view.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI know you said not to get you anything, but Gibbs was giving me the eye and McGeek was whining and I ended up getting you an Italian sub\u2014\u201che paused, setting down the bag when he saw Buck.<br \/><br \/>\u201cOh.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cTony, you\u2019re supposed to wait after you knock, and how did you get my room key?\u201d Ziva snapped.<br \/><br \/>Buck realized that he was looking at Tony Grant and did a quick assessment.  He wasn\u2019t horrible looking, but nowhere in Buck\u2019s league.  He could see the appeal to a certain type of woman.  The quick false smile that slid over the man\u2019s weasely face, made Buck give a false one in return.  Buck knew one thing for sure; he was going to hate this Tony guy.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI didn\u2019t realize you had company, Ziva.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI could have been undressing,\u201d she snapped.<br \/><br \/>\u201cMore\u2019s the pity,\u201d Buck said, and got two pairs of angry eyes flipped towards him.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhat\u2019s he doing here?\u201d a sharp voice said from the doorway.  Buck glanced over to see Gibbs holding a drink tray with the man from earlier and Agent McGee behind them.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHe wanted information about their agent since they haven\u2019t been making direct contact with him,\u201d Ziva replied.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhose fault is that?\u201d Gibbs said stepping into the room.<br \/><br \/>Ziva threw her hands up in disgust and said, \u201cOh please, everyone come right in.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Before she knew it, the others had appropriated her room for their group lunch.  Ziva took one look at the sub that Tony had brought for her and immediately handed it to Buck.<br \/><br \/>\u201cThanks.  Have you scoped out the meeting point yet?\u201d  Buck asked.<br \/><br \/>Gibbs paused in the middle of a bite and looked over at him.  He guessed that the look was supposed to be intimidating, but after the Navy and having Chris for a best friend it washed right over him.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWe\u2019re going this afternoon,\u201d Agent McGee said quickly and received a quelling look from both Gibbs and Tony.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWe\u2019re setting up at the hotel across the street tonight.  This might go a lot smoother if we were all on the same page.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYour boss think so?\u201d Gibbs asked.<br \/><br \/>\u201cChris can be a might protective.  Hell, we all can.  I don\u2019t suppose you\u2019d be any different,\u201d Buck said and slipped a look at Tony who was busy eating a calzone.<br \/><br \/>Gibbs gave a small smirk, and Buck knew he\u2019d made his point.  They all tucked into their food and the one that had introduced himself as Ducky started in on some story that Buck lost track of about five minutes in.  When Gibbs had finished eating, he got to his feet and headed for the door.  The others had gotten pulled into Ducky\u2019s conversation and didn\u2019t pay him much mind.  Buck saw him tilt his head out into the hallway in invitation, so he got up to follow.  He was pretty sure Ziva was watching him leave.  At least he knew she had a nice view.<br \/><br \/>Buck followed Gibbs across the hall through the first door he had knocked on.  Once they were inside Gibbs crossed his arms and waited.  Buck leaned back against the door.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou planning on a bust?  Because it won\u2019t work.  Lichtermann doesn\u2019t show up for the buys.  That\u2019s why he\u2019s been so hard to pin down.  You\u2019d just end up nabbing some of his flunkies and probably Ezra.\u201d Buck explained.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWe were, but I got a call from my director a few minutes ago.  We have to find some way for Tony to get out of the deal, because your ATF superiors aren\u2019t going to let us go through with the bust, and we sure as hell aren\u2019t letting those scumbags get those guns.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou could just have him not show up.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cAnd miss a chance for your guy to slip Tony the information we need?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cThat\u2019s if he knows anything.  If there is something, he\u2019ll find a way to get it to us.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Gibbs snorted in disgust, \u201cWhen?  In a week, a month, a year?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWe\u2019re close.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cNot close enough for me.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWe\u2019re not saying that we don\u2019t want to help you.  We just can\u2019t do it overnight.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWe both know the guns are going to take precedent.  You\u2019re the ATF it\u2019s what you do.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou\u2019ll have a better shot of getting your guy if we work this together.  Any more stunts like last night and Ezra pays the price and you lose your chance to get what you want.\u201d<br \/><br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a><br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/282970.html\" target=\"_blank\">Part 2<\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daughtershade:282259","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/282259.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=282259"}}],"title":"Fic Wallpaper","published":"2008-06-07T04:55:18Z","updated":"2008-06-07T07:13:53Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"image post"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"ncis"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"mag7"}}],"content":"Here's a wallpaper I made for my crossover fic for <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-C     \"  data-ljuser=\"boxathon\" lj:user=\"boxathon\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/boxathon.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/community.png?v=556&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/boxathon.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>boxathon<\/b><\/a><\/span>.<br \/><br \/>The pic is 1024 X 640 click on it below to get the full size.  The original image is 1280 X 800.  If anyone wants the full version, please let me know.<br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/montezuma.jpg\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/montezuma_link.jpg\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daughtershade:281982","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/281982.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=281982"}}],"title":"Magnificent Seven Guide","published":"2008-06-07T04:50:01Z","updated":"2008-06-11T03:47:00Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"nutshell"}},"content":"For my crossover fic <a href=\"http:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/282876.html\" target=\"_blank\">Montezuma<\/a> for the <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-C     \"  data-ljuser=\"boxathon\" lj:user=\"boxathon\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/boxathon.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/community.png?v=556&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/boxathon.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>boxathon<\/b><\/a><\/span> fic challenge, I decided to do a quick guide to Magnificent Seven.  There is also one for <a href=\"http:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/283270.html\" target=\"_blank\">NCIS<\/a>. <br \/><br \/>Magnificent Seven<br \/><br \/>Mag7 was a TV show based off the movies of the same name.  While some of the elements are similar to the films, basically it was set up from the beginning as a retelling.  The pilot episode is very similar to the original movie.  The Mexican Village was replaced by a Seminole one.  The bad guys were changed from stereotypical Mexican bandits to Confederate rebels.  The characters have different names except for Vin and Chris, but most everything else is close to the spirit of the movie.  The series takes place in an unspecified time after the Civil War.  Taking into consideration the weapons and such, most Mag7 fans place the show in the late 1880s.  While cities would have been preparing for the turn of the century changes, the West was still relatively wild.  The show takes on some of the problems from time period such as the fallout from the abolition of slavery, the plight of the dwindling Native Americans, and the growing pains of the country as the West we know from movies starts to change into civilized society.<br \/><br \/>The original film was itself a retelling of Akira Kurosawa's excellent film <i>Seven Samurai<\/i>.  Because the premise of these seven very different warriors drawn into a battle against overwhelming odds is so classic, it lends itself greatly to reimagining.  This is probably why AUs are so popular in the fandom.  The main AU that has grown from the Mag7 fandom, and has possibly grown larger than the original old west fic, is the ATF AU originated by Mog.  It takes the seven main characters from the TV show makes them members of an elite ATF taskforce known as Team Seven.  These fics take place in modern times with the usual procedural\/cop show drama elements that we are familiar with from <i>Law and Order<\/i> and the like.<br \/><br \/>I will go over the main characters and their relationships covering mainly the original show and try to mention elements of the ATF AU that I have gleaned from reading the fic.  There is quite a lot of fic in the AU and it's not specifically chronological or planned.  So there are elements that contradict themselves in multiple fics.  I'll try to give a basic overview of the characters and relationships as they are commonly accepted in the fandom.  I am by no means an expert in the ATF Universe.  I am just calling it as I see it.  If there are any differences in opinion, by all means discuss it in the comments.  I always love to learn more or catch fics I might have missed.<br \/><br \/>This guide basically follows the pilot since that is the first introduction of the characters.  It opens in your typical wild west town with guys shooting up the place and causing a general ruckus.  The first character we're introduced to is the leader of the group, Chris Larabee.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/chris01.jpg\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/>Chris is a gunslinger with a past. But then again, aren't they all.  He has a penchant for black and isn't bothered by bullets whizzing around him like flies.  The men shooting up the town have decided to lynch the local black healer for not curing their friend.  Despite his bad attitude, Chris sees this as wrong and after the bad guys start smacking around the women folk he makes up his mind to do something about it.<br \/><br \/>Chris is quiet and focused with a thousand yard stare that can make the toughest man tremble.  He's apparently well known as a gunfighter, enough so that people recognize his name and he's occasionally called out by someone trying to prove themselves.  So, yes, he's a fast draw.  Chris has a definite code of honor which includes never shooting someone in the back.  He's loyal despite being a loaner, and though he prefers action he's quite intelligent.  Chris is usually the one that comes up with the plans for the group.  He has good presence that inspires people to follow him, even if he doesn't particularly want the responsibility.  Basically, Chris is an out and out leader whether he wants to be or not.  He can be a bit of a drunk at times, mostly as a way of dealing with the death of his wife and child.  Chris is extremely private and doesn't like talking about himself.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/chris02.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>In the ATF AU, Chris is the boss.  He is the leader of Team Seven and hand picked the team to take care of the jobs that no one else can.  Since he can't be a gunslinger in the AU, he keeps that mentality by becoming a maverick.  He doesn't care about procedure.  Chris just wants to get the job done, and he doesn't mind stepping on toes to do it either.  It is inferred in a lot of the fics that most of the other ATF Teams and law enforcement agencies have a real problem with how Chris goes about things.  It's only his track record that is keeping him from getting thrown out because of his team's penchant for destruction.  He owns a ranch where the teams' horses are kept, and uses it as a retreat to get out of the city.<br \/><br \/>Back to the pilot.  Chris has just decided to do something when what should he see across the street but someone else who is fed up with these lowlifes shooting up the town.  Here we meet Vin Tanner.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/vin02.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/>Don't let those good looks fool you.  Vin is the business.  Orphaned at a young age, he's had a hard life.  He spent some of his childhood growing up with a couple different Native American tribes.  Because of this, he has a soft spot when it comes to Natives even though it isn't a popular opinion.  Vin is very soft spoken, but he carries a big gun.  As a crack shot, he's excellent with most weapons, but rifles especially.  He used to be a buffalo hunter, until all the buffalo were gone.  It was hinted that he might also have been a scout as well.  Basically, the show was trying to make a connection between Vin and another famous western figure, Buffalo Bill.  Vin isn't a showman though.  He is fiercely loyal and prefers his own company.  He's not one for modern convenience.  He lives out of a wagon and in a lot of the fic prefers to live off the land than in town. He is a poet despite being illiterate.  Though this doesn't mean he is stupid.  In fact, he seems to like learning.  He thinks before he speaks and is always soaking up the conversation.  He owns a horse named Peso who is, to put it mildly, ornery.  This comes from fandom and is one of only two character horses who has a consistent name.<br \/><br \/>Vin is close to Chris.  They have a unique bond where they can have whole conversations just by looking at each other.  I don't mean this in a sci-fi way.  It's just that they click really well and seem to know what the other is thinking.  This becomes clear the first time they see each other, which is often known in the fandom as \"The Look\".<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/chris_thelook.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"> Chris's look: \"So you wanna take care of this?\"<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/vin_thelook.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"> Vin's response: \"Yep.\"<br \/><br \/>In the ATF Universe, Vin is pretty much the same.  Though his illiteracy is replaced with a learning disability, dyslexia.  He is a former Army Ranger and sharpshooter. One of the younger members of the team, he's been saddled, no pun intended, with the nickname Junior thanks to Buck.  Vin has the tendency to get hurt a lot and has bad reactions to anesthesia.  He prefers not to take medications at all really, always insisting that he is 'fine' whether his leg is falling off or not.  Vin can be intensely stubborn and cherishes his independence above everything else.  He usually works with Ezra and the pair have the tendency for causing trouble for their dear leader.<br \/><br \/>So these two strangers meet on a street and decide to do the right thing.  That makes two.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/two.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>Next up we meet Nathan Jackson the local healer that's found himself in a bit of trouble.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/nathan01.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/>Nathan is a former slave who worked as stretcher bearer during the Civil War.  He learned what he could about the medicine of the time period and decided to dedicate himself to helping others.  Nathan is well spoken and educated despite his former slave status.  He was separated from his mother and then his father as he grew up.  He knows how to use knives and is adept at throwing them.  His grace with blades is explained in a later episode where we discover that Nathan had to learn how to sword fight when he was the practice partner for his former master.  Nathan is caring and warm, but can be a bit headstrong at times.  He does have some residual anger from his former life, but wants to put that behind him and better himself.  He's probably the most honorable character on the show and is definitely its heart.  Nathan gets a raw deal often in fic as a one dimensional supporting character or as the bad guy in fics that feature a lot of Ezra.  He is an interesting guy with a lot of baggage that should be explored.   Later on in the pilot we are introduced to Nathan's love interest Rain.  Also a former slave, she was raised in the Seminole village that the seven eventually go to protect.  The pair hit it off and become a serious item later on in the series.<br \/><br \/>In the ATF AU, Nathan is a former medic, and boy does Team Seven need one.  They get into more scrapes and jams than any law enforcement agency needs to.  Nathan is the dependable one that's always piecing the grumpy guys back together.  His relationship with Rain is more serious in this universe as they are not separated by the distance that they are in the main show.  Nathan and Josiah have a close relationship and often work together.<br \/><br \/>So now they are three.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/three.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>Two members of a small Seminole village that harbors former slaves ask the three to come protect them from a gang that is lead by a former Confederate general.  The guys agree to work for a measly sum of money, but since they can't fight off an army with just the three of them, they decide to look for help.  Nathan knows someone, but so does Chris.  So now we meet Chris' friend Buck Wilmington.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/buck02.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/>Buck Wilmington is a ladies man.  I doubt he sleeps in the same bed every night.  He's an old friend of Chris' and the pair share some history before the death of Chris' family.  Buck is as loyal as an old dog.  He's the guy you'd call if you ran out of gas in the middle of the night.  He may razz you endlessly, but he'll come as soon as he can.  Buck is loud and friendly.  He's very physical and even dares to hug Chris when they meet up.  He always has a story to share, usually about one of his conquests.  Buck has a distinctly western way of talking, not so much in his accent as his use of language.  Don't be surprised if you hear him comparing people to pole cats and prickly pears.  Despite his expansive personality, Buck has a sensitive side.  His mother was a prostitute and he grew up in a whore house, so Buck knows a thing or two about women.  Despite the fact that he sleeps around he thinks all women should be treated like ladies.  He likes to take people under his wing as can be seen by his relationship with JD.  Buck is the obnoxious big brother type and he loves a good joke or prank.  He also has an ego the size of Texas.  He's the only one that knows how to deal with Chris when he's on one of his darker turns.  Buck stood by him in his decent to hell, and probably helped pull him back out.  If Nathan is the heart of the team, Buck is the glue.  <br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/buck01.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>In the ATF world, Buck is pretty much exactly the same.  The brotherly relationship between he and JD is expanded as the two share an apartment together.  Buck used to be on the Denver PD with Chris before the death of his family, so he's Chris' first pick when creating the team.  He's an explosives expert for the team and takes on a lot of the investigative work.<br \/><br \/>So with Buck along for the ride, now there are four.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/four.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>Nathan goes to his friend Josiah to join them, but the former priest declines the offer.  After striking out there, the four return to town where they meet the next member of the team, Ezra P. Standish.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/ezra02.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/>Ezra is a gambler and conman.  Raised by his mother to be the best hustler he could be, Ezra is a character.  He has the graces of a Southern Gentleman, but none of the honor.  He's an excellent card player and though he knows how to cheat, often doesn't have to.  Ezra is not only quick witted, but quick on his feet as well.  He's good in a fight and carries three guns on his person.  One on his hip, one on a shoulder holster, and one up his sleeve just in case.  He's a good shot with all three.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/ezra01.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>While he can fight, he prefers not to.  It's better to get out of town before they know they've been had after all.  Ezra has a troubled relationship with his mother.  Though she is by far the biggest influence in his life, she often shoved him off on other family members to raise because she couldn't be bothered.  Though he is indeed crooked, there is a conscience inside the hustler.  Deep down he does want to do the right thing despite how he was raised, and it's this conflict that makes him interesting.  Being around the others is definitely a good influence on him.   Having six brothers constantly keeping him on his good behavior couldn't hurt.  During the pilot he does have the chance to cut and run, and takes it, but that annoying conscience takes hold and he goes back to save the others.  It's this turn that actually makes him one of the team and not just along for the ride.  Fandom has given Ezra a horse smart enough to match him named Chaucer.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/ezranathan.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>Ezra and Nathan have an adversarial relationship.  Their former roles cloud their friendship a bit.  While the pair will never see eye-to-eye, they also never cease to surprise one another.  As I said before in Nathan's section, he often becomes the bad guy in a lot of Ezra fic, but I don't think there is any cause for it.  The two do respect each other's abilities despite their differences.  And they make good foils for one another.<br \/><br \/>In the ATF Universe, Ezra is their undercover man.  He's the last member of the team to join.  He had a troubled past with the FBI.  While an excellent agent, there were some charges that he was on the take thanks to his flashy clothes and expensive car.  Ezra was always seen as an outsider to the agency, and by the time Chris comes to ask him to join Team Seven, he's on the brink of being fired.  Ezra is a private guy and he doesn't really mesh well with the team initially.  Thanks to the efforts of Vin, and in some cases Buck, Ezra gets pulled in to the group.  He's usually teamed with Vin, and the pair always seem to find trouble no matter what they do.  They're the ones slowly giving Chris an ulcer, no doubt.<br \/><br \/>So with Ezra along for the ride, now there are five.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/five.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>While getting ready to leave a young man asks to join the group, but makes a bit of a joke of himself and the others ignore him.  Chris takes the time to confront the editor of the newspaper, Mary Travis, who will eventually become his love interest in the series.  On their way out of town, they stop to check on Nathan's friend to see if he's changed his mind, and he has.  So we meet the next member of the team Josiah Sanchez.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/josiah01.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/>Josiah is a former priest that has lost his faith.  Well, not necessarily lost his faith so much as lost faith in himself.  He's done some things in his past that he's obviously not proud of, and he's trying to work out his penance.  Josiah is a large man and a bit of a brawler.  He's a mean drunk much in the way that Chris is.  Josiah has a lot of demons.  During the series we find out that his father was a missionary preacher that was hard on his kids.  Josiah's younger sister raged against their father's treatment after Josiah left home to get away from it.  In the process, their father became abusive and Hannah fell into madness. Instead of leaving her to a sanitarium, which were notoriously awful during the time period, Josiah pays some nuns at a small church to take care of her, visiting her when he can.  Because of his father's missionary work, Josiah has traveled all over the world.  He has great respect for all religions and doesn't seem to follow one denomination.  After the events of the pilot, he decides to save the souls of the people in town and starts rebuilding the old church which has been neglected.  If Buck is the big brother to JD, Josiah is the elder brother to the whole team.  He's always the one they turn to when they have problems or need some sort of guidance.  A lot of fics play off the relationship between Josiah and Ezra.  This is because Josiah is the spiritual center of the group.  Lord knows Ezra could use some divine intervention now and again.  Josiah is often paired with Nathan since they were friends before the pilot, but they often together act as the support for the rest of the seven.<br \/><br \/>In the ATF AU, Josiah is the profiler for the team with a degree in psychology.  The religious aspects of his character are turned more into a social science perspective.  He is still a religious guy and often quotes the bible in fic, but it isn't his main focus.  Josiah's penance by rebuilding the church, is changed into charity work in the AU.  He's often working at soup kitchens or shelters in his off time.  His old Suburban is constantly breaking down, and he seems to enjoy working on it.  <br \/><br \/>So with Josiah along, now they are six.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/six.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>Eventually the team gets to the Seminole village where the young man from before has followed them.  There is a confrontation where Chris refuses to let him join, but eventually they kind of have to because he just won't go away.  Finally, we meet the last member of the team, John \"JD\" Dunne.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/jd01.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/>JD is a young guy from Boston that has made his way west. The others, especially Buck deride him at first until they find out his true story.  JD's mother was a chamber maid for a rich family.  He grew up working in the stables and gained a good understanding of horses.  His mother's greatest hope for him was to go to college, but when she became ill and died there wasn't enough money to fund his schooling.  JD decided, like many people of the time period, to make his way west to find his fortune.  He was spurred on by the stories in the dime store novels he'd read back home.  The west isn't easy on JD.  He starts off a bit naive, but as the show progresses, JD learns the price that comes with carrying a gun.  Most of his interactions are with Buck.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/buckjd.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>The two share a sibling relationship that's really sweet.  Buck may be really obnoxious and make fun of JD a lot, but there is a big heart behind it.  Most of the stuff that JD learns from his time with the seven comes from Buck.  Beneath all that teasing are the lessons that JD needs to learn to survive.  After JD becomes the town sheriff when no one else will take the job, Buck's protective side really comes out.  He's constantly putting himself in danger to save JD, and vice versa.  The two are as close as two peas in a pod and we wouldn't have it any other way.  Later on in the series, JD gets a love interest in a tomboy by the name of Casey.  He is completely bewildered by her and she always keeps him on his toes.<br \/><br \/>In the AU, JD is a computer and technical expert for the team.  In some stories his trouble getting into school is mirrored and his mother's illness becomes more extensive to the point of him paying off medical debts.  Chris decides to give the kid a break and let him join the team.  They're all pleasantly surprised with what he can do.  JD is a smart kid in the original series, but even more so in the AU.  He's a hacker by trade, and Chris often has him do things that wouldn't necessarily go over well with his bosses to get the information he needs.  The relationship between he and Buck is the same, and Casey becomes a regular girlfriend.<br \/><br \/>So finally, we have seven.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/seven.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>And as you would expect, they save the day.<br \/><br \/>There is some caring and sharing.<br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/chrisvin.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>We find out that Ezra is good with kids, which becomes an important part of his character in fandom.<br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/ezra04.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>When the seven get back into town, they meet the final piece of the puzzle, Judge Orin Travis.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/judge01.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/>The judge needs someone to clean up the town and keep the territory safe.  He takes on one of the ranchers in the area by arresting his son for murder. The judge is a no nonsense guy and while he prefers to do things by the book, he doesn't mind bending the rules a bit to see that justice is done.  He's impressed when Chris steps in to assist him in arresting the man.  He also seems to take in consideration, his daughter-in-law, Mary's opinion.  <br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/judgemary.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>Chris is only interested in leaving town and the seven are on the verge of breaking up.  JD gets the job as sheriff, and his first duty is to arrest Ezra, who the judge recognizes as a bail jumper he previously had in court.  But in all fairness, Ezra <i>is<\/i> a bit of a troublemaker.<br \/><br \/><img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/ezra03.jpg\" loading=\"lazy\"><br \/><br \/>Anyway, the trial begins, and when men come to bust the murderer out, the judge gets shot.  Mary begs Chris to do something, so Chris takes it upon himself to go after the man and bring him to justice.  Who ever could help him?  The seven are back in action!  Well, five of them are because Buck refuses to help and Ezra is in jail.   Ezra pleads his case and is allowed out to come along, and Buck comes around to save them at the last minute Han Solo style.  So job well done and the judge asks them to take the job protecting the town for thirty days until he can complete his circuit.  They each agree except for Ezra who should be heading back to the slammer, but the judge offers him a pardon for his service and he readily agrees.  So the seven have a reason to stick together, and after a month apparently they decide to make it permanent because nothing is mentioned about the time limit again.<br \/><br \/>In the AU, the judge is Chris' boss and the one that came up with the idea to have the ATF special teams in the first place.  He's usually peripherally involved and the character of his wife Evie, who is only mentioned of in the original series becomes enamored with the seven and treats them all like sons.<br \/><br \/>So that's the Magnificent Seven.  Wow, when I started this I thought it would just be a little thing and look at all I've put up there.  Sheesh.  Here's hoping the NCIS one is a bit shorter.<br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daughtershade:281799","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/281799.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=281799"}}],"title":"Two more walls","published":"2008-04-30T03:27:59Z","updated":"2008-04-30T03:27:59Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"image post"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"mag7"}}],"content":"Before I go back to reading SGA fic and twittering...<br \/><br \/>I just posted two more wallpapers over at <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-C     \"  data-ljuser=\"mag7fans\" lj:user=\"mag7fans\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/mag7fans.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/community.png?v=556&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/mag7fans.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>mag7fans<\/b><\/a><\/span> to go with the four I posted here yesterday in case anyone is interested.<br \/><br \/>You can find them <a href=\"http:\/\/community.livejournal.com\/mag7fans\/169655.html\" target=\"_blank\"><b>here<\/b><\/a>.  They're of Chris and Vin from Magnificent Seven.  <br \/><br \/><b>PS<\/b>- Speaking of SGA fic...I want to read some McKay\/Carter stories.  Please direct me to your faves."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daughtershade:281526","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/281526.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=281526"}}],"title":"Gone so long but returning with gifts","published":"2008-04-28T04:10:22Z","updated":"2008-04-28T04:15:10Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"image post"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"icon post"}}],"content":"I haven't posted in forever, but I have been slowly getting my Photoshop groove back.  I'm also writing something for <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-C     \"  data-ljuser=\"boxathon\" lj:user=\"boxathon\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/boxathon.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/community.png?v=556&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/boxathon.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>boxathon<\/b><\/a><\/span>.  I took the prompt for the Magnificent 7 (ATF AU)\/NCIS xover.  Two fandoms that I read on occasion, but have never written in.  I'm having fun with it even though juggling two good sized casts is a pickle.  Anyway, here are some goodies for all.<br \/><br \/>preview:<img src=\"https:\/\/img.photobucket.com\/albums\/v11\/daughtershade\/finger01.jpg\" fetchpriority=\"high\"><br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>As per usual, take what you like, but reply to let me know what you're taking.  Credit isn't necessary, but appreciated.  All my resources can be found on my <a href=\"http:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/profile\" target=\"_blank\">profile page<\/a>.  Click on the wallpaper images for full sized.<br \/><br \/><font size=\"-2\">(All wallpaper links are 1024x640. The actual files are 1280x800.  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Flung back in time, he has to relive the previous three years with all the knowledge of what's to come.<br \/>A\/N: Beta by the always lovely <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"blinding_sight\" lj:user=\"blinding_sight\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/blinding-sight.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/blinding-sight.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>blinding_sight<\/b><\/a><\/span>.  She has been consistantly there for me even as this silly little story of mine dragged out for OMG years.  I can never thank her enough!  Certain bits of dialog are taken from the following BtVS episodes:<br \/>4:22: Restless<br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/tag\/if+i+knew+then\" target=\"_blank\">Previous Chapters<\/a><br \/><br \/>Chapter 16: Restless <b>OR<\/b> Spike and Tara <small>and Jonathan<\/small> save the world!<br \/><br \/>Spike walks back toward his crypt with a sense of satisfaction.   Adam is back to spare parts.  The Slayer may have taken him out, but Spike was part of the team.  He still feels a slight twinge from the demon about it, but he can't deny that there had been some good violence. The Watcher had gathered up the pups and herded them off to Joyce's after the great escape.  Buffy had strongly hinted that he wasn't invited, not that he wanted to go anyway.  So back to the crypt it is.  He's halfway there when he sees someone familiar skulking around a corner.<br \/><br \/>\"Rayne,\" Spike mumbles and runs to catch up.  By the time he reaches the corner, the mage has disappeared, possibly literally.  \"Bugger,\" Spike spits.<br \/><br \/>His first instinct is to head over to Revello drive, but he knows the others are exhausted after the spell.  Giles and Willow are in no shape to be throwing around any magic, that's for sure.  There's only one place he can turn. He turns and runs toward campus.<br \/><br \/>She blinks at him with soft eyes.  He's obviously woke her up.  The kitty covered pajama pants are a big clue.<br \/><br \/>\"Sorry to wake you up, love, but it looks like I need a witch,\" he says.<br \/><br \/>Tara doesn't invite him in, which he's proud of.  Instead, she bites her lip and says, \"I...I'm not that g\u2014good.  Willow's stronger.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Willow's drained after tonight.  You'll have to do.  Go on and get dressed, pet.  There's a Chaos Mage on the loose and it looks like we're the only ones who can stop him.\"<br \/><br \/>He waits outside while she changes.  It doesn't take long before she steps out.  The long flowing skirt and cutesy T-shirt are just so Tara that he has a sudden nostalgic longing for his own time.  Tara is the one person that would always talk to him.  No matter what was going on with the Slayer or the others, he could always depend on Tara and the Bit.  Without even thinking about it, Spike wraps his arms around her shoulders and hugs her close.  Tara is stiff, unyielding, and when he pulls away she looks unnerved.<br \/><br \/>\"Wh\u2014what was that for?\" she asks.<br \/><br \/>Spike realizes what he's done and coughs with embarrassment.  He steps back and straightens his coat.<br \/><br \/>\"I just\u2014I\u2014Let's just pretend that never happened, okay?\"<br \/><br \/>\"Are the others...is Willow okay?\"<br \/><br \/>\"They're fine.  They're all over at Buffy's.  Big bad destroyed and all that.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Oh.  Good.  You said something about a Chaos Mage?\" she asks, thankfully changing the subject.<br \/><br \/>\"Right, did Willow tell you about Giles getting turned into a demon?\" he asks leading her out of the dorms.<br \/><br \/>She shakes her head and he can see the doubt in her eyes that has nothing to do with Giles and Willow.  For a moment he wonders why and then he realizes she's thinking of herself.  Spike pulls up short.<br \/><br \/>\"Right first things first, let's get that out of the way,\" he says.<br \/><br \/>\"What?\" she asks confused.<br \/><br \/>\"I've been meaning to talk to you about this, and this is a good a time as any.  Then we can deal with that Rayne wanker.  You're family is a load of gits.  You're not a demon, and I can prove it.\"<br \/><br \/>Tara stumbles back in shock.  She starts looking around for an escape route.  Spike holds his hand up to stop her.  He really wishes that Buffy had beat Tara's father black and blue when she had the chance. Maybe this time he can talk her into it.  Before Tara can start to babble at him he takes her arm and pulls her off the sidewalk under a tree where they'll have a little more privacy.  It seems to make her more panicked so he starts talking.<br \/><br \/>\"Listen, you know this chip goes off if I hurt humans, but not if I hurt demons, right?\"<br \/><br \/>Tara looks too panicked to reply, so Spike merely reaches over to her slowly and give her a good hard pinch on the arm.  The chip sizzles to life, and he leans back on the tree waiting for the pain to stop.  His face is clenched for a moment so it isn't until he opens his eyes that he realizes she looks like she's about to cry.  He very nearly succeeds in not cursing his head off in front of her.<br \/><br \/>\"Bloody hell woman!  I'm hurting myself to make a point here!\"<br \/><br \/>Tara pauses.  The damp eyes look at him and suddenly fill with wonder instead of tears.  Spike smirks at her.<br \/><br \/>\"Oh, the other shoe drops, does it?  You're no more a demon than the Queen Mum.  Then again, she has lived a long bleedin' time,\" Spike pauses to collect his thoughts and continues.  \"Anyway, it doesn't matter even if you were a demon, luv.  You couldn't be evil if you tried.  It's who you are and what you do in life that matters.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Like how you help Buffy and the others?\" she asks meekly.<br \/><br \/>Spike frowns at that and yells, \"I'm evil!  Don't think any different!  Rip your guts out soon as look at you if I could.\"<br \/><br \/>Tara shrinks back at his outburst.  \"R...really?\"<br \/><br \/>Spike deflates and pats her on the shoulder before replying, \"No, not really.  I wouldn't hurt you, Glinda.  You've been good to me.\"<br \/><br \/>\"I have?\"<br \/><br \/>\"You...will...be good to me.  Don't make me think about the time travel business!  It hurts my head.  Just trust me on this.  Sooner or later your old man is going to show up spouting off his usual demon nonsense.  When he does, you come tell me and I'll punch him in the face chip or no chip.  Better yet, I'll make Buffy punch him in the face.  That'll get him!  Being beaten up by a woman, ha!\"<br \/><br \/>Tara's eyes grow wet once more, and he's not sure what he's done to upset her again.  Before an apology can slip past his lips she grabs a hold of him in a tight hug.  Spike soaks up the warmth and lets her collect herself.  When she pulls away, it's her turn to have post hug awkwardness.<br \/><br \/>\"Right, now that we've gotten all the disgustingly mushy stuff out of the way, do you think we can get to work?\" Spike asks.<br \/><br \/>\"You said there was a chaos mage?\"<br \/><br \/>\"His name's Ethan Rayne.  He's an old mate of Giles' from the Watcher's wild days.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Giles had wild days?\"<br \/><br \/>\"Not compared to mine, but wild enough that he's embarrassed as hell about them now.  It's pretty entertaining, actually.\"<br \/><br \/>\"How are we going to find this Ethan?\" she asks.<br \/><br \/>\"I suppose we'll follow the trouble.  What's the first thing you'd do if you were a chaos mage that had escaped from a government prison?\"<br \/><br \/>\"Open the Hellmouth?\"<br \/><br \/>Spike cocks an eyebrow at her. She flushes a bit under his gaze.<br \/><br \/>\"Remind me never to piss you off, pet.\"<br \/><br \/>Tara ducks her head and follows Spike as he heads toward the high school ruins.  As they get closer, she grips his hand in hers.  He looks down at their threaded fingers. She's scared and nervous and will be absolutely no good to him if Rayne pops out and says so much as boo.  He squeezes her hand to make her look at the leer on his face.<br \/><br \/>\"Careful, ducks, you'll end up making Red jealous.  I have been known to be irresistible.\"<br \/><br \/>Tara smiles at him, but doesn't let go of his hand.  When they get to the doors of the school they both cringe at the feeling.  The usual high he gets from the Hellmouth is altered and oily.  It feels like the beetles from the wish demon's cave crawling on him all over again.  Spike gives an involuntary shudder.<br \/><br \/>\"He's here.  He's done something to the Hellmouth,\" Tara says.<br \/><br \/>\"I hope you brought the big guns in that bag of yours.\"<br \/><br \/>Tara pulls out a red colored mushroom and a smooth, polished rock that's a dark forest green color.  Spike stares at the meager offerings.<br \/><br \/>\"Well,\" he says snidely in a loud voice, \"It's a good thing I wasn't worried.\"<br \/><br \/>Tara shushes him and replies, \"You wanted a witch.\"<br \/><br \/>\"True enough.  I hate magic.\"<br \/><br \/>\"It depends on the kind.\"<br \/><br \/>Spike nods and sweeps a hand in front of him at the blackened doors of the high school.  When Tara looks as ready as she ever will, he opens the doors and walks in first.  She's so close behind that his coat bumps against her legs every few steps.  When they get closer to the library, she pulls forward.  The hole that used to be Buffy's base of operations is glowing with a purplish light.  The air crackles with ozone and little sparks of electricity pop every so often.  Tara waves the mushroom over the rock a few times.  After the third pass, the electricity flares bright white and Spike has to look away and rub his eyes.<br \/><br \/>Tara bites her lip after the fireworks and pulls him out into the hall.  She looks grim.<br \/><br \/>\"What?\" Spike asks.<br \/><br \/>\"He's done something to the Hellmouth.  It's complicated.  I can't break it without damaging the structure of the spell.\"<br \/><br \/>\"So?\"<br \/><br \/>\"It would be like trying to diffuse a nuclear bomb.  The Hellmouth is very sensitive to magic.  Ripping the spell apart could set off a chain reaction that could make the Hellmouth open with it.\"<br \/><br \/>\"And that would be bad.  Right.  We need more help.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Giles?\"<br \/><br \/>\"Same situation I was in earlier.  He and Willow are no good tonight, and we don't know what Rayne has planned for this light show.\"<br \/><br \/>\"It's similar to a glamour, but there's something really ominous about it.\"<br \/><br \/>Spike draws up short and says, \"A glamour?\"<br \/><br \/>\"What?\"<br \/><br \/>\"I think I know someone that might be of help.  The trick is finding him.\"<br \/><br \/>Spike stalks out of the school with Tara close behind.  He walks to the nearest phone booth and picks up the phone book.  It takes him a minute to find it, but thankfully it's the only name of its kind.  He memorizes the address and is back out on the sidewalk again, moving quickly.  Tara keeps up and didn't once ask him what they are doing. The trust is surprising.  He keeps forgetting that she hardly knows him.  He glances back at her and gives her a grin.  She returns it with a dose of encouragement.<br \/><br \/>The house is dark.  Spike bangs on the door until the porch light comes on.  A harried, sleepy eyed woman in curlers answers the door.  Spike puts on his best charming smile.<br \/><br \/>\"Hello, Mrs. Levinson, is Jonathan home?\" he asks.<br \/><br \/>\"Do you have any idea what time it is?\"<br \/><br \/>\"Yes ma'am, and I'm sorry to wake you up, but there's been an accident.  One of Jonathan's friends is hurt and I knew he'd want to know as soon as possible.\"<br \/><br \/>The woman looks at him skeptically, but is interrupted by Jonathan coming to the door in Star Wars pajamas.  He's wiping his eyes like a little boy, and Spike can't help but notice the teddy bear that is quickly hid behind his back when he spots Spike on the stoop.<br \/><br \/>\"Jonathan?\" his mother asks.  There's a world of questions in that one word.<br \/><br \/>\"It's all right, mom.  Go back to bed.\"<br \/><br \/>The woman gives a disapproving look, but disappears back into the dark house.  Jonathan waits a moment until she is out of earshot before turning back to them.<br \/><br \/>He hisses, \"What are you doing here, Spike?\"<br \/><br \/>\"We need your help.  Tuck the teddy back in and get some pants on.\"<br \/><br \/>Jonathan's weak chin takes a stubborn slant.  \"And if I don't?\" he asked.  \"It's not like you can cross this threshold to make me.\"<br \/><br \/>\"No, you're right, I can't, but my witchy friend here can turn you into a toad,\" Spike replies.  He looks back at Tara to find that there is a serviceable evil grin on her face.<br \/><br \/>Jonathan sighs, \"Fine.\"<br \/><br \/>He closes the door on them and they wait.  After a few moments, Jonathan shuffles outside with a small leather satchel.  Spike throws an arm around his shoulders, just to get the shiver of fear he knows can.<br \/><br \/>\"So what's going on?\" Jonathan asks with a shaky voice.<br \/><br \/>\"Chaos mage has done something to the Hellmouth.  Tara here's a white witch and she says it's like a glamour.  Since you like fooling people with magic, I figured it'd be right up your alley.\"<br \/><br \/>\"A Chaos mage?  That's heavy stuff.  I'm really not that good at spells.  You know how my last one turned out.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Jonathan, you rewrote reality for a whole town.  Now I'm no wizard, but even I know that takes some power.  That kind of power can take you places you don't want to end up, I can promise you that.  Consider this a public service.  You help us take out the bad guy and we keep you from hanging out with the wrong element.\"<br \/><br \/>\"But you're a vampire,\" Jonathan says with confusion.<br \/><br \/>\"And?\"<br \/><br \/>\u201cThat\u2019s kind of the definition of the wrong element.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cOh pish, I\u2019m full of the marrow of human kindness, me.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cOnly because you ate it,\u201d Jonathan mumbles and looks at Tara for help.<br \/><br \/>She just hides a grin behind her hand.  The three of them head back to the school.  There is still no sign of Rayne.  Jonathan and Tara talk shop after she shows him her trick with the mushroom and rock.  Spike tunes them out and does some reconnaissance in the rest of the building hoping to find some hint of Rayne.  He comes back empty handed and by the defeated look on the other two's faces they've hit a wall as well.<br \/><br \/>\"So?\" Spike asks.<br \/><br \/>Jonathan sighs and explains, \"Tara's right.  This thing is far too dangerous to take on.  I think I know more about what it's supposed to do, but I can't help stop it.  I think the only thing that could is the caster.\"<br \/><br \/>\"So Rayne has to undo it?\"<br \/><br \/>Tara nods.<br \/><br \/>\"Then we have to find him.  Damn, I was hoping it wouldn't come to that.  For all we know he's half way to Timbuktu by now.\"<br \/><br \/>\"I don't think so,\" Jonathan says.<br \/><br \/>\"Why?\" Tara asks.<br \/><br \/>\"Well, Chaos mages feed off chaos energy.  It's the source of their power.  If he does something to the Hellmouth, it's going to cause a lot of chaos.  It'd be like cooking Thanksgiving dinner and then leaving it for someone else to eat.\"<br \/><br \/>\"You're right,\" Spike agrees.  \"Rayne would stick around to enjoy his handy work.  But where?\"<br \/><br \/>\"If he did a spell this big, we could probably track the residual energy left over from it, maybe?\" Jonathan looks to Tara for affirmation.<br \/><br \/>\"He's right.  I should have thought of that, but we'll need some supplies.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Magic shop it is,\" Spike says, once again spinning and heading outside.  He lets the two behind him try to keep up.<br \/><br \/>The magic shop is just as he remembers it, although it isn\u2019t as cheerful as when Giles will own it.  Spike picks the lock on the back door, while Tara plays lookout.  Jonathan stands next to him wringing his hands like a Victorian spinster.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWill you calm down? You\u2019re distracting me.  I can practically hear you sweat,\u201d Spike grumbles.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWell, excuse me!  I didn\u2019t expect to get woken up in the middle of the night to go breaking and entering with a vampire!\u201d<br \/><br \/>Spike flinches and hisses back, \u201cKeep it down!\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI\u2019m really not cut out for this sort of thing,\u201d Jonathan whines.  \u201cWhy\u2019d you come to me anyway?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cPartly to keep an eye on you, but mostly because I knew you could help.  Who knows?  Maybe this will get you in with the Scoobies.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Jonathan\u2019s eyes flash in the dim light from the street lamps beyond the alley.  The hope in them makes Spike look back at the lock and cringe.  He hopes Buffy doesn\u2019t stake him for this.<br \/><br \/>\u201cDo you\u2014do you really think so?\u201d Jonathan asks.<br \/><br \/>The door opens under Spike\u2019s gentle care and he uses it as a cover not to answer.  Tara quickly follows them inside.<br \/><br \/>\u201cGet what you need and anything else that might come in handy.  Somehow I don\u2019t think that Rayne will go quietly this time.  Especially considering that I can\u2019t lay a hand on the wanker.\u201d<br \/><br \/>The two of them get to work discussing the spell they\u2019re going to and the merits of mother\u2019s wart or whatever.  Spike takes the free time while they\u2019re distracted to pocket a few trinkets that he can sell later.  <br \/><br \/>The furniture is all wrong, but it\u2019s still the Magic Box.  He almost expects Buffy and Dawn to flounce through the door.  Anya would be behind the counter counting money.  Xander would be sitting at the table with Willow pretending to read some of Giles\u2019 old tomes but really catching forty winks.  Spike finds himself smiling at the very thought of Xander and has shake his head to clear the image.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWe\u2019re ready,\u201d Tara says and lays some money on the counter.  When the other two look at her, she just gives them a small frown.  \u201cNot all of us are bad guys.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI\u2019m not a bad guy.  Not really,\u201d Jonathan says indignantly.<br \/><br \/>Spike rolls his eyes and replies, \u201cYeah, we\u2019re both just misunderstood.  Can we get on with this?\u201d<br \/><br \/>The three of them return to the Hellmouth.  Outside the library\u2019s askew doors, Tara and Jonathan do a little chanting while tossing herbs all over the floor.  Spike stays out of the way.  Suddenly, there\u2019s a clap like a gunshot.  Spike jumps at the sound, but it only precedes a soft lavender glow.  It rises up like mist from the herbs and coalesces into a thin ribbon of purple smoke that drifts down the hall.  They follow with Spike in the lead.  He wrenches a lead pipe the length of a staff from one of the exposed walls, just before they exit.  One can never be too careful.   The smoke drifts down the quiet streets.  They follow it across the south edge of town.  A couple of vamps show some interest in their party during the trip, but Spike flashes some fang at them to warn them off.<br \/><br \/>They are led into the hilly part of town on the other side of the park.  There\u2019s a steep dirt road that leads to the top of the hill.  It\u2019s a popular lover\u2019s lane because of the view at the top.  Spike used to pick off a couple of teens a week up there.  He stops when they\u2019re about three quarters the way up.<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou were right Jonathan.  He\u2019s probably sitting up there on the top of the hill waiting to watch the fireworks.  The road leaves us exposed at the top.  I usually come up the backside when I come up here.  The trees block you from view.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Tara gives him a knowing look at that statement, but being evil he doesn\u2019t flinch, much.  Jonathan misses the byplay and asks, \u201cSo you\u2019re saying we should go around to the other side?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cNo, I\u2019m saying I\u2019m going around to the other side.  You keep going.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cYou\u2019re using us as bait?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cDistraction, \u2018s different.  You guys are all prepared, right?  He\u2019s probably knackered from his spell earlier.  It\u2019ll be a piece of cake.  We\u2019ll give him the old one-two.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Spike doesn\u2019t give them the chance to argue and stalks off around the hill.  Once he\u2019s covered by the trees, he picks up some speed.  By the time he gets around to the edge of the clearing at the top, he can see Tara and Jonathan coming up the road holding hands.  Tara has a sprig of something in her other hand clenched into a tight fist.  Jonathan mirrors her on the other side with a chunky crystal.  There\u2019s one car parked at the overlook.  Rayne sits on its hood looking out over the lights of Sunnydale below.  He looks back at the pair walking up behind his car.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWell this is surprising.  I must say, I was expecting dear old Ripper any time now.  Or even a spunky Slayer perhaps, but who are you?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWe\u2019re here to stop you, Wizard!\u201d Jonathan says in his best comic book hero wannabe voice.  Spike slaps a hand over his face and shakes his head.<br \/><br \/>Rayne gives a snort.  \u201cIs that so?\u201d he says.  He\u2019s turned to look at them over his shoulder so his other hand is blocked from their view.  Spike can see it clearly from his vantage point and notices it starting to glow.<br \/><br \/>\u201cDOWN!\u201d he yells and bolts from the trees.<br \/><br \/>Jonathan merely gapes like a caught fish, but Tara goes down and her death grip on his hand pulls him down with her.  A bright crackling ball of energy flies from Rayne\u2019s hand and blasts through the air they were just standing in.  Spike goes into game face and gives his best growl.  The pole comes down inches from Rayne and leaves a serious dent in the hood.  It\u2019s mostly just a scare tactic.  Spike can\u2019t hit Rayne, and he won\u2019t try until it\u2019s absolutely necessary.  Once he does, he\u2019ll be out of the action completely thanks to the sodding chip.<br \/><br \/>Rayne rolls away from the blow and goes right off the hood to his knees on the ground.  By this time, Tara has pulled Jonathan back up and starts to chant.  He echoes her back with a shaky voice.  Rayne apparently knows what spell they\u2019re doing because he starts his own chant in a guttural language that even Spike\u2019s never heard before.  Spike tries for another distraction diving at the man, but a gale force wind starts to whip around Rayne\u2019s body.  He\u2019s making his own tornado with himself safely in the eye.  Spike\u2019s leap towards the man is brought to an abrupt halt in mid air as he hits the column of wind.  It jerks him to the side and flings him out over the edge of the lookout\u2019s cliff.<br \/><br \/>\u201cBollocks!\u201d he yelps as Rayne and the other two disappear out of sight as he falls down the face of the hill.   Spike twists and manages to bash into a tree growing out of the side of the steep incline.  It knocks wind out of his lungs that, thankfully, he doesn\u2019t need.  The next jolt comes from a tall shrub that he smashes through before finally hitting the ground in an aggressive roll.  He bounces along the rough landscape of brush and rocks.  The world is a spinning mass of earth and sky.  Each roll onto his back he can a see a light show going off at the top of the hill only to have it ripped away as his turn completes and he gets a face full of dirt.  There\u2019s a large elm a quarter way up the hill.  He approaches it at an alarming rate.  It\u2019s obviously dying because there is no greenery, just gnarled branches poking in every direction.  Spike scrabbles with the dirt trying to slow himself down or find a handhold, something, anything.  He manages only in snapping his right arm against a sharp rock.  The pain barely has time to blossom before his back slams into the elm.  The pain of the impact makes him forget all about his arm.  He\u2019s jarred to the bone.  It takes a moment for his vision to clear.  He tries to move but finds resistance and only pain.<br \/><br \/>Spike looks down to see a large blood covered branch protruding from his chest.  His impact has shattered the tip, but the thick end next to the trunk has held enough to become a crude stake.  An inch or so higher and he would have been dust.  He tries to pull himself from the spear of wood, but he\u2019s too weak and injured.  After a moment of painful struggling, Spike lays back against the trunk of the tree.  It\u2019s growing out from the hill at a twisted angle.  He\u2019s reclined back in a mockery of comfort.  He can\u2019t see the top of the slope in the darkness.  The light show from earlier has ended.  Spike gasps and it comes out a wet gurgle.  He\u2019s punctured a lung for sure, possibly both.  He can\u2019t pull in enough air to speak.  Either Jonathan and Tara won or they didn\u2019t.  If they did, they\u2019ll come looking for him eventually.  If they didn\u2019t, it won\u2019t matter because the Hellmouth will likely be opening in minutes.  Spike drifts in and out of consciousness.  He can feel the edges of the wound knitting and pulling apart again.  His vampiric healing is trying to fix him despite the large fucking tree sticking out of his chest.  It\u2019s a little like agony, but compared to most things he\u2019s endured in Sunnydale it doesn\u2019t even rank in the top five.<br \/><br \/>What seems like hours later, but is probably only moments, he hears a voice calling from the top of the hill.<br \/><br \/>\u201cSpike!  Spike!\u201d<br \/><br \/>He can\u2019t see Tara yelling over the side of the hill, but her voice is like a song.  So they\u2019d won.  Wonderful.  He can\u2019t reply.  Instead, Spike digs around in his pocket and pulls out his lighter.  He lights it and holds it up.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI see you!  We\u2019re coming!\u201d<br \/><br \/>After a few minutes of scrabbling, the two of them swim into his vision.  Jonathan has a nasty scrap over one of his eyebrows.  Tara looks tired and dirty.  It takes both of them to pull Spike off the broken branch.  They do it slowly which is much more painful, but there is less of a chance that the wood will splinter and pierce his heart.  Once he\u2019s off the tree.  They carefully make their way down the last of the hill to the bottom supporting Spike between them.<br \/><br \/>\u201cGo team,\u201d he manages to rasp, but regrets it when it causes a coughing fit that brings up blood.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI\u2019ll go back up and get his car,\u201d Jonathan says trying not to look at the blood.  He runs off back toward the road.  Tara kneels next to where Spike is lying on the ground and holds his hand.<br \/><br \/>Spike can\u2019t ask what happened so he just squeezes her hand until she looks at him and then he pointedly looks at the top of the hill.<br \/><br \/>\u201cThe wind was bad, but I did a simple concentration breaking spell.  He couldn\u2019t keep it together and then Jonathan hit him with a sleep spell.  Rayne had enough defenses up that it didn\u2019t p\u2014put him to sleep, but it was enough of distraction that I r\u2014ran over and hit him with your p\u2014pipe.  I hope I didn\u2019t hurt him too bad.  We still have to get him to stop the spell,\u201d she explains.<br \/><br \/>Spike reaches over and pats their joined hands in reassurance.  The car pulls up nearby.  Jonathan gets out and they help him into the backseat next to a limp Rayne.  Jonathan drives like an old woman despite Tara\u2019s urging.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI don\u2019t even have a license, okay,\u201d Jonathan finally snaps.  Spike wants to say something, but he still can\u2019t draw in enough air to bother.  He flips two fingers at the rearview mirror in a useless gesture since he doesn\u2019t have a reflection and Jonathan refuses to take his eyes off the road.<br \/><br \/>Back at the school once again, Jonathan and Tara drag Rayne inside.  Spike is at least strong enough to stagger along under his own power, but he leans on the wall for support.  Spike pulls the crooked library door open and then motions to Tara.  When she comes over to him, he digs around in her bag and pulls out a bottle of water.  Spike dumps the whole bottle over Rayne\u2019s head.  The mage slowly starts to rouse, but Tara helps by slapping him.  Jonathan stands behind the man clutching the pipe with a fearful face.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWha\u2014,\u201d Rayne\u2019s words die on his lips when he sees the glow through the doors.<br \/><br \/>Spike leans back more nonchalantly than he feels and points at Rayne then at the Hellmouth.<br \/><br \/>Tara nods and takes over.  She says, \u201cFix it, or y\u2014you\u2019re going to go up with it.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Rayne looks at all of them.  When his eyes come back to Spike, he sees the yellow eyes of a demon looking back.<br \/><br \/>\u201cFine,\u201d he sighs, broken.<br \/><br \/>All in all, the spell isn\u2019t that complicated to stop.  A few mumbled words and the glow fades back into darkness.  The four of them troop back out into the Sunnydale night.  Spike has to take stops every so often so he doesn\u2019t notice that Rayne and Jonathan are pulling ahead of him Tara.  There\u2019s a yelp as soon as the two of them clear the doors outside.  Tara runs to help and Spike tries to speed up.  Once he gets outside, he sees Jonathan on the ground with a scraped elbow to match the scratch over his eye.  Tara is helping him to his feet and Rayne is nowhere to be found.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHe pushed me,\u201d Jonathan says.<br \/><br \/>\u201cIt\u2019s okay.  I think he\u2019s done for the night,\u201d Tara says, pulling out a salve for Jonathan\u2019s elbow.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI think we all are,\u201d Spike rasps.<br \/><br \/>\u201cWhere to now?\u201d Jonathan says.<br \/><br \/>\u201cBuffy\u2019s,\u201d Spike manages.  The three of them head back to the car.   Jonathan drops them off at Revello Drive a few minutes later.<br \/><br \/>\u201cI\u2019m going to go home.  If I\u2019m not there when mom wakes up, she\u2019ll have a fit.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWait,\u201d Tara says running back to him.  She scribbles something on a piece of paper.  \u201cIt\u2019s my dorm number.  Maybe we can have lunch one day and talk about magic.  I can bring Willow.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Jonathan gives a small smile and replies, \u201cThat would be nice.  I don\u2019t really have anyone to talk to.\u201d<br \/><br \/>Tara pats his arm and then climbs the steps again to help Spike.  The sound of the car disappears down the street.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHe don\u2019t know you like birds,\u201d Spike whispers.  The lungs are starting to knit up and he can get a few more breaths to talk.<br \/><br \/>\u201cThat\u2019s why I said I\u2019d bring Willow,\u201d Tara says with a sly smile before knocking on the door.<br \/><br \/>To Spike\u2019s surprise, it appears as though everyone is awake.  Joyce gives a loud gasp when she sees Spike\u2019s wound.  She pulls him into the kitchen and has him sit down on a stool to be examined.  Tara starts explaining things to Willow who has a concerned look.  Spike tries to shuffle out of his coat with a lot of trouble.  Two big hands take the collar and carefully pull it off his back.  Spike turns his head to see Xander giving him a worried look.  They both look at the large bloody hole in the middle of the coat\u2019s back. Spike tries to sigh, but it causes him to start coughing again.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHe\u2019s going to need blood,\u201d Giles says stepping forward to cut Spike\u2019s ruined T-shirt off. <br \/><br \/>After hearing Tara\u2019s story, Buffy actually volunteers to get the blood when the butcher opens in an hour.  Willow keeps interrupting Tara to hug her with tight worried embraces.  In all the confusion, no one seems to notice Xander taking his hand.  The women all move to the next room.  Giles hovers over Spike cleaning the wound and pulling out the occasional splinters with tweezers.  The Watcher carefully ignores the handholding and concentrates on his work instead.<br \/><br \/>\u201cHey, you okay?\u201d Xander asks.<br \/><br \/>\u201cRight as rain,\u201d Spike says softly.  \u201cHow was the movie?\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cWe didn\u2019t finish it.  Long story.  Remind me to tell you later.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cThis is going to be a while.  You\u2019re probably tired, Xander.  You should get some sleep.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cNO!\u201d Xander and Giles bark in unison.<br \/><br \/>After the night he\u2019s had, Spike doesn\u2019t ask.  The sun is starting to come up by the time Giles finishes cleaning and bandaging.  Buffy leaves for the butchers and promises to bring back doughnuts for everyone.  Tara and Willow tut over Spike\u2019s coat while Joyce closes curtains and starts making breakfast.<br \/><br \/>Spike leans heavily on the kitchen island watching Joyce.  Tara places a hand on his arm to get his attention.<br \/><br \/>\u201cDon\u2019t worry about your coat.  I know a mending spell that will fix it,\u201d she says softly.<br \/><br \/>\u201cThanks, pet.  As usual you\u2019re a life saver.\u201d<br \/><br \/>\u201cI think she did a lot of life saving tonight,\u201d Xander says sitting down on Spike\u2019s other side.<br \/><br \/>Tara blushes prettily.  She walks off into the dining room with Willow and starts telling her about Jonathan.  Spike feels tired.  Every one of his hundred odd years is perching on his shoulders.  Xander takes up a lot of space on his stool, and if he happens to be close enough for Spike to lean on his shoulder, he hopes the boy won\u2019t mind.<br \/><br \/>Spike closes his eyes and listens to Xander and Joyce chatting softly.  He has the feeling that Willow and Tara are snogging in the dining room.  Giles has apparently turned on the stereo over in the living room because he can hear the gentle sounds of Eric Clapton and the rest of Cream doing their thing.  All in all, despite the hole in his chest, it\u2019s a good moment.  The sound of feet clumping down the stairs doesn\u2019t even really register until he hears a young gasp.<br \/><br \/>\u201cOh my God!  What happened to Spike?  Why didn\u2019t you wake me up?  Man!  I miss everything!\u201d the voice whines.<br \/><br \/>Spike\u2019s eyes snap open and he jerks around so quickly that he knocks Xander off balance.  The boy grabs the counter to keep from completely falling off his stool.  There in the middle of the Summers\u2019 kitchen stands a gawping Dawn, four months before she\u2019s even supposed to exist.<br \/><br \/>\u201cBloody hell!\u201d<br \/><br \/>---<br \/><br \/>So there we go!  IIKT is in the can!  Yes I know I left a bit of a cliff-hanger, but I fully intend to do smaller one shots in this universe, one of which will deal with the whole Dawn\/Glory debacle.  I hope you all enjoyed the story as much as I enjoyed writing it.  My only regret is that it has taken so long to get it done.  I thank everyone for their kind words and encouragement and mainly your patience.<a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daughtershade:281014","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/281014.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=281014"}}],"title":"Part 2 of the Spike and SG-1 xover","published":"2007-10-31T03:42:55Z","updated":"2007-10-31T03:43:49Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"xover"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"sg1"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"s(pike)g-1"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"spander"}}],"content":"It still doesn't have a title yet, but here's the next part.<br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/278393.html\" target=\"_blank\">Part One<\/a><br \/><br \/>  <p class=\"\">&nbsp;<\/p><p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">Spike was absolutely not pouting.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>Not even a little.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>One of the nurses was wrapping his hand.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>He had sent Sam away after the twelfth apology.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>Cam practically skipped into the room.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>For some reason, the man was morbidly fascinated with the things that could hurt Spike.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>Thanks to Daniel\u2019s books, he and Sam had worked through the basics.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>Garlic was more like eating peppers and the smell was much stronger to his nose than the others.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>He quite liked the burn.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>It was like habaneras.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>Crosses didn\u2019t repel him, but if he touched them it was like laying hands on a hot iron.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>In fact, most holy things burned including holy water.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>They had worked their way up to sunlight.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>Sam had offered a UV lamp as a controlled variable for the experiment.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>After she had explained how it worked, they had gone for it.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>It turned out that Daniel\u2019s prediction had been correct.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>Spike would never be getting a tan.<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cHey,\u201d Cam said looking at the newly wrapped hand, \u201cat least you heal fast.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cIt still hurts,\u201d Spike whined.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>He definitely was not pouting.<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">Cam ignored him and turned to the nurse.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>He said, \u201cOh, also grab a bag of blood, our boy here is picking up some takeout.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">The nurse\u2019s nose turned up as she walked away.<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cNice,\u201d Spike muttered.<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cWhat?<span>&nbsp; <\/span>A man\u2019s got to eat.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cYou\u2019re not exactly helping me make friends and influence people.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cDo you care?\u201d Cam asked, honestly.<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">Spike paused and replied, \u201cNo, not really.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cWell, there you go.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>I set up a TV in Teal\u2019c\u2019s room.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>I\u2019m trying to teach him the joys of basketball.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cNo thanks, not really my thing.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cHow would you know?<span>&nbsp; <\/span>You can\u2019t remember.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>Maybe you\u2019ll like it.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cI\u2019m tired.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>I think I\u2019m going to my room.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cYour loss.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">They left the infirmary together, but went in separate directions.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>Spike ignored the large armed men walking behind him.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>It was harder to ignore that more of the base guards had started carrying wooden stakes in their belts next to their guns.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>He shut the door to his room and leaned back against it.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>He\u2019d been under the mountain for several weeks, but he still wasn\u2019t any closer to remembering who he was.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>He\u2019d learned a lot of ways he could be harmed, dead or no, but still his past eluded him.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>Spike sprawled face first on the small bed.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>He wasn\u2019t sulking.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>He didn\u2019t know who he was, but he was sure that he wasn\u2019t the type of guy that sulked, or pouted.<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">Ever since he had arrived he had been treated like an experiment.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>No one had told him about anything until Teal\u2019c had finally spilled the beans.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>The constant guard was getting old as well.<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">A knock on the door interrupted the brooding he wasn\u2019t doing.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>After a moment, it opened to reveal Daniel, or at least the smell of old things that wafted over to Spike\u2019s nose.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>No one else on base smelled like that.<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cI\u2019m not interested in basketball,\u201d Spike said, not bothering to sit up.<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cWho is?\u201d Daniel replied.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>Spike heard the rustle of fabric and the faint creek of wood.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>Spike knew he was leaning on the dresser, but still didn\u2019t look at him.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>\u201cI heard about what happened with the sun lamp.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>Sam feels terrible.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cAny more terrible than when you burnt me with holy water or made me hold that cross?<span>&nbsp; <\/span>I\u2019m not a bleedin\u2019 guinea pig.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cNever said you were.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cI came with you guys so you could help me.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>Other than really, <i>really<\/i> proving I\u2019m dead.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>I haven\u2019t learned anything new.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cHey, I\u2019ve been working,\u201d Daniel complained.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>\u201cI\u2019ve been researching the artifact that made you lose your memory.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>If we can find out more about it, we may find a way to reverse what it did to you, or at least find a reason you were after it.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">Spike finally rolled over and sat up.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>He rubbed his face and with a sigh met Daniel\u2019s eyes.<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cSorry, it\u2019s just been getting to me.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cI understand, trust me.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>I\u2019ve forgotten who I was a few times.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>It\u2019s never pleasant.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cA few times?\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cDon\u2019t get me started,\u201d Daniel said with a grin, \u201cbut that\u2019s not what I came here for.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>Today might be the day that you get some answers.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cYou found out more about me?<span>&nbsp; <\/span>Wonderful, more tales of grim horror.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>Well, let\u2019s have it.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cActually, it\u2019s not what you think.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>You know how I got those books about your past from some contacts in London?\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cLet me guess, someone with a grudge against the evil murdering vampire has turned up to slay me with a holy bb.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cHow would you make a bb holy?<span>&nbsp; <\/span>And why?\u201d Daniel commented, before ignoring the questions and continuing, \u201cBut as for someone turning up, well, yes.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>I\u2019m not sure if he has a grudge, but he seems to be really excited to see you.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>We\u2019ve done a full background check and he\u2019s okay other than being from a town in California that was destroyed a couple of years ago.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cI suppose he blames me for that.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cActually\u2026\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">Spike blinked.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>\u201cYou\u2019re kidding.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cNo, but apparently the town was deserted and you were saving the world at the time.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cGo on, pull the other one!\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cI\u2019d rather not.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>His name is Alexander Harris.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>He flew here all the way from Africa to make sure you were you.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cMaybe I don\u2019t want to be.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">Daniel moved over to sit on the bed next to him.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>Spike looked at his hands.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>Could he really destroy a whole town?<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cYou wanted answers.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>They\u2019re sitting in the conference room waiting on you.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>All you have to do is go up there and get them.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">Spike took a deep breath and let it out.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>He gave Daniel a nod and they both rose.<span>&nbsp; <\/span>As they headed out the door, Spike had a thought.<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cWhat if he tries to Van Helsing me?\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cOh, we\u2019ll just shoot him.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cReally?\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cMm, no.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  <p class=\"\"><font size=\"2\">\u201cSome friend you are.\u201d<\/font><\/p>  &lt;\/div&gt;"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daughtershade:280599","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/280599.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=280599"}}],"title":"Two Months!!! to the day","published":"2007-10-31T02:44:14Z","updated":"2007-10-31T02:44:14Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"tivo"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"atlantis"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"supernatural"}}],"content":"Yeah, I'm lame.&nbsp; I haven't been posting due to the excessive work + school thing.&nbsp; I'm not doing much at work.&nbsp; I got an internship with our workforce division.&nbsp; So basically I sit around waiting for people to call in sick and process emails.&nbsp; If only they'd let me have LJ access at work.&nbsp; I'd be posting entries up the wazoo.&nbsp; I have been using the time to type up some stuff I wrote a while back.&nbsp; Maybe I'll let it see the light of day.<br \/><br \/>This week I'm on vacation, which means going home to visit mom and lounging about playing FFXII.&nbsp; Ah, I could get used to this.&nbsp; I feel so tired all the time, and&nbsp; I've lost all creativity.&nbsp; No photoshop, no writing, no nothing.&nbsp; I haven't even had time to keep up with my friends list.&nbsp; I feel like I've been missing a lot.&nbsp; I know there's good fic going on out there.&nbsp; If anyone has any recommendations to sling at me, have at it.&nbsp; I am at least up to date on all my shows since I finally broke down and bought a Tivo.&nbsp; It is <i>teh awesome<\/i> for sure.&nbsp; I'm digging <i>Supernatural<\/i> so far this season.&nbsp; I thought the chicks were going to be lame, but Kripke totally has my back so far.&nbsp; Let's just hope he keeps it that way.&nbsp; <i>Atlantis<\/i> on the other hand...<br \/><br \/>OMG that was the worst episode ever.&nbsp; I don't mind a John heavy episode, but this is not what I want.&nbsp; The chick was the most obnoxious cliche-ridden character I have ever seen.&nbsp; I mean I know the Stargate writers have always had trouble writing females, but still.&nbsp; Yeesh!&nbsp; She was horrible.&nbsp; They are so obviously trying to set up a Vala like character in the Pegasus galaxy and failing miserably.&nbsp; It was dreadful and the bits with Rodney and the others felt so tacked on and useless.&nbsp; :(&nbsp; It was just badness.&nbsp; Hopefully, that was our one bad ep.&nbsp; Let's hope they've gotten it out of their system.<br \/>&lt;\/div&gt;<br \/><i>House<\/i> is still fun.&nbsp; <i>Heroes <\/i>is hit or miss with some of their storyline threads, but I'm still digging it.&nbsp; But that's about all I have to say.<br \/><br \/>I just wanted to jump on and let everyone know I'm still alive.&nbsp; Plus, I wanted to wish everyone a happy and safe Halloween!&nbsp;"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daughtershade:280351","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/280351.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=280351"}}],"title":"Proper Preparation Prevents Poor Performance","published":"2007-08-31T17:53:43Z","updated":"2007-08-31T17:53:43Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"fic rec"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"due south"}}],"content":"I haven't posted since...June..*hangs head in shame*  Yeah, it's been like that lately.  I haven't even been on the computer much.  I'll peruse my friends lists occassionaly, but I'm getting back into since the new TV season is almost upon us.  Work has been kind of grr.  I'm going to start looking for another job once the new quarter starts next week.  Now that I'm in to the bachelor classes, they're all night classes so I need to get something that's day shift.  Hopefully that has weekends off like everyone else.  It's nice to go to the movies on Tuesday and have no one there, but I never get to see anyone or go home.<br \/><br \/>I haven't had time for much fannishness, but there are a few things of interest:<br \/><br \/>I've been enjoying the vids from vividcon.<br \/><br \/>I've been getting back into <i>Due South<\/i> and related fandom because of <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"misspamela\" lj:user=\"misspamela\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/misspamela.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/misspamela.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>misspamela<\/b><\/a><\/span>'s story <a href=\"http:\/\/misspamela.livejournal.com\/239461.html\" target=\"_blank\">Weld<\/a>. Cutter and Yount...honestly WTF?  I made me want to reread all of <a href=\"http:\/\/kellie.mrks.org\/fic\/ds\/duesouth.htm\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">Kellie's xovers<\/a>, which I did.  Which led me to rereading all the DS stories that I love.  <br \/><br \/>(Which also got me on a side tangent of thinking about a Supernatural\/DS xover where the boys, who would have been teens when DS was on the air, are trying to get rid of a ghost that turns out to be Bob.  Consulate haunting ohnoes!  Dief and young!Sam bonding.  Dean and RayK being jerks around each other!  Fraser worrying about the lack of Papa Winchester!  Dean drooling over the GTO!  Arguments about wheither the goat or the Impala is better! Fun had all around.)<br \/><br \/>I bought the <i>Heroes<\/i> DVD set.  The commentaires were great.  Greg is such a ham.<br \/><br \/>I found <i>Quantum Leap<\/i> seasons 2 and 3 at our used book\/DVD\/CD store in town for a steal.  I've been rewatching all the episodes. I'd forgotten how much I loved the show and how hot Scott Bakula really is.  It almost makes me want to watch Enterprise...almost.<br \/><br \/>I really, really need to finish some writing.  I haven't written anything in ages."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daughtershade:280211","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/280211.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=280211"}}],"title":"Hawaii","published":"2007-06-18T17:54:07Z","updated":"2007-06-18T17:54:07Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"dr who"}},"content":"Someone nominated <a href=\"http:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/tag\/if+i+knew+then\" target=\"_blank\"><b>If I Knew Then...<\/b><\/a> for round seven of the <a href=\"http:\/\/www.athenewolfe.com\/fangfetish\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"><b>Fang Fetish<\/b><\/a> awards!  Thanks so much.  It was really unexpected and a plesant surprise when I came back from vacation.<br \/><br \/>I've been back since Thursday, but I've been playing catch up and resting so I haven't had time to post.  It's sad that you need a vacation to rest from your vacation.  I didn't even go anywhere but home.  I did get to see the 40's new paint job.  It's going to look great once we get it all finished.  I'm so glad that I have tomorrow off, I'm tired!  I'm thinking about going to the movies and just basically doing nothing. <br \/><br \/> I need to get some writing done.  I have a plan for the last chapter of If I Knew Then... but I just haven't had time to sit down and write the darn thing.  Hopefully, I'll be able to do that tomorrow or Wed.<br \/><br \/>Now for some Doctor Who squee....<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>3.10: Blink<br \/>Blink was an awesome episode.  After The Lazarus Experiment, they showed the coming soon with Jack and all the stuff that's happening now and I was really excited.  But then they came back from the break and showed 42 which wasn't the best episode.  I was kind of disappointed, but Human Nature and Family of Blood made up for it in the <i>OMG the Doctor's human!<\/i> factor.  I never realized that they'd play that out later, but I'm getting ahead of myself...<br \/><br \/>I love Time Travel stories where they actually use the time travel as a plot device like in Blink.  It was cool having an episode where the Doctor is hardly in it, but it's his and the angels' time travel that sparks the whole thing.  The weeping angels were really creepy and I loved when Larry turned away from the angel and you just knew shit was going to happen and when he turned back it was right on top of him with the scary face.  CREEPY!  I loved that we were trying to figure things out right along with Sally.  Nothing makes sense at first, but then things slowly start to piece together...and then the great loop back in the end when you realize that Sally started the whole thing, by giving everything to the Doctor.  I just love his reaction to her too.  His whole, \"This happens to me all the time\" routine where people come up to him who he doesn't know because he hasn't met them yet was priceless.<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>3.11: Utopia<br \/>Holy Shit!  They've brought back The Master!  I hadn't spoiled myself, so I didn't see that coming.  First of all, they got Derek Jacobi as Professor Yana, which was great.  He's a really good Shakespearian actor who does a lot of BBC work.  You might remember him from Gosford Park if you caught the flick.  Anyway, I thought he did a great job.  And the fob watch and the reveal were awesome.  I've been waiting for this since the Face of Bo revealed that the Doctor wasn't alone, but I didn't even fathom that they meant that the other Time Lord was going to be the Master.  Good surprise and the way they blended it in with the Human Nature story was also a nice touch.  I was excited to see John Simm in the previews after The Lazurus Experiment, but I had no idea he'd be playing the new Master.  I'm a huge <i>Life on Mars<\/i> fan, so it's going to be a lot of fun watching Sam be a bad guy.<br \/><br \/>All the stuff with the Doctor and can't-die-Jack was pretty cool.  I love that the Doctor saw him and ran away.  I was really embarrassed for Jack clinging to the outside of the TARDIS because that was kind of pathetic.  I don't think the Doctor doesn't like Jack because of what he is now, but because now that Jack can't die, he'd be a companion that could stay with the Doctor forever.  That scares him, because mostly he doesn't have to worry about getting attached.  They're only human and he can always pick up another.  But a companion that can go the long haul?  I think it's interesting and I'm wondering what they're going to do about it.  We know that Jack's going back to Torchwood simply because they're shooting a new series (season) right now, but what about the Doctor?<br \/><br \/>I can't wait for the final two episodes.  I really hope that they do bring the show back again despite the rumors I heard that this is the last season that Russell T. Davies says he's doing.  The show is always entertaining and well written.<br \/><br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daughtershade:279903","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/279903.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=279903"}}],"title":"Why put off today what you can put off tomorrow?","published":"2007-06-07T00:46:20Z","updated":"2007-06-07T00:46:20Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"vidding"}},"content":"Writing the last chapter of If I Knew Then... and letting the computer play songs randomly.  The Tragically Hip's <i>Ahead By A Century<\/i> pops on and I can't help wanting to see a Spike\/Angel mellow vid to this.  All the vids with the two of them are like hardcore grrr! songs or silly stuff.  I think a season 5 Angel vid where the two of them finally get over themselves would be good.  I've been thinking a lot about vidding, but I just haven't had the inclination or time to do one.  I'm a much better vidder in my head than I am in reality.  Plus, I'm lazy and vidding is hard.  I don't know how most of these wonderful people do them.  It's time consuming as hell.<br \/><br \/>Anyway, I've been enjoying my days off, and I'm looking forward to my whole 2 days of work before I go home on vacation.  Hee!  I really should be packing and stuff, but again see: lazy.  :D<br \/><br \/>Tonight I'm just going to play on the computer.  A little writing.  A little fic reading.  A little photoshop.  A lot of ignoring responsibility.  Being an adult rocks sometimes."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daughtershade:279520","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/279520.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=279520"}}],"title":"If I Knew Then... CH. 15","published":"2007-06-06T17:56:22Z","updated":"2007-06-06T17:56:22Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"if i knew then"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"spander"}}],"content":"Title: If I Knew Then...<br \/>Author: Shade<br \/>Pairing: S\/X<br \/>Rating: PG to NC17<br \/>Disclaimer: All assorted characters belong to Mutant Enemy and Joss which is fine, because I suspect Buffy's high maintenance anyway.<br \/>Summary: AU-The African demon in Grave grants Spike's wish in a way he never planned. Flung back in time, he has to relive the previous three years with all the knowledge of what's to come.<br \/>A\/N:Beta by the wonderous <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"blinding_sight\" lj:user=\"blinding_sight\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/blinding-sight.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/blinding-sight.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>blinding_sight<\/b><\/a><\/span> and lovely <span  class=\"ljuser  i-ljuser  i-ljuser-type-P     \"  data-ljuser=\"50ftqueenie\" lj:user=\"50ftqueenie\" ><a href=\"https:\/\/50ftqueenie.livejournal.com\/profile\/\"  target=\"_self\"  class=\"i-ljuser-profile\" ><img  class=\"i-ljuser-userhead\"  src=\"https:\/\/l-stat.livejournal.net\/img\/userinfo_v8.png?v=17080&v=915\" \/><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/50ftqueenie.livejournal.com\/\" class=\"i-ljuser-username\"   target=\"_self\"   ><b>50ftqueenie<\/b><\/a><\/span>. Certain bits of dialog are taken from the following BtVS episodes:<br \/>4:21: Primeval<br \/><br \/><br \/>Chapter 15: Primeval<br \/><br \/>Spike hurries toward Adam's crypt.  Time is getting short.  Giles says that the Scoobies should be ready, but he still hasn't found the spell.  Spike's been staying away from the others and hanging out in his crypt.  He doesn't want Adam figuring out that he's not one of the bad guys.  That thought makes Spike stop dead in his tracks.  He curses himself for a few moments before taking an unneeded breath and letting it out.  He promises himself that when this is all over, he'll kick a puppy or something to set things right.  After he composes himself, Spike swaggers into the cave to see what the tin soldier is up to.  He freezes when he sees Riley standing face to face with Adam.<br \/><br \/>\"Bugger,\" he mutters under his breath, but Adam's enhanced hearing must have picked it up, because he turns to look at Spike.<br \/><br \/>\"I didn't send for you, Spike,\" he says.<br \/><br \/>\"Yeah, well...I'm not much the being sent for type,\" Spike responds.  \"I'd rather have this chip out if you don\u2019t mind.\"<br \/><br \/>Riley is standing at attention and not saying a word.  His eyes are blazing at Spike when he walks across in front of the man though.  Spike frowns.<br \/><br \/>\"What's with Corncob?\" he asks.<br \/><br \/>\"I've activated his chip.\"<br \/><br \/>\"They put a chip in him too?\" Spike asks still staring down Riley.  \"There's some irony for you.\"<br \/><br \/>Riley's eyes are threatening murder, but his face is blank.  Spike almost feels sorry for him.  He continues, \"Imagine having a piece of hardware put inside of you against your will.  One that prevents you from doing the most natural things that make you...you.  That's barbaric, isn't it?\"<br \/><br \/>The fire in Riley's eyes softens a bit.  Spike mentally shakes himself.  It would be so easy to leave Riley here to Adam's machinations, but it would hurt Buffy.  He hates that he still has feelings for her, even after things have changed.<br \/><br \/>\"What of the Slayer?\" Adam asks.<br \/><br \/>\"I told you I took care of her friends.  She's on her own.  Now she doesn't even have the boyfriend thanks to you.  I did my part.  I want the chip out.  Now.\"<br \/><br \/>\"That wasn't the deal.  You were to separate her from her friends and deliver her to the Initiative.  We have yet to see her arrive.  I need her there to ensure that as many demons die as humans.  She will achieve maximum carnage before she's too weak to go on.\"<br \/><br \/>Riley's jaw twitches under some strain, he manages to strangle out, \"You can't!  I knew you were behind this, Spike.  There's no way they'd believe\u2014\"<br \/><br \/>\"Stop talking,\" Adam orders.<br \/><br \/>Spike lets out a breath he hadn't realized he'd been holding.  The solider almost gave the whole game away.  Adam turns to him in impatience.<br \/><br \/>Spike says, \"You want her in the Initiative.  Fine.  She'll be there if I have to shove those disks you gave me up her\u2014\"<br \/><br \/>\"Then you should go.\"<br \/><br \/>Spike grits his teeth.  Being ordered around like a servant is not something he's used to, not since Angelus at any rate.  How had he not seen the first time that Adam never intended to remove the chip?  Spike steps up to Riley as he leaves.<br \/><br \/>\"You should never trust a vampire, mate.  They'll double cross you every time,\" he says slipping the soldier a small knife from his coat.  Riley's eyes widen, but Spike turns for the exit in a swirl of leather.<br \/><br \/>He has plenty of time before the disks are set to decrypt.  Giles will only pester him some more about the spell if he goes over there.  Spike knows that Buffy would want to know about Finn, but he doesn't want her doing something stupid like rushing in to rescue him before they're ready.  So he needs to avoid her as if he wouldn't be doing that already.  At a loss for what to do, he remembers that Xander has some things for his crypt so he goes to the basement.<br \/><br \/>The room is dark, but it's still early evening.  There's some horrid country twallop wailing on his cheap CD player.  Spike lets himself in and slaps the player off.  There's a suspicious lump in the covers.  Spike pokes it a bit until it moves.  He picks up the covers in order to rip them off, but the sight of a bare flank makes him drop the comforter like it was on fire.<br \/><br \/>\"Oi, get up.  I'm here to collect.\"<br \/><br \/>There's a muffled mumbling coming from the pillow.  Spike sits down on the side of the bed.  He gets no reaction.<br \/><br \/>\"Right, what happened?\" he asks.<br \/><br \/>\"Gtfbbrd,\" is the response.<br \/><br \/>\"What?\" Spike asks.  When a clarification isn't given, he elbows the lump and immediately bends in two, head between his legs as the chip fires merrily.  \"Argh!  That couldn't have hurt him!  I didn't even do it that hard!\"<br \/><br \/>The yelling must get Xander's attention, because he rolls over.  He pulls the blankets primly over his chest as he sits up.<br \/><br \/>\"You okay?\" he asks.<br \/><br \/>\"Lovely.  Just lovely,\" Spike grits out rubbing his forehead with the heel of his hand.  \"Now tell Uncle Spike what happened while his head turns to mash.\"<br \/><br \/>\"I got fired.\"<br \/><br \/>Spike blinks a few times until his vision clears and asks, \"What?  From the bike shop?\"<br \/><br \/>\"Yeah, the owner couldn't afford having two new employees and since I was the last one he hired, he let me go.  Wait, how did you know I was working at the bike shop?\"<br \/><br \/>\"S'not important.  So why aren't you out looking for another job?\"<br \/><br \/>\"Why bother?  They don't have anything good, and if I get a job I'll just get fired again.  Maybe I should just join the Army like Riley.  At least they feed you.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Yeah and then they shoot you full of drugs and stick chips in your chest.\"<br \/><br \/>\"What?\"<br \/><br \/>Spike waves him off and lies back on the bed next to Xander.  His head is still throbbing.  Xander looks uncomfortable for a moment before he lies back too.<br \/><br \/>\"You're supposed to be from the future.  Am I always going to be a loser?  The whole evil thing means that you'll tell me the truth because it hurts, right?\"<br \/><br \/>\"You're not a loser, Xander.  You're just a kid.  It takes a while before people figure out who they are.  I mean do you think I was always the dashingly handsome, bloody cool guy I am today?\"<br \/><br \/>Xander looks over at him and asks, \"What were you like when you were human?\"<br \/><br \/>\"We're talking about you, not me.\"<br \/><br \/>\"But you brought it\u2014\"<br \/><br \/>\"Shut up!  Right, where was I?\"<br \/><br \/>\"Dashingly handsome.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Yes, now all you have to do is find something you're good at.  Something you like to do.\"<br \/><br \/>Xander looks back at the ceiling and is silent for a few moments.  Spike wants to just shove him at the nearest construction site, but Xander won't be any good to himself unless he comes at it on his own. <br \/><br \/>\"I like to fix things. I helped fix Giles' place after he went all demony.\"<br \/><br \/>Spike doesn't hide his smile.  \"Well there you go.  Have you looked for jobs where you fix or build stuff?\"<br \/><br \/>\"Like a handyman?\"<br \/><br \/>\"I suppose that would work, but what about something bigger, something you could make a career of.\"<br \/><br \/>\"They're always hiring for construction around here, but I could never get a job like that.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Well why not?  It's smacking things with hammers.  Doesn't exactly take a college degree, does it?  They don't care about things like that.  They just want someone dependable that will get the job done.  And if there's anyone dependable around here it's you.\"<br \/><br \/>\"What do you mean?  I'm not dependable.  I've gotten fired for it, actually.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Who do your little mates turn to when they have a problem?  Who do they know will fix it?  They look at you, Xander.  You make every stupid Scooby meeting.  You're out there every night busting your knackers to keep the idiots of this town safe.  If that's not dependable, what is?  You've just got to start putting effort like that into the rest of your bloody life and quit feeling sorry for yourself, because, frankly, I'm sick of the whining.  I'd eat you just to get a moments peace if I could.\"<br \/><br \/>Spike ignores the full on grin that Xander has on his face.  It doesn't make his insides feel like jelly at all.  Xander rolls on to his side and props his head up on a bent arm.  They're very close on the bed and Spike can feel the boy's warmth like a siren call.  He stares resolutely at the ceiling.<br \/><br \/>\"Look at you all Advice Vamp.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Wot?  I can't have layers?\"<br \/><br \/>\"You're full of oniony goodness.\"<br \/><br \/>Spike turns to look at him then.<br \/><br \/>Xander goes into a full babble.  \"By onion I mean in the having of layers not in that you stink, because you don't.  Well, sometimes you smell like cigarettes, but it's not that bad, and the leather kind of cancels it out.  Which is better than smelling like pizza any day, although pizza can smell pretty good and...and...\" Xander says winding down at Spike's look.  \"I'll stop now.\"<br \/><br \/>\"You do that, pet.\"<br \/><br \/>\"I just wanted to say thanks.\"<br \/><br \/>Feeling silly, Spike says, \"I just came because you said you had some stuff for me.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Right.  Of course you did.  I'll go and get it,\" Xander says, but doesn't move.  They stare at each other, inches away, for a few moments.  \"Going.  Anytime now.\"<br \/><br \/>Spike smiles and since the boy won't, he moves the five inches and presses his lips to Xander's.  The kiss is soft because he doesn't want to scare Xander any more than he already has.  He's surprised when a hand slides across his chest, takes his shoulder, and pulls him onto his side.  They're pressed together from chest to hip.  The slight warmth he'd felt before is like an explosion when they touch.  Spike pushes his tongue past Xander's lips and runs his hand down the boy's sun kissed back.  If it happens to move the ugly comforter off him, well that's just a bonus.  Xander wraps around him and moans a bit around Spike's exploring tongue.  Spike's hand slides down his hip.  Xander gasps softly as if he'd completely forgotten that he was naked under the covers.  The night of Lowell House had been dark and fevered.  Spike wants to look and take his time.  He's moved away from Xander's mouth and has started kissing and sucking at the long throat in earnest when the phone rings like St. Mark's Cathedral in the silent room.  They both freeze.<br \/><br \/>Spike growls, \"Ignore it.\"<br \/><br \/>\"It's probably Willow with an Adam update.  I have to.\"<br \/><br \/>Spike sighs and rolls away from the boy.  Xander sits up and tries to get out of the bed while using the blanket as a cover.  He doesn't get very far seeing as how Spike's lying on it and not about to move.  After fighting for a second, Xander just blushes and runs for the phone in the buff.  Spike ogles the bare backside before Xander grabs a towel to wrap around himself.<br \/><br \/>\"Hello?\" he says sounding winded.  \"No, no you didn't interrupt anything.  I was just in bed and had to run for the phone, Willow.\"<br \/><br \/>Spike snorts.  Xander throws a spatula from the little card table that doubles as his dining room.  Spike catches it easily and leers again at Xander while slapping his palm with the spatula suggestively.  The colors that the boy turns are very entertaining, and the towel isn't hiding his true feelings very well which makes Spike's leer even bigger.  On the phone, Willow tells him that the disks have decrypted and that they're having a Scooby meeting at Giles'.  Xander says he'll be there shortly and hangs up.  Spike stares at him.  Xander's face is a study in conflict.  He obviously wants to crawl back into the bed with Spike, but instead, he grabs his clothes and hustles into the bathroom.  Spike is waiting for him at the door when he comes out.  They walk over to Giles' in silence.  When they cross Main Street, Spike steals a copy of the local paper from the coffee shop.  He slaps it against Xander's chest with a raised eyebrow.  Xander smiles softly and sticks the paper under his arm.<br \/><br \/>At Giles' Willow and the Watcher are going through spell books again.  Buffy is pacing.<br \/><br \/>\"Ah, Xander, I see you brought Spike.  Good, I thought I was going to have to go to the crypt to round him up,\" Giles says.<br \/><br \/>\"Come up with anything yet?\" Spike asks and sits in the corner chair across from the couch where Willow is hold up with a lap full of books.<br \/><br \/>\"No, all of Adam's plans were on the disks just as you said they were.  Unfortunately, at this point its information we already know thanks to you.  There must be some way to stop this thing.\"<br \/><br \/>\"According to Riley, his power source is a uranium core embedded somewhere inside his chest.  Probably near the spine,\" Buffy says.<br \/><br \/>\"So the magic spell stops that?\" Willow asks.  \"What about some kind of uranium extracting spell?\"  They all stare at her and she cringes and says, \"I know.  I'm reaching.\"<br \/><br \/>Giles says, \"I've been looking at paralyzing spells, but the best choice I can't perform.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Don't you have to speak Sumerian or something?\" Willow asks looking at the book in Giles' hands.<br \/><br \/>\"I do speak Sumerian.  It's not only that.  Only an experienced witch can incant it, and you'd have to be within striking distance of this object.\"<br \/><br \/>Xander smirks and says to Buffy, \"See what you get for taking French instead of Sumerian?\"<br \/><br \/>\"What was I thinking?\" she quips back.<br \/><br \/>Spike merely shakes his head at them.  How do they beat the bad guys when they can't even take themselves seriously?<br \/><br \/>Xander continues, \"So no problem, all we need is combo Buffy\u2014her with Slayer strength, Giles' multi-lingual know how, and Willow's witchy power.\"<br \/><br \/>Giles looks at him.  Spike sits forward.  Xander ducks his head at the scrutiny.<br \/><br \/>\"Yeah,\" he says, \"don't tell me.  I'm just full of helpful suggestions.\"<br \/><br \/>\"As a matter of fact, you are,\" Giles says.  He looks over at Spike who shrugs.<br \/><br \/>It doesn't take them long at all to get prepared.  Buffy leads the way to Lowell House.  Giles and Spike take the rear.  He's already explained the layout and where they preformed the spell the first go around and about the secret lab.  They've gone over it several times, but the kids are still jittering.<br \/><br \/>\"Nervous?\" Willow asks.<br \/><br \/>\"No way,\" Xander replies.  \"I'm full of that good old kamikaze spirit.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Xander, just because this is never going to work, there's no need to be negative,\" Giles says behind them.<br \/><br \/>Spike shakes his head and says, \"Is it too late to switch sides again?\"<br \/><br \/>The others look back at him.  They're reflected in the wall sized mirror.  He of course doesn't show.  There's something symbolic about it that Spike isn't comfortable with.<br \/><br \/>\"Just asking,\" he says.  <br \/><br \/>Buffy rolls her eyes and kicks in the mirror.  They rappel down the shaft, kids first and then Englishmen.  By the time he and Giles are at the bottom there's some kind of group hugging going on.  Giles gets pulled in and he obviously has no idea what to do about it.  They all move as if they're going to include Spike in the loving, but think better about it.  He's more relieved than they are.  Giles moves awkwardly away and uses a crowbar to get the elevator door open. There are soldiers pointing guns at them before it's even all the way apart.  They're escorted to the Colonel's office.<br \/><br \/>Buffy starts, \"Colonel\u2014\"<br \/><br \/>\"Shut up.  You've got some nerve, lady. You think you and your friends and just keep waltzing into a government installation brandishing weapons like\u2014\" the Colonel says pulling out the gourd in Giles' bag.<br \/><br \/>\"It's a gourd,\" Willow offers.<br \/><br \/>\"Magic gourd,\" Giles corrects looking a tad embarrassed.<br \/><br \/>\"What kind of freaks are you people?  It's bad enough that you're running around with a HST,\" he says pointing at Spike.<br \/><br \/>Buffy ignores him and says, \"Adam is here, Colonel.  In the Initiative.\"<br \/><br \/>\"The only monster here that shouldn't be is that!\"<br \/><br \/>He makes a gesture and one of the soldiers steps up.  Before Spike can react he's hit full force with one of their stun guns.  He crumples to his feet in pain as all his muscles start to spasm wildly.  Through the thundering in his ears, he thinks he hears Xander and the others yell out.  The pain is a hundred times worse than the chip.  Two strong hands hook under his arms and he's dragged out the room.  He blacks out before they're half way down the hall.<br \/><br \/>The sounds of klaxons wake him.  He's aware of someone going through his pockets.  Weakly he strikes out and gets a fist full of fangs.  The vampire bent over him falls back on his ass.  The room is oppressively white.<br \/><br \/>\"Oh God.  Not again,\" he mumbles rolling over onto his hands and knees.  He has the strong urge to vomit, but holds his breath to keep it at bay.  He looks around to see he's in one of the Initiative cells, only this time he's sharing it with two other vamps.  There are red lights flashing on and off in the hall.  The surrounding demons are making a tremendous noise that blend with the sirens to make Spike's head feel like it's going to pop open and spill its candy on the floor.<br \/><br \/>\"Dude, the greens are running all over and I haven't seen a white coat in hours,\" the vamp by the door says.  \"Something's going down.\"<br \/><br \/>\"You think?\" Spike says snidely.  Slowly he gets to his feet and looks at the panic going on beyond the electrified glass.  \"Don't worry.  We're getting out of here soon.\"<br \/><br \/>\"How would you know?  You're new.  I've been in here for a month.\"<br \/><br \/>\"I know the guy that's trying to take this place down.  He's moving tonight.  Besides this is not the first time I've been here.  Oh, and by the way, shut it!\" Spike growls pulling a stake from his coat.  The fact that the soldiers didn't search him is unbelievable.  It's as if they don't even care anymore.  Of course, they have more to worry about now.  Spike stakes the vamp on the floor that had been trying to rob him.  The one by the door turns with full game face.  He makes about two steps before Spike kicks him into the glass.  The electricity pops and throws him back further into the room.  Spike brings the stake home with a snap.  No sooner has the second vamp filtered to the floor than the lights go out.  The cell door opens.  The hall is full of rampaging demons.  Spike follows the wave of bodies.  The soldiers are responding at the end of the hall, but there are too many demons for them to hold back.  Once they break out into the main floor, Spike starts making his way towards the secret lab.  There are guns going off and a few explosions.  The crackle of the stun guns and the roars of a hundred different types of demons make it hard to concentrate.  He does his best to take out some of the tougher monsters on his way.  He gets shot at a few times, but his speed works to his advantage.  Half way across the floor, he sees Buffy bashing her way through the crowd.   Giles and the others are behind her trying to move fast and not scream target.  Spike jumps to the top of some oil drums and flies toward them with a roar.  He lands behind a Fyarl that looks surprisingly like Giles had.  Spike snaps its neck and stakes a vamp going after Willow.<br \/><br \/>\"Spike!\" she yells.  \"Are you okay?\"<br \/><br \/>\"Been better, ducks, now move!\"<br \/><br \/>Buffy takes half a second to look behind her and see that Spike's protecting the others before she pushes ahead toward the lab.  They make their way inside 314.  Spike helps Buffy barricade the door with a heavy cabinet.  He leans against it heavily as she goes to open the access to the secret lab.  Giles sits on the floor with Willow and Xander to set up the spell.  Buffy looks back over her shoulder at the others with a worried expression.  Spike joins her.<br \/><br \/>\"Don't worry about it, Slayer.  I've got them.  You worry about Adam and your Riley.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Once I'm in, barricade the door behind me.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Got it,\" he says.<br \/><br \/>She asks Giles, \"How long before the ritual kicks in?\"<br \/><br \/>\"Five minutes, give or take,\" Giles replies.  <br \/><br \/>Buffy just nods resolutely and disappears down a small hallway.  Spike closes the doors behind her and finds another cabinet to push over the exit.  He moves into the corner closest by the door they came in by and crouches down out of the way.<br \/><br \/>Giles lights a candle.  Willow begins to chant.<br \/><br \/>\"The power of the Slayer and all who yield it.  Last to ancient first, we invoke thee.  Grant us thy domain and primal strength.  Accept us in the power we possess.  Make us mind and heart and spirit joy.  Let the hand encompass us.  Do thy will.\"<br \/><br \/>She pulls out the tarot cards and places one before her in the center of the circle facing the gourd.<br \/><br \/>\"Spiritus....Spirit,\" she says.<br \/><br \/>She hands a card to Xander, which he takes and places in front of him facing the gourd again.<br \/><br \/>\"Animus...Heart,\" she says.<br \/><br \/>Giles is handed his card which he also places facing the gourd.<br \/><br \/>\"Sophus...Mind,\" she says.<br \/><br \/>The final card is laid for Buffy in the other room.<br \/><br \/>\"And Manus...the Hand.\"<br \/><br \/>Spike feels the hairs on his skin stand up as the magic begins to build.  He's never been one for the stuff, but it was something that Dru liked to play with.  Spike's seen his fair share of spells, but this one is stronger, older and the demon rattles its place inside him.  He feels his fangs drop unconsciously.<br \/><br \/>\"We enjoin that we may inhabit the vessel--the hand...daughter of Sineya...first of the ones...  We implore thee, admit us, bring us to the vessel, take us now.\"<br \/><br \/>There's an upsurge of wind like the breath of god.  The other's heads fall back as if they are looking towards the ceiling.  Spike can hear a mingle of voices.<br \/><br \/><i>\"We can.  We are forever.\"<\/i><br \/><br \/>Giles lips start moving but he can hear all the voices as one again speaking Sumerian.  He watches entranced when suddenly there is a bash against the door.  Cursing, Spike jumps to his feet and leans against the cabinet keeping the door closed.<br \/><br \/>\"Hurry up you lot!\"<br \/><br \/><i>\"Kur,\"<\/i> the voices say together.<br \/><br \/>The door inches in under the constant assault.  Spike shoulders the cabinet back into place.  He looks back to see Xander's lips moving this time in conjunction with the voices.<br \/><br \/><i>\"You could never hope to grasp the source of our power, but yours is right here.\"<\/i><br \/><br \/>Then it seems it's Willow's turn to lip-synch to the Greek Chorus.  She speaks Sumerian just as flawlessly as Giles did before.  As soon as her lips stop moving, the three drop to the ground.  The door slams into the cabinet again knocking it and Spike back.  He lands on the floor beside Xander just as the demon enters the room on all fours.  Spike kicks out and gets the thing under the chin.  Before it can gain its footing again, he's on his feet and slams down his fists on its chest.  There is a loud snap and the demon gurgles before going limp.<br \/><br \/>\"Giles!  Talk to me!\" Spike says rounding on the others.<br \/><br \/>\"We're fine.  Just a bit drained.  It's over.\"<br \/><br \/>The cabinet toward the other door shutters in place.  Spike hops over the limp Scoobies and pulls it out of the way so that Buffy can enter, supporting Finn.  The man takes in Spike and the scraggly team.  He's bleeding from his chest.  Buffy is supporting most of his bulk.  Spike doesn't offer to help, but to his surprise Riley holds out the knife.  It's bloody.  Spike glances from the knife to the man's chest.<br \/><br \/>\"Thanks,\" Finn says.<br \/><br \/>Spike nods and tucks the knife away silently.  He turns to the others and helps Giles to his feet.  Willow and Xander steady each other.  The noise from the outside of 314 hasn't abated.<br \/><br \/>\"We've still got men out there,\" Riley reminds them.<br \/><br \/>Buffy looks over her friends and her eyes end up on Spike. He raises his eyebrow at her and she nods.<br \/><br \/>\"You organize the soldiers, pull 'em back,\" she says to Riley.  \"I'll take point.  Spike you take clean up.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Thought you'd never ask, pet.  Let's go kick some demon ass!\"<br \/><br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daughtershade:279177","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/279177.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=279177"}}],"title":"Now I just need Tom Welling and bad dialog","published":"2007-06-04T06:14:41Z","updated":"2007-06-04T06:14:41Z","content":"Just got off work.  We've been having storms on an off today as residuals from the tropical depression. It'll rain like gangbusters for a few minutes and then be sunny as hell, repeat ad nausium.  Anyway, as I left work with C the whole parking lot was thick with fog.  It was like pea soup fog.  Now I've seen fog in river valleys before, but being from the mountains, it's not something I've dealt with much.  This was like walking through a snow bank it was so thick.  All the streetlights were like glowing islands in the dark.  Very creepy and atmospheric if you know what  I mean.  Then a block from my apartment, it all just disappeared.  Crazy.<br \/><br \/>Linkspam:<br \/><br \/><a href=\"http:\/\/optronik.tripod.com\/cgi-bin\/loader.pl?pe_catcam1.htm\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\">CatCam!<\/a><br \/>This is very cool.  The secret lives of cats caught on camera."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daughtershade:278830","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/278830.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=278830"}}],"title":"*Pokes LJ*","published":"2007-06-01T17:33:00Z","updated":"2007-06-01T17:33:00Z","content":"Trying to figure out the remote posting thing since work blocks LJ and, like, most of the internet.  I can access my Gmail though, so I figured I could use it to post, since I don't post when I'm home like a hor.  But it doesn't seem to work.  I did exactly what the instructions told me to, but no post.  I suppose I'll have to fiddle with it tomorrow.<br \/><br \/>I've had an exciting day of doing laundry.  I just can't take this breakneck speed, yo.  \/sarcasm<br \/><br \/>I've finished the next chapter of If I Knew Then... which is off to the betas.<br \/><br \/>I'm waiting for the BFF to look over the SGA epic which has been done for a while so that I may post it.  Go me.<br \/><br \/>I'm kind of grr about work right now, but I've just got to get through this week, then I have two days off work two days and then have five days off.  So that's not too bad.  I may have to work late tomorrow night which I'm not thrilled about seeing as how I normally get off at midnight.  At least I don't have classes this week."},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daughtershade:278739","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/278739.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=278739"}}],"title":"Pretty pretty pirates...and not so pretty ones","published":"2007-05-29T20:42:40Z","updated":"2007-05-29T20:42:40Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"movies"}},"content":"Just got back from Pirates.<br \/><br \/><br \/>Wow there are a lot of pirates in this movie.  I think the whole Elizabeth as pirate captain and then pirate king thing, was just dumb.  I wouldn't follow her anywhere.  Especially not if I was a pirate.<br \/><br \/>Things I didn't like:<br \/>Elizabeth (but that's a given, she's always gotten on my nerves since the first movie although she annoyed me less in this one, so I guess that's saying something)<br \/>Norrington dying and not becoming a pirate.  Boo.<br \/>Chow Yung Fat dying without doing much of anything.  Boo.<br \/>Jeffery Rush's overacting.<br \/>Tia\/Calypso's enunciation or lack there of, if you could even call it that.<br \/>Beckett's complete uselessness in this movie.  Was he supposed to be the bad guy?  I didn't notice seeing as how he's about as threatening as a limp pastry.<br \/>What happened to all the clever dialog from the first movie?  The second had too many throwbacks to the first movie, but this one just didn't have any zing at all.<br \/><br \/>Things I did like:<br \/>Ship full of Jacks!<br \/>Getting to see Jack's full body tattoo on the ship full of Jacks.<br \/>Will showing his pirate roots instead of floundering around after Elizabeth.  Plus he looked hot at the end with the Jack inspired head scarf.<br \/>The \"wedding\" during the battle and Barbosa doing the honors.<br \/>The monkey and the parrot have become major characters.  WTF?  But at least their bits were funny, as opposed to say Pintel and Ragetti in this one.<br \/>Flipping the ship over.  That was just awesome.<br \/>The Black Pearl sailing in the desert on crabs.  Very cool.<br \/>The ten pieces of what we've got lying around in our pockets.  Funny and very piratey.<br \/>They made Keith Richards look more alive than he's looked in decades.  That's the true magic of Hollywood working right there kids.<br \/><br \/>Not to say that I hated the movie.  I think it was entertaining, but the first one is still the best.  A fun summer flick, but so far the film industry has been 0 for 3 this summer for me.  Spider-man 3 was so-so.  Shrek the Third was so-so.  And now Pirates was so-so.  I'm holding out giddy hope for Transformers, but there's just that whole Michael Bay \"Explosions are pretty!  Jerry Bruckheimer has nothing on me!  Woo!\" problem.  We'll see.<br \/><br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daughtershade:278393","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/278393.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=278393"}}],"title":"DONE!","published":"2007-05-26T15:37:15Z","updated":"2007-10-31T03:02:25Z","category":[{"@attributes":{"term":"xover"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"s(pike)g-1"}},{"@attributes":{"term":"sg-1"}}],"content":"I am done with this quarter.  I just finished my last final.  I so didn't care about finals this week.  I had good grades in all my classes and I knew the finals wouldn't affect them too much so it was just a matter of getting through them.  I just finished my last one so I'm free for three whole weeks.  We get two weeks off from school, and I'm going home the first week of classes.  Bliss.<br \/><br \/>So I've started writing this thing at work, instead of working on the next chapter of If I Knew Then...  I plan on working on that now that I have time off from school.  I just have to get the next chapter out, I've started on the final chapter because Restless is going to be too much fun.   But in the mean time, here's just stuff that fell out of my head in my work minded boredom.<br \/><br \/><br \/>The blue eyes were concerned.  He blinked up at her with confusion.  Why was he on the floor?  The blonde woman helped him sit up her hand warm on his wrist.<br \/><br \/>\"Are you okay?  I was sure your heart had stopped,\" she said.<br \/><br \/>\"What happened?\" he asked.<br \/><br \/>The woman looked over toward a man standing beside what looked like a stone altar.  The man pushed his glasses up his nose and shook his head slightly.  There was a gun in his other hand which he quickly slipped into the back of his pants when realized he was being watched.<br \/><br \/>The woman, who he realized was holding a gun too, asked, \"You don't remember?<br \/><br \/>\"No.  Who are you?\"<br \/><br \/>She blinked the concerned blue eyes at him again and said, \"I was about to ask you the same thing.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Oh.  I'm....\" he paused.  \"My name is...\"<br \/><br \/>Reaching for that simple piece of information was as difficult as trying to hold a wind storm in your hand.  There was nothing to grab.<br \/><br \/>Finally, he said, \"I don't know my name.  That's bad, right?\"<br \/><br \/>The man in the glasses moved over to them slowly shaking his head.<br \/><br \/>\"That always happens to me after I come back from the dead.\"<br \/><br \/>The woman slapped his leg with the hand not holding a pistol.  They were obviously close friends, because the glasses man just looked chagrined instead of angry.<br \/><br \/>\"My name is Lt. Colonel Samantha Carter.  This is Doctor Daniel Jackson.  We're with the United States Air Force,\" she said.<br \/><br \/>He blinked up at Jackson.  The dead comment threw him.  Had he died?  Surely he'd remember that if nothing else.   Or maybe, that was the way.  You didn't remember trauma, but then everything else should make sense.  He tried not to dwell on it.  The Colonel Lady had mentioned his heart had stopped.  He unconsciously rubbed his chest, but he couldn't feel anything.  The woman was still looking at him curiously.<br \/><br \/>\"There was another man here.  He's\u2014\" and here Carter paused as if trying to figure out how to explain, \"Gone,\" she managed.  He waited to see why this was relevant, and she continued probably at his look.  \"He called you Spike,\" she said.<br \/><br \/>\"Spike?  What kind of name is Spike?  I don't feel like a Spike.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Well,\" Jackson said, \"if it's any consolation, you kind of look like one.\"<br \/><br \/>\"I do?\" he asked.<br \/><br \/>Carter ignored them both and helped him to his feet.  \"We need to get you some medical attention.  Do you think you can walk?\" she asked.<br \/><br \/>\"Yes,\" Spike replied trying to get used to the name in his head.  He looked down at himself once he was on his feet.  He was a vision in black from head to toe.  There were black boots that led up to black jeans and belt.  A black button up shirt was rucking up out of the jeans, and a long black leather coat covered it all.  The coat smelled like stale cigarettes and was cool against his neck.<br \/><br \/>\"I see what you mean,\" he said.  \"I look like I'm ready for a funeral, or to jump on some motorcycle with some young thing behind me holding on for her bloody life.\"  He stopped at that.  \"I also appear to be English.  Knickers,\" he said randomly.  The other two gave him a look.  He shrugged in return.<br \/><br \/>\"Wait until you see the hair,\" Jackson muttered heading for the door.<br \/><br \/>Spike's hand self-consciously went to his head.  He found his hair slicked back and stiff, but he had no clue as to the color without a mirror.  He could only hope that it wasn't one of those badly dyed bottle black jobs that the emo kids were sporting now-a-days.  He paused to wonder what an emo kid was, but dismissed it as unimportant.<br \/><br \/>Jackson led them through some dark corridors that slowly began to open up as they walked.  The smoothed walls became choppy and course until the hall opened up into a rather large natural cave.  Outside, the night air was a blessing after the stale underground air.  Spike took a deep breath and nearly swallowed it as five heavily armed men in black stepped out from behind some brush and held them at gun point.<br \/><br \/>\"Stand down,\" Carter said authoritatively, and the men stood at attention.  The one in front snapped a quick salute and turned back to start ordering the others.  They followed a trail through the grass and in the moonlight.  Spike could see that there was an open field spreading out from the mouth of the cave that ended in a forest further on.  He looked back to see that the cave was part of a large rocky cliff that climbed up into the darkness.  Military vehicles were parked off to one side, and Spike could distinctly hear a helicopter, but it was too dark to see just where it was.  All of this told him nothing about who he was, but it worried him.  Was he in some sort of trouble?  Maybe he was a spy.<br \/><br \/>As they headed for the closest vehicle, a large dark man headed toward them.  He was impressive from a distance and only got more so as he approached.  Spike didn't even realize there was another man behind him, until the dark man turned to talk to Jackson and the second man stepped up to Carter and himself.<br \/><br \/>\"What's up, Sam?  We lost radio contact,\" the smaller man said.<br \/><br \/>Carter turned to Spike and said, \"Will you be all right?  We have medics coming.\"<br \/><br \/>He nodded and she stepped away with the other man.  They walked far enough away to speak privately, but for some reason, Spike could still hear every word.<br \/><br \/>\"Cam,\" Carter said, and at least he now had a name for the other man, \"I've seen some wild stuff, but this just\u2014\"<br \/><br \/>\"What?\" Cam asked.<br \/><br \/>\"We went to check out the artifact, but there were already people inside.  Two guys were fighting and I wouldn't have believed it if I hadn't seen it but that guy over there\u2014\" Carter paused to look in Spike's direction.  He made sure he was looking over toward Jackson and the large man.  She continued, \"He stuck a wooden stick into the second man's chest and he turned into dust or ashes or something.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Dust?\" Cam asked, incredulous.<br \/><br \/>\"I know!  Then the artifact started glowing, and the room shook like an earthquake.  I was sure it was activating, but before we could do anything there was this big flash.  We were shielded by the wall, but that guy took it full blast.  By the time we got into the room he was on the floor and the artifact was gone.\"<br \/><br \/>\"You think someone teleported it?\"<br \/><br \/>\"No, it was more like an explosion, but there wasn't any heat.\"<br \/><br \/>\"I guess it won't be helping us with the Ori, then.\"<br \/><br \/>Carter shook her head and said, \"That's not even the strangest thing.  I checked him and he was dead.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Looks alive to me,\" Cam replied.<br \/><br \/>\"I know.  A couple of minutes later as we were looking around, he moved.  I was checking his pulse and he woke up.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Wild.  He and Daniel should do lunch.\"<br \/><br \/>\"No, Cam, you don't understand.  My fingers were still on his neck.  There still wasn't a pulse.  I was checking his arm as he got up.  No pulse.\"<br \/><br \/>Spike gasped and turned his back on them.  Carefully, he checked his neck.  Carter was right.  He didn't feel anything no matter where he moved his fingers.  He started to think, had he even been breathing while he listened to them talk?  Cam was still talking.<br \/><br \/>\"Are you sure, Sam?  I mean, do you know what that sounds like?  The dude may look like Billy Idol, but he's no Bela Lugosi.\"<br \/><br \/>Spike's first reaction to the comment was that Billy Idol was a cheap thief.  His second was that Lugosi was a poser.  Spike wasn't sure why he thought either.<br \/><br \/>\"I know how it sounds, but Daniel and I are both witnesses.  There has to be a scientific explanation.  Who knows what that artifact has done to him,\" Sam said.<br \/><br \/>Spike went from not breathing to hyperventilating in a blink.  He bent over trying to catch his breath.  A strong hand landed on his shoulder startling him.  He reached across and snagged the large wrist in his hand.  Spike twisted underneath the arm pulling it back behind broad shoulders right before he kicked a knee out from under the man.  The large black man went down hard on his knee.  As he was starting to struggle, Spike realized what he had done.  He quickly let go and looked up to see that he was surrounded at gun point.  Both Jackson and Carter had their guns out.  The soldiers in black were training automatic weapons on him.  Spike stumbled back in shock holding his hands up.<br \/><br \/>\"Whoa,\" Cam said running up, \"Billy's got some moves.  You okay, Teal'c?\"<br \/><br \/>\"I am fine,\" the large man said getting back to his feet.  He turned to look at Spike and raised a hand to the others.  The guns were lowered slowly.<br \/><br \/>\"I'm sorry.  I wasn't...I didn't...\" Spike stuttered.<br \/><br \/>\"It is all right. I was not injured.  I should not have startled you,\" Teal'c said.<br \/><br \/>Cam came over to the big man as if to confirm for himself that Teal'c was okay.  He looked back and forth between the two of them.<br \/><br \/>\"I've never seen anyone get the drop on you, buddy.\"<br \/><br \/>Teal'c did not look at Cam as he replied, \"Indeed.  You are fast and quite strong...\"<br \/><br \/>\"Spike.  I think my name is Spike.  That's what your friends tell me,\" Spike supplied.<br \/><br \/>The large man inclined his head in acknowledgement.<br \/><br \/>\"One might say his strength and speed were...supernatural,\" Daniel said.<br \/><br \/>\"I'm not dead!\" Spike yelled at them.  \"I can't be!  That's crazy!\"<br \/><br \/>Carter blinked at his outburst probably trying to figure out how he'd heard them.  Cam seemed less surprised.  He just shrugged and said, \"Dude, we eat crazy for breakfast.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Spike, we just want to help you,\" Sam said.  \"We need the artifact that was in that room, and right now you're the only one who can help us.  We have to find a way to get your memory back, for both our sakes.\"<br \/><br \/>\"You probably want to stick me in some tiny room with electrified walls or something,\" Spike grumbled.<br \/><br \/>Cam shook his head.  \"Nah, it's not in the budget, but we are underground which should make you feel at home.\"<br \/><br \/>The others shot him dirty looks.  He just grinned back at them.<br \/><br \/>Spike sighed, \"I don't know who I am, or where I am, or anything about what's going on.  I guess I don't have much of a choice.\"<br \/><br \/>----<br \/><br \/>Spike thought they had been joking about the underground thing.  The trucks in the field led to a plane which led to more trucks which lead to a huge safe door inside a mountain.  Past the safe, he was whisked through security checks and into an elevator.  They went down exited and entered a second elevator which went down again.  Carter, who insisted on being called Sam despite her title, led him to a small room equipped with medical equipment.  He tried not to notice the guards that were following them.  She sat down on the gurney next to him to wait.  His eyes kept going to the well armed men by the doors.<br \/><br \/>\"It's just regulations,\" Sam explained.<br \/><br \/>\"Yeah, I bet.  What exactly do you do here?\" he asked.<br \/><br \/>\"Research.\"<br \/><br \/>\"What kind of research?\"<br \/><br \/>Sam smiled and replied, \"I can't really talk about it.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Because you're making super soldiers or something?\"<br \/><br \/>\"What makes you say that?\"<br \/><br \/>It was Spike's turn to smile at her.  He answered, \"That Teal'c guy.  He's not like the rest of you.\"<br \/><br \/>Sam blinked, but her face didn't give anything away.  That was mostly how he knew he was right.  Sam seemed like a friendly person, the blank expression was obviously her trying to hide something.<br \/><br \/>\"What makes you say that?\" she asked.<br \/><br \/>\"He smells all wrong.  Don't ask me to explain it.  I just know it isn't right.\"<br \/><br \/>Before Sam could try to explain, or out-and-out lie, a nurse joined them and started to take Spike's vitals, or lack thereof.  The thermometer refused to budge from room temperature and there was no blood pressure seeing as how he had no pulse.  Perturbed, the woman took out a stethoscope and tried listening to his chest.  He didn't breathe as she felt around and around looking for a heartbeat that obviously wasn't coming.  The woman's eyes kept flickering over to Sam.<br \/><br \/>\"I really am dead, aren't I?\" Spike asked.<br \/><br \/>The woman's only reply was that she was getting the doctor.  Sam took the stethoscope from her to get a listen.  He startled her a bit when he let out a sigh.<br \/><br \/>\"You don\u2019t need to breathe either?\" she asked.<br \/><br \/>\"Only apparently to talk, luv.\"<br \/><br \/>Her touch was gentle as she moved the circular disk around and around his chest.  At least she wasn't horrified by him.  Although, Spike would admit that her curious looks were making him nervous.  It was as if any minute she was going to start cutting him open to see what made him tick, or not tick, whatever.  To cut the tension, he flexed his chest muscles a bit to get her attention.<br \/><br \/>\"If you want to feel me up, you don't need a pretense.  Well, not unless you just like playing doctor.\"<br \/><br \/>Sam smiled and realized what she'd been doing.  She moved away and set the stethoscope aside.  It was just the beginning though, because doctors and nurses started coming out of the woodwork to gaze at and examine him.  The Chief Medical Officer was a woman with a very skeptical look on her face.  She'd checked him over twice with two separate sets of equipment.  She seemed to take his condition as some sort of joke.  It didn't matter that he was a modern medical mystery.  Spike felt a bit like a bug inside a Petri dish.  Sam must have sensed his unease, and rescued him from the mob, once the Dragon Lady Doctor was done with him.<br \/><br \/>\"Sorry,\" she said leading him to a conference room with no windows.  Although, there was a rectangular door down the length of one wall that could have been hiding a window.  Despite Sam\u2019s apology, the armed guards still following them didn't look sorry at all.<br \/><br \/>They were the first people in the room, Sam pointed him to a seat and they waited.  A few moments later, Jackson and Teal'c wandered in and took their places.  Spike kept eyeing the large man trying to figure him out.  Sam noticed his interest.  Cam rushed in holding some folders a few seconds later.  Finally, a door at the end, beside some window that was also a map, opened.  A man in a starched white shirt entered the room.<br \/><br \/>\"Colonel Mitchell has given me a quick debrief and explained our visitor,\" the man said taking the seat at the head of the table.  Spike was confused at first until Cam looked over at him with a grin.  The older man looked back at Spike.  \"My name is General Landry.  I'm in charge of this base.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Spike.  So far as I know.\"<br \/><br \/>Landry nodded, looked at Sam, and asked, \"What did Dr. Lam have to say?\"<br \/><br \/>\"He's dead.  If it wasn't for the whole up and around talking, he'd be in the morgue right now,\" Sam replied shooting him an apologetic look.<br \/><br \/>He merely rose and eyebrow at her in response.<br \/><br \/>\"And you think it was this artifact you were trying to retrieve that caused his unusual condition?\"  Landry asked.<br \/><br \/>\"We're not sure,\" Daniel chimed in.  \"Our experience before the artifact disappeared would seem to suggest that something else may have been going on, but we can't be sure.  Since the artifact is gone we can't test it.  All we have is Spike here, and due to what happened, he has no memory of what occurred.\"<br \/><br \/>Landry turned to look at him once again.  \"What do you remember?\"<br \/><br \/>\"I know things like...Manchester United is the greatest footie team ever.  I hate hippies, but I don't know why.  I could give you directions in London to anyplace you want to go, but I couldn't tell you if I ever lived there or where if I did.  It's like anything that has to do with me or who I am is just a blank.\"<br \/><br \/>\"This kind of amnesia is rare isn't it?\" Landry asked.<br \/><br \/>\"I'm hardly an expert, Sir, but as far as I understand it, yes.  Dr. Lam says they'll know more once they run some EKGs and CAT scans.  Those are scheduled for later today,\" Sam said.  \"The medical team is understandably hung up on the dead thing, Sir.\"<br \/><br \/>\"No wonder,\" Landry replied.<br \/><br \/>Spike snorted and said, \"Don't particularly care for getting poked at like a rat, but suppose I've got no choice.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Dr. Jackson?\" Landry said turning to the other man.<br \/><br \/>\"Well, I've already started looking at the research I've cobbled together about the artifact.  I'll see if there is any mention of it affecting people like it's effected Spike.  I also have some other sources I'm looking into.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Good.  Spike, there's some things I'd like to go over with the team.  These gentlemen will escort you to your quarters.  I'm sure you'd like to rest,\" Landry said motioning to the two guards.<br \/><br \/>Spike frowned at them, but didn't say anything.  He left with one guard in the lead and one behind.  The corridors all looked alike, but he tried to memorize the path they took, just in case.  His room was one level up from where the conference room had been.  The room itself was a badly disguised cement block.  Take out the furniture and it looked like solitary from any prison you could think of.  Spike flopped down on the bed stewing.  So far these people had treated him like an enemy.  Did that mean that he was?  If only he could remember.  He rubbed his eyes and drifted off to sleep hoping that he wouldn't wake up in the morgue like Sam had said.<br \/><br \/>----<br \/><br \/>Sam woke him up some time later.  He had no idea how long he'd been asleep, but she assured him it had been most of the day.  He wondered if she'd slept too, and she admitted to taking a cat nap in her office.   They headed back to the infirmary for the tests he was supposed to get.  All in all it wasn't too bad, except for Lam yelling at him to stop fidgeting inside the CAT scan machine.  He really wasn't the sit still type, he found.  When the doctor had made some remark about him playing dead, he'd almost come out of the machine after her, but he knew that the guards were just outside the door waiting for him to try it.  Instead, he laid back and hummed a song whose name and band he couldn't remember.  Once he was freed from the torture chamber, Sam led him to the cafeteria.  The others were already sitting at one of the tables.  Cam looked as hyper as always, but Jackson looked like he was about to fall asleep into his powdered mashed potatoes.  There was a book on the table at his elbow.  Spike took the seat next to the man and started thumbing through it.<br \/><br \/>\"Reading up on me, are we?\" Spike asked realizing the book was about vampire myths.<br \/><br \/>\"We don't know you're a vampire.  Not really,\" Sam said coming over with a tray of food.  She looked at Spike but he merely shook his head.  He didn't feel like eating.<br \/><br \/>\"According to my research,\" Jackson said around a yawn, \"he's fit into the profile so far.\"<br \/><br \/>\"But isn't what you are reading essentially legends, Daniel Jackson?\" Teal'c asked.<br \/><br \/>\"And that's different from most of what I look up, how?\" he replied, and then looked over at Spike with a curious face.  \"You knew what I was reading.\"<br \/><br \/>\"So?\" Spike said defensively.<br \/><br \/>\"This is written in Latin.  You can read Latin.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Well, I am English.  Probably learned it in school, didn't I?\"<br \/><br \/>Cam hopped up out of his chair and said, \"I've got a tried and true test.  Wait here.\"<br \/><br \/>They all watched him hustle out of the cafeteria.<br \/><br \/>\"Should I be worried?\" Spike asked.<br \/><br \/>Daniel blinked his tired eyes behind his glasses.  \"Yes,\" he said simply.<br \/><br \/>Spike watched the others eat.  Daniel had reclaimed his book and went back to reading it, ignoring his meal.  Sam and Teal'c traded pleasantries about their day.  It was all really boring.  Spike was dying for a cigarette.  He paused at that thought, and let it go.<br \/><br \/>\"I don't suppose any of you smoke?\" he asked.  The others shook their heads, so Spike leaned over to his two guards who were watching him from the next table over.  \"Either of you smoke?\"  One of them nodded and pulled a pack out of his breast pocket, shaking one out, but refused to hand over any matches or a lighter.  Spike scowled at him.  \"Oh, ta very much.\"  He stuck the cigarette behind his ear.<br \/><br \/>About that time, Cam came back into the room, but headed for the kitchen.  Spike watched until the man stepped back into the cafeteria proper.  He set a mug down in front of Spike and held out his prize.  It was bag of blood obviously lifted from the infirmary.<br \/><br \/>\"Cam!\" Sam said shocked.<br \/><br \/>\"What?  If he is a vampire, this will prove it,\" Cam said pouring the blood into the empty mug.  He slid it closer to Spike and stepped back.<br \/><br \/>The others watched him.  He didn't want to react, but the smell of the blood was overwhelming.  It slammed into him like a coppery wave.  He sniffed the air ferally before reaching out and taking the cup.  The first splash across his tongue tasted like nervousness and hope.  The clinical taste of the plastic bag didn't detract at all from the warm feeling of connection as he gulped downed the rewarmed blood.  He heard something that sounded like twigs snapping, but ignored it as he savored every last drop.  He set the mug down on the table and looked up into the shocked faces of his companions.  The room was in chaos.  The team had frozen, but everyone else seemed to be moving away from the table.  Behind him, he heard the guards bringing their guns to bear.  The room seemed overly bright where it hadn't a moment before.<br \/><br \/>\"What?\" he asked and realized his voice sounded a little funny.<br \/><br \/>\"Your face, man!\" Cam yelled, startled.<br \/><br \/>Spike reached up and felt his face.  His brow was much more prominent.  He could feel the bones under his skin sticking out in new ways.  His fingers traced down to his teeth which were now sharpened points.  Everything seemed so much <i>more<\/i>.  The lights were brighter.  The sounds were louder.  The smells were much sharper.<br \/><br \/>\"I guess that answers that question,\" Daniel said wryly.<br \/><br \/>Spike blinked and heard the snapping noise repeat.  The room seemed normal again.  He felt his face and it felt no different than before the transformation.<br \/><br \/>\"What did I look like?\" he asked.<br \/><br \/>Sam took her seat slowly.  He hadn't even realized she'd half risen out of it.  Cam was motioning to the guards who were taking their seats again.  Spike looked at her knowing the curiosity she'd shown in the infirmary would mean she was the best source of information now.<br \/><br \/>\"Your eyes were yellow, like a lion, and your features were kind of skeletal, but not exactly,\" she supplied.<br \/><br \/>\"I'm a vampire.  I drink blood.  Oh god, I probably kill people.  Do you think I'm a murderer?\"<br \/><br \/>\"You haven't harmed anyone yet,\" Teal'c reminded him.<br \/><br \/>\"But that's just because I don't remember being a vampire, innit?\"<br \/><br \/>No one was jumping to defend him.  Spike sagged in his seat.<br \/><br \/>\"Maybe you're a good vampire?\" Sam offered after a moment.<br \/><br \/>He frowned at her and scoffed.  \"Right, like that happens.\"<br \/><br \/>Cam filled the mug again with the rest of the blood.  Spike looked at him in confusion.<br \/><br \/>\"Rather have you full than munching on me,\" he explained.<br \/><br \/>Spike nodded and tried not to imagine all the horrors he couldn't remember committing.<br \/><br \/>---<br \/><br \/>Spike was sitting on a table in front of a full length mirror.  He could clearly see Sam and Dr. Lee arguing on the other side of the table behind him.  Mostly because he didn't have a reflection.  And wasn't that a turn up for the books?  He wasn't really following their argument.  It was all over his head involving theories he'd never even heard of.  Spike wasn't sure what kind of man he was, but it wasn't the kind of man that understood physics.  Ever since the blood drinking thing he'd become less of a medical curiosity and more a scary monster.  People avoided looking at him in the halls.  A couple of the guards that had been assigned to 'escort' him had started carrying pencils in their belts.  The only ones that were really treating him the same were Dr. Lam, because she'd hated him on sight and her opinion hadn't changed, Sam and the others, and funny enough Dr. Lee, whom he'd just met an hour or so ago.  The man was all scientist and didn't seem to see any danger in a man that lived off his life essence.  He just wanted to know why.  Then Spike had accidentally walked in front of a mirror that was there for some sort of experiment and had made a shocking discovery.  The base hadn't been full of mirrors, and due to the dead thing it wasn't as if he'd gone into any bathrooms, so it was the first time he'd gotten to see...well nothing.<br \/><br \/>The two were still going at it behind him when Daniel walked in, nose in a book.  Spike figured it was his natural state.  The man had been hold up in his office trying to find out more about vampires.  Apparently, there was a lot of material.  Jackson was starting to say something when he noticed the mirror.  He moved over and started waiving his arm behind Spike's back.  In the mirror, Daniel waved at himself with no obstruction.<br \/><br \/>\"That's\u2014\" he began.<br \/><br \/>\"Annoying,\" Spike finished.  \"Now I'll never know what I look like.\"<br \/><br \/>\"I've got a digital camera in my office.  I use it on digs.  Come on, there's some things I want to talk to you about.\"<br \/><br \/>Spike hopped off the table and started to follow.  Jackson glanced over at Sam and Lee who were still arguing.  Spike just shook his head and they set off.  The guard waiting at the door followed dutifully.<br \/><br \/>In Daniel's office, Spike let the archeologist snap some pictures, both normally and when he was wearing what he was starting to call his 'scary face.'  Once the pictures were loaded on Daniel's computer, Spike took his place at the desk and stared.<br \/><br \/>\"I'm a handsome bloke.  Hair kind of suits me.  I'm a little pale, maybe...\"<br \/><br \/>Jackson smirked and said, \"I wouldn't recommend trying to get a tan, all the research I have seems to indicate that vampires and sunlight don't mix.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Shame,\" Spike said and flipped through to the last pictures.  \"My other...face isn't as handsome.\"<br \/><br \/>\"I think that's kind of the point,\"<br \/><br \/>Spike looked away from the computer and back at the long table in the center of the room.  It was covered from end to end in books.  Daniel was hovering.  He kept fiddling with his glasses nervously.<br \/><br \/>\"What is it?  What did you want to tell me?\" Spike asked.<br \/><br \/>\"I have some contacts in London.  I had them look for any references to vampires and anything including the name Spike.\"<br \/><br \/>\"You found something?\"<br \/><br \/>\"You've been around for a very long time, Spike, and that wasn't always your name.\"  Spike waited for the man to continue.  Jackson looked sad as he said, \"The first records of you are listed under the name William the Bloody.\"<br \/><br \/>Spike closed his eyes.  He said, \"Bugger.  Don't suppose I got that name from being a nice guy.\"<br \/><br \/>\"No.  In fact, you probably don't want to know how you got the new name of Spike, either.  You were part of a group known as the Scourge of Europe.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Footie team?\" he asked hopefully.<br \/><br \/>Daniel looked down at his book.  Without lifting his head he looked over the top of his glasses at Spike.  The nervousness from before hadn't abated.<br \/><br \/>\"Not so much, no.  I haven't found anything recent, but my contacts are still looking and they'll get back to me.\"<br \/><br \/>\"Can I look at what you've got?\" he asked.<br \/><br \/>\"I don't think that's a good idea, Spike.\"<br \/><br \/>\"I <i>need<\/i> to know.\"<br \/><br \/>Jackson handed over the photocopies of books and left Spike alone in the office to read.  From the computer screen behind him, he could feel the yellow eyes from the picture Daniel had taken staring holes into his back.<br \/><br \/>----<br \/><br \/>The heavy bag swung wildly on the chain as Spike slammed it with his fists.  His strength scared him, and he knew he was making the guards nervous.  The bag flew back at him and he dodged it.  A strong arm grabbed it.  Spike looked at Teal'c who inclined his head in greeting.  Spike had been so preoccupied with the bag, that he hadn't heard the man approach.<br \/><br \/>\"You are troubled,\" Teal'c said in his deep voice.<br \/><br \/>Spike went back to punching the bag as the large man held it for him easily.<br \/><br \/>\"I've killed thousands of people.  Bloody well right I'm troubled.  I'm a monster,\" he said pounding the bag in time with every other word.<br \/><br \/>\"I have destroyed entire planets.\"<br \/><br \/>Spike drew up short and stared at the man.  Teal'c let go of the bag and crossed his arms behind his back.<br \/><br \/>Teal'c continued, \"I am not from this world.  The Tauri, the people of Earth, keep this as a secret, but I believe you need to hear my story.  I was once the First Prime of Apophis, a false god that enslaved my people.  I killed many humans and Jaffa like myself in his name.  I have done much good in my time here with the Tauri, but nothing will erase what I've done.  All I can do is keep trying, keep living, and try to make amends.\"<br \/><br \/>\"I eat people,\" Spike replied softly.<br \/><br \/>\"I lived many years carrying one of the creatures that enslaved my people inside me.  You have done nothing to harm the people here.  Even without your memories you have instincts.  If you were really a monster, you would have already tried to feed off the people around you.  You have not.  What does that tell you?\"<br \/><br \/>\"I have a conscience.  I don't want to hurt people.  Well, I mean I do, when they look at me funny I want to just\u2014\"<br \/><br \/>\"But you do not.  That is the difference.\"<br \/><br \/>Spike thought about it for a few moments.  He said, \"Thanks, mate.\"<br \/><br \/>Teal'c inclined his head again.  He held a hand out toward the mat in invitation.  Spike quirked an eyebrow and nodded.  He slipped out of his coat and they took places on either side of the mat.  Spike rushed at him, and Teal'c was like a stone.  It was like a violent dance of punches and kicks.  Teal'c blocked most of Spike's blows and gave a few good shots of his own.  The more they moved and the quicker they moved the more lightened Spike's heart felt.  Fighting was something he was obviously good at.  All the bottled up strength that he didn't even realize he was holding back was released.  He realized that being a vampire wasn't so bad, when you could move like that.  There was an unspoken end to the match as the two of them stepped apart.  It wasn't until then that Spike realized they had grown and audience.<br \/><br \/>Sam, Daniel, and Cam were there including quite a few people from the base that he didn't know.  Landry and Lam stood near the team.  Neither of them looked very happy about the display.<br \/><br \/>\"Teal'c I'd like to speak with you,\" Landry said looking very unhappy.<br \/><br \/>\"You've been holding back on your reflexes.  We need to do more tests,\" Lam said to Spike.<br \/><br \/>Spike felt so good, he didn't even mind.  \"You just want me to take my clothes off again,\" he said, cheekily.<br \/><br \/>Lam snorted and headed back out of the gym.  Everyone filtered out except for Sam, Daniel, and Cam.  Spike looked at them.  Cam was giving his usual grin.  Daniel offered a small smile.<br \/><br \/>\"So aliens then?\" he asked and watched the three of them pale.<br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daughtershade:278237","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/278237.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=278237"}}],"title":"Supernatural 2.22","published":"2007-05-19T16:46:24Z","updated":"2007-05-19T16:46:24Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"supernatural"}},"content":"So I finally got to watch the finale!<br \/><br \/><br \/><br \/>I'm totally okay with Dean making the deal.  It makes perfect sense.  I loved the interactions with Bobby and Dean.  Bobby is becoming one of my favorite characters.  I'm sad that Ash is gone, but it's good that Ellen is still kicking.  I like that they wrapped up the demon, but have set up two arcs for next season, the demons that escaped and finding a way to break Dean's deal.  Plus, there's that seed of doubt in Sam that the Yellow Eyed bastard planted, they'll have to deal with that too.  I'm wondering if Sam's powers are going to go uber now that the demon is dead and he's died and come back.  I was more disappointed in John's appearance.  I was all excited when I saw Jeff's name on the credits, but while his part was important, the fact that he didn't say anything was kind of disappointing.  I knew once they opened the Hell's Gate that was John's way back.  Still, Jeff did the most with the part.  There was a lot he said with just his face and tears.  Poor baby.  I'm really hoping for another flashback episode so that they can bring him back.  I miss Daddy Winchester!<br \/><br \/>All in all it was a good episode, but not as OMG! as last season's finale.  I can't wait to see what the boys will get into next season.<br \/><br \/><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>"},{"id":"urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:daughtershade:277940","link":[{"@attributes":{"rel":"alternate","type":"text\/html","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/277940.html"}},{"@attributes":{"rel":"self","type":"text\/xml","href":"https:\/\/daughtershade.livejournal.com\/data\/atom\/?itemid=277940"}}],"title":"bastards!","published":"2007-05-18T18:31:39Z","updated":"2007-05-18T18:31:39Z","category":{"@attributes":{"term":"supernatural"}},"content":"So, I've been a good girl.  No SPN spoilers.  I've avoided discussions about the episodes on my friends list.  I've been good, really.  So it finally comes, I watched the last two episodes yesterday to gear up for the finale, and I start downloading it first thing this morning.  It's finally done, I get ready to watch before I have to go to work, and it's a fake file trying to get me to go to some spyware site.  *cries*  Now I have to look for another file and wait for it to download, and I won't get to see it until god knows when because I have class tomorrow, which means I can't stay up tonight and watch it.  ARGH!  Stupid fucking assholes putting up fake torrents.<br \/><br \/>Hopefully, I'll have some SPN thoughts later.  I did catch up on Heroes today.  It's getting good and I can't wait to see how they're going to end it."}]}