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","comments":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/34881.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/34569.html","pubDate":"Fri, 12 Jul 2013 10:19:59 GMT","title":"New Challenge","author":"am3lee","link":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/34569.html","description":"It's been a while since I post anything here.they're my reason to enjoy life as it is
for all the lessons You 'throws' at me
as they're making me a person I am today
for every tears and laughters
for every love and heartaches
for joys and sorrows
for hopes and disappointments
those make me human and grounded me.
for 33 years..and more.<\/span>","comments":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/33951.html?view=comments#comments","category":"personal"},{"guid":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/33566.html","pubDate":"Thu, 05 Jan 2012 17:33:38 GMT","title":"A Challenge","author":"am3lee","link":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/33566.html","description":"Got this challenge from my friend on FB
Challenge:
1) Find out the song that was #1 the week you were born.
2) Find that song on YouTube.
3) Post that video on your
Here's mine :
Reunited<\/b> by Peaches & Herb
Well..never heard of it actually =)
http:\/\/<iframe width="420" height="315" src="http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/n0Ac2OiOQ0k" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/a>
As Christian I believe in God..I believe in Jesus. He is my Saviour.
I also believe that His wisdom is beyond our comprehension. That's He's not a shallow minded being. His reasons also beyond our comprehension and knowledge. He loves ALL of us. But it doesn't mean that He will cuddle us all the time.
Sin is sin. There is no grey area foe Him. Whether you stole a penny or 300 million, stealing is wrong. Whether you called a person a faggot out loud or just said it inside your heart, it still a sin for Him.
When He asked us to love and respect each other, He means all of us. No exception.
He gives us freedom to choose. To follow his path or to make our own. Whatever our choice is..whether it is right or wrong. He'll be there waiting for us to discuss about the lesson that we learn through our choice.
Somehow I believe that hell is not a place full of raging fire. It's not a place where you got beaten or torture as your punishment.
If you'll end up in hell..that mean you'll have a daily session with HIM. Sitting together with HIM in a cozy and warm room where He will ask you to talk, where both of you will discuss about your choices and the reason why you did certain things. He'll ask you to open up and really tell Him about yourself..even though He know exactly every details about you. It's your time to give Him you own version of story.
It'll be like a personal therapy session with Him. And believe me, for some people it'll be a torture.
While all those saints and heavenly people have to go out to work. As guardian angels, as His tools to make sure that the world go around, to make sure that all demons are lock away. they have to go to the battlefield or do all the labor work.
If you're homosexual, I don't think that he will ask you are you like that. He will not condemn you because you chose to love a man. He'll be more interesting to know why you cheat on your boyfriend, or why are you so promiscuous, or why are you spend all your time with the drugs and the booze. Why you chose to break your partner heart, or break your vow. He wants to know why not to judge you but because He knows how much it hurt you also.
The God I believe is a good father. He loves us but refused to spoil us. He let bad things happen because He knows we have to learn how to survive on our own. He let us make our on choice and mistakes because He wants us to learn about wisdom, responsibility, and consequence.
He'll be there by our side..all the time. Ready to console us and hugs us. Ready to soothe our pains. He'll pushes us when we feel it's easier to give up. He'll guide us when we ask Him to or when He knows that we need it.<\/p>
Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
And what if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You're near
What if my greatest disappointments
Or the aching of this life
Is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can't satisfy
And what if trials of this life
The rain, the storms, the hardest nights
Are Your mercies in disguise<\/i><\/b>
<\/p>
<\/p>","comments":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/33038.html?view=comments#comments","category":["personal","rant"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/32966.html","pubDate":"Thu, 27 Oct 2011 14:22:39 GMT","title":"So true","author":"am3lee","link":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/32966.html","description":"
*Taken from
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<\/a>ergenie<\/b><\/a><\/span>'s Facebook..hehe I re-post it without waiting for your answer. Tidak apa-apa ya.. =D
If it's not ok just tell me and I'll take it down
","comments":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/32966.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/32635.html","pubDate":"Sat, 13 Aug 2011 11:33:25 GMT","title":"Thank you =D","author":"am3lee","link":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/32635.html","description":"Thank you to <\/span>
I luv it =D<\/span>","comments":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/32635.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/32460.html","pubDate":"Wed, 20 Jul 2011 11:32:28 GMT","title":"I don't know what to do anymore !!!!! =(","author":"am3lee","link":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/32460.html","description":" Life is hard..
yes indeed!!
That's all I can say right now.","comments":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/32460.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/32025.html","pubDate":"Fri, 20 May 2011 14:31:16 GMT","title":"There's always a rainbow after the storm","author":"am3lee","link":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/32025.html","description":" I had an accident 2 weeks ago. Broke my forearm and had to have a surgery so they can put some metal to connect the bones. As a result of that I can not go back to work until I don't know when. Had to spent my birthday in pain and worried about how am I going to pay my debt =(
But....
Last Monday I just found out that I got a salary raise (yayy.....) and they want me to be a permanent employee, which mean I don't have to worry about getting a job anymore because I'll be there for good (as long as I don't fuck up).
I feel secure now because I know that I have a job not only for a year but as long as I want to stay there....squeeee.....
It's a good thing and very surprising because usually they never offered permanency on the 2nd year. I feel so flattered because that's mean they appreciated what I've done so far and they trust my skill and ability.
After all that pain (well, I still in pain now) it feels good to feel happy =)
yup..after the storm you can see the rainbow now.","comments":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/32025.html?view=comments#comments","category":["teaching stuff","personal"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/31890.html","pubDate":"Thu, 12 May 2011 02:27:54 GMT","title":"In pain","author":"am3lee","link":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/31890.html","description":"Unforgetable birthday ever. Have to stay in the hospital with a broken arm. I'm a bionic woman now..","comments":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/31890.html?view=comments#comments","category":["personal","rant"]},{"guid":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/31617.html","pubDate":"Sun, 08 May 2011 05:05:01 GMT","title":"HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY","author":"am3lee","link":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/31617.html","description":"
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all the moms in the world.
If you're a mother..be thankful, because not all women are born to be a mother.
But you don't have to give a birth to a child to be a mother.
All you need just to give your love.","comments":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/31617.html?view=comments#comments","category":"personal"},{"guid":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/31387.html","pubDate":"Sun, 01 May 2011 13:10:13 GMT","title":"when life kicks you in the ass","author":"am3lee","link":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/31387.html","description":" The owner of the house that we lived right now just decided that they want to use the house for themselves. Which means we have to move out as soon as possible. We don't have money nor saving that will covered the rent so they kicked us out. Can't blame them though. It's business.
Oh well, it's time to move on anyway. No use to stress over it.
Let's see what life will bring in the future.
when life kicks you in the ass
all you have to do is get up, dust off yourself, and keep moving.<\/em>","comments":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/31387.html?view=comments#comments","category":"personal"},{"guid":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/31083.html","pubDate":"Fri, 04 Mar 2011 11:47:16 GMT","title":"Don't be a drag, just be a queen","author":"am3lee","link":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/31083.html","description":" http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=wV1FrqwZyKw<\/a>
If you're able to see past the weirdness of the clip, you'll find a good message there.
\"I'm beautiful in my way, 'cause God make no mistakes\"
And this one is my favorite : \"Don't be a drag, just be a queen\"","comments":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/31083.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/30897.html","pubDate":"Fri, 31 Dec 2010 17:14:02 GMT","title":"It's 2011 now","author":"am3lee","link":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/30897.html","description":"SELAMAT TAHUN BARU!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
MALIGAYANG BAGONG TAON!
Be happy, be strong, and stay true to yourself.
God bless us all!
Love,
Lia","comments":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/30897.html?view=comments#comments","category":"personal"},{"guid":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/30599.html","pubDate":"Fri, 24 Dec 2010 09:01:59 GMT","title":"Christmas is here","author":"am3lee","link":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/30599.html","description":"Ho..ho..ho..
To all of my f-list :
\"MERRY CHRISTMAS\"
May you all have a wonderful and blessed christmas with your family and loved ones.","comments":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/30599.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/30405.html","pubDate":"Sun, 12 Dec 2010 18:53:00 GMT","title":"Freedom","author":"am3lee","link":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/30405.html","description":"I have 4 weeks holiday starting tomorrow.
Happiness.. :-D","comments":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/30405.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/29961.html","pubDate":"Mon, 15 Nov 2010 14:13:31 GMT","title":"God help us all!!","author":"am3lee","link":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/29961.html","description":"4 more weeks before Christmas holiday. I'm starting to feel a bit panic right now. So many works, so little time. In the next 4 weeks we have to practice for our Christmas program, collecting students' work for the portfolio, making assesment for the report card, filling in the report card, preparing artwork for gifts, designing costume, memorizing the lines for the play, designing and printing christmas invitation, get ready for the parents teacher conference, teaching 18 3-years-old how to dance, plus another side jobs as the christmas celebration comittee. I'm going crazy!!!
Above it all I also have to make sure that the form teacher in my class aka my annoying-and-not-so-smart partner will not create another problem. Btw, in case you're wondering, I'm working as an assitant teacher in nursery class. Feel like working in a major company sometimes instead of in a school.
*Arrgh...*","comments":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/29961.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/29839.html","pubDate":"Wed, 29 Sep 2010 15:02:49 GMT","title":"Incompetent leader","author":"am3lee","link":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/29839.html","description":"Why is it so easy for you as a leader to tell us that you're disappoint with us? What about our disappointment? You disappoint me!","comments":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/29839.html?view=comments#comments","category":"rant"},{"guid":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/29440.html","pubDate":"Mon, 13 Sep 2010 08:51:42 GMT","title":"I'm still here","author":"am3lee","link":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/29440.html","description":"It's been a long time since the last time I posted here. Life been hectic for a while. Don't really have energy to write in the journal. I'm enjoying 2 weeks vacation now,it's a good thing. I have a hard time at work with my new coworker. She's an annoying bitch and I'm not the only one who feel like that. All of her housemates dislike her. She's been here for 3 weeks and already caused so much trouble. So 2 weeks away from her is really really refreshing. Tell you about her later.","comments":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/29440.html?view=comments#comments"},{"guid":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/29319.html","pubDate":"Tue, 11 May 2010 17:46:18 GMT","title":"May 12, 1979","author":"am3lee","link":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/29319.html","description":"May 12,2010
12.40 am
I'm officially 31 years old today. Jobless,no money,single,overweight. Kinda depressed,huh? BUT I'm happy!
Next Monday I'm going to start my new job with good salary. I'm happy being single because maybe I'm one of the commitmentphobic type. There, I admit it. Still working in that part. I'm overweight but still have good self esteem and if anyone have problem with the weight thing,well,that's their problem,not mine. But I'm going to try to have a healthy life. I also blessed with loving family and friends.
So.. I'm happy :-D","comments":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/29319.html?view=comments#comments","category":"personal"},{"guid":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/28961.html","pubDate":"Fri, 07 May 2010 09:38:12 GMT","title":"Change of plan","author":"am3lee","link":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/28961.html","description":"Instead of July,the school asked me to start on the 17th this month. So I only have one more week of free time. I'm a bit nervous,but glad that I don't have to spend 2 months doing nothing. I mean it'll be great if I have some money to spend but I'm broke so it'll be a depressing holiday *lol*
Glad that next month I'll have some money :-P. Next week will be fun. My bday on the 12th and on the 13th my cousin will come for the weekend. Can't wait :-D.","comments":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/28961.html?view=comments#comments","category":"personal"},{"guid":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/28918.html","pubDate":"Tue, 13 Apr 2010 04:47:02 GMT","title":"Yippee.. :-D","author":"am3lee","link":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/28918.html","description":"I GOT THE JOB!! :-D. Say hello to the newest member of 'Bina Bangsa School' teaching staff. I'll start as assistant teacher in preschool,but the career opportunity is good and after a year I'll be a primary teacher. I'm so happy :-D. The only downside is I have to wait to July. So I'll be unemployee for 2 months. But that's ok. Can't wait till July.. :-D","comments":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/28918.html?view=comments#comments","category":"personal"},{"guid":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/28520.html","pubDate":"Wed, 07 Apr 2010 17:54:59 GMT","title":"Just a little rant","author":"am3lee","link":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/28520.html","description":"Dear Life,could you please give me a break for a moment? Thank you.
I just need a moment to rest and recollect myself. That's all. I'm not give up or anything. Just give me a moment of peace before you kick me in the ass again. I need it.","comments":"https:\/\/am3lee.livejournal.com\/28520.html?view=comments#comments","category":"personal"}]}}