Another bad day

Now, I'm crying here all alone.They just didn'tn pick me up for a job at the university, I feel so ashamed and sad.If I just have sent an email to one of the teachers...I didn't have time today...that's excuses...I know.
I feel so little and trash.
I wanna my mama, she would cheer me up like always and then she would tell that I needed to stop crying because the ants were going to get drowned.
She always knows how to make me feel better and If I didn't stop crying, she would yell at me or cry with me.
I still feel so bad, I wanted badly that job and worse nobody called me for other jobs.

I feel so little and vulnerable.

I'm gonna sleep, I need to wake up early.But before I will send more C.V.

Hopefully, someone will call.