{"@attributes":{"version":"2.0"},"channel":{"title":"kellie","link":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/","description":"kellie - LiveJournal.com","lastBuildDate":"Fri, 25 Dec 2009 07:23:09 GMT","generator":"LiveJournal \/ LiveJournal.com","image":{"url":"https:\/\/l-userpic.livejournal.com\/70589628\/13822040","title":"kellie","link":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/","width":"100","height":"100"},"item":[{"guid":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/6888.html","pubDate":"Fri, 25 Dec 2009 07:23:09 GMT","author":"ckrazykell4","link":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/6888.html","description":"MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL, AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!","comments":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/6888.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/6618.html","pubDate":"Wed, 17 Jun 2009 01:30:53 GMT","author":"ckrazykell4","link":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/6618.html","description":"<br \/><span style=\"font-size: larger\"><span style=\"font-size: large\">HAPPY BIRTHDAY RORY!<br \/><span style=\"font-size: small\"><span><span>(HOPE YOU'VE HAD A NICE DAY!)<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span>","comments":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/6618.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/6316.html","pubDate":"Fri, 02 Jan 2009 04:33:01 GMT","title":"Revelation","author":"ckrazykell4","link":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/6316.html","description":"If everyone you know tells you that you&nbsp;are a certain type of person, does that mean you're that&nbsp; kind of person or do they not really know you? If they are right, then I guess I'm a mean spirited, selfish person. I hope they're not right, because if they are, why are they still friends with me? <br \/>This is not a happy New Year for me.","comments":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/6316.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/6135.html","pubDate":"Sat, 15 Nov 2008 01:08:00 GMT","author":"ckrazykell4","link":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/6135.html","description":"A little depressed, I'm contemplating my life and I realized I have some serious&nbsp;issues. Feel like sleeping for three years and waking up a new person.","comments":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/6135.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/5783.html","pubDate":"Tue, 28 Oct 2008 22:52:52 GMT","title":"Expression","author":"ckrazykell4","link":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/5783.html","description":"<br \/>A little something I wrote when I was going through a hard time in my life.<br \/><br \/><p class=\"\" style=\"margin: 0in 0in 10pt; line-height: 200%\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt; line-height: 200%; font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;,&quot;serif&quot;\">Darkness, &lsquo;click click&rsquo; no lights on in the house. Stove clock not working, nothings&rsquo; working. Pitch black darkness encompassing my whole being, terrified wondering what&rsquo;s wrong. Suffocating, need to get out; gut&rsquo;s telling me something&rsquo;s not right. Outside, panting heavily from running, trying to steady breathing while dialing. Mom said she didn&rsquo;t have enough money to pay electricity bill. No lights, hot water, television, internet, nothing. Stomach growling but I wouldn&rsquo;t dare eat anything, had to go to bed hungry that night fearing that the cold air would seep out of fridge causing the food to spoil. That happened before when the fridge went out a couple of months ago, and we learned our lesson. Boredom, nothing to do except stare of into space, contemplating life. Two days of living in the dim candlelight, becoming a shadow of what I once was. <o:p><\/o:p><\/span><\/p><a name='cutid1-end'><\/a>","comments":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/5783.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/5563.html","pubDate":"Mon, 15 Sep 2008 01:54:32 GMT","author":"ckrazykell4","link":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/5563.html","description":"<br \/><p>I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.<\/p><p>&nbsp;<\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/5563.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/5199.html","pubDate":"Wed, 13 Aug 2008 02:09:27 GMT","title":"Celebration","author":"ckrazykell4","link":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/5199.html","description":"<p>Just found out I got an 89 on my physics midterm. Spent all night studying for that test so now its party time.<\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/5199.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/5111.html","pubDate":"Sun, 10 Aug 2008 00:01:01 GMT","title":"I'm such a worry wart","author":"ckrazykell4","link":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/5111.html","description":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>My Dad's in the hospital, he had to have a little operation, but all I can keep thinking of is what if it was something worse?You&nbsp;want to know what made me so sad, my dad had to drop money off for me so I can hang out with my friends because I'm completely broke. When he gets&nbsp;out of the ICU he calls me and asks me if I went to the movies with my friends and I had tell him no. He then proceeds to tell me he's sorry he couldn't make it to give me the money. I almost started crying at that moment and I'm like I'll rather stay home to find out if you're okay then go the movies, because he didn't want me staying at the hopsital while he's having surgery, he was like its a complete waste of time. I'm going to go visit him before visiting hours is over.","comments":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/5111.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/4738.html","pubDate":"Sun, 27 Jul 2008 17:42:53 GMT","title":"Depressed","author":"ckrazykell4","link":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/4738.html","description":"<p>Depressed, burned out, never thought my summer could be so <strike>shitty<\/strike>. I'm taking a four hour physics class that is basically everyday &nbsp;and I'm so behind and I don't understand anything. I feel like pulling my hair out, ugh!<\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/4738.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/4531.html","pubDate":"Sat, 17 May 2008 02:57:40 GMT","title":"Friends with major problems","author":"ckrazykell4","link":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/4531.html","description":"&nbsp;Trying to help a friend whose life is spiraling out of control. Let me start from the beginnig&nbsp;she's Muslim and you know how the culture is. She got in trouble a couple days ago, so now her parents are talking about sending her to Bangladesh and marrying her off to a guy whose thirty years her senior. Also, on top of all&nbsp;this she started cutting again and talking about ending her life before it comes to that. I'm really worried and trying to think of what to do, her parents want nothing to do with her. Just venting the frustration of it all its so unfair.","comments":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/4531.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/4164.html","pubDate":"Sat, 17 May 2008 02:44:09 GMT","title":"Summer Programs","author":"ckrazykell4","link":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/4164.html","description":"<p>Got into&nbsp;Hunter and Lehman's summer program. Now I'm waiting to find out if&nbsp;I got into the Columbia program I signed up for. Which should I do or should I just get a job? Or can I do both?<\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/4164.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/3958.html","pubDate":"Sun, 11 May 2008 03:47:39 GMT","title":"Pathetic","author":"ckrazykell4","link":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/3958.html","description":"I've been really busy studying for my AP Exam that&nbsp;I had taken yesterday. All&nbsp;my hard&nbsp;work was for nothing. Can you believe it, when&nbsp;I took&nbsp;the test I completely blanked out. So&nbsp;for the essay portion, I was sitting there for two hours doing nothing because&nbsp;I couldn't think about anything to write. Being the stupid idiot that I am, I wrote \"I do not comprehend this essay question.&nbsp; I wish I never signed up for this test. My teacher didn't teach me <strike>shit<\/strike>.\" Wow can you say dumb.&nbsp;<br \/>","comments":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/3958.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/3803.html","pubDate":"Wed, 16 Apr 2008 23:41:52 GMT","author":"ckrazykell4","link":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/3803.html","description":"So happy right now. Finally got ipod touch.&nbsp; YAY!","comments":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/3803.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/3343.html","pubDate":"Sat, 05 Apr 2008 21:38:56 GMT","title":"Results","author":"ckrazykell4","link":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/3343.html","description":"<p>Failed test. No sleep. Headache. I'm passing out now. Ugh!<\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/3343.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/3221.html","pubDate":"Sat, 05 Apr 2008 02:19:57 GMT","title":"Organic Chemistry","author":"ckrazykell4","link":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/3221.html","description":"&nbsp;Trying to cram for a major test I'm having tomorrow. Only know about ten percent of the material, so you can say I'm screwed.&nbsp;Trying to study my notes and I can't even understand it. Ugh!!!!!","comments":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/3221.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/2988.html","pubDate":"Thu, 27 Mar 2008 22:12:41 GMT","title":"Seventy-five Percent?","author":"ckrazykell4","link":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/2988.html","description":"&nbsp;Can someone be seventy five percent virgin? My friend swears she is and I don't&nbsp; think thats possible.","comments":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/2988.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/2664.html","pubDate":"Sat, 15 Mar 2008 01:18:28 GMT","title":"Procrastination","author":"ckrazykell4","link":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/2664.html","description":"<p>Trying to study for an organic chemistry test I'm taking tomorrow. But its obvioulsly not working out. Surfing the internet. Test tomorrow which means I'm screwed. Organic chemistry is so hard, sometimes I wish I never signed up for this class, especially since I have to wake up at 6:45. Ugh serious cramming ahead.<\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/2664.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/2420.html","pubDate":"Tue, 11 Mar 2008 23:16:19 GMT","title":"HAPPY!","author":"ckrazykell4","link":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/2420.html","description":"<p>My computer is finally working. Yay! The only part about this that sucked was that I couldn't get a new computer. I really wanted one, but atleast I'll have the internet. Without it I was really bored.<\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/2420.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/2242.html","pubDate":"Fri, 07 Mar 2008 21:26:39 GMT","title":"Deloitte","author":"ckrazykell4","link":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/2242.html","description":"Today&nbsp;I was at Deloitte for school to work day for a program I'm in.&nbsp;Its like one of the top business firms in the country. I was right next to where the Twin Towers were. I'm thinking about being a business major instead of premed,&nbsp;I really don't know. The jobs they have there look really interesting.&nbsp;They're offfering a summer internship there, and&nbsp;I hope&nbsp;I get it because they are paying around&nbsp;$18 an hour. I hope I get it, if there is a&nbsp;god&nbsp;I'll get it. I need him on my side on this because its one student per school getting chosen for the job. Wish me good luck, I'm&nbsp;finding out if I get the job later today. No longer annoyed.&nbsp;","comments":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/2242.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/1846.html","pubDate":"Fri, 07 Mar 2008 21:14:14 GMT","title":"I hate my computer!","author":"ckrazykell4","link":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/1846.html","description":"<p>I hate my computer so much.&nbsp;Its a Dell and so&nbsp;far its been messed up for a few weeks.&nbsp;Every year since&nbsp;I bought it&nbsp;gets messed up and we had to call so they can fix it. Now they have to send over a disk to fix it and if it doesn't get fixed we are getting a&nbsp;new laptop for free. Either way I want to get another computer. I'm so pissed because I'm going to lose all my files because I lost my backup flash drive.&nbsp;Ugh basically I haven't been online&nbsp;for a few weeks and I'm basically bored out of my mind. Lucky the technician is coming to my house next week to fix it. If there is a god I'll get a new laptop.<\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/1846.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/1635.html","pubDate":"Thu, 14 Feb 2008 23:37:16 GMT","title":"Valentine's Day for the lonely","author":"ckrazykell4","link":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/1635.html","description":"&nbsp;My life is so bleh. (this valentines day is making me so inarticulate).&nbsp;I hate this day. Why when you have no one in your life on this day you feel so alone. Is it seeing all the people getting chocolates and gifts. I really need a boyfriend I'm getting too depressed. For those of you who don't have a valentines&nbsp;I wish you all the luck on finding that&nbsp; one special person to spend next year with and&nbsp;I hope i'm amoung that group of people. Happy Valentines Day.","comments":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/1635.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/1487.html","pubDate":"Wed, 13 Feb 2008 01:23:34 GMT","title":"HAPPY BIRTHDAY","author":"ckrazykell4","link":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/1487.html","description":"<p><font size=\"2\">HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAOTRAM AND CHARLES! I WISH YOU ALL THE HAPPINESS IN THE WORLD.&nbsp; I LOVE YOU. HAVE A GOOD B-DAY.&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; ~KELLIE<\/font><\/p><font size=\"3\"><\/font><center><b>Happy Birthday Poem<\/b><\/center><p align=\"left\">&nbsp;<\/p><center>Once a year I get the chance<br \/>To wish you birthday cheer.<br \/>It pleases me no end to say,<br \/>I wish you another great year.<\/center><p align=\"left\">&nbsp;<\/p><center>So happy birthday to you,<br \/>From the bottom of my heart.<br \/>And may your good times multiply,<br \/>Till they\u2019re flying off the chart!<\/center><p align=\"left\">&nbsp;<\/p><center><i>By Karl Fuchs<\/i><\/center>","comments":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/1487.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/1171.html","pubDate":"Thu, 07 Feb 2008 21:45:31 GMT","author":"ckrazykell4","link":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/1171.html","description":"i&nbsp; was&nbsp; watching Queer as Folk on logo last night and they deleted so many scenes, all the good scenes (you know i mean the sex scenes). i'm so pissed because i've never got to watch it when it was on showtime. don't you hate it when shows or movies do that?","comments":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/1171.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/874.html","pubDate":"Mon, 28 Jan 2008 20:42:09 GMT","title":"busy","author":"ckrazykell4","link":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/874.html","description":"<p>I'm very busy. Why when you have vacation, teachers feel the need to give you a load of homework. Working on an essay. Its giving me a headache. Feel like taking some pills just to relax. I just want to scream.<\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/874.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/657.html","pubDate":"Fri, 18 Jan 2008 22:49:28 GMT","title":"hi!","author":"ckrazykell4","link":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/657.html","description":"<p>my friend created this journal 4 me, and i'm now starting 2 use it. so i just wanted to say hi!<\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/ckrazykell4.livejournal.com\/657.html?view=comments#comments"}]}}