Run 1,001: Fresh cuts

View from Cariboo Dam, pre-run: Mild and calm.

I skipped Monday’s run due to a cute little weather phenomenon known as an atmospheric river. As you may know, rivers are wet and full of water. The atmospheric version is very much the same. I could have opted to run in the downpour on the river trail and been relatively safe–there are fewer large trees to be upended there vs. the lake, but I still would have been utterly drenched within the first few minutes.

So today, under merely cloudy skies, I headed to the lake. With four days off, I decided to adopt a more mellow pace that ended up being kind of sluggish. I had no oomph. This was made clear when I clocked in at 6:04/km on the second km. It’s been a long time since I was that slow. I did pick up after than (my best was the final km at 5:42) and finished with 5:54/km–my slowest run in a good long time.

I didn’t experience any issues and actually slept well last night, but I had a headache in the morning (possibly related to dehydration, or lack of caffeine) and that could have affected my performance. I just felt like I was plodding. Because I was plodding.

Still, the run itself was otherwise fine. Despite the rain, there weren’t really any puddles until the sports fields. When I hit one that spanned the entire width, I reversed and started running back the way I came, but was close to the end, so wrapped up the run shortly after, anyway.

The most visible sign of the storm were all the freshly cut trees. A fair number looked like they had been deliberately cut, because the trees were dead//rotten/in danger of toppling, but a few had just plain toppled as well. The trail, despite being mostly puddle-free, is in pretty bad shape in areas where water is cutting in. Water vs. gravel trail = water wins!

In all, not one for the record books, but it was still good to get out.

Still Creek, post-run. Has there ever been a more aptly-named body of water?

Stats:

Run 1,001
Average pace: 5:54/km

Training status: Maintaining
Location: Burnaby Lake (CCW)
Start: 11:43 a.m.
Distance: 5.03 km
Time: 29:29
Weather: Cloudy
Temp: 8°C
Humidity: 96%
Wind: light
BPM: 145
Weight: 169.1 pounds
Total distance to date: 6,835 km
Devices: Garmin Forerunner 265, iPhone 12, AirPods (3rd generation)
Shoes: Saucony Peregrine 15 (95/150/245)

Music: Shuffle mode

About that 2025 summary

I’ve decided to skip writing up a post about 2025. It was not a complete disaster, but it was not a good year–for me, or for the world. My bookends on the year both involved getting IVs and CT scans. You don’t do these things for fun. Or if you do, your conception of fun is very different from mine.

But I also kept running throughout the year (that is, jogging, not running away from things). And other good things happened.

I’ll skip the bad, skip the summary, and focus on the year ahead instead.

And of course, cats.

My resolutions for 2026

None! I have no resolutions. I have some goals:

  • Write more, especially fiction.
  • Shoot more photos, get weird with it. But not too weird.
  • Get back into game design.
  • Try losing weight again (lol).
  • Give up soda. I drink sugar-free now, but I want to go back to just water, like I used to years ago. Who knew that one cup of Coke Zero in 2010 would be a kind of gateway drug?
  • Be more at peace with myself and the world, no matter how screwed up things are. Be calm, be smart, be ready. And keep caring about making things better.

I think that’s enough for now.

Here’s to 2026 being better than 2025, not just for me, but the whole flipping planet.

I’ll have my 2025 review soon, I don’t want to spoil the mood of fragile, tentative hope right now. 😛

Ho Ho Ho, 2025 edition

It’s Christmas Day and I have thoughts.

But only a few.

2025 has been a rough year at both a personal level and, you know, globally. But as I type these words, I remain hopeful that things will actually get better. The road is long, but it doesn’t end with a cliff.

And now, Christmas cat:

Bonus thought: No snow, hooray. I know some people like at least a dusting for the holiday, because it looks pretty, and I don’t disagree with the pretty part, but I like my snow in the mountains, where I can admire it from a safe distance.

When dreams go meta: Of bikes and subways and teenage hooligans

Last night I had several dreams and the second one, for a moment, went totally meta.

In the first dream, I was in a subway system–it may have been the Canada Line, since it’s the only subway we have here (currently)–but the layout was its own dreamworld thing. All seemed normal when an announcement came over the PA warning passengers of a kind of breach of the system and for everyone to basically watch for trouble.

The breach took the form of what appeared to be a gang of young white guys, either in their late teens or early 20s (I saw several of them close enough to ID this aspect. I also noted that they were the typical stereotypes, laughing and cackling over the terror and mayhem they were causing.) who had somehow managed to get their vehicles into the system. The warning was that they were essentially terrorizing the system by recklessly driving their vehicles through the tunnels. They had pick-ups, muscle cars and a station wagon that I remember spinning out on a section of track that I assume was a switch area, since it was relatively open.

At one point I was in a station and saw a number of vehicles making their way over (don’t ask how I could see this) and started heading up the stairs/exit to safety. I never questioned why the transit people would keep the system running with this chaos going on, or how exactly one might drive a pick-up truck into a subway, but hey, dreams!

In my next dream, I was with a couple of people on bikes. We were in an area that seemed to be a combo of a conventional amusement park, but also a real park with trails for riding and such. We were exiting a store as the dream began, and returning to our bikes. We set off at a leisurely pace, heading past both natural scenery, like a river, and rides of a nature I can’t precisely recall, but may have been themed to fit the area–things like log flume rides or “mines” to explore. The trail began heading down, presumably into a valley, and I was in the lead. I began peddling harder, picking up speed, something that is rather uncharacteristic of me in non-dream life. There was a family riding behind us and they were getting too close for my liking, as if they were going to try passing us. I was having none of it. The downhill slope had occasional uphill parts, and I remember peddling harder in these sections to maintain speed. The feeling of doing this was very visceral. The dream ended without conclusion, alas, so I don’t know where our ultimate destination was–but we did leave that pesky family behind.

The one detail I’ve left out is the meta part. As we were exiting the store, I described a dream I’d had, a dream about guys terrorizing a subway in their vehicles, and how it must represent my fear of riding transit or something. Yes, I was in a dream describing the immediate preceding dream to my fellow dream people. I don’t think I’ve ever had that happen before, but it was weird and kind of delightful.

I helped someone in a wheelchair today

I was heading out to the SkyTrain, off to pick up a replacement motherboard for my new PC (I will get to that particular tale in another post) and just past the hospital building next to our condo complex, there is a path made of concrete pavers that goes from the road to the sidewalk. From there, the hospital’s main/emergency entrance is at the top of the hill (this is a separate building from the one mentioned). The curb here is low and curved, allowing you to roll things like strollers or wheelchairs onto the path.

Here’s a 2023 shot of the path from Google Maps:

A woman was ahead of me in a wheelchair, and was using her feet to slowly shuffle forward. She got to the curb and it was clear she didn’t have the ability to get over it. I mean, I wouldn’t have been able to using my feet, either. I think you’d need the feet of a hill giant.

I offered to help her over the curb and then just kept pushing. She was thankful and, really, if she could have managed using foot power to get the wheelchair up the sidewalk (which was doubtful), it would have taken ages. I figured it was time to put my sexy running legs to use.

I got up to the corner of Keary and East Columbia. Here, the hill rises even more steeply, albeit briefly, before levelling off. It was now a workout for me. She guided me onward and inside the hospital, down a few corridors and to the elevator that would take her to her therapy. She described being in a car accident–she called it being “run over” and listed an assortment of broken limbs and such. I assume her hands were still on the mend so she couldn’t use them to help with the wheelchair. It all sounded awful. I wished her a speedy recovery and said it was no issue bringing her to the hospital–I was glad to help.

I got her name, but I wished I’d gotten some contact info, because she is going to be stuck if she needs to take the same route again. I’m going to keep my eyes open for her.

It felt good taking the time to help, and I wondered how many people would have just brushed by her as she struggled. I suspect most, but I could be wrong. It feels like people tend to exist in their own narrow space when they go out in public, the world shrunk down to whatever is on their smartphone screen, oblivious and indifferent to what is happening around them.

I guess it’s nice to know I’m not one of those people.

Help people, when you can. It feels good. It is good. And it makes the world a better place every time you do.

/end sermon.

How I learned to love LOL

Years ago, I used to mock people who used LOL in online conversation. It always looked trite to me, as if anyone would really “laugh out loud” at every slightly amusing thing they see on the internet.

(I’m sure some do.)

But I’ve mellowed over time and now use it myself exactly as it was intended: a shorthand way of saying, “You made a funny.”

I still reserve this glare for people who use LOL as punctuation, though:

How about this November?

I mean, at least it didn’t snow.

Speaking of snow, while I still generally dislike the accursed white stuff (yes, I hate fun1Fine, when it first starts falling, it’s pretty and all that, but then comes the slipping and sliding and the slush and why is that patch of snow yellow?), this animated GIF always instills a wonderful sense of calm and quiet:

Going forward, I am pondering a few things for December, writing-wise. I kind of want to do a more focused blog, but I’m still unsure if I have enough to focus on to make it worthwhile (and what of the bazillion platforms I would use for it, though I’m leaning toward Pika). I am organizing some of the fiction I’ve posted here previously, making it easier to read and, hopefully, enjoy!

Happy Halloween 2025 (I guess?)

UPDATE: Someone has indeed managed to set off fireworks. Persistence! I also remembered that stores will be playing Christmas music non-stop for nearly two months, starting tomorrow. This makes me wish Halloween lasted longer.

And good luck trying to set off fireworks in New Westminster tonight, with the ongoing deluge of rain.

Also, here’s a neighbour who is into the spirit (or bones) of the holiday:

Check out Lee Madgwick’s paintings, because they are a weird delight

Lee paints realistic scenes, typically urban structures in odd settings, such as a tenement building in the middle of a grassy field, or even weirder than that. I love the style and the absurd juxtapositions.

Website: https://leemadgwick.co.uk/

Mastodon: https://mastodonapp.uk/@leemadgwick

An example: