am3lee

As Christian I believe in God..I believe in Jesus. He is my Saviour. 
I also believe that His wisdom is beyond our comprehension. That's He's not a shallow minded being. His reasons also beyond our comprehension and knowledge. He loves ALL of us. But it doesn't mean that He will cuddle us all the time.
Sin is sin. There is no grey area foe Him. Whether you stole a penny or 300 million, stealing is wrong. Whether you called a person a faggot out loud or just said it inside your heart, it still a sin for Him.
When He asked us to love and respect each other, He means all of us. No exception.
He gives us freedom to choose. To follow his path or to make our own. Whatever our choice is..whether it is right or wrong. He'll be there waiting for us to discuss about the lesson that we learn through our choice.

Somehow I believe that hell is not a place full of raging fire. It's not a place where you got beaten or torture as your punishment.
If you'll end up in hell..that mean you'll have a daily session with HIM. Sitting together with HIM in a cozy and warm room where He will ask you to talk, where both of you will discuss about your choices and the reason why you did certain things. He'll ask you to open up and really tell Him about yourself..even though He know exactly every details about you. It's your time to give Him you own version of story.
It'll be like a personal therapy session with Him. And believe me, for some people it'll be a torture. 
While all those saints and heavenly people have to go out to work. As guardian angels, as His tools to make sure that the world go around, to make sure that all demons are lock away. they have to go to the battlefield or do all the labor work.

If you're homosexual, I don't think that he will ask you are you like that. He will not condemn you because you chose to love a man.  He'll be more interesting to know why you cheat on your boyfriend, or why are you so promiscuous, or why are you spend all your time with the drugs and the booze. Why you chose to break your partner heart, or break your vow. He wants to know why not to judge you but because He knows how much it hurt you also.

The God I believe is a good father. He loves us but refused to spoil us. He let bad things happen because He knows we have to learn how to survive on our own. He let us make our on choice and mistakes because He wants us to learn about wisdom, responsibility, and consequence. 
He'll be there by our side..all the time. Ready to console us and hugs us. Ready to soothe our pains. He'll pushes us when we feel it's easier to give up. He'll guide us when we ask Him to or when He knows that we need it.

Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
And what if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You're near
What if my greatest disappointments
Or the aching of this life
Is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can't satisfy
And what if trials of this life
The rain, the storms, the hardest nights
Are Your mercies in disguise