Love,
Author: idk, I plagiarized.. Of course I'm the author,
Rating: PG, practically G
Pairing: Rydon
POV: First, Ryan's
Summary: Ryan writes a letter to Brendon.
Disclaimer: No matter how hard I looked, I could not find any of the boys on Ebay. So, no, I do not own anything or anyone, except for the story, which is mine, mine, mine. Also, this is fake, not real, a bunch of baloney.
Beta:
Author Notes: At the end
Dear Brendon,
The day I met you I knew you were special. There was something in you that captivated me from the start. Effortlessly and not surprisingly, I fell in love with you in no time. I don’t know if it was your laugh or your glasses or your voice or your charming immaturity, but something made it impossible for me to stay away from you if I tried. Your satiable love and tenderness never failed to make my life much easier and more desirable. Your hot kiss and touch boiled my blood to such a degree that saturated me with fervor. You were the perfect combination of soul and flesh—a spirit designed by God and a body molded by the Devil. I loved you from feet to head, inside and out, back and forth. I loved you like I never loved anyone.
I remember one night when everything was still an illusion of kids in love and our eyes shone with more intensity than the stars. We dreamed together and shared the most absurd and simple things, which was back then our favorite pastime. In our idle chat I asked you what you would give me if you could get anything in the universe. You said you would tear out your chest and put your heart in a little, golden box so that I could never doubt that your heart was always with me. After several giggles and questions with no purpose, you asked me what it was I liked the most about you. I answered that I didn’t know, since even your imperfections were perfect to me. You turned to me and the smile you gave me assured me that what I had said was true.
Time passed, and I realized that my answer wasn’t so true after all, and that something I didn’t find so perfect about you was your infidelity. Yes, you cheated on me, and obviously it hurt. You put pause to our love and got involved with that person without caring about my feelings. You know full well who I’m talking about, so don’t you deny it. After I found out, my soul was shattered, and I felt a profound resentment consuming my blood. I didn’t know what to do. I took the time to think and I reached the conclusion that it was best to leave you. Today I’m leaving, but I’m taking you with me. Despite your lies, I can’t help what I feel for you. I love you. Your name is written in my heart.
And my name is written on five different walls of your house, each one made with distinct colors and styles. I didn’t cut my veins, but I did ruin your sofas with a kitchen knife. You can thank me later for giving your electric guitar a better rocker style after smashing it against the ground. You never listened to me when I told you Wii’s were dangerous if you didn’t use the security strap, so I proved it to you by throwing a controller against the plasma TV in the living room. And if you get ants it’s because I spilled all over the house everything liquid I could find in your refrigerator.
Well, I’m leaving now. I hope you have a nice life, and that you don’t get eaten by your own remorse for being a liar, lout, jerk, and scoundrel, you two-legged rat. Be a good boy and remember me.
Love,
Ryan
A/N: Inspired by the song "Before He Cheats" by Carrie Underwood. Thanks to the Y!A community for suggesting titles for this fic, though I came up with my own ultimately =]