life...

I feel so sad and angry at the same time!!!There's a person who I like a looot, he dates a dear friend of mine (she didn't know I liked him) ,he studies the same career as me but I'm ahead on my studies than him so we do not share the same courses.This is so frustrating!I don't mind being single for the rest of my life but seeing him only for a moment, maybe study together....those times were so precious to me <3 , I love his smile, how he laughs...I cannot help it.
Recently, I saw a picture of him with one of our friends in common eating PIZZA...I want to be there too, next to him laughing, eating, watching him eat pizza...I hate myself for still liking him...damn