Ranting, I guess.

Oh my goodness... am I alone here in wishing that I could just SHUT OFF my brain sometimes?! I swear, I think way too much and it seems to be the negative aspects of things that weigh heavily on my mind. Isn't it strange how the smallest things can scale so massively on your heart? Yeah yeah, I know what you're thinking -- get over it! I am trying, believe me. Don't get me wrong; I am very happy with the way my life is going right now, and I am also extremely pleased with the people who are in it. I guess this small thing is just like a little thorn jutting in my side -- it's not too noticeable at first, and then it gets a little bit more irritating, and then... THEN it's all I can think about it! Silly thorn anyway.

Well, I'm working on it.

In other news, I just cooked some chicken bewbs and I am scared to eat them. I sort of have this weird paranoia with raw meat -- like, I could cook it forever and it would still be raw and filled with E.coli or  something. Blargh. I think I'll let it sit there for a few before I send it down my greedy gullet.