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You hurt me bad. Now I'll hurt you.
Slitting my wrist as I look you in the eyes.
Wasn't it you that told me to die?
You're getting your wish.
Biggest dreams come true.
You want me to stop?
To late.
Be sure to remember to tell the world.
This teenage girl killed her self due to you.

_ginandkerosine

An oldie, but a goodie.  It's just really hitting home for me this week.  For some reason.  Enjoy, kids!

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satan_said

"Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines
__he wrote a poem
And he called it "Chops"
__because that was the name of his dog
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
__and a gold star
And his mother hung it on the kitchen door
__and read it to his aunts
That was the year Father Traci
__took all the kids to the zoo
And he let them sing on the bus
And his little sister was born
__with tiny toenails and no hair
And his mother and father kissed alot
And the girl around the corner sent him a
__Valentine signed with a row of X's
__and he had to ask his father what the X's meant
And his father always tucked him in bed at night
And was always there to do it

Once on a piece of white paper with blue lines
__he wrote a poem
And he called it "Autumn"
__because that was the name of the season
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
__and asked him to write more clearly
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
__because of its new paint
And the kids told him
__that Father Traci smoked cigars
And left butts on the pews
And sometimes they would burn holes
That was the year his sister got glasses
__with thick lenses and black frames
And the girl around the corner laughed
__when he asked her to go see Santa Claus
And the kids told him why
__his mother and father kissed alot
And his father never tucked him in bed at night
And his father got mad
__when he cried for him to do it.

Once on a paper torn from his notebook
__he wrote a poem
And he called it "Innocence: A Question"
__because that was the question about his girl
And that's what it was all about
And his professor gave him an A
__and a strange steady look
And his mother never hung it on the kitchen door
__because he never showed it to her
That was the year that Father Traci died
And he forgot how the end
__of the Apostle's Creed went
And he caught his sister
__making out on the back porch
And his mother and father never kissed
__or even talked
And the girl around the corner
__wore too much makeup
That made him cough when he kissed her
__but he kissed her anyway
__because that was the thing to do
And at three A.M. he tucked himself into bed
__his father snoring soundly

That's why on the back of a brown paper bag
__he tried another poem
And he called it "Absolutely Nothing"
Because that's what it was really all about
And he gave himself an A
and a slash on each damned wrist
And he hung it on the bathroom door
__because this time he didn't think
__he could reach the kitchen."

--The Perks Of Being A Wallflower

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xmiserablexmex

Two roads...Split off from here, and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.

I wanted to be that breath of fresh air, When everything smelled so insincere.
But this taste of ink is in my mouth, Deceit has ways of sticking around.
And I'm ready to disappear, Vacation seems far... Far From here.

Note to self: I miss you terribly.
This is what...we call a tragedy.
Come back to me, back to me, To me.
(repeat)

I can feel my mind, wandering again.
Into where I dont know, and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving, faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene, I need a break from the routine.
(repeat)

Two roads...Split off from here, and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.

Which part of me is lost? I feel so close, and yet I am so far.
Which part of me is lost? I feel so close, and yet I am so...Far!