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[February 17, 2011 @ 3:08pm] |
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hey everyone so i guess theres some "owner" thing going on right now. and well we all know i was the main mod before. so if you all wouldnt mind id like to come back and get things moving again!!!
btw does anyone have any ideas to help me purge? i need to drop alot fast for my wedding ahhhhhhhh and the toothbrush does not work. only drinking myself to puking works at this point.
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[August 04, 2010 @ 1:13am] |
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So I had my gallbladder taken out today which was painful! I was sent home with some uber strong pain pills though,thank goodness. I have been so sick the last few weeks and unable to keep down much solid food so fasting has been so easy lately which is great and now my stomach has shrunk so I am rarey feeling hungry. I was actually "dieting" in a very healthy manner before the gallbladder attacks started. I went from 265 to 226 from March to about July 4th. But then I got sick and started losing much faster. I weighed in at 210 today before my surgery. Now I am sort of worried that I'll gain a lot back because I will be able to hold food down again. But I don't really WANT to eat. BUT my tummy is so sore from the operation and I have to take my pain pills which are supposed to be taken with food in your stomach or you'll get sick. Could be good cuz then I wont want to eat cuz I'll feel ill BUT could be bad if I just throw up the pain pills. I really don't know what to do. I have been sooo freaking fat for like 3 years now and I can't stand it anymore. I am finally losing again and I don't want to lose any momentum. My lowest weight ever was 98 and I don't want to be that low again. I would love to be around 115 but for now I am focused on getting under 200 as fast as possible and then 175 then 150. This is like the 3rd time I've had to get under 200. Every time I go into recovery I balloon at a rapid rate and even eating normal amounts of food,it doesn't matter...I still gain.The only way for me to lose is to really focus and track every single calorie,and how on earth can a "recovering" anorexic avoid a relapse doing that? Impossible. To lose fast I have to get drastic. I can't wait until I'm healed enough from surgery to exercise but that will be a few weeks. Any advice about how to not gain while my body is recovering or what to do about the pain pills? Sorry to rant but it's the only way to really explain my current situation! Anyways I'll be off work and laying around for like 3 weeks so look me up on AIM if you wanna chat/support each other! my email is [email protected] or you can search by my full name Jaclyn Bennett
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[December 30, 2009 @ 4:45pm] |
Height: 5'5 High Weight: 134 Low Weight: 109 Current Weight: 122 Short-Term Goal Weight: 110 Long-Term Goal Weight: 90 Eating Disorder: EDNOS bordering bulimia How Long: 2-3 year Favorite Bands [optional]: superchick, pixie lott, kooks, beyonce, mr hudson etc Favorite Movies [optional]: atm the holiday and amelie
I had a livejournal account about a year ago but deleted it and decided to go into recovery. That didn't work so here i am again looking forward to posting and commenting and helping people too. My boyfriend and best friend try and help but it doesn't really help much so i thought i'd make an account and talk to you guys with this in common. XO_desire_OX
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[December 27, 2009 @ 11:00pm] |
hey my name is seh.
Height: five foot four High Weight: 220 Low Weight: 150 Current Weight:200 Short-Term Goal Weight:160 Long-Term Goal Weight:100 Eating Disorder: undiagnosed, purging, fasting, binging :( How Long:five months Favorite Bands [optional]:taking back sunday Favorite Movies [optional]: Any Pictures: not at the moment.
i fractured my leg and i stacked on weight with my exams :( uni starts up soon and the holidays are over so i can fast. thank god :(
i look in the mirror and want to throw up.
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[April 28, 2009 @ 7:15pm] |
Hey girlys!!
I just recently got AIM! I would love to have support buddies on there!! :) Add me! onedaybeautiful
Cant wait to hear from you!!! :)
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[April 02, 2009 @ 11:41pm] |
Big Surprize people.
I ate.
Therefore, I failed agian.
I think I shall go and purge. And guzzle down some laxitives.
Then some late night excercising, I'm so excited!
Lol Does any body have any excercising regiments that will get burn a crap load of calories?
Note: Whisperofnothings I love you! You are such a help to me! I'm here for you girly! ;)
I would love to start a fast with somebody! If anyone wants to let me know! ;)
Think thin and one day we will be.
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[November 14, 2008 @ 11:34pm] |
Hey guys! So in the last .....I dont know 3 weeks I've lost quite a bit of weight. People are starting to notice ( yay) I dont know why though, I seriously cant see it. haahahaha I guess thats why its anorexia!! Whoooo hoooo lol
Just as an update as to how much I have lost ever since I started hanging out with mia, here is the total amount of weight that I've lost. 1st weighing: 147 2nd weighing: 131 3rd weighing: 125
Total- 22 pounds
So thats about 7.555blahblahblah pounds lost a week. I know sad right?!?!? lol I'll do better you just wait and see!
Anyways, while I'm at home with my family, what are some ways that I can hide the whole back bones thing. ( you can see my spine and my ribs all the way up my back up to my neck) from my mom????
Whats an easy way to make it look like your eating? ( but of course not swallow ANY of it!!! )
Love you all!! ~think thin~ and one day we will be.
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[June 19, 2008 @ 10:39am] |
If anyone in here would like there life back, and want to get over the eating disorder that controls them... go to this community. http://community.livejournal.com/ed_rehab/ And I can help, because I've been there, I've done that. Thats no life for anyone to live.
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[June 01, 2008 @ 12:23am] |
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Hey everone,
*Height: almost 5'5" *High Wieght: 151 *Low Weight: 125 *Current Weight: 145 *Short-Term Goal Weight: 130 *Long-Term Goal Weight: 115-120 *Eating Disorder: ED-Nos *How Long: 6 months *Favorite Bands [optional]: there are so many *Favorite Movies [optional]: also very many *Any Pictures: none at the moment
hey i'm kinda new to livejournal, anyone want to friend me?
xoxo, me
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[November 28, 2007 @ 7:12pm] |
I'm not quite sure if I belong here or not because I don't know if what I do is concidered an eatting disorder. I abuse laxitives and diurettics to loose weight. I don't binge. Infact I'm a pretty healthy eatter. I'm looking for tips becuase I'm not sure I'm doing it right. I take 2 laxitives before I go to sleep every night but thats it. Is that enough? Where I work I cant be going to the bathroom often. <b>Height:</b> 5'4" <b>High Weight:</b>120 <b>Low Weight:</b>105 <b>Current Weight:</b>117 <b>Short-Term Goal Weight:</b>110 <b>Long-Term Goal Weight:</b>105 <b>Eating Disorder:</b>laxitive abuse <b>How Long:</b> 9 weeks
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[November 20, 2007 @ 11:26pm] |
well its been a while since i wrote because i have been too depressed by eating issues to even face writing about them. FINALLY got batteries for my scales and realise i have put on 5 lbs in 3 weeks. that is disgusting but at least now i have my scales back i can get control again. i dont really know why it works but i usually weigh abut 4 times a day and seeing my weight actually change .5 of a lbs up or down a day really controls my eating so hopefully ill be back down,try and lose 10lbs in 2 weeks for my 18th. support advice or anything would be amazing.
stats: height: 5"6 cw: 135 lb with clothes lw:126 hw:142 average weight: 128 gw for 2 weeks: 125 ltgw: 120
im by no means anorexic.... infact, a binge eater/ mia but i am skinny. just weigh a lot. i just want help to lose about 7-10 lbs in 2 weeks by any means possible lol so ADVICE cuz i find it really hard to fast xxx
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[October 18, 2007 @ 1:17pm] |
<b>Height:</b> 5"7 <b>High Weight:</b> 145lbs <b>Low Weight:</b> 126 lbs <b>Current Weight:</b> 130 lbs <b>Short-Term Goal Weight:</b> 120 lbs <b>Long-Term Goal Weight:</b> 115/110 lbs <b>Eating Disorder:</b> Binge Eating/Bulimia/ Ednos <b>How Long:</b> 4years <b>Favorite Bands [optional]:</b> The Libertines, The Maccabees, The Pigeon Detectives <b>Favorite Movies [optional]:</b> Dead Mans Shoes, Trainspotting <b>Any Pictures:</b>
Hey. Dont really kno what to say. I'm Anna. Help wld be appreciated cuz I started liquid only today =]
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[October 17, 2007 @ 12:21pm] |
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Height: 5"5 High Weight: 170 lbs Low Weight: 140 lbs Current Weight: dunno... i assume it's about 154 lbs Short-Term Goal Weight: 145 lbs Long-Term Goal Weight: 127 lbs Eating Disorder: Binge Eating Disorder How Long: maybe almost two years... may also be three, i have no clue Favorite Bands: No special. I listen to nearly everything from korn to phil collins... but i listen currently mostly to rebecca lavelle.. Favorite Movies: lord of the rings, what dreams may come (Robin Williams, yay!), Le fabuleux destin d'Amélie Poulain (the fabulous world of Amélie Poulain)
Well there... hello guys :)!
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[October 10, 2007 @ 11:22pm] |
How do you guys STOP yourself from eating? I can't seem to do it and I feel like a damn pig. I even baked a whole carrot cake....with cream cheese/vanilla icing.....
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[October 05, 2007 @ 6:50pm] |
Height: five foot two High Weight: 198 Low Weight: 115 Current Weight:180 Short-Term Goal Weight:170 Long-Term Goal Weight:100 Eating Disorder: ana How Long:five months Favorite Bands [optional]:incubus Favorite Movies [optional]:Land of the Dead, The Hills Have Eyes, and anything else with Robert Joy. Any Pictures: not at the moment.
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[October 04, 2007 @ 1:51am] |
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Height: 5'2 High Weight: 115 Low Weight: 98 Current Weight: 115 Short-Term Goal Weight: 105 Long-Term Goal Weight: 100 Eating Disorder: Mostly mia How Long: on and off...a lot lately as I have gained a crapton of poundage Favorite Bands [optional]: Tool, Paramore, Thursday, Dixie Chicks Favorite Movies [optional]: Steel Magnolias, Clerks II, Fried Green Tomatoes Any Pictures: ( Read more...Collapse )
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a note from your mod =) |
[October 02, 2007 @ 6:43pm] |
hey everyone. i decided im going to re do the layout and get this community up and going again. =)
so ill let you all know after the layouts done =)
i was also wondering if anyone would be interested in being a mod and help me make banners and promote, ect. ?
let me know =)
heres two recent pictures of mEee-
current weight : 98 pounds
height: 5'4
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lots of love ♥
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[August 14, 2007 @ 11:51am] |
Height: 5'6" High Weight: 165 Low Weight: 125 Current Weight: 154 Short-Term Goal Weight: 125 Long-Term Goal Weight: 100-105 Eating Disorder: Anorexia How Long: It's been a struggle going on four years Any Pictures:( under the cutCollapse )
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[April 24, 2007 @ 10:27am] |
so hoodia, yay or ney? how much luck have you guys had with it and if you have used it what kind? i now see they even have like hoodia patches.... just let me know if you have had any results with it, good or bad. thanks girls!!
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